Jaylene.I roamed out of the room helplessly with no sense of how to run, he came in from here, so this must lead to somewhere. l will just go with my instincts, l don't understand anything he is saying, and his words are so tremendously threatening. He is even creepier than when he was in my dream.I'm going crazy, the mark on his neck was exactly the same in my dream, l injured him, he didn't fight, he was still as calm as he is now, l don't believe that it wasn't a dream, l cannot be a predator, l rather die, l could feel my skin get stingy, the irritation is crawling up in my body, how can someone as gorgeous looking as him live a Pack, his eyes so icy and daring.The house is so big yet it feels so outdated, the ground is laid with old brown colour marbles, and the interior is far-fetched and outdated, the stairs are rather too large for a house, how many people are going to walk on it at the same time."Where do you think you are going?" A voice said coming directly at my face, m
Rowan.I carried Jaylene once again in my arms as l headed to my room, he is indeed in heat just like l had suspected, someone like him that has just finished his primal shift, our Pack is restrained from Omegas, there is not much alternative to how l can help him.I won't take advantage of him or the fact that he is in this mood, who knows what he might say to me next when we wake up and l don't know what my punishment by be from the Moon Goddess, what if l can't control myself and l dwell at the moment, my punishment might even be worse than death.I already had gone through that heart-butchering process of seeing him every day yet l can't go close to him and l won't push my luck any further.He will definitely be fine by tomorrow but l can't help but see how much of a deep trouble l have indulged into, l controlled my wolf from taking over me as he bite on my shirt seductively, l can't shift now, he is already agitated that he a wolf, seeing me in my wolf form might even traumatise
Jaylene.I opened my eyes slowly to Rowan cupping my face with his hands nervously, my heart was beating fast and my mouth was slightly open as if l was trying to catch a breath."Are you okay? " He said tapping on my cheeks, oh it's all a dream."Rowan?""Did you have a nightmare?" He said placing a pillow on his back as he leaned backwards, l curled up to my stomach and l felt my skin rub against each other. Wait, am l naked, l rushed to look under the blanket and my eyes widened as l was entirely naked. What happened to me?"I knew you were a pervert the very first-time l saw you, what did you do to me?" I said as l struggled to sit up but my lower abdomen feels very heavy and my head is spinning in the merry-go-round."More like what did you do to me, you were in your heat stint so l helped you out, l knew you would be fine in the morning but it is not even morning yet, what did you dream about that had you squealing in pain? I felt it too, you made me worried.""You are worried a
Rowan."Where does it hurt? " l whispered slowly, hurling his head closer to my body so he could rest more comfortably in my arms. Just like l have always wished, to have his body pressed warmly against me like this, it feels too real that it is unbearably hurting."My stomach feels to me like a crumbling wall.""Is that how Omegas feel when they are in heat?""How the fuck am l supposed to know?""Right, " l scoffed timidly at my ignorance, l totally forgot the situation already and got overwhelmed with staying with him like this for the rest of my life.I swerved my body around and pushed him even closer to me and my heart was struck at ease when he tangled up softly like he doesn't want to be let go too, l totally forgot he is a newly shifted cute mewl, one l have no much ideas how to take care of, have been deprived of him all my life and here is he cuddling with me like we inseparable."When will this pain stop?" He bellowed, " l will make sure the doctor comes first thing in the
Rowan."It is impossible not to feel your fingers toying on my face, are you having fun?" Jaylene whispered his voice as bellowed as he had a contended sleep, "l couldn't keep my hand to myself, you are beautiful, " l said but he immediately pushed me away from him."It's too early, Rowan, don't start with me, my body hasn't improved as l thought it will when l wake up." He grumbled sitting up comfortably and my eyes couldn't escape my bite mark on his neck, it was still as fresh as l had bitten him some moment ago more like it is not healing at all, this might cause him endless pain, "Hold on still, " l said as l held his shoulder and looked closely at my handiwork.Immediately my finger tapped on a close spot to the injury Jaylene mewled painfully, "Does it hurt that much?""Hurt like hell, I'm beginning to think l might lose one-half of my body to paralysis.""I'm sorry, Jaylene, sincerely.""I don't know if l can accept your apology because I'm not certain at what you are apologis
Jaylene.Did l say anything bad? Why did he leave all of a sudden, even when I told him he shouldn't go, he was happy last night that I said that to him, why is he having an attitude for no reason? Would he rather l lie to him? 'I murmured softly as l got on my feet, my legs were so jelly that for a moment l thought l was floating, l couldn't take four steps to the door as l droop languidly to the floor.Why am l going after him anyway? Why do l feel like a baby that hasn't learned how to walk yet what did they do to me? I don't feel like my body at all, l feel empty yet filled with much essence.I coiled my legs and let out an annoying breath, resting comfortably with my hands on the ground, my neck began hitching into the usual excruciating pain that bump my neck like a heartbeat, why do l feel so weak? 'I groaned out of frustration shutting my eyes to gain a little more self-awareness, maybe I'm not thinking in the right direction.My eyes deliberately opened as l heard some footst
