SIRAAlpha Eros stood so still in the midst of the crowd, and all I could do was to stare at him. I had no idea how someone could be so captivating. Everything about him screamed dominance and I wanted to look at him till I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to hold him too, and that stunned me. He had rejected me, so why these feelings?It was as though there was something wrong with it, and I would be stuck with these feeling for a long while. I swallowed as I looked on, enjoying the way the light caught his hair. It made him more enchanting than he was before, and I couldn’t help but stare at him. He was just perfect, and that was saying something.Then, he angled his face to me, and my eyes caught the glint in his eyes, only for him to glare at me where he looked towards my right. I tried hard to maintain my composure. This was the thing with him. He has started the cold way he handled things. How could I handle all that now?The man would never change. He gave me one last look, a
SIRAI was still so excited about everything. Gosh! The moon goddess seemed to have conspired with Cansil to make this night the best one for me. I was so happy that I could finally be myself. This night was the best night ever and I was really feeling it. Everything that had happened had only served to make me feel more better. I felt as though my life was literally coming full circle now, and that was the best feeling. I loved it so much and I wished to continue to sap in it.Beside me was Cansil as he walked me home. He had parked his car two trees down, and claimed he wanted to see me get into my house safely. I sighed in pleasure at the whole thing, and it made me feel so nice.But, what made me feel remarkably safer was when I peered up at the window. Everything seemed to click and I was so glad that I could really be myself at last. I was so proud of myself and growth. It made me feel as though everything was finally settling in. I wanted to have that feeling. I wished to be
SIRAI applied a glossy lipgloss that I noted late last night was a part of the gift when I had mistakenly knocked the box down. It made my lips feel so soft, and I was glad for it. I wanted everything to be good for now, and for my life to fall into place at this point. It was the only thing that I wished for and I hoped that I would be able to have that. Of course, it would be. I don’t know what the reactions of the students would be this time, but Cansil was going to be there, so there was no need to worry ceaselessly about it. Everything was going to be fine. I was so sure about it. With an upbeat mind, I pulled my bag closer to me as I made my way downstairs. Mom asked me to eat something as usual. I took a muffin and put it into my lips, and then, I made a run for it. I arrived at school in less than 30 minutes. I don’t know what I should expect, and though I already knew Cansil had my back, I couldn’t help the nervousness. All the prep talk didn’t help me feel as though this
SIRAWhy was he asking me such a question? It was as though he actually cared about me, and it made me so annoyed. “Why should I tell you that?” I snapped at him.The moment my words were out, I wished them back. It was not right to talk to the Alpha that way for any reason. I wondered what he could be thinking about my insolence, and I was too scared to look at him in the eye to find out.My wolf shrunk in even harder. Honestly, I was trying to ignore her because she was no use. I loved her but she never helped me to be stronger and that sucked. I couldn’t rely on her to help me with anything, knowing fully well that it would always fall through.“You have the guts to talk to me like that?” Alpha Eros snapped. I looked around the place, trying hard to distract myself with the whole designs of the place. “Are you not going to say something, or have you become timid overnight?”I swallowed my words down. It was a trap and I wasn’t going to fall for it. I would have to focus on me righ
ALPHA EROSFuck!I was really pissed off this time, and I had no idea how to change things up. The fact that Sira was still around me and the bond was still there somewhere beneath the surface should have been better. But, things weren’t really turning out that way. Instead the pull was making me go close to her. But, I could barely stop myself from saying means to her, even when I shouldn’t.With a groan, I looked around the private lounge of mine. Now, her scent was infused there too. I could remember clearly how she had missed a step and succeeded in falling us both on the ground. I stifled the smile. Damn!I had not been as angry as I had made it look, though I didn’t want to make her note this, and had to put up a show for the very same. It would be nice to be able to do things differently. Sira was better off away from me, and I would make sure that it stays that way.Pulling a hand through my hair, I walked out of the lounge, and towards the main hall. As the Alpha, I had seve
SIRAI was so annoyed about everything, but I tried to keep my cool. I didn’t need to make things worse. All I had to do was pacify Cansil. I was aware when Eros went inside after saying such venomous words. He really knew how to hurt me. I would give him that. It was so unfair, but I would handle things better this time. I had to.“I’m really sorry about what happened here today, and if you would find it in your heart to forgive me then it would be nice,” I said quickly, with my hands folded in front of me.Cansil stared at me like I had gone mad. He placed his hand around mine in a way to make me calm down. I wasn’t sure that I would be able to be calm now that things were like this. It only made me feel more anxious as thought I had to do something. The problem was that I had no idea what I shook be feeling.“None of what happened was your fault, so please, don’t think that way. The person that needs to be ashamed is Alpha Eros. What he says had nothing to do with you. They are
RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
SIRAI stood right there believing everything I did was for the best. There was so many things that I wanted to say, but I guess the little that I had said was for the best. Neera couldn’t keep making me feel as though I was the one who was wrong every time. I couldn’t let her keep intimidating me at all times like I was worth nothing, So, this was right.I took a deep breath as I walked back into the house. Everywhere was quiet. My parents were oblivious of the problems that had cropped up in their absence. It was for the best, I didn’t want anything to make them anxious. It was not as if they could actually help out in anything right now. So, keeping that in mind, this was for the best.The next few minutes, I focused on doing the dishes. When I was done, I switched off the lights and went over to my room. I sighed at the whole thing, and tried to pretend that Neera wasn’t going to come after me.I had no idea if I would be able to handle the aftermath of it all. I could only hope