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2021-05-09 10:25:40~Bobbie~
Jake helped me out of my remaining clothes and all that I was wearing is his promise ring, the necklace he gave me and a blindfold. I was still on top of the bed and just like the other time he made me wear this black cloth, my other senses heightened. The warmth of his hand rubbing my arms up and down was all I could focus on.
“Ready?” he asked, and I swallowed the growing lump in my throat.
“Yes…” my voice was thick with desire and I felt his body on my back as he guided my hands until I felt something under it. It was the headboard of the bed and I gripped it as his fingers guided mine to hold on to it.
I was sitting on my heel, but Jake parted my legs. With every touch of his hand, I can feel myself getting further aroused and
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