We drink quite a few sour cherry shots. Gosh, I love this stuff. Slowly, I am feeling slightly light headed.
Looking across to Emily, I have to smirk. Obviously, she has already found her guy for the night. From what can be seen, he is good-looking. He has a good build and blond hair in the style Paul Walker used to wear in the first Fast and the Furious part. If I imagined the face under the mask, I'd say a sunny boy type. Definitely not mine, but sure Emily's type of guy. I like guys looking a bit more rough.The guy with the green eyes keeps on staring at me, I have no idea why. And I sure don't want to know what's going on in his mind as he is surrounded by three girls at the same time. Two on his lap and one dancing right in front of him. If it wasn't for his eyes, I wouldn't even want to give him a second glance. He seems such a self-centred piece of shit."Don't get irritated by our womanizer. Believe me, you don't want to get anywhere near that guy. He'd just hump and dump you. And it seems like he's got his eyes set on you as his next prey. You are way too good to end up with him", Evans states as he sees my look."And you wouldn't hump and dump me?", I laugh while looking up at him."I told you beforehand", he smirks. "But honestly, do yourself a favour and stay away from him. He's my friend, believe me when I tell you I know how black his soul is around girls.""Not interested anyway", I laugh again. "I mean, just take a look at him. He is so full of himself, and I am definitely not so dumb to be number four around him.""Then why do you keep staring at him?", his voice sounds a little disappointed."It's not like you think. It's just his eyes remind me of someone I once lost. Guess it's just a little creepy.""Ok, if that's it? Then how about you dance with me?"I give him a bright smile and stand up to signalize I'm in with it. It's a typical student party with a mix of all kinds of music, mostly modern stuff, but in between, there are some 90s songs amongst it too. I don't know why, but I am quite fond of the 90s, especially the rock/pop music. As smells like teen spirit by Nirvana starts off, I am nearly going insane, rocking the dancefloor.Evans throws me an amused laugh while his eyes are set on me. Apparently, it's not just him. A set of green eyes are on me too, and for some reason, they are giving me shivers."Seems like I've cracked your music taste", Evans states."Yep, definitely mine, I know I am totally crazy.""Crazy interesting", he replies while his eyes linger on mine.We dance to another couple of songs, no sexy dancing, just casual stuff. Even with all those compliments he was giving me right from the start, he keeps his distance. Maybe I judged him wrong, and he isn't just in for a one-night stand. At the moment, I am not sure whether to feel relieved or disappointed about it. One thing's for sure he is getting me quite drunk, handing me a couple of more shots in between.I still feel those green eyes set on me. In the meantime, he is leaning against the wall, talking to some girl who seems to want him desperately nearly throwing herself at him while he's keeping his eyes on me. Seriously, I don't even know why I keep on looking. As his hands squeeze the girls ass, I feel embarrassed to have seen it and turn away.A slow song starts to play, and Evans hands land on my hips while he moves closer."I still can't believe you are wearing that top," he chuckles. "But it would state no one better here than you. Hot as Fuck. Where do you get this stuff?""There's a thing called internet. Can you imagine? You can buy all kinds of shit there", I smirk causing him to chuckle."Your other shirts sounded more badass, this one simply matches you perfectly.""As I said you don't know me. This t-shirt I simply found funny, I wouldn't even say I'm hot it was just meant as a joke. While, my other t-shirts are a statement to everyone out there.""Ok, so just figured out, you don't know how beautiful and fucking hot you are, and you seem to have some kind of reason you want people to fuck off", it's not a question but said as matter of fact."I'll agree with the last.""Why?", honest curiousity is lacing through his voice."Oh, I am not going to drop my panties because you cheer me up, after I tell you a fucked up life story", another chuckle escapes my lips. Seems like I'm doing that a lot tonight. "So, forget about it, not spilling.""I wasn't.... I mean, feel free to drop your panties", he replies with a smirk tugging at his lips and a cut slight blush on his face. "But that wasn't my reason for asking.""Ok, well, you're not getting an answer anyway. And I'll stick to those panties for the moment", I laugh, and I see him swallow hard.He moves a little closer, closing the gap between