2. Girls time
I wake up way gone midnight. I must have been damn tired to haven fallen asleep on the couch while watching N*****x. Admitted it might have been the wine on top. Emily has already left the couch, and I start crawling into my bed to catch another couple of hours of much needed sleep.Waking up in the morning is weird. There are noises coming from outside I am not used to. This definitely isn’t a village. A quick look in the mirror tells me what a messy state I am in. Instead of going for the shower first, I just quickly brush my teeth and pee before I head to the kitchen. Emi is already sat at the counter, reaching out a cup of coffee to me."You're my rescue", I state while yawning away."Always have been", she answers, smiling.Yes, she really has been, even if she wasn't physically there. Emi was there at any time of the day if ever I needed her. My only friend and I missed her so much."Right, what's the plan for today?", I ask, ignoring I should start getting my bags unpacked."Hmmm, sounds like you have better things in mind than unpacking your stuff", she laughs.Of course, Emi knows me. I push everything I don't fancy to the last second. She gives me a knowing smirk."Alright, as we are in for a party tonight, your first party here to be precise. We need some fucking hot outfits and of course those masks." Her hands fondle in front of her face underlining her words.Emi used her second day here to go for her first party, to be honest I was a bit disappointed as I thought we would go to the first party together then again, she's been to so many parties without me, I guess it doesn't make a difference. At least she might already know some of the people tonight.Before we leave, I take that much needed shower and put my hair up in a messy bun after drying them. Well what shall I say, Grams probably wouldn't approve of my outfit today either, lucky me she's not here. As I enter the living room I do make Emi laugh though."You are such a badass with your shirts, you know?", I chuckle and shrug as response. Seems like chuckling and laughing will be a huge part of my life now.Okay, so today my tank top states: Fuck the Rules.It's written in bright pink over my black tank top. Yeah, I guess I like these, still have plenty more same as my ripped jeans. They’ve kinda become my brand.Walking down the stairs we bump into Evans again. "Hey Statement girl", he says smirking and I see him staring at my low cut cleavage."Statement girl?", I question with a small smile playing on my lips."Seems like you like to leave your statements written on your chest", he points out."Hmmm yeah, guess you are right. I've got plenty more", I chuckle again."Got one with: Hot as Fuck?", he smirks making me blush for the umph time already."Oh Evans you are so blunt", Emi interferes while laughing and fake rolling her eyes."Nope, just honest. And if she is wearing statements, that would surely match very well. You two are coming tonight right? It's going to be a smashing party.""Yep, just on our way to get some masks", I reply."I know who you are anyway, see you tonight I guess", he says with a wink, before heading up the stairs."Holy shit, he is totally in to you. Fucking hot Evans is going to get you laid tonight", Emily squeaks loudly as we leave the door."Sssshhht Emi, I don't need everyone to know. Anyway, I don't know if I want to get laid that fast. Afterall we don't even know each other.""Don't give a shit about it, he is fucking hot. Gosh, just looking at him makes me want to drop my panties. And have you seen those tattoos? I wonder where else he has some? I need you to tell me every detail, ok? This is a bestie’s right."I laugh at my bestie. "Gosh Emi, I have missed you.""Same", she says while hugging me from the side. "Sam, just promise me to finally have some fun, ok? Forget about everything and start living.""That's what I am here for", I reply while giving her a big smile.Yes, I am leaving my past behind and will enjoy life. In the last few years I have become a little bit of a badass in my attitude and I think this is going to serve me just right being here. Besides Emi I don't want to give a shit about anything, just have fun.Emi clearly knows where to find masks, I chuckle as we walk into a fucking sex shop. While I sure had no clue where to look, Emi obviously did."Emily Black, have you read too much Fifty Shades of Grey? Or how did you know where to look for this kind of stuff?"She just shrugs and giggles. Ok, so this is my first time ever entering a sex shop. It's not as bad as I imagined, yet not my favourite place to go. Especially with all those guys staring at my tits."Next time you drag me into one of these, remind me to wear something covering my whole chest", I tell Emi only causing her to