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Chapter 19: Lanterns
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Refusing to be Owned Prologue
In the bustling city of Noirville, the capital city of Estria, people from the higher society have gathered in one place to fill their obscene desires and to covet the innocence of the ladies that will be put in front of them to acquire.In the desolate alley of the city's so called red light street, a building stood ten stories high. Sa unang palapag ay matatagpuan ang mga agency ng illegal brokers na smugglers ng kahit ano—even people.Walang nakakaalam kung ano ang mayroon sa natitira pang siyam na palapag ng gusali. No one dares and no one's interested, for anyone who comes in this street are people with certain agendas and are busy taking care if theirselves to even notice what's on their surroundings."15 million from VIP 7" Narinig kong sabi ng emcee kasabay ng mga hindi makapaniwalang usal ng mga taong naroon din sa pagtitipon na 'yon.I can't even recall how the hell I came here. But now I find myself standing in front of a masked crowd while under the limelight.Nakuha na an
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 1: THE AUCTION
"You should get married soon, Zeke." Marahang sabi ni Mr. Devereaux while his hazy eyes inspected every strand of hair on his son who is sitting on the sofa across him.Zeke Devereaux—ang nag-iisang anak at tagapagmana ng Insight Company. A mystery-shrouded insurance company who only accepts the top 1% of people from the society. "There's no need to be afraid of those rumors Dad, hindi nila tayo kayang galawin." Zeke lowered his tea cup as he leaned his back on the couch."It's better to avoid getting suspected Zeke." Zeke scoffed at his father's words."The government can't touch us Dad, 'yan ay kung gusto nilang mawala ang biggest conglomerate na sumusuporta sa funding ng armory nila." He said proudly."You don't know how far the government can go in terms of rooting out all the Westarian spies lurking here in Estria." May tono ng pagbabanta sa kanyang boses habang hindi tinatanggal ang mariing titig sa anak.Zeke inhaled deeply as irritation began growing on his chest."Siguro'y hi
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 2: SOLD
Akala ko'y magiging madali lang at matatapos na ang lahat pagkatapos ng mga dalawa o tatlo kong pagtaas ng paddle. Pero sa hindi ko inaasahan, may tarantado pang makikikumpetensya sa 'kin.I looked at the direction of the one who have been raising the bid higher and higher after me. Kinilatis kong mabuti ang pagmumukha nito and I rolled my eyes after realizing who he is. Walang iba kundi si Flavio who's seated on a row lower than mine in this stadium seating.I raised my paddle. "Seventy million", I shouted.Paglingon ko ay nakatingin din sa 'kin ang gago. He smiled, isang ngiting pang-aasar na para bang nagsasabi na hindi siya titigil sa pakikipag-agawan.Flavio Devereaux–Aubert, in short, Flavio. He's the first son of my mom's older brother, and that being said, he is my first cousin. Dahil magka-edad lang kami, my mom and uncle brought us together since we were kids para maging malapit kami sa isa't isa. But contrary to what they initially intended, we ended up being each other's ne
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 3: RUNAWAY
While waiting for a certain 'VIP 7' to come for her, inikot muna ni Asteria ang buong kwarto na pinasukan niya. She inhaled the inexplicable sweet scent emitted by the lighted candles that seemed to enhance and lighten her mood. Her feet crushes every red-colored rose petal that lays beneath her feet as she strolled inside the wide and dim room.Niyakap niya ang sarili ng maramdaman ang lamig ng kwarto. "Ba't naman kasi ang tagal ng lalaking 'yon?" Sambit niya habang nakatigil at nakaharap sa pinto.She had mapped out her plan earlier. Failing is not her option, lalong-lalo na ngayon na marami ng nakakita sa mukha niya kanina.Para siyang napasong tumakbo papunta sa loob ng cr nang marinig niya ang mga lagapak ng hakbang na galing sa lakbas ng kwarto. She was sure those footsteps were headed towards the room.It must be him. Naisip niya habang sinara ang pinto ng cr. She leaned at the door and pressed her ears against, waiting for sounds that will give her the slightest idea of what'
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 4: DRINK