our bodies. Giving me an intense feeling while staring into my eyes and then down at my lips. I nearly think he is about to kiss me until the guy with the green eyes taps his shoulder."Hey mate, I heard next door they are dealing drugs. You might want to interfere. There are girls there too." His voice sounding clearly alarmed.Damn this was intense and so freaking close, perhaps too close."Fuck! Statement girl sorry I need to take care of that.""It's ok, I need to step out for some fresh air anyway."He nods, for a few seconds I see disappointment flashing up in his eyes before he turns to leave.Without taking a look around I leave the apartment to step out. My head is definitely spinning, maybe a few shots too many and the mentioning of drugs isn't exactly helping either.I make my way out, pushing through the crowd and even passing people having it off right here or in sideways of our staircase. First, I tried to find Emi, but seeing as I couldn't find her, I guess she is occupied already. So instead I rush down the stairs as fast as I can with these shoes, and step out of the house embracing the fresh air.Needing more fresh air, I decide to take a walk in the small park near our house to clear my mind a little and breathe the air in deeply."Not exactly the place to be for a girl at this time of night" I hear a deep husky voice giving me a fright. For some reason this voice sounds familiar."What the hell are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at that party? You seemed to have a lot of fun." I nearly hiss at him for scaring 5he living shit out of me."Well, the best sight of the evening left. And I could ask you the same."With disbelief, I throw my head back and laugh. "Sure, I think those massive false tits pressed into your face beforehand were a far better sight.""Nope, as you said, they were false. I think those Hot as Fuck tits aren't any smaller and they are not false as it seems. Anyways I don't like girls being out in the dark on their own.""Oh really? You don't seem to be the kind of guy who cares about girls", I state while laughing."You know shit about me", he grits out slightly but I can tell he didn't mean to lose his composure."Ok, well to be honest I don't want to know shit about you. What I saw of you was enough. So, I suggest you go back and fuck one of those willing girls and leave me in peace.""You not willing?" The cockiness of this guy is unbelievable.I burst out laughing. "Gosh you have ego issues you know that? Don't think every girl is so dumb to fall for your body or whatever. So, if you don't mind just go and fuck yourself and leave me in peace."Then I make the severe mistake to lean against a tree while talking to him, making it easy for him to move closer. Instantly I start to panic, but something in his eyes calms and burns me at the same time."Come on, I saw you eyeing me tonight, at least give me your name", he pleads with a slight smile playing on his lips."No way, so you can fucking stalk me or something? And I wasn't eyeing you. I was only confused because you didn't stop staring at me as if I was a freaking steak you were hungry for." I throw back, ignoring the fact that I was indeed watching him too."To be precise, it was your eyes that caught me in the first place", he says while moving closer. "Sure, I drank in the rest of you too you are fucking hot. Oh and no denying, I'd love to eat you out.But those eyes have mesmerized me. Only one person has ever managed that."What's this shit about the eyes tonight? Gosh, only looking into his, I'm unable to think straight."Tell me why do these eyes fascinate me like that? I feel like drowning in them", he whispers as he is right in front of me, pushing me slightly against the tree.Damn I know I should feel frightened and trapped, but my body tells me something completely different right now. Yet I try to think of one sensible sentence."Is this your way of getting girls, who have turned you down? Acting gentlemen telling them about their eyes to get them into bed. You don't seem to know the word no.""Do I look like I need to beg girls to get into bed with me? Believe me, I could pick any of them up there and I usually do. But right now, I want to smash my lips on yours, taste them, watch those eyes while I please your body again and again."My body betrays me and tenses up more and more at his words. "I am here with your friend Evans", I give it another try while feeling how my heartbeat increases."He's busy, and he won't find out if you don't want to. I swear I am not going to do anything with you, you don't want to do, that's the only off limit for me. Otherwise I would do anything to please you tonight. You've captured me, Statement girl", he uses Evans term.His body moves