SIRAWhat the hell did that mean? I had already assumed that I would have this break to my satisfaction, so what was the need to call me back now? Ugh! My wolf whined at being told to work more.I pulled my items together, knowing that there was no way to beat the issue than to go back to the pack house. It didn’t matter if I liked it or not, but that was the only way out of this matter, and I had to abide by those rules.I walked back slowly. I didn’t wish to prowl in my wolf form anymore. The excitement had gone down, and it left anxiety in its wake. I have no idea why all these kept happening, but it seemed as though, I wasn’t destined to be happy. It was the most painful realisation that I had gotten in a long while, and it made me completely scared.As I drew close to the pack house, I tried to drag my steps. There were a few people going around and I knew they wanted to train in their wolf forms. They didn’t pay me a leak of attention, and I decided to mind my business also. The
SIRAIt was getting really frustrating cleaning things I had cleaned before repeatedly. Neera wouldn’t let up, and she was simply trying to frustrate me. I wondered vaguely if she didn’t have where to be at this moment. Why did she keep doing this? And, Alpha Eros was aware of all these, but he chose to ignore me.I know that there is no how he can act as though he didn’t hear Neera barking our orders like the dog that she was. Yes, I said it. It was just for me to say it to her face, but I just couldn’t that either. I hated to be weak, and this is what was happening right now, and it annoyed me till my bone marrows. “What are you doing? Gosh! This bitch called Sira is so fucking slow! Is this what you do everyday? Why can’t you clean that shelf properly for once in your life?” Neera snapped at me.I glared at her as she twirled her hair between her fingers. Did she stay back to keep Eros company or to monitor me like she was my master or something? Oh, my goodness!“I hope you’re no
SIRAI stared at my parents for a long time, and then, I realised that they were not joking. Alpha Eros was really the one that made had hidden in the shadow, and…“Did he help you out?” Father queried.I swallowed hard. “I would like to go to my room,” I said instead.My parents stared at me, but I didn’t mind as I ran to my room. I tossed my bag recklessly at the side of the door, and then, I shook my hair wildly, and it fell haphazardly around my shoulders. Jeez!All these was driving me insane. I had no idea why Alpha Eros was acting the way he did. How could someone reject me, and then try to be close to me at the same time? I wanted to scream to him to pick a point. I was sick and tired of all these. I don’t know what he would stand to gain by making me miserable?I looked around my room, and sighed. It looked so small, and substandard, causing my stomach to knot in various threads. All I could think about was Alpha Eros and that made me feel so nauseous. I had to get him out o
SIRA“I don’t have any interest in going with you to the prom, Neera. Stop whining like a child,” Alpha Eros snapped.I blinked in shock. I had definitely not being expecting that. I really thought that he would agree to her. I watched as he turned his back on Neera as he walked to the house. I tried to move quickly, but my foot hit the back of a flower plant. Oh, dear!In seconds, Neera was standing in front of me. Her eyes looked wild in rage, and it made me swallow the lump in my throat. I had not being expecting her to come at me so fast. I tried to look at her evenly as she glared at me.“Why did you have to show up here, maid?” she snapped.I said nothing and she pulled even closer to me. I looked at her evenly. There was no way she would make me scared of her when I had not done anything to her. She pulled her hand in front of my face, and then, she pulled it down.“You’re so lucky that we are at Eros place, or I would have dealt with you. No-one in the damn school must know wh
SIRAAlpha Eros gave my ankle one last squeeze and then, he looked up at me. My heart caught in my throat, and I assumed as always that I was paranoid, and he felt nothing for me. I sighed as I looked away from his gaze, not wishing for him to see the emotion that swiped across my face. There was only one thing that was true, and that was the moment that I shared with him was a lie. He didn’t care for me.“I should get going,” I said quietly.He nodded, and placed my leg on the floor calmly. I looked down at my legs as he helped me to stand on my feet. The pain was still severe, but I tried my best to ignore it. It would do well not to show my weakness. I didn’t get him, and the last time when I thought he really wanted to help, he had made me fall to the floor without a care in the world. I sighed as I let my hand slide through my hair. There was no need to feel such intense emotions, but I did feel it since I had no choice.I tried to make a move to go, but he wasn’t really being h
SIRAMom softly flipped my hair across my shoulders. She was grinning at me through the mirror, and honestly it was contagious despite the nerves I was feeling at this point. How could I be this lucky to have something like this? “You look like a doll,” mother said softly.I smiled as I got to my feet. Mother easily helped flare my gown in a way that it would not hamper my movements. I walked slowly with the heels on and really stared at my reflection on the mirror. Mother was right. I looked so beautiful. It was as though I had been born again with the makeup as a booster.Why couldn’t I have been born this way instead? Then, the bullying would stop. I sighed. Who was I kidding? There was no way the bullying was ever going to come to an end. I’m sure someone would do something at the party.“Sira, what is with that look?” Mother asked calmly.I gulped as I turned to look at her. “Nothing, mom,” I lied.She gave me one of her looks. “Look, you have to be confident in yourself. You’re
