Rowan.
"Have you seen the news today Alpha?" My Beta Leon said slipping a newspaper on my table, l went on with what l was doing, watering the plant in my office space with my other hand in my pocket, doing this gives me a moment to escape reality, the news is probably about what is happening in the human world."Are you not going to take a look at it?" Leon pointed at the newspaper, " What is it about l said with no interest to move from where l was standing."I wouldn't bring you an unprofitable news Alpha, Jaylene is launching a product today," he said taking a seat comfortably, l dropped the mini water can in my hand, if it's my mate then I'm concerned, although he is not aware that he is my mate because it is prohibited for me to go close to him or approach him. Since the day l was born into this world I have always thought that my life will go more smoothly, but a lot changed after my coming of age when a prophecy came and it's said. " l invenies meam mate et homo est" "l will find my mate and he is a human" "l cant appropinquant ei quia fata nostra implicantur" "l can't go close to him because our Destinies are intertwined, Yet we can't be bound together " " l erit exitio" "I will be his doom" "Finis meus erit proximus ut flamma ignis si l hoc regit" "My end will be close as flames of fire if l disobey these rules" After reading all this, l felt like my fate and destiny had always been decided by the moon goddess. She knows what is best for me and she bestowed on me my life scroll accordingly. When the moon goddess messenger left, mother and father became extremely worried about me. Many years had passed by, and my mother is worried about how I'm going to become the head Alpha without a luna, but I'm not worried, I'm not in a hurry to become one, moreover, l don't want to be a bad omen, not to the very person that is most important to me, my mate, l can't be the one to bring him sadness and pains, l can't be the one to destroy him, l don't want to see him cry, I'd die if something ever happens to him.The reason why watching him from afar is like a serotonin boot for me, he amends me yet he makes my heart ache, everyday l want to be with him yet I can't go close to him, every night l want him in my cuddly arms yet l can't even tell him.Hiding in the shadow to have a peek at his hazel green eyes, his deep frost black hair colour always gracing on his shoulder level, his nose ominously crafted in a perfect shape, his oval upper lips, they fade pink and red every time like he had a bite on them, they are fluffy and velvety, and every time l set my eyes on his beautiful being l control myself and my wolf not to attempt to claim what rightfully belong to us.He is the most beautiful man l have ever met in my entire life, he is my mate and I'm not taking a second chance mate because I can't have him, l can't cheat on my mate when he is still alive and well, even though I'm built to believe in fate and the prophecy of our creator, l believe Jaylene and l can be friends in the nearest future.Every full moon that comes and goes l wish and prays for a reversal, l wish to rewrite my fate but it has already been sealed, Jaylene is in safe hands, and he will soon become the CEO of the father's corporation soon enough, the only danger have ever perceived around him is his elder brother, he is the type to always have something awful up his sleeves, he is just a cheap gambler looking for validation.I know Jaylene schedules like l know the day l was born, l lurk around their east gate at night, the side of the woods is very close to his father's mansion, l don't dare to go close, l love my somewhat unrequited love, l know all his favourite things, starting from his coffee, the blue colour of suits he likes to wear every day, l know he loves Germany local cheese, fried potatoes and chicken breast for breakfast."Rowan??" Leon snapped me back to reality, pondering on my thought is what l do whilst waiting for redemption."So are you going or what?"I placed back the newspaper on the table taking a seat uneasily, l let out a long sigh tugging my hair backwards l don't have a reason to go, Leon, you know every time I go to see him it's a risk I'm taking, we can't see eye to eye, what if l look at him and our eyes locked together, do think l will be able to go control myself, l should stop going to see him for now, l said vaguely pushing the newspaper back to him." What difference does it make if you stop now, you are always on his trail like a happy cat, what happened now?""Watch your tone Leon, l scolded even though l know he is genuinely worried for me." It's okay if you don't want to go, l will cancel your seat reservations.""You booked a seat for me already? I mumbled vaguely." You know how powerful your mate's family are, it's a grand opening, not just anyone can attend, l thought you'd like to go see him, you haven't been out of the pack lately.""It's best l stay away from him for now, '' l replied, picking up the pack's daily activities files to dump them in the drawer." Rowan I'm your best friend, don't lie to me, you don't want to go see him because the last time you saw him he was in a private restaurant cuddling and dwelling in another man's arms having the best time of his