even closer, I feel his breath on my skin giving me sweet shivers. "I want to do naughty things with those wonderful full lips and that god sent body of yours. And I promise you will enjoy every second of it. It's a one-off thing, but you'll have a great night, and I will do anything to satisfy you." Every single word leaving his mouth sends heat waves through my body."You are very sure of yourself", I whisper sounding desperate instead of distant as intended.Fuck I am failing totally to resist him. Just like he said about my eyes, his have mesmerized me too. I could drown in them, they seem so familiar and even without his perfect body, his tattoos, his full lips and that perfect jawline, his eyes just do me in.Feeling his heat radiate against my body isn't exactly helping to clear my mind. It's been too long I have been with a guy. His lips are only inches away, his hands land on my waist. Feeling his hands on my bare skin seems to send even more heat waves throughout my body."Don't tell me you can't feel it. Because I can hear you are breathing heavier. I can feel your skin reacting to me, and I can see the lust in your eyes.""I am so not. You are too full of yourself. I should be leaving."He moves even closer, closing that last gap between us."Then why are you still here?", he whispers in my ear, while his other hand is swiftly brushing over my skin on the neck. Gosh, it feels so good. I bite my lip and stay in place instead of moving. He lowers his face, I can feel his breath against my neck, his lips not touching my skin but obviously nearly. My heartbeat speeds up the same as my breathing."So, your neck is one of your sweet spots", he states and brushes very slightly with his lips over it.Fuck I should really be leaving. There's Evans inside he seems a nice guy, I like him. Then again, my body is telling me something different right now. Fuck, fuck, fuck why is my body betraying me like this right now? I know nothing about him, besides him being a jerk and womanizer. But well, it's not like I want to date him. It's all about having fun, right? That's what I am here for.I push him away a little, as I am unable to think straight with his body so close to mine. To my surprise, he doesn't try to push me any further. Instead, his eyes are set on mine again with an intense look."I said I wouldn't do anything you don't want. So tell me to leave and I'll leave. But deep down inside, you know you want me too. Your body is telling me how much it's longing to feel me on your skin.""You sure you are talking about my body, or is it your body talking to you?" I try to ignore he's totally right. Everything inside me is craving to feel his body pressed up against mine. He doesn't answer. The look on his face tells me he knows he's right and has no doubt at all. With my last piece of my sanity left, I turn to leave. "I need to leave, I need some water", is all I mumble before my feet start moving."You shouldn't go alone, I'll take you", his words cause me to turn back into his direction."I live in the apartment underneath Evans, so not far to go. So, suck it."
His kisses keep coming and even after just sucking him off, I feel him getting hard right next to me again. He pushes his hard dick against my hips."Feel what you are doing to me? If you allow me I will keep this up all night," he whispers softly against my lips causing sweet shivers to run down my spine."Don't promise too much Fuck Boy", an amused laugh escapes his lips at me calling him this and I can see a twinkle in his eyes."You know I won't deny I am a Fuck Boy, but I do have a name I would rather you call that out", his fingers softly playing with a curl while he talks only inches away from my lips."No fucking names.""Ok", he gives in reluctant.At least he is honest and doesn't pretend he is not a man whore. God, I still can't believe I am in with this. Guess him being so skilled has it's reasons though. In next to no time, he's got me panting again."I want to fuck you", he says with desperation in his voice and I know it's a question at the same time."Condom?", I ask a
Emily comes back to my room. She knows I am an awful mess right now. She always knows how I feel. This fucking party and my initial longing for a one-night stand definitely backfired. I don't do relationships ever since what happened. Instead I have fun to shake off my past. Seems like last night it was a very dumb idea, I should have stuck to Evans. Emily interrupts my thoughts making me look up at her."I think Evans is really in to you. What are you going to do about it?"I sigh heavily. "I have no idea. I mean I like him too, he doesn't seem the jackass type like most of them. And he sure is hot. But he's my neighbour, I can't just have a one-night stand with him and then pretend nothing happened.""And if you don't just go for a one-night stand? You could try dating him," she carefully suggests.Dating him? Could I try that? I mean, he obviously still is a total stranger I only met beginning of the week. But he sure has something interesting about him."You know I don't do date
