************ Rated 18**************Pleasure was the only thing I could feel every time his hands touched me, it ignites spike. It was like I was being shocked by an electric appliance. Intense pleasure Wasn't this I wanted, I wanted pleasure, but I will pleasure bring what i seek. This was just physical intimacy, lacking the depth I craved. I was confused, and this wasn't bringing me what I truly desired. Where are the emotions I seek. " Lilly, do you me to stop? Ray asked when he realized I wasn't participating in the tax or rather sex. What should I tell him? That this task is leaving me confused. I have never been this confused with anything gor my 18 years of existence in my past life Sex and pleasure are really overwhelming. I want to do this because I like the feeling. But the confusion that suddenly set in is unwavering. How do I get over this reaction? It is leaving me in a state of confusion. "Lilly? he called out again " I'm confused." " Don't you like me t
I felt him kiss my core,my torse, my thigh, my stomach finally savouring my breast. I moaned at his delicious bite, and then he went back to my core, nibbling as his tongue invaded every inche of my body. After a few seconds of giving me all this erotic sensation. Finally,I felt his full length slid into my core almost immediately. An onslaught sensation rocked my body. At first he is seem to be struggling to fit in his length. The first thrust was tight , and I remember this was my first time for both my past self and Lilianna's body "Are you a Virgin? he asked surprisingly?" Is that a bad thing? Do you want to stop?I asked."No! I was just....... you know what? forget I ever asked, I should have known with your manner of approach in the beginning, Each thrust dove me wilde. It made me want more. I never knew I was this greedy, and this is one of the new things I'm just discovering about myself. I accepted his deep thrust as I whimpered." Go deeper," asking him to dive deepe
Ray Pov "Recounting today's events while staring at the woman who has become a huge part of my life in a short period made me realize today has been very eventful. What's more? Right when I got a call earlier today, I was sure I was in for a surprise. After finding out the reason why she doesn't express any emotion since we met, everything became clearer to me, but I feel there's more to this. She seems different from what the investigation shows, but I'll make her open up with time.She demanded to have sex with me for an experiment, which left me speechless. Then I decided to try my luck by turning this moment into convincing her to marry me, which she declined. She then decided to find someone else for her experiments, leaving me feeling hurt. I tried expressing my emotions, but I didn't. I don't know how to convince her, though. She's not used to being controlled, so I decided to go with the flow. She's different, and the difference is good. I
**Helena's POV** Weeks has passed, my life was still in shambles thanks to that bitch. Every day, I maintained my facade, hoping for some excitement. The encounter with Ray Manchester had left me restless. My mind couldn’t shake the image of his handsome face and enticing voice. I had to make him mine. Every morning, I would dress meticulously, hoping today would be the day I crossed paths with Ray again. I attended every business event, every social gathering, and frequented his favorite haunts. Yet, he was nowhere to be found. Whenever I see someone I'm interested in the past, I always get them, I always get my man, and it won't be a different this time around. Even if he's cold and distant, maybe the most heartless man in New York i need to make him mine it's going to be my man because he is already my man it just matters of time.I needed to make a plan. Perhaps I could convince Daddy to organize a charity ball where all the investors would show up. This way, I could see Ray ag
I left my room for my mummy's room. I needed her help with this. "Mommy, can I come in?" I asked after one knock. "Of course, baby, do come in." I went straight to her, knowing that coming into her room at this time of day meant daddy would stay longer in his study, as he usually did every night. "Do you need mummy's help with anything?" she asked. The best approach in this matter was for me to be calm. That way, I could get her to do anything I wanted. She loves me a lot and gives me whatever I desire—she's my mummy, after all. "Mummy, your Helena is hopelessly in love," I began, using the most innocent voice I could muster. "Really, baby? My baby is in love. Wow, who is the lucky guy?" I couldn't help but blush when mummy said it like that. "W e e e l l l........ I met him in Daddy's office." "I hope he’s not working there," she interrupted with a displeased look. I'm sure she was assuming I was talking about some lowlife with no money. "Of course not, mummy. He
"I can't believe I forgot that. What if she's already pregnant? But on a second thought, it's not possible. It's not possible to get pregnant within one night. And if we did, wouldn't that be a great idea? It would be the best way to make mine forever. There were so many weird thoughts in my head, I'm definitely a gone man. My way of thinking has changed when it comes to her; I always lose my rational thinking. I know it's not possible to get pregnant within one night, but my brain and heart seem to be fighting with each other. I always think with my brain in the past, making decisions with one's heart is something weak and irrational people do.construe emotions as a motion, making decisions.Am I one of them now?I need to stop this nonsense; it's getting out of hand. I am weak when it comes to herI love her, And when it comes to love, you aren't better off being rational about it. I may want her to be pregnant, but it should be what she wants as well. It's not my place to force b