laugh out loud.Emi wants to go and have a look at some vibrators while we are here. "Hell no Emi, I don't need a vibrator and I am sure not buying one.""Too bad, you might want to use it, when you've bumped into fucking hot Evans again and your lady parts are craving for him.""Oh my god Emily, you didn't just talk openly about my lady parts, did you? And no thanks, I don't need a fucking vibrator.""Oh well, then I'll just buy one for myself", she shrugs and gives me a cheeky grin.Jeez I know we share every thought with each other, but I can't help but feel odd about knowing this and it makes me laugh. Once we leave the shop Emi turns back to me."Ok, so what will we be wearing tonight?"I can't help but stifle a laugh. "Well, I know what top I'll be wearing.""OMG, don't tell me you have one?", we both burst out laughing."I think that look on his face will make my day." People must think we are crazy while they pass us, as we are nearly curled up on the floor from laughter. Alright admitted we're not far from it.So instead of spending money on clothes, we buy some more make up and end up drinking some hot chocolate with Baileys and marshmallows. Something I could die for.Once we arrive home, I am glad we don't bump into Evans as I am afraid we might drop that bag with the vibrator in it. And knowing Emi no doubt at all, she would push it on me.We still have a couple of hours time before the party starts, so I decide to take some time to unpack my first things. Reluctantly I decide to start with my clothes and the most important photos. Looking at them I can't help but shed a few tears at some of the photos. At the moment I can't put it past myself to put them up yet, so I pack them safely back in the box from where they came. Instead I only put two up, one from Grams and me and one of Emi and me years back. As Emi knocks on my door I get my act together and know now it's styling time.She eyes me warily, decides not to say a thing much to my ease.Seeing as I never really wear make up, Emi helps me put some on. Seriously my first thought was, what's the point in make up, if you are wearing a mask? Emi points out how important it is to make the eyes shine and the lips if everything else is covered. For the first time in life I am even wearing eyeliner. Something I sure suck at doing.I decide to wear my black short crop top with Hot as Fuck, written right on my chest in a bright neon green with a black ragged jeans hotpants. And some black high heel sandals with thin laces going up my thighs."Holy shit, what happened to that tomboy?", Emi stares at me in disbelief as I enter the living room."I thought you said we are getting fucking hot tonight", I shrug and give her a closer look too. "Bitch you are fucking hot, would surprise the shit out of me if you don't get laid tonight."Emi and I are building an absolute contrast. While I have long blond curly hair, blue eyes and obviously a knack for black clothes. Emily has short bright red hair, dark brown eyes and is currently wearing a silver mini dress. Besides she is about nearly a whole head smaller than me and spotless, while I am covered in quite a few tattoos and two piercings. One on my belly and a tongue piercing I usually hide fairly well. But tonight, I want to use it."Ok, hot chick. I'd say it's time to blow hot Evans's mind or whatever you like, and have some fun. I can hear they are already busy up there", Emily whistles excited.Evans apartment is obviously right above ours and yes, the music and the people are clearly to be heard. To be honest, I hope we don't hear the people having it off all night."You sure about those shoes, with your clumsy feet?", Emily asks while we reach the stairs."Fuck no, but I wanted to look hot, so here we go", I chuckle.People are gathered everywhere in the staircase, all around the apartment and of course it is packed inside."Oh, by the way before I forget to tell you. No names tonight, ok?", Emi tells me while we are pushing through the crowd."What the hell...? No names?", I ask totally confused, trying to raise my voice against the music."Well obviously being masked means not knowing each other, even if most of course do. It's like an anonymous party.""Okay", is all I can answer. seems weird but kinda makes sense.Soon I hear a familiar voice laughing while approaching us. "What the fuck? Oh, Sweetheart I knew you had humour but this is hilarious, I can't believe you are really wearing that shirt."From the corner of my eye, I see Emi giving me a smirk while stepping away and leaving me alone with Evans. He steps a little closer, putting one hand on my hips while leaning down to my ear and whispering. "Hot as fuck, matches very well Honey. You are giving me very naughty thoughts right now, to be totally honest