It's been ages since I've been in a halfpipe or, to be precise, a pool. Or been able to grind somewhere decently (and I'm talking about my board, not on a guy). Back home, we don't have skateparks and grinding some small stairs, or the pavements aren't the same. God, I have missed this. The last time I went to a skatepark, the world was totally different for me. Evans is keeping up quite well, better than I would have ever imagined. He is skilled with the board, but nowhere near my level. It's still fun with him.We take a small break, sitting near the pool to have a drink."Gosh, you did kick my ass in. Is it bad that I find it hot, to be defeated by a girl on a skateboard?"He makes me blush. "Nope, it would be terrible if you'd hate me because I am better in skating.""Your heelflip, tailslide, and nosegrind are nearly perfect. Never seen it done so good before, "Evans admires my stunts.From behind us, I hear a familiar voice appear. "You know mine are perfect."Both of us turn a
"You look like shit.""Thanks for pointing that out to me," I roll my eyes while Emily hands me my cup of coffee."Was your date with Evans that good or that bad?" She wriggles her eyebrows at me. "I didn't hear you come back. It must have been late.""You were curled up in front TV, watching Shadowhunters without me. Or shall I say, you slept to it?""Yeah, I probably ended up wanting to have it off with Jace after seeing him do his workout, so I could only fall asleep to have that in my dreams."I chuckle at her boldness. "But you are distracting me now. Is that a bad thing?" She brings us back to the topic."Jake turned up," I sigh.Emily gasps loud. "Wait, what? What happened?"I tell her the whole story, how I kicked Evans's ass and Jake appeared and challenged me. How I escaped with Evans and we spent time in the park talking about how we texted and Jake's eyes haunting me that I couldn't sleep.She lets out a long sigh after I have finished my story."So, Jake didn't spill the
I see he is staring at me while he comes straight to us."Hey Evans, you're here early today. Thought you need to work?""Yep, well I need to leave soon as I start working in two hours.""You lost your shirt," Jake says mockingly.Evans chuckles, "It was kinda my only chance of winning this battle today. You saw her yesterday. Thought I'd distract her a little, seems like it worked, "he says while smirking dirty in my direction.While Jake's look has changed, he is now glaring at me. "You staying Skater girl?" he asks in a rough voice.I decide to pretend I didn't hear him and trail off in the direction Emily, who now is staring at Jake."What the fuck?", she exclaims whispering to me."Sorry I know you were enjoying this, but can you help me get away from here asap? I don't want to exchange a fucking single word with him.""Sure Babe, I'll take care of it. Just stay here and sit down for the moment."She walks off talking to Evans pretending not to know Jake. God she is good, even be
"Wow what a show", one of the guys laughs.Emily meets my eyes and I see the worry written all over her face. I simply shrug it off. Deep down inside I know it fucking hurt me to see him like that, it's something I will never admit to though.Instead I decide booze and fun is what I need right now. As I've already had three Tequila and four sour shots I decide to stick to beer now instead. One thing I always keep an eye on, is who is handing me my drink and watch it being poured. No way I am letting anyone drug me. Emily is already quite canned and enjoying a hot dance with James, making me chuckle. She knew exactly what she wanted and she's getting it. You go girl, I think to myself. Evans follows my view."You know, she might be the girly type wearing dresses and such stuff. But you are so damn hot, you don't need anything like that.""Evans are you just trying to woo me?" I laugh."Told you I wouldn't give up. And right now, I am certain to be quite wasted and unable to keep mysel