Rowan.Leon tapped continuously on my shoulder wringing me in relief as I brushed my hair frustratingly, clicking my tongue wantonly as l was restless with my thought.I slumped back to the chair resting my head on the edge as Leon sat on the table, l lifted up my hand to close my eyes, does Jaylene really mean what he said? Does it mean that he doesn't feel anything for me?"Don't overthink things, Rowan, that is all l can say to you. '' Leon said, cutting off my train of thought, " I'm just worried that he might indeed not feel anything for me, he carries my Mark, yet he is been a total stranger and treating me like one, "l snorted." Are you desperate for love or what? One doesn't have to carry your mark to be in love with you, just give him time, he is a human turned wolf, he is like a new baby, stop beating yourself up for nothing, it is affecting me.""That makes a lot of sense, l know l have to be patient with him, but it is evidently frustrating.""What do you plan to do with
Jaylene.I let out a long shaky breath as the Doctor walked out of the room, l squeezed my wobbling stomach, the burning sensation hitching like l had something bad to eat again.I haven't eaten anything except the shot of vitamin and whatever content he injected me with.I groaned swiftly as my neck began aching unceremoniously corresponding with the ailing in my midriff, my cock twitching vibrantly, l felt like my butt was clenching together like I'm cracking a nut.It definitely has something to do with the heat theory, was l really overreacting? the doctor's words seemingly make a lot of sense, what will become of me now?My body slowly went chilly like l was holding back for the doctor to leave. I don't know why l keep feeling this way, why do l want to be caressed so hard?The thought of getting up on my feet made me mentally and physically tired, l might just end up falling down again.I wrapped my hands around my body feverishly, a husky breath escaped my throat slightly, and
Rowan. I woke up to the emergency drum with Leon's voice pushing to speak in my mind. I yawned lazily wondering what the chaos was about, l glared at the sunlight that rippled out in shapes into the room, basking Jaylene's hair making it shiny and lovely. My lips curled up a little wondering when we fell asleep, especially after we bickered and came to no conclusion at all. He always wins after all. I pulled him closer and sniffed his hair like a fresh breath that is dense like morning dew. It makes me happy that he sleeps peacefully in my arms, my mouth watered at how beautiful he looks while sleeping like the rest of the world doesn't matter. Just me and him. I drew a peck on his forehead, which wasn't enough as l began leaving tiny kisses all over his face skipping his lips and teasing him to pout, to enjoy it later. I held his chin, raising it to have free access to his lips finally, fiddling his hair and cooing to him warmly with my other hand. A loud knock came at the door a
Jaylene. "You are not planning to stay like this all night, are you?""I'm planning, l don't want to be away from you, " l said shamelessly, hiding away from his gaze. "If you are this clingy, how will you be away from me when the Elder Tournament comes? I guess I can't afford to have you miss me now." He said nonchalantly, so calmly that l felt a knot tightening in my stomach. Is he trying to send me away? He knows l have no way to go and l don't want to be alone without him. "What thoughts are you having in your head now?" My thoughts went haywire but my body refused to move from its position like my body was glued together with his. Cold sweats began to ripple in beads on my forehead and l started sobbing again without knowing why. "Jaylene? Say something?" "I'm not going anywhere, that is all l have to say, " l concluded, holding him tighter. "I wouldn't have to tell you if l could have done anything about it. You know I'm the happiest in the world when I'm around you but y
Rowan. My Wolf felt every bit of it! I knew Jaylene was hurting somehow but l needed to neglect him, even for just a little bit. The rain started and a cold feeling began to creep into my heart, a lonely heart calling out to me yet no light or stars to light my path. Maybe he just has fears of being alone. But knowing my mate for years, no matter where he went to he would always go back home. Sleep in his bed, no matter how late he might come back. He definitely loves staying alone so this won't make a difference. He doesn't feel anything for me, l just need him to feel a little bit of love for me. But… our bond is already making me feel what he is feeling or maybe it's just my Alpha instincts. "You should go to him," Elias said, filling up the empty yellow file with photocopied sheets. "I don't want to, I'm sure l might just strangle him for being too cute and annoying." "Isn't he on heat period? Aren't you supposed to be with him at all times? You know from what l have hear