with you.""You don't even know me", I answer matter of fact but give him a wink, asking for him to retort and he does."Oh, but what I know about you is enough right now. You are friendly, witty, and fucking hot. You caught my eyes right from the very first second, and believe me, that's not exactly the usual with me.""Oh, you wanna tell me you are shy and don't usually stare at girls tits and tell them all the bullshit, they want to hear to get them to fuck you?"He chuckles. "Well, yes and no. I do usually get what I want, when I want. But to be honest that usually just sticks to time during parties, I don't bother getting to know a girl. But you fascinate me, you did right from the second you bumped into me. And I fucking like your attitude. You wouldn't be a one off thing. And I am sure not one of those jerks having it off with every girl."I laugh letting my head fall back. "Wonder how many girls you tell this shit?"He seems amused about me being so reluctant. "I said you aren't like the other girls. So even if you don't believe me, I mean every single word I said. And you really got me going for you. Come on, at least have a drink with me and some of my friends. I think Emi is over there too."He points to a corner and I decide to go along. Afterall I did want to have fun and be reckless. I just don't know if my hot neighbour would be the right guy to get laid by. It might cause problems in the long run."By the way I love your tatts", he whispers, while his arm leans over my shoulder while we are heading the direction he pointed out."Holy fuck mate? Who's the sex goddess you are bringing us here?", one of the guys asks."No names tonight, you know the rules twat", Evans answers.I can't help myself but to answer myself too. "Pleased to meet you twat, may I introduce myself? I'm sex goddess", and I can't keep a smirk off my face.Everyone around us falls into a laughter. "Ok, get it. You like to take your mouth quite full, I can help you with that.""Oh yeah, I like to take my mouth as full as I can", all the guys eyes widen. "But you know I have a terrible habit of biting things really bad if they are not to my flavour.""Ouch", he laughs, but can't stop. "But you don't know my flavour.""You sure you wanna try? I am very picky. Might be a shame if you end up never playing again", I wriggle my eyebrows playfully at him."Ok next time maybe", he laughs. "I like girls with an attitude, you seem challenging."I don't like being center of attraction at all, but obviously, I have just become exactly that. Thinking about a way to get out of this situation I take a quick look around and stop as I look into eyes which look so familiar to me. Wonderful green eyes which are staring right back at me in this moment. I only break away when Evans hands me a drink.We drink quite a few sour cherry shots. Gosh, I love this stuff. Slowly, I am feeling slightly light headed. Looking across to Emily, I have to smirk. Obviously, she has already found her guy for the night. From what can be seen, he is good-looking. He has a good build and blond hair in the style Paul Walker used to wear in the first Fast and the Furious part. If I imagined the face under the mask, I'd say a sunny boy type. Definitely not mine, but sure Emily's type of guy. I like guys looking a bit more rough.The guy with the green eyes keeps on staring at me, I have no idea why. And I sure don't want to know what's going on in his mind as he is surrounded by three girls at the same time. Two on his lap and one dancing right in front of him. If it wasn't for his eyes, I wouldn't even want to give him a second glance. He seems such a self-centred piece of shit."Don't get irritated by our womanizer. Believe me, you don't want to get anywhere near that guy. He'd just hump and dump yo
I push him away a little, as I am unable to think straight with his body so close to mine. To my surprise, he doesn't try to push me any further. Instead, his eyes are set on mine again with an intense look."I said I wouldn't do anything you don't want. So tell me to leave and I'll leave. But deep down inside, you know you want me too. Your body is telling me how much it's longing to feel me on your skin.""You sure you are talking about my body, or is it your body talking to you?" I try to ignore he's totally right. Everything inside me is craving to feel his body pressed up against mine. He doesn't answer. The look on his face tells me he knows he's right and has no doubt at all. With my last piece of my sanity left, I turn to leave. "I need to leave, I need some water", is all I mumble before my feet start moving."You shouldn't go alone, I'll take you", his words cause me to turn back into his direction."I live in the apartment underneath Evans, so not far to go. So, suck it."