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️AN: Trigger warning: This chapter might trigger you if you have been through abuse in any kind of wayStrong arms wrap around me, lifting me off the ground into a cab. His arms don't leave me and I am seated on his lap. Tears keep streaming down my face."I've got you Statement girl. We are taking you back home now, ok?" Evans whispers soothingly.I simply nod, while the sobs get even louder."Can you stay tonight Evans?", I hear Emi ask. "I don't know if I can handle this on my own. In all those years I've only seen her once like this and that was the night it all happened.""Don't worry as long as she needs me, I'll be right there."I hear him sigh loud. "I had no fucking idea.""She doesn't talk about this, she's been through hell because of it. And what you heard tonight is only a very small part of it.""Why didn't she mention she knows Jake?" He questions. "That's not for me to answer. You will have to ask her yourself and to be honest, I don't know if she is going to
9 months later"Babe, could you please step down a bit with your work?" I hear Jakes concerned voice as soon as he enters the room."Jake, you know exactly exams are due in three months.""Yes, I know. But baby number two is due anytime now. So why do you have to do this book right now on top? Can't you push it a little longer?""No, I have a deadline. Gosh Jake, this is the first book I am getting published. Not many have that kind of luck. Can you push your deadlines while doing your screenwriting?"Jake has been driving me crazy with this for weeks now. Guess he's simply freaking out because of baby number two being on its way. He's even suggested for a midwife to live with us for a couple of weeks, just to make sure someone is there during birth. The doc has warned us that this birth will probably be just as fast. If I feel the slightest difference or contraction to call the ambulance immediately. Well, at least we know what we are in for this time. But I am not going to hire a mid
Jake's POVAll this waiting is killing me. Sam is up there in some room with Emi and Tracey. What if they tell her to think twice? I mean, she still could realize she can't deal with our past, right? What if she does a runner? My heart is breaking just by the thought of it. Damn, I couldn't even be with her last night, because fucking Emi said, if we want to have it traditional we need to stick to this rule. I would have loved to tell her to fuck the rules, but I know how much she has helped Sam in the last few weeks. Not having any family here, is damn hard for her. Another reason I am worried about her right now.At least I had Cara partially with me today, keeping me a little sane. She says mummy is going to look like a princess, and she is too. Cara is nearly as excited about this wedding as Sam and I are, only out of a different reason. For her, it's more like the fairy tales we read out to her each night. And she wants to be a princess so badly. That nearly made me chuckle if I
10 months laterSam:One week to go, and I am a nervous wreck. Today is the day to pick up my wedding dress. Yes, me Samantha Jones, who hates wearing dresses, is going to wear a dress on my own free will, even all in white and all traditional. Jake and I tried to figure out the perfect wedding for us. We did have some crazy shit in store. But then we both realized, for once, we wanted it to be traditional. Even my crazy soul, who hates all this fancy stuff, has realized that when it comes down to the actual wedding, I want to have at least a part of it traditional. Today is my final fitting, Emi and Tracey are in tears when I step out of the changing room. Much to their pleasure, we are being served Champagne. Seriously, we should drink plenty of that stuff by the price of this dress. "You think he's going to like it?" As this dress is so way out of line for me, I feel very insecure all of a sudden."You kidding me, Sam? Shit look at you, you are going to look amazing. Of course, he
Jake's POV:Ok, I am officially more excited than ever before in my life. Today, I am taking my two girls to the fairground. Sam thinks it's ridiculous and way too early for Cara to be going to a fairground. This time, I was the one to stay stubborn.So Cara would be exhausted enough to stay in the buggy, we spent an hour on the playground with her, after her lunch nap. She did want to go to the beach again, but it would have meant showering her repeatedly before going to the fairground. Once she found the swing and the slide, she was happy too. Cara's so funny with her habits. She always wants me to push her on the swing, and it has to be mummy going down the slide with her. I mean, I'm lucky. I'm nearly sure my tall broad build would never fit into that slide. My ass would get stuck and never move again, yet it's a funny habit. Watching Sam slide down with her puts a smile on my face every single time.Sometimes, I chuckle about Sam. Today is such a day. Sam and I are skater and bik