Napadaing ako ng marahas niya akong isinandal sa pader. He pinned me on the wall and pressed his lips on mine. Nang maghiwalay ang aming mga labi, tumingin ang mapupungay niyang mga mata sa akin."Did I hurt you?" He roughly asked. Habol niya ang hininga habang nakapukol ang tingin sa'kin.I gently shook my head. He then smiled, and pressed his lips on mine again.Naglalaban ang dila namin sa loob ng aming bibig. His mouth is so warm and sweet. Para akong tinututunaw ng init niya. Hindi nagtagal ay maramdaman ko na rin ang pag-iinit ng aking katawan. My body is against him, I can feel his hardness in soft skin. Hindi ko mapigilan ang pag-ungol habang naglalakbay ang kanyang dila sa mga sulok ng aking bibig.Hindi ko na matandaan kung paano ako napunta sa sitwasyong ito. Pumunta lang naman ako dito sa Paradis para makipagkita kay Owen. But this unknown guy suddenly came to me.He looked wasted ng mabunggo niya ako sa may hagdan. His eyelids were dropping, he looked high on drugs. And th
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 5: BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS
A tear escaped my eye when I felt his entire manhood enter me. It felt bigger than it looked like. Parang may kung anong napunit sa loob ko na talaga namang nagpapikit sa akin sa kirot.I bit my lower lip at hindi ko namalayang unti unti n palang bumabaon ang mga kuko ko sa likod niya.When slowly opened my eyes, bumungad sa akin ang mukha niya. There was a trace of reluctance in his face as he slowly straightened his back and pulled his body away. Ngayon ay nakaluhod siya sa harap ko without removing his c*ck inside me. He's between my open legs. Umatras siya ng kaunti at dahil dito'y medyo nahugot ang sandata niya sa loob ko.I really wish he wouldn't move, it hurts.Nakita ko ang bahagyang pag-awang ng labi niya habang nakatitig sa may bukana ko."F*ck" he cursed while looking down."Why didn't you tell me?" I looked away para iiwas ang mga mata kong naluluha dahil sa matinding kirot."Y–you didn't ask" I trailed and bit my lower lip.Nagulat nalang ako nang bigla niya akong siilin
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 6: "FOUND YOU"
Dahan dahan kong ibinuka ang aking mga mata at nagising sa isang 'di pamilyar na kisame. Bumangon ako at napagtantong sa isang couch pala ako nakatulog. Inilibot ko ang tingin sa loob ng maliit na kwarto at bigla akong napayuko ng maramdaman ang pumipintig na sakit sa noo ko.When I lowered my hand from my forehead, I saw several scratches on wrist and just like a movie, everything that happened last night played in my brain.Nagmadali akong bumangon at sinuot ang pantalon at white long sleeve ko na nakalapag sa sahig. I searched for my phone and found it quickly after I heard it rang. It was Jomer."Sir asan po kayo?" Bungad agad nito"Pick me up here at Paradis." Nanghihina kong sagot."Ayos lang po ba kayo sir?" Nag-aalalang tanong ng nasa kabilang linya ng mapansin nito na may kakaiba sa boses ko."I'm fine, don't worry. Just hurry up." Saad ko at pinutol na ang linya.While waiting for Jomer, I tried my best to recall what she looked like. But to no avail, all I can remember wa
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 7: EYES IN SHADE OF GREEN
I blinked off raindrops as I continued my steps inside Paradis. Its familiar neon lights bringing the word PARADIS alive is stationed just ln top of the entrance.Paradis is the biggest club here in Noirville which serves as an oasis for the people who loves the night more than the day.And Oliver, as its owner, is one of the prominent figures of the city.Pumasok ako sa loob ng club at nakitang may isang lalaking naka bkack suit and tie ang kumakausap kay Kian. Parang may kung ano silang hindi mapagkasunduan.I paid no attention to them and headed to the stairs that lead to Oliver's office. Nagulat nalang ako ng makabangga ako into a hard something. Pagtingin ko ay isa pala itong lalaki.I wasn't able to recover my balance on time at nung matutumba na ako ay hinigit ako ng lalaki paharap sa dibdib niya.With my 5'6 frame, I felt him tower over me. Inangat ko ang ulo upang tingnan siya at sinalubong ako ng kulay luntiang mga mata.His eyes reminded me the color of a deep green forest
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Refusing to be Owned Chapter 19: Lanterns
"Zeke, saan mo ba ako balak dalhin?" Sigaw ko sa lalaki ng umakyat kami sa isang burol. Ngayon ko lamang napansing malayo na pala ang narating namin mula sa highway.Tumigil ito sa paglalakad at binitawan ang kamay kong hawak-hawak nito simula pa kanina. "Look . . .“ Tumingin ako sa direksyong tinitingnan niya at napagtantong maraming mga tao ang naroon sa burol. May iba pang burol sa katabi nito ngunit ang kinatatayuan namin ngayon ang pinakamalaki at pinakamataas.Sa likod namin, matatanaw ang kabuoan ng Noirville. Nagmukhang mga umiilaw na laruan ang mga matatayog na gusali ng siyudad mula sa kinatatayuan namin.And when I looked at the view laid in front of us, my mouth parted in shock. Malilim ang mga ilaw pero sapat na iyon upang makilala ko ang lugar na tinatanaw namin.The land of Westaria — my homeland. Kahit makapal ang kagubatang pumapagitna sa amin ay maaaninag parin ang ilaw na nanggagaling sa sa isang siyudad ng Westaria na pinakamalapit sa border.I felt my eyes burn.