life.""That is exactly how it is supposed to be Leon, how can someone like me be jealous? I can only watch him from afar, as long as he is happy without me it is worth it, l will be safe, he will be safe, and everybody is happy." l don't believe you Alpha." Leon confessed."You can go ahead without me, I won't be joining you, I'm having dinner with my father and mother back in the family house."When did you start visiting home often?" My beta stood up and folded the newspaper into shapes while making his way out of my office, "l will go and l will tell you every detail of his looks, '' he said, throwing the newspaper back at me, and l caught it reluctantly.I can't live without the thought of Jaylene in my head space, his fainted scent is like ecstasy, and l want to dig my face in his body, all these thoughts make me feel like a nuisance, a total delusional thought, l don't know what l did in my past life to deserve this punishment, every born of Moon Valley Pack has a scroll of life to be read to him or her on their coming of age, it is the favourite day for every wolf, but I wished it never came, l wish l was lucky to be in the good side of life, most of my being that aren't lucky enough are send to fifteen years seclusion, which is a life and death mission.But l still don't deserve to be banned from going close to my mate, if you ask me this is the worst punishment, l feel like I'm always burning up every time I set my eyes on him, he is heavenly, he is gorgeous yet l can only tell myself this.I bite my lips confusedly, it would be nice to cheer for him and clap for him, but just being in the crowd knowing that he is mine is more thrilling than having dinner with my parent, they are just going to talk me into finding a second chance mate, how l have to accept my fate and move on, those discussions are not very healthy for me, but it's better than going to the occasion without being able to even say Hi to him.What will it be like if he sees me? Will he fall in love at first sight, will he want to be by my side always? I doubt l shook my head vehemently, l let out a long sigh aggressively, l picked up my car keys, one hour before sunset l better use the car than the woods, it's still luminous, it's more enduring to have dinner with my family, but right before l held the door knobs the telephone rang to my attention, l scurried to my desk, It's rare to have a call from this except it from my parent, it rare to have a call outside the pack, as we use our mind link to communicate each other."Yes? " Alpha, We need your attention suddenly! A familiar voice came from the other end, Beta Kylian, the assistant head of security on the West border that separates the Red Heart Pack," l will be there immediately, "l said, placing the phone back on its hold. l mind link Beta Elias to set up quickly, l took out my clothes tossing them to ground, stepped out confidently shifting into my wolf and scampered in the woods fervently, Elias and the others will catch up with me soon.I got to the scene promptly, some wolves are already tied up in silver chains," What happened here? I growled waiting impatiently for answers from my Beta, "Alpha, they suddenly flashed it and started killing our group instantly, I suspect they all went rogue. He retorted nervously. " You suspect? I growled bitterly, l walked past him to inspect for myself, they kind of looked like they were tortured, but they have no right to hurt any member of my pack."What should we do, Alpha?" Beta Kylian said looking at the ground, "What do you mean what should we do? Take them to the Dark Den Cage and lock them up, Elias finds out where they came from and why! The darkness is heavy, be careful," Yes Alpha. "I should sleep here tonight, we are a few months away from the full moon and rogues are already doing their bidding, "Alpha!" my eyes widened at the screams that came heavily in the air. "What now?""Jaylene is in trouble!"—-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------N/B: Hi, I'm Lame Ruler. Nice to meet you. This book is purely based on my imagination, l hope you enjoy it anyways, don't forget to add it to your library, kisses.Jaylene."All the preparation are been carried out methodically, the event will start in forty -five minutes and your father is waiting for you in your office, if we leave in fifteen minutes we will be at the venue in time Sir," my secretary Laura said walking fast to meet up in my pace, l bobbed my head in agreement, "And your brother requested to see you, Sir""Send him away! I replied undoubtedly calm resting my hands in my pocket while taking the next turn to the elevator, I'm sure he is just here to pick on me, he is a menace to the society l don't know why he wants to drag me down with him at all cost, today is the day l have been waiting and nothing can go wrong.The elevator door beeped to close but got halted by Cain, my elder brother. He is already 27 years old, just a few years older than me yet he acts like this, because he is the first child. He deserves everything and all things should be effortlessly given to him." Hey there Father's favourite child." he strode in sta