A condom? what is that? Oh.... a pregnant prevention but it’s not like he was aware that we’re good what was coming to do at my place. “you didn’t forget just that you were not aware we were going to have sex” when he heard what I said he said nothing but wrapped his hands around my waist with a funny expression on his face. “ So does that mean you don’t mind having my baby inside you? A baby? No! No! No! becoming a mother at this point in my life is not what I desire, I don’t want that for me. “is there no other pregnancy prevention methods, condom can’t be the only PPM? He gave me a questioning look while picking up an extra brush I made my maid keep there. “PPM? Oh that, he does know the meaning thought I just said it. “Pregnancy prevention methods “ I explained calmly “ You cold use an after morning pill for now while next time i will make sure we have enough condom available “ Next time..... never Really thought of sex with him again, pleasure is alre
Maybe I’ll just wait till later, we could talk once she’s done brushing her teeth. I decided to brush as well while one of my hand still wrapped around her waist. I’m certain now that our married life will be filled with bliss if she agrees though. After brushing we went straight to the shower together, I took the body wash and wash her myself which she didn’t disagree with. She enjoyed being served. h m mm that’s interesting Maybe her love language is act of service which she herself may not know yet, perhaps I could identify every emotions for her instead. When I was done washing her, she left immediately before I could even ask her to do same. She picked up her towel and left the bathroom, I felt hurt, like, I wasn’t treated the same way I treat her then I remembered she’s different after all. I quickly had my bth and stepped out to join her. “ My love, ho is your day going to be today? I repeated same question from while entering her walk in closet . ‘ I don’t even have wh
James’ patience was hanging by a thread.“Woman, have you lost your senses?!” His voice echoed through the room, laced with sharp disbelief. “Or are you seeing things that aren’t there? Who the hell is this Master you keep calling me?”James looked at her like some lunatic, what up with her?Matilda’s breath hitched. The moment the words left his mouth, it felt like ice water had been thrown on her.James took a step forward, staring at her as if she were a stranger. “I don’t remember promising you any of those things. What are you even talking about?” His fingers curled into a fist at his side. “Matilda, I swear, if you’ve gone crazy, now is not the time for it.” What does she has do be a bitch when not needed.For a moment, Matilda only stared at him, disoriented. The pounding in her head grew worse. The name had slipped out so easily, so naturally—had she really lost herself that much?James exhaled sharply, rubbing his temples. “What happened to my wife? The woman who loved me? Wh
“They would have what?” Ellen cut in smoothly, arching a brow. “Fought for you? Demanded your freedom?” She tilted her head. “Then why haven’t they?”Helena’s throat felt dry.Ellen sighed again, shaking her head. “Sweetheart, you need to understand… They’re done. They don’t know what to do with you anymore. You’re a problem they can’t solve, a burden they’d rather not carry.”Helena’s nails dug into her palms.No.That’s not true.But hadn’t she already asked herself the same questions? Hadn’t she felt that quiet, suffocating doubt creeping in every time another day passed without a visit?Ellen watched her, eyes glinting with satisfaction as the walls of Helena’s resolve began to crack.“You know I’m telling the truth, don’t you?” she murmured, reaching out to trail a finger along Helena’s jaw. “They left you to me, Helena. Because I’m the only one who truly knows what’s best for you.”Helena clenched her teeth, shaking her head. “That’s not—”Ellen gripped her chin firmly, forcing
Helena stretched her arms above her head, a lazy smile tugging at her lips. The realization that she was finally going home filled her with relief, but there was something else—something unsettling. A weight in her chest that she couldn’t quite place. Over the past week, she had rediscovered herself in ways she never thought possible. Ellen had opened doors she never dared to approach before, and now… could she really just walk away?The thought of returning to her old life—where she was ignored, treated like a fragile inconvenience—made her stomach churn. Here, in this confined space, she had felt something new. Something exhilarating. Something dangerous. And if to be sincere she has never noticed that her parent treated her in such manner, this is all thanks to Ellen opening her eye and making her see the reality of things.I shouldn’t feel this way, she told herself. Ellen kept me locked up. She took my choices away.And yet… hadn’t she also given her something no one else ever h
