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SIRA

I applied a glossy lipgloss that I noted late last night was a part of the gift when I had mistakenly knocked the box down. It made my lips feel so soft, and I was glad for it. I wanted everything to be good for now, and for my life to fall into place at this point. It was the only thing that I wished for and I hoped that I would be able to have that.

Of course, it would be. I don’t know what the reactions of the students would be this time, but Cansil was going to be there, so there was no need to worry ceaselessly about it. Everything was going to be fine. I was so sure about it.

With an upbeat mind, I pulled my bag closer to me as I made my way downstairs. Mom asked me to eat something as usual. I took a muffin and put it into my lips, and then, I made a run for it.

I arrived at school in less than 30 minutes. I don’t know what I should expect, and though I already knew Cansil had my back, I couldn’t help the nervousness. All the prep talk didn’t help me feel as though this