Jaylene."What is the meaning of this Jaylene?" Father said tightening the grip on his chest, how do I explain this? There is no way there was a camera in that room, the hotel management does a camera check before l moved in, who would place a camera in my hotel room? Sweat broke out from my forehead, and my legs were languidly soft, this is not happening, can they stop the video already? This is a dream, l wondered vaguely as the crowd whispers drove close to my ears.I robbed on my cheek fervently as a slap smacked on my face, Father? I drawled pitifully, "I ask you again Jaylene, what is the meaning of this? Answer me!!!!!!!!!!" Father growled painfully, Father, please it is not what you think, Father? My jaw slackened as my father grips on his chest tightly, drooping feebly to the ground, my legs had the mind of themselves l hurried to hold him hitting my knees on the ground, one by one people started leaving, and the flickering camera light increased drastically."Father? I call
Rowan.As if my soul left my body when the guard announced to me that Jaylene was in trouble, my Mate is in trouble, l followed him immediately without asking him what happened or not, didn't want to imagine any possibility, l would go crazy if something happens to Jaylene. Elias knows what to do, he will clear up things over here, l scurried back to the Pack quickly, and Leon was already waiting restlessly for me at the main entrance."Tell me everything's alright Leon, " l muttered glaring at his face vaguely." This is bad, and l don't know how you are going to handle this, his sex Video was leaked, l mean it was displayed on the screens when his father was giving a speech to congratulate him, moanings of him begging him to shove it back into ass, repeatedly, His Father fainted to cause more confusion, he was rushed to the hospital, but l didn't see Jaylene, reasons why l rushed back, l was so nervous l didn't think about Mind Linking you." I stood there with my mind as blank as
Rowan.I squeezed the towel in my hand dabbing on his face, l pushed his hair backwards with my fingers to keep the warm towel on his forehead, we came under the rain, he must be very cold."Alpha, what do you think we should do? When he has his primal shift, the whole Pack will surely hear about it, " Elias said, walking back nervously."Get a set of clothes for me, Elias, let's worry about that later.""What do you mean let's worry about that later, common Rowan have you lost your senses, if you weren't my Alpha or my Best friend l will really punch you in the face right now, what the fuck, there is a more important issue going on and the only thing you could think about his change his wet clothes, he is going to shift for the first time and those clothes you want to change so bad will shred in pieces, l asked you the same questions some moment ago and you gave me a deaf ear." Leon ranted out."Leon, you need to calm down, the moment you do, maybe we will converse more reasonably, r
Rowan.Leon and l rushed to Jaylene's side, his face was already fretting agonisingly, he was already moving his legs uncomfortably and l could clearly hear the crackling of his bones."He is going to shift soon, Rowan, " Leon warned, l became so helpless and overwhelmed by my thought yet again."You are not waiting for him to start howling right? Rowan? Elias gets the key immediately, " Leon said."Jaylene don't fight it, l'm here for you, " l said, holding onto Jaylene wrists and ignoring whatever Leon is saying or what is going on around, l just want my Mate to be safe, this experience he is about to get is one he might make it alive or he might die or go rogue, the Goddess forbids that."It will take five to six hours before he can shift completely, " Leon said as Elias threw the key to him."We need to take him there now, Rowan, move aside," Leon said, ``I'm hesitant to lock my Mate in a dungeon, he hasn't done anything wrong, why does my life really choose the wrong things."Alp
Jaylene.I gasped for breath feverishly as my eyes were steering open, it was extremely dark and part of my body seemed so dislocated that l could barely raise a hand up as it was very heavy. The burning sensation on my wrists and legs hurts more than life itself, how did l get here? Why do l feel this way, wait am l dead?The rattle of chains reminded me of the damage it was doing to my hands, I'm feeling dead obviously am not dead, but the dead can feel pains what am l saying? My body felt very heavy as l could barely move it, where am l exactly, what happened to me, l winced painfully as a gleam of memories came fraying loudly, the car accident, do l feel this way because l got hit by a truck, am l not suppose to be in the hospital, Father? I remember going to the hospital before l got hit, and l remember somebody calling my name, what name? I remember seeing claws pulling up on my fingers, was l dreaming? Did l watch too many horror movies, l remember two people were trying to k