The search was relentless.Every street. Every alley. Every backroad and hidden passageway in the city.Nothing.It was as if Lilly had disappeared into thin air.Ray stood at the edge of an empty intersection, his hands clenched into fists. His chest rose and fell in heavy, ragged breaths.Five hours.Five agonizing, tormenting hours.No leads. No clues. No sign of her.Ray pressed his fingers against his temple, trying to stop the pounding headache threatening to split his skull.His mind raced with worst-case scenarios.What if she was hurt?What if she crashed?What if someone else found her before they did?His heart clenched painfully. No. No, she’s strong. She’s smart. She wouldn’t let anything happen to herself or the baby.But then again…Lilly was in control.And Lilly was reckless.Goddamn it, Lilly. Where the hell are you?Just as Ray was on the verge of losing his mind, his phone rang.Jerry.Ray snatched it up so fast, he nearly dropped it.“Tell me you found something,”
Ray’s heart dropped the moment he saw her.Lilly stood beside the car, her back to him, her hands clenched at her sides. The trunk was still open. And inside—An unknown stranger that he couldn’t recognize but he wasn’t seeing his face properly.Ray felt his breath hitch.What the hell am I looking at?“LILLY!”His voice cut through the eerie silence of the empty road, but the second Lilly—or rather, Lia—heard him, her body stiffened.Then—she bolted.Straight for the driver’s seat.Ray’s eyes widened in pure disbelief.“LILLY, STOP!”He ran.His feet pounded against the pavement, the rush of adrenaline surging through him like wildfire. Too fast. Too reckless.He barely made it to the car before the door slammed shut.She was leaving.Ray banged on the window, his voice desperate. “Lilly, don’t do this! Open the door!”But she didn’t.Her hands trembled on the wheel. Her breathing was uneven.And then—she floored it.The tires screeched as the car lurched forward.Ray barely jumped ba
David had felt fear before. He had studied it, manipulated it, made it his weapon. He had seen it in countless eyes—victims, test subjects, even his own colleagues when they realized what he was truly capable of.But this?This was different.A moment ago, she had been trembling. The fear had been thick, suffocating. It had been delicious.But now—Now, the woman standing before him was nothing like the fragile thing he had expected.Her eyes burned with something primal. Something wrong.The bloodlust radiated off her in waves, curling around her like a living entity. Her lips were curled, not in fear, not in pain, but in something far, far worse.Rage.David had always considered himself the puppeteer. He pulled the strings. He dictated emotions, controlled his creations.But the thing before him?She was not under his control.And she knew it.Lia’s lips parted, her voice a whisper—low, sultry, dripping with a wicked amusement that sent a shiver down his spine.“Come on.”David’s b
Lilly’s pulse thundered in her ears. The hand on her shoulder felt heavier than it should, as if it carried the weight of something beyond the physical. She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think.Lia.Nothing.Lia! she screamed internally, panic lacing every syllable.Silence stretched.Then, finally—“He’s the master. The psycho scientist.”Lia’s voice was barely above a whisper, but it carried the weight of something dark.Lilly’s stomach twisted. Master?She swallowed hard, her gaze locking onto the man before her.His face. His eyes. His presence.Recognition slammed into her like a train wreck.David Deluca. The name Evelyn uttered earlier.A name she had only heard in hushed tones, wrapped in secrecy and fear.The man who played god with human lives.The scientist who had turned bodies into experiments. Who had engineered horrors beyond comprehension.Lilliana’s nightmare.Who had, in some way, been connected to everything.Her lips parted, her breath shallow. “You—”David smiled. A
Ray flinched.Lilly blinked.Evelyn wiped at her tears, but even she looked taken aback by the question.Mitchell wasn’t done.She pinched the bridge of her nose, muttering under her breath before shaking her head. “No, no. Let me get this straight.” She turned fully toward Lilly now, eyes narrowed in confusion. “You died. Then you woke up in another body. But that body also belongs to you because it was your twin’s. So technically, you’re alive.”Lilly hesitated before giving a small nod.Mitchell’s eye twitched.“So then…” she exhaled sharply, rubbing at her temples. “Does that mean my grandchild is going to come from a dead woman? Or a half-dead woman? Or… wait, are you dead or alive?”Ray let out a slow, suffering breath.Lilly pressed her lips together tightly, but inside her mind, Lia lost it.“Oh my god, I told you she was funny!” Lia cackled.Lilly nearly choked trying to suppress a Lia. Her laugher was kind of annoying, does she know that she even in someone’s body damn it?M
Ray’s hands clenched into fists, his entire body thrumming with frustration. He didn’t care who was in the room or what anyone else had to say—he needed answers. His voice, when it finally broke through the heavy silence, was sharp, demanding.“I get that she has a story to tell. Everyone has a damn story to tell.” His eyes burned into Evelyn before flickering toward Lilly, searching, pleading. “She’s been through hell, I get that. But my concern—no, my main concern—at this very moment is this: How the hell is this even possible? How is my wife claiming to be her own twin?” His voice cracked slightly, but he pushed forward.“Because it’s obvious, isn’t it? Her twin was Lilly.” He turned to Mitchell, as if waiting for her to confirm the obvious truth. “And the woman I knew, the woman I fell in love with, the woman I married—” His voice softened, almost breaking. “She was Liliana Anderson.”His gaze swung back to Lilly, a storm raging behind his eyes. “So how is this possible?” He took