Chapter 3: End of Me

Jaylene.

"What is the meaning of this Jaylene?" Father said tightening the grip on his chest, how do I explain this? There is no way there was a camera in that room, the hotel management does a camera check before l moved in, who would place a camera in my hotel room? Sweat broke out from my forehead, and my legs were languidly soft, this is not happening, can they stop the video already? This is a dream, l wondered vaguely as the crowd whispers drove close to my ears.

I robbed on my cheek fervently as a slap smacked on my face, Father? I drawled pitifully,

"I ask you again Jaylene, what is the meaning of this? Answer me!!!!!!!!!!" Father growled painfully, Father, please it is not what you think, Father? My jaw slackened as my father grips on his chest tightly, drooping feebly to the ground, my legs had the mind of themselves l hurried to hold him hitting my knees on the ground, one by one people started leaving, and the flickering camera light increased drastically.

"Father? I called out tapping on his neck, my body began to shiver nervously, and l surged my hand shakily to get my phone from my pocket l needed to call the ambulance.

Peterson, my driver, hurried to me, " Sir what do we do?" He said worriedly, "Shut the goddamn video off!!! I said, trying not to let tears roll down my cheeks, the ambulance will be here any minute, l pointed at the guards to stop the groups of incoming reporters from taking more pictures but it's a little too late, at least they can block them away from harassing me with questions I'm already in the headline, l can't move father even if l want, at least rush him to the hospital myself, l can't move him to control his blood pressure.

" Father? Can you hear me? I glanced uneasily waiting for emergency services, l will kill whoever has caused me this pain, Lucas will never do something like this to me, l don't know how he will feel about this, l tapped on my phone shakily to call him but he didn't pick up, l dazed in a trance, what is happening, Lucas would pick my call at a first ring, what is going on around me.

"Move away please," the young nurse said, I squirmed panicking as I watched them yank my father up and rush him out immediately.

"I'm sorry sir l can't turn off the video, there is no control button to do so," Peterson said regretfully, "Hand me the car keys l said gulping hard to control my emotions and humiliation.

" Let's get out of here first, l will take you to the hospital," Peterson said pulling me in his arms, l went along with him helplessly, this is so shameful l can barely recognise myself,

"Did you do this to kill your father so you can take over the company?" The reporters came throwing their questions at me, what can of sick question is that, how can l kill my father, l struggled and hurried out embarrassingly

"Get in" He scowled opening the car door for me, l hopped in trying to control myself from busting open, l rubbed my hands keeping my rage in check feverishly, l can't believe the whole world would see me as a CEO who gets fucks in the ass, my phone vibrated unstoppably, l pulled it out of my pocket throwing it on the empty seat beside me, father will never forgive me, have lost everything, the ceremony ended before it even begins, who would do something like this to me, tonight was supposed to be my win, I'm supposed to be on the prominent business pages tomorrow, instead it is a video of me begging a man to shove it back in my ass, I'm such a slut, who would want to work with someone like me, father will never allow me to go close to him anymore.

He had a perfect life planned for me, and l was ready to abide by it, to make him happy and proud. He didn't even announce me as the next successor, l have worked tirelessly for this day. What went wrong? I paid the organisers more than what they demanded for this event, where did he go wrong?

"Are you alright Sir?" I nodded tenderly, "Are you sure it's a good idea to go to the hospital? Reporters might be waiting for you there too, do you think it's really a good idea to go see your father right now?" Peterson said worriedly, l know that he is only doing his job, "Take me to the hospital, Peter, l retorted with not much energy left to alter another word.

I need to see that my father is alright, l need to meet the doctor myself, l need my father to be safe, l need to explain everything to him, l don't know but l will just say anything to him.

Immediately my driver stopped the car, l ran heavily to the emergency entry, l needed to see my father, l ignored the eyes and whispers of people pointing at me and l scurried to the emergency room, and the nurses stopped me.

" You can't go in," the two nurses said holding me to keep me from the door, "You can't go in please, the doctor will meet you soon" l gawked sternly at the emergency door getting lost in myself, l can't not hear or see myself anymore, l murmured Father few times within me, finally the door pushed open before me.

"Doctor, how is he? I said, heaving my hands off the nurses, he shook his head incredulously.

" Calm down Jay, take it easy with yourself"

"How is my father? I asked with my utmost concern.