Jake's POV:2 years laterMy eyes scan every inch of Sam's body as she comes walking down the beach up to Cara and me. Fuck, she knows how much I love this red bikini on her. Red bikinis and lingerie are definitely my favourite on Sam, and she knows this weakness of mine too well.My eyes roam up and down that mouth-watering sight.Cara is well occupied, mushing with the wet sand between her hands. Which we've already been playing with the last two hours. So I get up and walk over to my beautiful girl."Cara's awake, and you are killing me, my Sexy. You badass know exactly how much I love that bikini on you.""Well, that's the point in wearing it, Skater boy," she says, smirking. Knowing she's got the upper hand on this at the moment.Putting on that seductive sly smile, she has me in overdrive as always.My arms wrap tight around her, pulling her flush against me, while I give her a long, passionate kiss. I've been so looking forward to this holiday and especially to today. "Daddy w
2:43am Feeling restless, I wake up looking at the alarm clock. That's when I notice dampness between my legs.Oh my god, this is it. A sharp pain takes hold of me, and I squeeze Jake's arm. It was only a short contraction, but obviously, my water broke. So this must be it, right? And that was a contraction, right? I mean, how the hell am I supposed to know how contractions feel like? All I know about it is what I read on the internet as there is no one around me who could tell me. About five minutes later, there's another one of those pains."Jake?" I squeeze his arm again."Hmmm?" He hardly replies, keeping his eyes shut."Jake, my water broke, and I think I have contractions."In an instant, Jake is wide awake, sits up, and switches the light on his night table on."You sure?" I hear the panic in his voice."The beds wet, and I sure didn't pee in it. And aahhh damn," I squeeze his hand. "Yep, I'm quite sure."Jake is about to freak out and jumps out of bed. "Then let's get going,"
3 months laterExcited, I watch Jake from the porch while he is setting up the new fence to make things safe for our little one. I could have told him to wait until the autumn as our baby isn't even born yet and sure won't be escaping our garden that fast. But hell, in autumn, this wouldn't look nowhere near as good as it is now. It's the middle of July, and the summer heat is fully there. "You think we should give them a beer or something?" Emily asks, and Tracey nods while her mouth hangs open.The three of us are enjoying our view to the full. Jake and Evans only in low waist shorts, no shirts, just toned muscles. Their tanned skin glistening with sweat. Fuck, I never knew how hot sweat can look until I met Jake. This is mouth-watering. Hard working men right in front of us. I watch every muscle move on that hot body of my Skater boy.The way they flex with every move lets my temperature rise rapidly."Well Tracey, what do you think about tatts now?" I ask her as she said before t
4 months laterEmi wraps her arms around me while I take a last look around in my room and take the last thing standing on my night table in the hand. A photo from Jake and me as youths. Emi had taken it secretly during one of our first kisses. My heart skips a beat looking at the happy couple. Little did we know what we would have to go through. I press it hard against my chest, cherishing it."So much for boys, booze and party," she sighs."We can still stick to party. I may be pregnant but not sick. I'll just skip the other parts. I'm sure some distractions won't harm me."Emi came back during the night of the gun shoot after Evans had given her a call. I know how sorry she is about not telling me the truth about how my mum got killed and what really happened with Michael and his family. She stuck day and night with me, taking terms with Evans while I was crying my balls out. I don't think me or our little baby would have survived the shock of all what happened if it hadn't been fo
"So was this is what you thought I'd hate you for?"Jake's voice sounds pissed."I don't want to put pressure on you or whatever. You don't have to deal with the consequences. I'll cope with it. Damn, I know we are far too young for this, and it's not what we planned for. But I can't give this baby up. It's a miracle that it survived the crash and all the medication. Of course I know it's your life too and please Jake live it to the full. Live it as you had planned. There doesn't need to be any consequences for you. I'm not demanding anything from you." I think I've never spoken this fast in my whole life, rambling down the words as fast as I can."Sam are you fucking serious?" He's fuming, his hands running through his hair and ruffling it, while walking back and forth. I knew this wasn't going to end well. "Is this what you think about me?" He yells, and I fight back the tears. This is my fault. I have no right to cry."Calm down, mate," Evans interferes."Calm down? The love of my l