Rowan.The warmth of his embrace as he rested on my shoulder, he must have hurt a lot, l surge out to unbind the silver chain from his legs even though it hurt my fingers too. I heaved him carefully in my arms as l made my way out of the dungeon, My Betas will probably not agree with me on this, it might be too early to take him out there as he is unable to control himself, it will take some time for him to get used to it but there is no way I'm leaving him behind.My heart fluttered enticingly as l carried him in a bridal way, close enough to see every corner of his face, his glossy lips are so pale and raft, l knew by doing this I'm definitely going to raise groups of gossip in the Pack, as long as Jaylene, My mate is safe by my side, it's all worth it."What do you think you are doing Rowan?'' Leon said, rushing towards me."Don't stand in my way, Leon, get me a doctor right now.""This is not the agreement, Alpha, and what the fuck happened to your neck? Don't tell me you both go
Rowan."What do you mean by you brought me here, where am l, l mean who are you?" He asked politely like he wants to be certain where he is, but l was more concerned at how he looked so good in my clothes. He looks so homely and cosy with them."Come, Take a seat with me, l will explain everything to you Jaylene," I muttered as l tapped my hand on the bed again, he didn't have the intention of moving on his feet either like he is afraid of me or something, l know that everything seems like the beginning of life to him, he is confused at every little thing."I prepared the porridge myself, you should eat it while it's still warm, please?""I'm not hungry, at least tell me your name, you don't eat from strangers, do you? " He mumbled sarcastically."Are you that interested in me? Should l be flattered that you want to know my name?" I teased rigorously which had him rolling his eyes at me."Right, come and take a seat, let's talk, probably Jaylene.""You keep calling me Jaylene? Is that
Rowan. I woke up to the emergency drum with Leon's voice pushing to speak in my mind. I yawned lazily wondering what the chaos was about, l glared at the sunlight that rippled out in shapes into the room, basking Jaylene's hair making it shiny and lovely. My lips curled up a little wondering when we fell asleep, especially after we bickered and came to no conclusion at all. He always wins after all. I pulled him closer and sniffed his hair like a fresh breath that is dense like morning dew. It makes me happy that he sleeps peacefully in my arms, my mouth watered at how beautiful he looks while sleeping like the rest of the world doesn't matter. Just me and him. I drew a peck on his forehead, which wasn't enough as l began leaving tiny kisses all over his face skipping his lips and teasing him to pout, to enjoy it later. I held his chin, raising it to have free access to his lips finally, fiddling his hair and cooing to him warmly with my other hand. A loud knock came at the door a
Jaylene. "You are not planning to stay like this all night, are you?""I'm planning, l don't want to be away from you, " l said shamelessly, hiding away from his gaze. "If you are this clingy, how will you be away from me when the Elder Tournament comes? I guess I can't afford to have you miss me now." He said nonchalantly, so calmly that l felt a knot tightening in my stomach. Is he trying to send me away? He knows l have no way to go and l don't want to be alone without him. "What thoughts are you having in your head now?" My thoughts went haywire but my body refused to move from its position like my body was glued together with his. Cold sweats began to ripple in beads on my forehead and l started sobbing again without knowing why. "Jaylene? Say something?" "I'm not going anywhere, that is all l have to say, " l concluded, holding him tighter. "I wouldn't have to tell you if l could have done anything about it. You know I'm the happiest in the world when I'm around you but y
Rowan. My Wolf felt every bit of it! I knew Jaylene was hurting somehow but l needed to neglect him, even for just a little bit. The rain started and a cold feeling began to creep into my heart, a lonely heart calling out to me yet no light or stars to light my path. Maybe he just has fears of being alone. But knowing my mate for years, no matter where he went to he would always go back home. Sleep in his bed, no matter how late he might come back. He definitely loves staying alone so this won't make a difference. He doesn't feel anything for me, l just need him to feel a little bit of love for me. But… our bond is already making me feel what he is feeling or maybe it's just my Alpha instincts. "You should go to him," Elias said, filling up the empty yellow file with photocopied sheets. "I don't want to, I'm sure l might just strangle him for being too cute and annoying." "Isn't he on heat period? Aren't you supposed to be with him at all times? You know from what l have hear
Jaylene. It tightened my heart letally keeping an eye on Rowan's back as he walked away without turning back. Does he hate me too? Did he… was he disgusted? I went breathless weeping to no stop. What have l done wrong? I gave out to the jelly feeling that overpowered my legs and sat languidly on the ground. I sobbed quietly, letting my tears flow so the heaviness in my heart could ease. It's all my fault. I have never hoped for my life to turn out this way. My father has such a deep connection with the city that news like this can't be publicized. Few millions to these reporters and it's old news and tagged a few of those media misunderstandings while l sue whosoever the bastard behind the scene is. Cain could have done it but he didn't! Instead, he went ahead to organise a burial for me. I wouldn't do this to him no matter what. At least he should stop the spread! He doesn't want me to ever show myself in public anymore that is for sure. I'm tired. I sat there sobbing
