Chapter 35: Sex

As we headed upstairs, I couldn't help but feel a sense of relief that he agreed to crazy but great idea. I had gotten what I wanted - sex without marriage. But why did Ray have to be so possessive and controlling? I'm not his to claim, and I certainly don't belong to him. I pushed the thoughts aside and focused on the task at hand. Sex. Pure, unadulterated sex. New emotions and pleasure to be found. Curiosity of how having sex will feel like is settling deep in me.

But as we reached the bedroom, Ray's words echoed in my mind. 'You're not going to have sex with another man other than me.' It was a statement, not a question. And his condition - that I shouldn't even think about having sex with other men - irked me. Who was he to dictate what I could and couldn't do?

How will I be able to confirm if he's the only one who could create these emotions in me.

I pushed the thoughts aside and began to undress. Ray followed suit, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made me . I kn