His kisses keep coming and even after just sucking him off, I feel him getting hard right next to me again. He pushes his hard dick against my hips."Feel what you are doing to me? If you allow me I will keep this up all night," he whispers softly against my lips causing sweet shivers to run down my spine."Don't promise too much Fuck Boy", an amused laugh escapes his lips at me calling him this and I can see a twinkle in his eyes."You know I won't deny I am a Fuck Boy, but I do have a name I would rather you call that out", his fingers softly playing with a curl while he talks only inches away from my lips."No fucking names.""Ok", he gives in reluctant.At least he is honest and doesn't pretend he is not a man whore. God, I still can't believe I am in with this. Guess him being so skilled has it's reasons though. In next to no time, he's got me panting again."I want to fuck you", he says with desperation in his voice and I know it's a question at the same time."Condom?", I ask a
Emily comes back to my room. She knows I am an awful mess right now. She always knows how I feel. This fucking party and my initial longing for a one-night stand definitely backfired. I don't do relationships ever since what happened. Instead I have fun to shake off my past. Seems like last night it was a very dumb idea, I should have stuck to Evans. Emily interrupts my thoughts making me look up at her."I think Evans is really in to you. What are you going to do about it?"I sigh heavily. "I have no idea. I mean I like him too, he doesn't seem the jackass type like most of them. And he sure is hot. But he's my neighbour, I can't just have a one-night stand with him and then pretend nothing happened.""And if you don't just go for a one-night stand? You could try dating him," she carefully suggests.Dating him? Could I try that? I mean, he obviously still is a total stranger I only met beginning of the week. But he sure has something interesting about him."You know I don't do date
It's been ages since I've been in a halfpipe or, to be precise, a pool. Or been able to grind somewhere decently (and I'm talking about my board, not on a guy). Back home, we don't have skateparks and grinding some small stairs, or the pavements aren't the same. God, I have missed this. The last time I went to a skatepark, the world was totally different for me. Evans is keeping up quite well, better than I would have ever imagined. He is skilled with the board, but nowhere near my level. It's still fun with him.We take a small break, sitting near the pool to have a drink."Gosh, you did kick my ass in. Is it bad that I find it hot, to be defeated by a girl on a skateboard?"He makes me blush. "Nope, it would be terrible if you'd hate me because I am better in skating.""Your heelflip, tailslide, and nosegrind are nearly perfect. Never seen it done so good before, "Evans admires my stunts.From behind us, I hear a familiar voice appear. "You know mine are perfect."Both of us turn a
"You look like shit.""Thanks for pointing that out to me," I roll my eyes while Emily hands me my cup of coffee."Was your date with Evans that good or that bad?" She wriggles her eyebrows at me. "I didn't hear you come back. It must have been late.""You were curled up in front TV, watching Shadowhunters without me. Or shall I say, you slept to it?""Yeah, I probably ended up wanting to have it off with Jace after seeing him do his workout, so I could only fall asleep to have that in my dreams."I chuckle at her boldness. "But you are distracting me now. Is that a bad thing?" She brings us back to the topic."Jake turned up," I sigh.Emily gasps loud. "Wait, what? What happened?"I tell her the whole story, how I kicked Evans's ass and Jake appeared and challenged me. How I escaped with Evans and we spent time in the park talking about how we texted and Jake's eyes haunting me that I couldn't sleep.She lets out a long sigh after I have finished my story."So, Jake didn't spill the
I see he is staring at me while he comes straight to us."Hey Evans, you're here early today. Thought you need to work?""Yep, well I need to leave soon as I start working in two hours.""You lost your shirt," Jake says mockingly.Evans chuckles, "It was kinda my only chance of winning this battle today. You saw her yesterday. Thought I'd distract her a little, seems like it worked, "he says while smirking dirty in my direction.While Jake's look has changed, he is now glaring at me. "You staying Skater girl?" he asks in a rough voice.I decide to pretend I didn't hear him and trail off in the direction Emily, who now is staring at Jake."What the fuck?", she exclaims whispering to me."Sorry I know you were enjoying this, but can you help me get away from here asap? I don't want to exchange a fucking single word with him.""Sure Babe, I'll take care of it. Just stay here and sit down for the moment."She walks off talking to Evans pretending not to know Jake. God she is good, even be