SIRAAlpha Eros stood so still in the midst of the crowd, and all I could do was to stare at him. I had no idea how someone could be so captivating. Everything about him screamed dominance and I wanted to look at him till I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to hold him too, and that stunned me. He had rejected me, so why these feelings?It was as though there was something wrong with it, and I would be stuck with these feeling for a long while. I swallowed as I looked on, enjoying the way the light caught his hair. It made him more enchanting than he was before, and I couldn’t help but stare at him. He was just perfect, and that was saying something.Then, he angled his face to me, and my eyes caught the glint in his eyes, only for him to glare at me where he looked towards my right. I tried hard to maintain my composure. This was the thing with him. He has started the cold way he handled things. How could I handle all that now?The man would never change. He gave me one last look, a
SIRAI was still so excited about everything. Gosh! The moon goddess seemed to have conspired with Cansil to make this night the best one for me. I was so happy that I could finally be myself. This night was the best night ever and I was really feeling it. Everything that had happened had only served to make me feel more better. I felt as though my life was literally coming full circle now, and that was the best feeling. I loved it so much and I wished to continue to sap in it.Beside me was Cansil as he walked me home. He had parked his car two trees down, and claimed he wanted to see me get into my house safely. I sighed in pleasure at the whole thing, and it made me feel so nice.But, what made me feel remarkably safer was when I peered up at the window. Everything seemed to click and I was so glad that I could really be myself at last. I was so proud of myself and growth. It made me feel as though everything was finally settling in. I wanted to have that feeling. I wished to be
SIRADriving down there was the hardest thing ever for me at this moment, I hated the guilt that filled me as his scent filled that call, it was there every where it was infinitely him. How I was suffocated in hisspace in a way I couldn’t find unpleasant.I drove with caution and speed, already my phone was ringing and looking at it, it was him.I tore my gaze from the phone, I didn't want the situation where he would show up and ruin thing's.My hand fit the wheel, as I sat in the driver’s seat with an unpretentious confidence and courag, I was driving crazily, I drove above the speed limit as if to maintain the façade that I was really scared.The wind pulsed through me and the music it played in my ears was melancholic.It reminded me of the soft sound of fabric hitting the floor in death, or the sound Of teeth on the nape of ma neck, the tug of my hair and strangle.What ever way it came to my mind, the wind reminded me of death.My pulse drifted between my heart as I felt i
SIRAAt first when he talked about seeing me the previous night my heart had skipped, for some funny reason I knew that Cansil coming here could spell trouble for the little bit of peace that was around.Mu heart still felt heavy, in a way I couldn't change the fact that I had been trailed here just last night.That bit of darkness was still around me unwilling to depart, it was as though enveloping everything that had for do with my soul at that moment.While all of this is going on, he came in with another bad newsWhat?It was hard to believe what had just happened under our own noses, my finger's were literally trembling.It meant no one was saved, I was starting to think this had to do with both Davina and Neara, but at the moment I know that bringing that up would disrupt anything that was going on at the moment.I could not think about what to do about the whole situation, I was confused about what to do and how we were going to go about it."Are you sure of what you are sayi
EROSThe next two weeks were all about Sira and me. We spent every moment ofevery day together. I was letting her in slowly into my life In a way I never thought possible.At that moment she was no longer Sira the maid, she was more precious to me than even that, She practically moved into my room at first I thought I was mean to her by taking her phone, so as the days proceeded I handed it back to herShe was over.every night and I loved it. I knew it was still very important for me to connect with her as I could picture myself starting a family already—She was carrying my child anyways.At that moment , I felt everything was perfect. It suddenly seemed like all I had to do was trust her, it seemed like the missing piece, perhaps if I had dropped my pride at the beginning, it would have been so easy for me to deal with.And yes, her mother came in once in a while. Suddenly it looked like I was standing right at the end of the tunnel with the light all shining down right at my fac