Rowan. "You need to see something, Alpha," Leon announced after a long time of locking him off my mind. He was nudging us to speak through our mind link but didn't let him through. I won't deny that he has been acting weirdly recently. I have never seen him very bitter or this upset and it sore when l can't grasp the reason why. Everything around me is making me restless and I don't even know what to expect next from each and every person around me. His face spoke urgency and haste. I won't let my own anger consume me and focus on the hereafter. Leon's Beta instinct is exact and meticulous, something might actually be wrong than him trying to bring me out to apologise to me. I stood up and got along but Jaylene held my hand. "Let me go with you," My mate murmured without bringing his gaze to meet with mine, l nodded and flailed to hold him instead as we went along. "It's a good thing you are tagging because you also need to see this," Leon chortled and went in the guest room d
Jaylene. I staggered on my feet as Leon pushed me furiously in an attempt to punch me but Rowan held his fist. "Don't!" Rowan warned lethargically with a hint of pain in his voice, gripping his chest area and trying to stop his best friend from punching me in the face. "Don't you dare stop me, Rowan, you can punish me later or better still throw me out of the Pack but don't stop me from hitting this fervor demon in the head." "Enough of that, Leon. You know l won't let you touch my mate." Rowan responded. Why does this fellow hate me so much? "l don't know what has really gotten into you." Leon trailed off, yanking his hand off Rowan glaring at him with death stares. He nudged painfully on my shoulders before walking off, l staggered as l almost lost my stamina. "Are you alright?" Rowan said. I quietly walked out ignoring him to no end. I didn't bother looking back to Rowan or my fucking home. I really hate the two of them. They serve me tons of pain in quantum without warnin
Jaylene.Rowan held my wrist possessively and dragged me away with him, his expressionless face right now is even scarier than a ghost. He got shot because of me yet he is still acting like a lord over me.I didn't know Cain would treat me like this, l don't even believe it, I'm vaguely certain that it might be a misunderstanding. I don't expect him to suddenly believe me to be real, l mean after what happened to me, he might have thought l barely could survive such an accident.But the look in his eyes spoke negatively. "Are you alright? You are bleeding, Alpha. " Leon cussed worriedly, his eyes on Rowan's face spoke of fear which made something in me go frustratingly annoyed. How can one look at his best friend this way?"I'm alright, Did you get hurt? " Rowan responded and l immediately swung my hand off his grip.I'm annoyed! I attempted to amble out rudely but a crash of headache whipped like a heavy dose on my entire body, l squatted smacking my head vigorously, since I got h
Rowan.I clenched my fingers into a fist as l took a step back as my mate was towed and thrown to the ground, l purposely let go of him, l don't know why I did that either."We shouldn't get involved with humans, Alpha," My beta Leon said, the crowd screamed in terror for their dear lives as the certain man was mercilessly thrown to the ground, one who is my mate.Jaylene is so fucking stubborn!They all made their way out of the door in hurried steps, my eyes were fixed on my mate lying helplessly on the ground with thumps of feet hitting, banging and stepping on him.Humans are the most annoying!I rubbed my forehead excessively with scowling eyes as they all made a run for their lives, leaving Jaylene's brother, the man beside him and his six guards marching and tramping on my mate.This is not how l had planned this visit to be, l didn't know Jaylene will act out of character, especially after our little promise to each other, for the second time it obviously means one thing.Jayl
Jaylene."Let's go inside, mmh?""This is my house, why do l have to hide?" l snapped and got on my feet with heaviness on my head, eyeing the both of them ridiculously.I sauntered into the house habitually, going with my instincts, l held my forehead distressingly, lurching on my steps with weak sobs, l don't understand why a funeral ceremony is being held for me. Am still fucking alive!Did anyone try to look for me? Or is no one actually looking for me?I ostentatiously walked into the spacious hall, our house has always been a fairly large house, with luxury claddings, natural stones, handcrafted customised solid woods, and most doors from reflective glass with metal finishes, l reeled my eyes to the stairs utilised to highlight the conceptual lighting of the house, the first suite after the long stairs are father's office.I reeled my eyes in the direction of the hallway, where most people were coming out and going in from, with chattering noise and mild sobs, the other door lea