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 18: Where Are We Going?
"Hello sa inyong lahat!" Magiliw kong bati sa mga staff ng Devereux mansion. Pangalawang araw na itong dito ako nag almusal. Ngayon ay ipinakilala ako ni Zeke sa kanilang mga katulong at mga guards na bumabantay sa kanilang mansyon. Ang mga ito's naka hilera paharap sa akin at maaliwalas ang mga mukhang bumati sa akin ng sabay-sabay. They were all wearing a black uniform. So it's easy to tell that they're working for a one person or family. Ang mga gwardiya ay nakasuot ng itim na coat at may puting panloob. Ang mga katulong naman ay nakasuot ng itim na trousers at white polo na naka tuck-in sa kanilang bewang. Ang kanilang mga buhok at malinis at maayos na nakatali sa isang bun. Ni wala akong makitang isang hibla ng buhok na kumawala sa pagkakatali at sumasayaw sa kanilang mukha. They were all looking prim and proper. Napansin ko ang paglapit ng isang babae mula sa linya sa akin. She might be in her late forties. There are some fine lines visible on her face, but her blue eyes sti
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 17: Truth and Lies
Namamanas na puwet ko mula sa kinauupuan ko ngayon. I can't seem to focus on what Nile Devereux is saying—my future father-in-law— amidst our breakfast. Yes, nandito ako ngayon sa bahay nila dahil inimbitahan ako ng mag ama na mag almusal kasama sila, and also to "know me more"—that's what Zeke's father said. "Zeke was quite a troublemaker when he was a kid, he once fell off from a tree that he climbed with his cousins kahit na hindi naman siya marunong umakyat ng puno." Nile let out a chuckle na sinagot ko naman ng isang nag aalangang ngiti pero hindi ko inangat ang paningin mula sa steak na hinihiwa ko sa aking plato. "Umuwi siyang may mga gasgas at may punit na short" Napalakas ang tawa ng ama. "Dad, don't embarrass me to my future wife." Pagpigil ni Zeke sa ama. I glanced at them, his dad still laughing while Zeke is looking at him with annoyance in his face. Ibinalik ko ang tingin sa pagkaing nakaharao sa akin at kinuha ang tinidor upang isubo ang piraso ng karneng itinuso
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 16: New Identity
"Dad," humarap si Zeke sa ama, "wag ka ng magtanong, baka magbago pa ang isip." He warned his dad as if I'm not in front of them. Nilunok ko ang namumuong tawa sa lalamunan ko at pinilit ibalik sa seryoso ang aking mukha. Tumikhim ang ama ni Zeke."I know that Zeke doesn't have a very good reputation in terms of having a woman," tumingin itong muli sa akin, "but knowing that he's willing to settle down puts me in ease."Inosente akong ngumiti sa kanya at tumingin kay Zeke."So...how did you two meet?" Dumagundong ang tanong ng ama ni Zeke sa tainga ko. Biglang binalot ng kaba ang dibdib ko."We met at Paradis." Maagap at maikling tugon ni Zeke. "We met there one night, we were both drinking and..." malokong ngumiti si Zeke, ngiting nagbabadya na may hindi ito kanais-nais na sasabihin. He's taunting me and he finds pleasure in doing that."And we talked for a while, napagtanto namin na aligned pala ang mga interest namin sa buhay and before leaving, he asked for my number. We were in
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 15: Are You Sure?