"Wow what a show", one of the guys laughs.Emily meets my eyes and I see the worry written all over her face. I simply shrug it off. Deep down inside I know it fucking hurt me to see him like that, it's something I will never admit to though.Instead I decide booze and fun is what I need right now. As I've already had three Tequila and four sour shots I decide to stick to beer now instead. One thing I always keep an eye on, is who is handing me my drink and watch it being poured. No way I am letting anyone drug me. Emily is already quite canned and enjoying a hot dance with James, making me chuckle. She knew exactly what she wanted and she's getting it. You go girl, I think to myself. Evans follows my view."You know, she might be the girly type wearing dresses and such stuff. But you are so damn hot, you don't need anything like that.""Evans are you just trying to woo me?" I laugh."Told you I wouldn't give up. And right now, I am certain to be quite wasted and unable to keep mysel
9 months later"Babe, could you please step down a bit with your work?" I hear Jakes concerned voice as soon as he enters the room."Jake, you know exactly exams are due in three months.""Yes, I know. But baby number two is due anytime now. So why do you have to do this book right now on top? Can't you push it a little longer?""No, I have a deadline. Gosh Jake, this is the first book I am getting published. Not many have that kind of luck. Can you push your deadlines while doing your screenwriting?"Jake has been driving me crazy with this for weeks now. Guess he's simply freaking out because of baby number two being on its way. He's even suggested for a midwife to live with us for a couple of weeks, just to make sure someone is there during birth. The doc has warned us that this birth will probably be just as fast. If I feel the slightest difference or contraction to call the ambulance immediately. Well, at least we know what we are in for this time. But I am not going to hire a mid
Jake's POVAll this waiting is killing me. Sam is up there in some room with Emi and Tracey. What if they tell her to think twice? I mean, she still could realize she can't deal with our past, right? What if she does a runner? My heart is breaking just by the thought of it. Damn, I couldn't even be with her last night, because fucking Emi said, if we want to have it traditional we need to stick to this rule. I would have loved to tell her to fuck the rules, but I know how much she has helped Sam in the last few weeks. Not having any family here, is damn hard for her. Another reason I am worried about her right now.At least I had Cara partially with me today, keeping me a little sane. She says mummy is going to look like a princess, and she is too. Cara is nearly as excited about this wedding as Sam and I are, only out of a different reason. For her, it's more like the fairy tales we read out to her each night. And she wants to be a princess so badly. That nearly made me chuckle if I
10 months laterSam:One week to go, and I am a nervous wreck. Today is the day to pick up my wedding dress. Yes, me Samantha Jones, who hates wearing dresses, is going to wear a dress on my own free will, even all in white and all traditional. Jake and I tried to figure out the perfect wedding for us. We did have some crazy shit in store. But then we both realized, for once, we wanted it to be traditional. Even my crazy soul, who hates all this fancy stuff, has realized that when it comes down to the actual wedding, I want to have at least a part of it traditional. Today is my final fitting, Emi and Tracey are in tears when I step out of the changing room. Much to their pleasure, we are being served Champagne. Seriously, we should drink plenty of that stuff by the price of this dress. "You think he's going to like it?" As this dress is so way out of line for me, I feel very insecure all of a sudden."You kidding me, Sam? Shit look at you, you are going to look amazing. Of course, he
Jake's POV:Ok, I am officially more excited than ever before in my life. Today, I am taking my two girls to the fairground. Sam thinks it's ridiculous and way too early for Cara to be going to a fairground. This time, I was the one to stay stubborn.So Cara would be exhausted enough to stay in the buggy, we spent an hour on the playground with her, after her lunch nap. She did want to go to the beach again, but it would have meant showering her repeatedly before going to the fairground. Once she found the swing and the slide, she was happy too. Cara's so funny with her habits. She always wants me to push her on the swing, and it has to be mummy going down the slide with her. I mean, I'm lucky. I'm nearly sure my tall broad build would never fit into that slide. My ass would get stuck and never move again, yet it's a funny habit. Watching Sam slide down with her puts a smile on my face every single time.Sometimes, I chuckle about Sam. Today is such a day. Sam and I are skater and bik
