She Isn't...

Killian's POV

“I'm sorry that I can't be the Alpha you want me to be. I tried, trust me, I tried to be the right one, but I guess I'm nothing close to what you want, right?” I scoffed as my eyes began to turn moist.

They had begun to swell because of the regrets gnawing at my insides. If there was anything I wished for right now, it was to find Elora walking into the same room that I was in.

Just then, I looked at my phone on the table before me. I picked it up and, unlocking it, I went to my contact list.

The second I caught sight of Elora's contact, I was going to click on it and call her, but then, my hand hung in the air, right close to the contact.

“She doesn't want me; she doesn't want to hear from me! Not even for a second!” I mumbled as I shook my head and tossed the phone to my bed, turning it off.

“What are you doing, Killian? Get a hold of yourself, will you!” I demanded as I let out a sigh.

I walked over to my bed, and sitting on it, I rubbed my hand on my head gently, try