SIRASeeing no one I hastened my step, I could literally feel the sound coming from my heart as it was heavy with a thundering sound.“Who is there?” I breathed.I directed a sarcastic gaze at the dark part of the wood.As the hour minute ticked I could hear it in my heart, I took steps back cautious that I wasn't alone.The words I was going to say were pierced in my chest. I knew it had to be something out there or someone… It hurts all the same, the manner at which my heart was beating.A frustrated sound traveled up my throat, but I kept it locked in. It was better to be quiet than having any emotions at the moment. I avoided the gaze into the dark, though it burned me deep in my soul.The Pressure in me burst into tingles and flame. My veins burned up like a line of fire willing to ignite shooting flames of light behind my eyes.A shudder fluttered through my body as anxiety poured through my bloodstream, before a languid heat spread.As I calm down, I realized my leg wa
SIRA POV.I stood still, obviously shocked, this was obviously what I dreaded the most.I really don’t like Eros and Cansil meeting each other, because it doesn’t end well.“So this is it Sira?” He asked me with a very annoyed glare which managed to send chills down my spine.“You should mind the way you speak to her,” Cansil stepped in and that was when Eros faced him with an irritated look.“And who invited you?” Eros demanded with rage written all over his face.“You can’t just speak to Sira anyhow in my presence and expect me to keep quiet,” Cansil said without an ounce of fear, and Eros glared at him angrily.When all these was happening, I just kept mute and watched them bicker.I stared at Eros deeply, and I managed to figure out that he was very jealous.His face showed how bitter he felt at that moment when he saw I and Cansil together.He quickly turned to look at me, and his stares that moment felt like......It felt like he was suspecting me and was also beginning to doubt
SIRA Bright Light struck my eyes followed by a loud honk. I shut my eyes due to the immense pain I felt and by the time I opened it, I noticed a man staring at me.Soon, I guessed it was the cab I ordered. I wanted to give him a scolding of his life but not while I was standing on the walkway by the roadside so I took my seat and told him my destination.As soon as the car took off, I began lamenting.“Do you want to get me blind?” I spoke authoritatively.The next thing that followed was an immediate and reckless halting of the car. He stepped on the break not caring if I was going to bang my head against the seat.“Now you want to end my life?” I uttered, angrily this time.He turned to face me as he soon gave a reply, “I did what I did so you’d notice I already came to pick you up sooner if your eyes weren’t glued to your phone and so I had no other choice than to flash my car lights at you.”After saying this, he rudely just turned on the engine and continued driving without even
EROS POVThere was a yummy chicken Marsala placed before me. The aroma of the food was capable of sweeping you off your feet, but I wasn’t happy.In fact, I didn’t have any appetite to eat as I felt disappointed earlier today.“Why didn’t she want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I remembered what happened exactly today.“She watched me leave, which is very unlike her?” I couldn’t help but ask myself in surprise.“Was Cansil there with her, and that was why she probably didn’t want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself, as different thoughts rummaged in my head.I kept on stirring the food before me, without making an attempt to eat it.“Your highness,” The new maid walked in, with a light smile on her face.I hissed lightly and shook my head, prepared to ignore her until she made the next statement.“Your highness, A lady is here to see you,” She said with a light smile, as I quickly turned to stare at her.“Who?” I couldn’t help but ask“She said her name was Sira?
SIRAI was in my room, going through some certain things on my phone when I suddenly began to feel nauseous.Quickly, I rushed into the restroom to throw up, which I eventually did and it managed to get me confused.“What’s going on?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I walked out of the bathroom slowly.I sat on a vacant chair as different thoughts ran through my head.I just couldn’t help but think that moment.Slowly, I got up and went straight to my closet, picking a blue baggy jeans and a red crop top.Different thoughts ran through my head, but I decided to go to the hospital so I could confirm if I was okay or not.“Why exactly am I suddenly feeling nauseous?” I couldn’t help but ask myself with a crumpled look.I shrugged and quickly dressed up, before I picked up my bag.Briskly, I walked out of my apartment and flagged down a cab as I headed straight to the hospital.The drive was just about ten minutes or so, but I didn’t know when I got to the hospital.On getting there, I
SIRAGrrr…My alarm clock rang, thereby interrupting my blissful sleep.I turned the clock off then tried to go back to sleep, but it was to no avail.I was fed up because I still wanted to sleep more.With a sour expression, I groped my way to my bathroom then did my morning routine as quickly as I could.On my return to my room, I decided to check my messages before going about my chores.“Sira” mom yelled just when I was about to click on a message from Karen.“Ma'am” I yelled in returnI was tempted to open her message but because I didn't want to scroll through thirty messages when I returned, I tossed my phone on my bed then walked towards the door.We were supposed to hang out yesterday, but because of Eros, I had canceled our meeting.I was certain she had flooded my phone with the pictures she and the girls took at the girl's night out that was held the previous day.I was about to walk into the living room when I bumped into mom, who was on her way to fetch me.“When are you