Jake's POV:2 years laterMy eyes scan every inch of Sam's body as she comes walking down the beach up to Cara and me. Fuck, she knows how much I love this red bikini on her. Red bikinis and lingerie are definitely my favourite on Sam, and she knows this weakness of mine too well.My eyes roam up and down that mouth-watering sight.Cara is well occupied, mushing with the wet sand between her hands. Which we've already been playing with the last two hours. So I get up and walk over to my beautiful girl."Cara's awake, and you are killing me, my Sexy. You badass know exactly how much I love that bikini on you.""Well, that's the point in wearing it, Skater boy," she says, smirking. Knowing she's got the upper hand on this at the moment.Putting on that seductive sly smile, she has me in overdrive as always.My arms wrap tight around her, pulling her flush against me, while I give her a long, passionate kiss. I've been so looking forward to this holiday and especially to today. "Daddy w
2:43am Feeling restless, I wake up looking at the alarm clock. That's when I notice dampness between my legs.Oh my god, this is it. A sharp pain takes hold of me, and I squeeze Jake's arm. It was only a short contraction, but obviously, my water broke. So this must be it, right? And that was a contraction, right? I mean, how the hell am I supposed to know how contractions feel like? All I know about it is what I read on the internet as there is no one around me who could tell me. About five minutes later, there's another one of those pains."Jake?" I squeeze his arm again."Hmmm?" He hardly replies, keeping his eyes shut."Jake, my water broke, and I think I have contractions."In an instant, Jake is wide awake, sits up, and switches the light on his night table on."You sure?" I hear the panic in his voice."The beds wet, and I sure didn't pee in it. And aahhh damn," I squeeze his hand. "Yep, I'm quite sure."Jake is about to freak out and jumps out of bed. "Then let's get going,"
3 months laterExcited, I watch Jake from the porch while he is setting up the new fence to make things safe for our little one. I could have told him to wait until the autumn as our baby isn't even born yet and sure won't be escaping our garden that fast. But hell, in autumn, this wouldn't look nowhere near as good as it is now. It's the middle of July, and the summer heat is fully there. "You think we should give them a beer or something?" Emily asks, and Tracey nods while her mouth hangs open.The three of us are enjoying our view to the full. Jake and Evans only in low waist shorts, no shirts, just toned muscles. Their tanned skin glistening with sweat. Fuck, I never knew how hot sweat can look until I met Jake. This is mouth-watering. Hard working men right in front of us. I watch every muscle move on that hot body of my Skater boy.The way they flex with every move lets my temperature rise rapidly."Well Tracey, what do you think about tatts now?" I ask her as she said before t
4 months laterEmi wraps her arms around me while I take a last look around in my room and take the last thing standing on my night table in the hand. A photo from Jake and me as youths. Emi had taken it secretly during one of our first kisses. My heart skips a beat looking at the happy couple. Little did we know what we would have to go through. I press it hard against my chest, cherishing it."So much for boys, booze and party," she sighs."We can still stick to party. I may be pregnant but not sick. I'll just skip the other parts. I'm sure some distractions won't harm me."Emi came back during the night of the gun shoot after Evans had given her a call. I know how sorry she is about not telling me the truth about how my mum got killed and what really happened with Michael and his family. She stuck day and night with me, taking terms with Evans while I was crying my balls out. I don't think me or our little baby would have survived the shock of all what happened if it hadn't been fo
"So was this is what you thought I'd hate you for?"Jake's voice sounds pissed."I don't want to put pressure on you or whatever. You don't have to deal with the consequences. I'll cope with it. Damn, I know we are far too young for this, and it's not what we planned for. But I can't give this baby up. It's a miracle that it survived the crash and all the medication. Of course I know it's your life too and please Jake live it to the full. Live it as you had planned. There doesn't need to be any consequences for you. I'm not demanding anything from you." I think I've never spoken this fast in my whole life, rambling down the words as fast as I can."Sam are you fucking serious?" He's fuming, his hands running through his hair and ruffling it, while walking back and forth. I knew this wasn't going to end well. "Is this what you think about me?" He yells, and I fight back the tears. This is my fault. I have no right to cry."Calm down, mate," Evans interferes."Calm down? The love of my l