Jaylene. It tightened my heart letally keeping an eye on Rowan's back as he walked away without turning back. Does he hate me too? Did he… was he disgusted? I went breathless weeping to no stop. What have l done wrong? I gave out to the jelly feeling that overpowered my legs and sat languidly on the ground. I sobbed quietly, letting my tears flow so the heaviness in my heart could ease. It's all my fault. I have never hoped for my life to turn out this way. My father has such a deep connection with the city that news like this can't be publicized. Few millions to these reporters and it's old news and tagged a few of those media misunderstandings while l sue whosoever the bastard behind the scene is. Cain could have done it but he didn't! Instead, he went ahead to organise a burial for me. I wouldn't do this to him no matter what. At least he should stop the spread! He doesn't want me to ever show myself in public anymore that is for sure. I'm tired. I sat there sobbing
Rowan. "You need to see something, Alpha," Leon announced after a long time of locking him off my mind. He was nudging us to speak through our mind link but didn't let him through. I won't deny that he has been acting weirdly recently. I have never seen him very bitter or this upset and it sore when l can't grasp the reason why. Everything around me is making me restless and I don't even know what to expect next from each and every person around me. His face spoke urgency and haste. I won't let my own anger consume me and focus on the hereafter. Leon's Beta instinct is exact and meticulous, something might actually be wrong than him trying to bring me out to apologise to me. I stood up and got along but Jaylene held my hand. "Let me go with you," My mate murmured without bringing his gaze to meet with mine, l nodded and flailed to hold him instead as we went along. "It's a good thing you are tagging because you also need to see this," Leon chortled and went in the guest room d
Jaylene. I staggered on my feet as Leon pushed me furiously in an attempt to punch me but Rowan held his fist. "Don't!" Rowan warned lethargically with a hint of pain in his voice, gripping his chest area and trying to stop his best friend from punching me in the face. "Don't you dare stop me, Rowan, you can punish me later or better still throw me out of the Pack but don't stop me from hitting this fervor demon in the head." "Enough of that, Leon. You know l won't let you touch my mate." Rowan responded. Why does this fellow hate me so much? "l don't know what has really gotten into you." Leon trailed off, yanking his hand off Rowan glaring at him with death stares. He nudged painfully on my shoulders before walking off, l staggered as l almost lost my stamina. "Are you alright?" Rowan said. I quietly walked out ignoring him to no end. I didn't bother looking back to Rowan or my fucking home. I really hate the two of them. They serve me tons of pain in quantum without warnin
Jaylene.Rowan held my wrist possessively and dragged me away with him, his expressionless face right now is even scarier than a ghost. He got shot because of me yet he is still acting like a lord over me.I didn't know Cain would treat me like this, l don't even believe it, I'm vaguely certain that it might be a misunderstanding. I don't expect him to suddenly believe me to be real, l mean after what happened to me, he might have thought l barely could survive such an accident.But the look in his eyes spoke negatively. "Are you alright? You are bleeding, Alpha. " Leon cussed worriedly, his eyes on Rowan's face spoke of fear which made something in me go frustratingly annoyed. How can one look at his best friend this way?"I'm alright, Did you get hurt? " Rowan responded and l immediately swung my hand off his grip.I'm annoyed! I attempted to amble out rudely but a crash of headache whipped like a heavy dose on my entire body, l squatted smacking my head vigorously, since I got h
Rowan.I clenched my fingers into a fist as l took a step back as my mate was towed and thrown to the ground, l purposely let go of him, l don't know why I did that either."We shouldn't get involved with humans, Alpha," My beta Leon said, the crowd screamed in terror for their dear lives as the certain man was mercilessly thrown to the ground, one who is my mate.Jaylene is so fucking stubborn!They all made their way out of the door in hurried steps, my eyes were fixed on my mate lying helplessly on the ground with thumps of feet hitting, banging and stepping on him.Humans are the most annoying!I rubbed my forehead excessively with scowling eyes as they all made a run for their lives, leaving Jaylene's brother, the man beside him and his six guards marching and tramping on my mate.This is not how l had planned this visit to be, l didn't know Jaylene will act out of character, especially after our little promise to each other, for the second time it obviously means one thing.Jayl
Jaylene."Let's go inside, mmh?""This is my house, why do l have to hide?" l snapped and got on my feet with heaviness on my head, eyeing the both of them ridiculously.I sauntered into the house habitually, going with my instincts, l held my forehead distressingly, lurching on my steps with weak sobs, l don't understand why a funeral ceremony is being held for me. Am still fucking alive!Did anyone try to look for me? Or is no one actually looking for me?I ostentatiously walked into the spacious hall, our house has always been a fairly large house, with luxury claddings, natural stones, handcrafted customised solid woods, and most doors from reflective glass with metal finishes, l reeled my eyes to the stairs utilised to highlight the conceptual lighting of the house, the first suite after the long stairs are father's office.I reeled my eyes in the direction of the hallway, where most people were coming out and going in from, with chattering noise and mild sobs, the other door lea