"D-deal", nangangatal kong salita na nagpalingon sa ulo ni Zeke na sinusundan pa rin ng tingin ang paalis nang si Oliver.His green eyes widened as he looked at me. Hindi na niya kailangan pang magsalita at magtanong dahil kitang kita ko na sa mga mata niya ang hindi makapaniwalang ekspresiyon sa sinabi ko."Fine, p–payag na ako sa kasunduan mo." Inulit ko ang nais kong sabihin sa kanya ngunit parang hindi yata siya natuwa rito at nakita ko ang bahagyang pagtaas ng kaniyang kilay. "Aren't you satisfied?", tanong ko sa kanya nang hindi pa ito nagsalita, "Isn't this what you want?"He took steps to near me and gave me a look as if deciphering every inch of me. I stood still, waiting for our faces to come close."Why the sudden change of heart?" A grin worked on his lips and his emerald eyes sparkled under the sun's rays."Tell me, which sane person will let the chance to get a hundred million Solaries slip away?" Iniangat ko ang tingin sa kanya, I didn't looked away. Dapat niyang maram
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 14: New Mission
"Asteria!"Umalingawngaw ang boses ng isang lalaki sa aking pandinig ngunit hindi ko ito binigyan ng pansin. Nanghihina at nanlulumo ang katawan ko sa eksenang nakatambad sa akin. Duguan at wala ng buhay, mga katawan ng aming kapwa sundalo na nawalan ng buhay matapos magkaroon ng sneak attack ang military forces ng Estria sa kampo na min na naka base malapit sa border. I felt suffocation creeping and swallowing my chest making my breathing rough and painful. From the distance, I could hear the roaring sounds of gunfires, bombings, panicked screams of soldiers, and the desperate cries of my fellow countrymen.I was pulled out of my reverie nang maramdaman ko ang mabigat at mahigpit na hawak ng dalawang kamay sa aking balikat. "Asteria! Pull yourself together!" He sounded angry but I saw concern when I looked into his murky eyes."Oliver..." Mahina kong bulong"Stop daydreaming Asteria!" He shouted at my face, masyadong malakas na parang nabingi ako. "Pick up your gear and gun," his v
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 13: Deal? or No Deal?
As Zeke stood there, facing Nicole's barrage of questions and emotions, his expression remained stoic, almost unreadable. The air around them felt heavy with tension, each word hanging in the air waiting for a response.Zeke took a moment, his gaze shifting between Nicole and Asteria, as if weighing his words carefully. Finally, he let out a sigh, his shoulders slumping ever so slightly."I... I have made my choice Nicole," he started, his voice soft but firm. "And I asure you that I am not being forced like what you think."Natigilan si Nicole. She felt her heart sink at his words, a sting of disappointment coursing through her. Sa kalooban niya'y inaasahan niyang "hindi" ang isasagot ni Zeke sa kanyang tanong. Nicole felt a lump form in her throat, the weight of Zeke's words bearing down on her. She wanted to protest, to shake some sense into him, but she knew deep down that it was futile. Zeke had made up his mind, and nothing she said could change that."Fine," she replied, her v
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 12: Nicole Orlov
"I'm glad the negotation with Mr. Deschamps went well" Saad ni Mr. Devereux ng may ngiti sa kanyang labi. "I'm sorry I had to put that burden on you" He added apologetically."Don't worry about that Uncle, the conversation went pretty smoothly kaya hindi ako nahirapan." Nicole assured him.Nicole Orlov, daughter of Nile Devereux's friend. Bago pa man naging may ari ng Insight si Nile ay kilala niya na ang ama ni Nicole. Magkapitbahay ang kanilang pamilya noon sa Lexington bago lumipat ang pamilya ni Nile sa Noirville—Estria's capital city.Nicole is like a daughter to him. Nicole is known to the public as the only woman who can get close to Zeke. Nicole understands Zeke's personality and can play along pretty well with his occasional capriciousness.They form a pretty good couple, kaya naman nang pilitin ng ama na mag asawa si Zeke ay hindi niya maikakaila na hinangad niyang si Nicole ang pipiliin ng anak. Ngunit hindi ito ang napupusuan ni Zeke and he doesn't want to force his son t
Refusing to be Owned Chapter 11: The Victor
My eyes rounded as soon as I opened the door and saw that someone was out here waiting for me.Shivers ran down into my body as he forced me to step backwards. We are now back inside the ladies room. Without looking back, he locked the door behind him.I gulped. "What are you doing?". Matigas kong tanong.His eyes looked at me eerily, his lips twitching into a dangerous smile. "Making sure na hindi mo na ulit ako matatakasan."I supressed the feeling of tension in my stomach. Tumalim ang tingin ko sa kanya. "Step away"With eyes either lying or saying the truth, he then smiled."Relax honey, I'm here to help you."Umalingawngaw ang pangungusap na iyon sa aking tenga at nang matauhan na ako'y nakita ko siyang nakaupo sa tabi ko sa loob ng isang kotse.His eyes darted on my face. Inaabangan ang bawat ekspresiyon na ipipinta ng mukha ko."What were you thinking?""Nothing" I replied drily at sabay umiwas ng tingin.I heard his subtle scoff. Ibinaling ko ang pansin sa senaryo sa labas ng
