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Chapter 36: Confusion

Author: Amaka
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Pleasure was the only thing I could feel every time his hands touched me, it ignites spike. It was like I was being shocked by an electric appliance.

Intense pleasure

Wasn't this I wanted,

I wanted pleasure, but I will pleasure bring what i seek. This was just physical intimacy, lacking the depth I craved. I was confused, and this wasn't bringing me what I truly desired.

Where are the emotions I seek.

" Lilly, do you me to stop? Ray asked when he realized I wasn't participating in the tax or rather sex. What should I tell him?

That this task is leaving me confused. I have never been this confused with anything gor my 18 years of existence in my past life Sex and pleasure are really overwhelming.

I want to do this because I like the feeling. But the confusion that suddenly set in is unwavering.

How do I get over this reaction? It is leaving me in a state of confusion.

"Lilly? he called out again

" I'm confused."

" Don't you like me t
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