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Chapter 41: Annulment
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2022-04-23 21:20:17Pinalis ko ang luha ko at inayos ang sarili ko. Pagkatapos ay mga gamit ko naman ang inayos ko. Then I stand up and immediately go to the main door para umalis na dahil wala naman pala siyang balak pirmahan ang annulment papers na dala ko.
There’s no reason for me to stay here. This is our house, yes. It’s safe here now, yes. Pero hindi na ako babalik pa rito kahit kailan para tumira ulit. I don’t want to be with him. And I’m still... terrified of what happened in here. So, no. I will not stay here. Sa condo ko na lang ako uuwi.
“Where are you going?” I stop when I heard his voice again.
Lumingon ako sa kaniya at nakitang nakaayos na siya. Mukhang papasok na sa trabaho. Night duty siya ngayon?
I shake my head a little to erase the unnecessary thoughts residing in my head. Ano naman ngayon kung panggabi siya ngayon? Wala dapat akong pakialam doon. I shouldn’t get curious about his life anymore. Iyong naging buhay n
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