" I'm sorry Jay, but your father is currently unconscious and his brain shows no signs of activity, he might fall into a coma, I'm afraid you can't see him right, he needs urgent observations," he said more easily as it looked l greedily held him by the collar, "What did you just say?? I cried out to him letting my tears flow uncontrollably.

" You heard him correctly, why are you hurting the poor man that is only doing his job," a familiar voice came toward me, l let go of him wiping the tears off my face while my heart was still sobbing badly.

"You put our father in that state yet you are still going around hurting other people too?" Cain said, pushing me forcefully.

"What did you push me for? I pushed him back aggressively, who do you think you are Cain?

"Calm your horses faggot, there is no pole around here to shove it up to your tight ass baby brother, l only stopped by to see Father, even him least expected his favourite to be his doom."

" Did you do this Cain? I asked, gazing at him annoyingly.

"Tsk, Guess? I'd love to answer you but your question is just dumb Jaylene, he said taking his eyes off me as he look at the Doctor, "please take care of my father, I'm going to file a restraining order for him, Jaylene shouldn't be allowed close to him.

I couldn't help but punch Cain in the face, " You wouldn't dare!, blood spurted out from my mouth as he hit me back aggressively.

"The Hospital is not a fighting arena, the doctor and other nurses gathered to separate us from killing each other, l yanked my hands off them, l need to strangle Cain alive, Peterson held me from the waist dragging me out of the hospital, " Let me go, Peter!!

"I'm sorry Sir but you need to stop."

"Fuck off!!! Hand me the keys l spitted bitterly, the Keys!!!!

" Sir? I can't allow you to drive in this state"

I ran my fingers in my hair frustratedly, l slapped him, snatching the car keys from him, Stay away from me, all of you!!!

I hopped in driving directly to the bar, l can't explain how my world turned against me right in front of me. Did Lucas betray me? I trusted him, how did l let this happen? Did Cain do this to get me to back down from becoming the CEO?

I got to the bar, and l ignored everyone pointing and giggling at me, I'm here to drink away from this nightmare, this is a dream l will wake up from it when the loop comes to an end.

I had my table filled with drinks, I drank them fulfilling my taste, erasing having to see my father watch me beg a man to push his dick inside of me, to totally erase the idea of having to know that the city l have longed to rules has watched beg a man to give me all the pleasures l desire, l should be having dinner with father and a table full of dignitaries celebrating and placing their pledges on me, yet l showed them how much of a hoe l am.

I gulped down content by content, enjoying myself monotonously as my eyes grew dime, l knew this was all a dream, l smiled happily dancing to the rhythm of music, Father will be fine in the morning, everything will return back to how it was when l wake up in the morning, l danced and swung my waist even though I felt like I had eyes and cameras on me, I'm having fun.

"We are closed, Sir!" The waiter said tapping on me, "how dare you close on me? Do you know who l am? Get me more bottles!! Go—-Go now!!!!!

" I'm sorry Sir, can you give me your home address, l will have someone to take you home." He said peacefully.

"I'm not drunk, just tipsy, l can drive myself home so give me more drinks, now!!!

" I'm sorry Sir but we are closed!!

I laughed childishly as he helped me to stand on my feet, "I'm not drunk!!! See? I'm standing perfectly, l shook my head vehemently, dribbling my way to the Car, and l suddenly vomited making me more drowsy, l cleaned my mouth with my hand finding my way inside the car.

I shut the door resting my head on the steering, what if all this is all true? Does it mean l will never be able to show me in public anymore, l cried out hitting my head hard on the steering even though the honking sound was disturbing the peace, l screamed, l don't deserve what just happened, I had everything under control, l let the tears flow as l sobs earnestly, my heart is heavy, what did l do? Is it really wrong of me to want to lay with another man, why did it have to turn out this way?

I switch on the car, driving at a slow pace, l wanted this position because I deserve it, I have dedicated my life to take after my father, and l did everything he asked me to do, so what went wrong? I slept with someone of my choice and it has caused irreversible damage, l screamed plopping more pressure on my speed, as I laughed nonchalantly, my eyes went darker and blurry, and l went on a full speed enjoying how much of a shameful person l am.

I barely saw the oncoming truck in front of me, l yelled out for help, turning the steering to move out of the way, but the force of the truck bashing into me made my head spin, and the broken glasses in front of me induced simultaneously in my eyes, l lost to myself like l was falling into a deep sleep but a Á sudden bite on my neck sent an extreme radical pain to my body, making me shut my eyes totally.

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