'Let get marry' These words kept ringing in Lilly's ear. All she wanted was sex not marriage. Even if i knew that I'm different, marriage was the last thing I was expecting. And is this the only way I could prove to him that I could offer commitment? Why marriage, This is the 20th century. Do we need to get married for an experiment? This seems more than I expected, perhaps I could do it with someone else but I don’t want someone else to touch me, my head is basically having an overdrive, I just need to calm down and experiment somewhere else. That I better idea, I'm done with this, sex and marriage are two different things and shouldn't be used in the same category. "Ray, I'm sorry, but I can't, I guess our personal relationship ends here then," I said, trying to stand up " Wait! don't you want to experiment with me any more, it not a bad idea to marry me, you know. I'm the most eligible bachelor in New york, and I'm very rich and handsome, so it is a win-win situation." h
As we headed upstairs, I couldn't help but feel a sense of relief that he agreed to crazy but great idea. I had gotten what I wanted - sex without marriage. But why did Ray have to be so possessive and controlling? I'm not his to claim, and I certainly don't belong to him. I pushed the thoughts aside and focused on the task at hand. Sex. Pure, unadulterated sex. New emotions and pleasure to be found. Curiosity of how having sex will feel like is settling deep in me. But as we reached the bedroom, Ray's words echoed in my mind. 'You're not going to have sex with another man other than me.' It was a statement, not a question. And his condition - that I shouldn't even think about having sex with other men - irked me. Who was he to dictate what I could and couldn't do? How will I be able to confirm if he's the only one who could create these emotions in me. I pushed the thoughts aside and began to undress. Ray followed suit, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made me . I kn
************ Rated 18**************Pleasure was the only thing I could feel every time his hands touched me, it ignites spike. It was like I was being shocked by an electric appliance. Intense pleasure Wasn't this I wanted, I wanted pleasure, but I will pleasure bring what i seek. This was just physical intimacy, lacking the depth I craved. I was confused, and this wasn't bringing me what I truly desired. Where are the emotions I seek. " Lilly, do you me to stop? Ray asked when he realized I wasn't participating in the tax or rather sex. What should I tell him? That this task is leaving me confused. I have never been this confused with anything gor my 18 years of existence in my past life Sex and pleasure are really overwhelming. I want to do this because I like the feeling. But the confusion that suddenly set in is unwavering. How do I get over this reaction? It is leaving me in a state of confusion. "Lilly? he called out again " I'm confused." " Don't you like me t
I felt him kiss my core,my torse, my thigh, my stomach finally savouring my breast. I moaned at his delicious bite, and then he went back to my core, nibbling as his tongue invaded every inche of my body. After a few seconds of giving me all this erotic sensation. Finally,I felt his full length slid into my core almost immediately. An onslaught sensation rocked my body. At first he is seem to be struggling to fit in his length. The first thrust was tight , and I remember this was my first time for both my past self and Lilianna's body "Are you a Virgin? he asked surprisingly?" Is that a bad thing? Do you want to stop?I asked."No! I was just....... you know what? forget I ever asked, I should have known with your manner of approach in the beginning, Each thrust dove me wilde. It made me want more. I never knew I was this greedy, and this is one of the new things I'm just discovering about myself. I accepted his deep thrust as I whimpered." Go deeper," asking him to dive deepe
Ray Pov "Recounting today's events while staring at the woman who has become a huge part of my life in a short period made me realize today has been very eventful. What's more? Right when I got a call earlier today, I was sure I was in for a surprise. After finding out the reason why she doesn't express any emotion since we met, everything became clearer to me, but I feel there's more to this. She seems different from what the investigation shows, but I'll make her open up with time.She demanded to have sex with me for an experiment, which left me speechless. Then I decided to try my luck by turning this moment into convincing her to marry me, which she declined. She then decided to find someone else for her experiments, leaving me feeling hurt. I tried expressing my emotions, but I didn't. I don't know how to convince her, though. She's not used to being controlled, so I decided to go with the flow. She's different, and the difference is good. I
**Helena's POV** Weeks has passed, my life was still in shambles thanks to that bitch. Every day, I maintained my facade, hoping for some excitement. The encounter with Ray Manchester had left me restless. My mind couldn’t shake the image of his handsome face and enticing voice. I had to make him mine. Every morning, I would dress meticulously, hoping today would be the day I crossed paths with Ray again. I attended every business event, every social gathering, and frequented his favorite haunts. Yet, he was nowhere to be found. Whenever I see someone I'm interested in the past, I always get them, I always get my man, and it won't be a different this time around. Even if he's cold and distant, maybe the most heartless man in New York i need to make him mine it's going to be my man because he is already my man it just matters of time.I needed to make a plan. Perhaps I could convince Daddy to organize a charity ball where all the investors would show up. This way, I could see Ray ag
I left my room for my mummy's room. I needed her help with this. "Mommy, can I come in?" I asked after one knock. "Of course, baby, do come in." I went straight to her, knowing that coming into her room at this time of day meant daddy would stay longer in his study, as he usually did every night. "Do you need mummy's help with anything?" she asked. The best approach in this matter was for me to be calm. That way, I could get her to do anything I wanted. She loves me a lot and gives me whatever I desire—she's my mummy, after all. "Mummy, your Helena is hopelessly in love," I began, using the most innocent voice I could muster. "Really, baby? My baby is in love. Wow, who is the lucky guy?" I couldn't help but blush when mummy said it like that. "W e e e l l l........ I met him in Daddy's office." "I hope he’s not working there," she interrupted with a displeased look. I'm sure she was assuming I was talking about some lowlife with no money. "Of course not, mummy. He
"I can't believe I forgot that. What if she's already pregnant? But on a second thought, it's not possible. It's not possible to get pregnant within one night. And if we did, wouldn't that be a great idea? It would be the best way to make mine forever. There were so many weird thoughts in my head, I'm definitely a gone man. My way of thinking has changed when it comes to her; I always lose my rational thinking. I know it's not possible to get pregnant within one night, but my brain and heart seem to be fighting with each other. I always think with my brain in the past, making decisions with one's heart is something weak and irrational people do.construe emotions as a motion, making decisions.Am I one of them now?I need to stop this nonsense; it's getting out of hand. I am weak when it comes to herI love her, And when it comes to love, you aren't better off being rational about it. I may want her to be pregnant, but it should be what she wants as well. It's not my place to force b