Chapter 41: After morning pill

"I can't believe I forgot that. What if she's already pregnant? But on a second thought, it's not possible. It's not possible to get pregnant within one night. And if we did, wouldn't that be a great idea? It would be the best way to make mine forever. There were so many weird thoughts in my head, I'm definitely a gone man.

My way of thinking has changed when it comes to her; I always lose my rational thinking. I know it's not possible to get pregnant within one night, but my brain and heart seem to be fighting with each other. I always think with my brain in the past, making decisions with one's heart is something weak and irrational people do.construe emotions as a motion, making decisions.

Am I one of them now?

I need to stop this nonsense; it's getting out of hand. I am weak when it comes to her

I love her,

And when it comes to love, you aren't better off being rational about it. I may want her to be pregnant, but it should be what she wants as well. It's not my place to force b