His kisses keep coming and even after just sucking him off, I feel him getting hard right next to me again. He pushes his hard dick against my hips.
"Feel what you are doing to me? If you allow me I will keep this up all night," he whispers softly against my lips causing sweet shivers to run down my spine."Don't promise too much Fuck Boy", an amused laugh escapes his lips at me calling him this and I can see a twinkle in his eyes."You know I won't deny I am a Fuck Boy, but I do have a name I would rather you call that out", his fingers softly playing with a curl while he talks only inches away from my lips."No fucking names.""Ok", he gives in reluctant.At least he is honest and doesn't pretend he is not a man whore. God, I still can't believe I am in with this. Guess him being so skilled has it's reasons though. In next to no time, he's got me panting again."I want to fuck you", he says with desperation in his voice and I know it's a question at the same time."Condom?", I ask and he reaches down to his pants taking a whole bunch out.Oh lord help me, I think he meant it serious about fucking me the whole night. Well let's see if he can keep up to it.Once he's put the condom on, he leans down and pushes a finger into me, while caressing my clit at the same time. Fuck he is good at this. No one has ever got me going like he is."You are so fucking wet for me, I will be more than happy to fill your sweet wet pussy", he whispers while leaning over me.One last time his eyes are searching mine for approval. His lips start taking my mouth over as his hands reach for my thighs, lifting my legs to his shoulders.With one hand left on my hips and the other steadying himself, he starts moving in. I let out a faint cry."Fuck you are so damn tight," he groans.That's because I haven't had anyone with that size. But I am not going to boost his ego even more, by telling him, I think to myself.His moves come slow at first, giving me time to adjust, and get used to his size. While his lips cover mine, kissing me with wild fire behind it. My hips move to the rhythm of his but also to the rhythm of our kiss. God, he reaches a point in me I didn't even know exists. My moans come louder with every harder thrust he takes. The angle and the pace he's going at feels incredible. Soon I can feel the next orgasm building up."This one's just for you. I'll join you in the next one", he whispers while his thrusts come constant.I can feel he is holding back, probably to control himself. Fuck he is already taking me to the next one, his words pushing me closer to the climax."Come on Baby, let go" he says between gritted teeth.His expression on the part of the face I can see, his words and thrusts kick me off the edge again."Holy fuck", he calls out while my sex clenches around his unbelievable rock-hard dick.Both of us still panting, he makes it clear he is not finished."Turn around, bend over. I am going to fuck you so hard until your knees give in."I am still dealing with my orgasm, but I know he kept back for this and it turns me on again.He helps me turn around until I am bent over in front of him."Hold on to the headboard, I don't want you to bang your head, ok? And don't let go."Liking this I do as I am told, which is somehow damn sexy. He is seducing me in a way I have never experienced with a dominating voice right now and it's fucking hot.While he is right behind me, he pushes one finger inside me again, checking if I am still wet enough. I am, I am all into puddles for him. He bends over me, playing my nipples making sure to treat both sides equally, while pushing his dick very close to my entrance again. It's unbelievable to me, that I am moaning again."Hold tight Baby", he reminds me, while straightening his back again.His hands wrap around my hips, holding me steady, as he moves in with a hard thrust. The deep groan escaping his lips tenses my body up to every inch. This time his thrusts come fast and hard. I need all my strength to hold on to that headboard. Repeatedly he hammers into me as if his life depends on it. I have never been so loud during sex, but holy fuck he is pushing so hard I just can't but cry out loud. And he doesn't hold back his pleasure either.His hand starts caressing my clit, while he keeps on thrusting. Oh my god, I can feel it build up again. How is that even possible?"I can't hold back any longer, I need you to join me now", he groans loud and I push back even harder against him."Holy shit, yes Baby", he cries out only seconds later as we are reaching our climax together.Never stopping, his thrusts come as long as we are still throbbing. After that he breaks down next to me."Holy shit, that was.... wow!", he exclaims next to me while gasping for air.I know he is exaggerating as I know he fucks around constantly. For my side I'd say yeah, fucking hell it was wow."I need your name Baby", he says after a while and pulls me into his arms.It takes me by surprise I sure didn't think he was going to take me in the arms. I more likely expected him to get up and leave after having fucked me.Instead his nose dips into my hair taking a deep breath."No names remember? A one off-thing!", I tell him."You are very stubborn you know?", he stays silent for a moment. "I am not sure I will do with a one off-thing with you. This feels too good to let it slip as a one off-thing. And be sure I am not finished with you tonight yet", I feel him smirk against my hair."Tomorrow once you're sober, you will have forgotten how good I apparently feel", I chuckle.This is surely his way, of keeping doors open if he feels desperate."No way I am forgetting this. This feels too good. You feel too good." He emphasizes on the, you. His nose takes another deep sniff at my hair. "This might sound weird, but you feel familiar to me. How long have you been here?""I promise you, I am not familiar. You haven't fucked me before. I only moved here yesterday.""I know I haven't fucked you before. That would be burnt into every cell of my brain. It's just something about you."This may sound crazy, and even if I won't admit to it, I know what he means. He seems familiar to me too.We have incredible sex, another five times before we both fall asleep.Waking up in his arms, I can't believe what happened last night. This was the best night of my life. Yesterday afternoon I thought I might end up here with Evans. Instead I ended here with a total stranger, I really didn't want from the first second I realized him last night. But gosh it was so worth it.Since things changed so much five years ago, I have only had one-night stands, and this was definitely by far the best ever.His grip around me tightens and I feel soft lips on my shoulders giving me a sweet kiss. "Good morning sex goddess", he smirks against my skin repeating what that twat said last night, making me chuckle.I turn around in his arms to meet up with those green eyes. It takes me a second to realize we both lost our masks and right now I am looking in an all too familiar face. Both our eyes widen as realization strikes us. In an instant I retreat, shit, shit, shit how the hell could this happen?Shocked I jump out of bed grabbing my clothes while he tries to hold on to my wrist."Holy shit, Sam? What the hell are you doing here?""Obviously the biggest mistake of my life." I throw him his clothes. "Get dressed and get out of here Jake", I rasp out all shook up."Sam, shouldn't we talk about what happened?"Still in a state of shock I laugh out loud. "You want to talk? You out of all? Jake do us both a favour and leave as fast as you can. We both know how good you are in doing that.""Sam, I don't want to run. I did that mistake once. Please talk to me ", he begs with wide eyes and desperation."Too late, Jake. Fuck last night should have never happend. Don't dare tell anyone, you hear me?""Fuck I should have known from the second I saw your eyes. These eyes I have never forgotten them. These incredible beautiful eyes."I sigh heavy as I know exactly what he means, it was his eyes from the second I saw them which captured me. Shit I should have known, well to be honest it was my first thought but I knew it couldn't be him. How could I have been so damn wrong?"Sam talk to me!" He pleads with desperation."Get lost Jake. This was a one-off thing and a huge mistake. Just leave right now", even if I am trying to keep my composure I can't hold my tears back completely and my voice is raised to a yelling.His hands reach out for me. "Please Sam, I am so sorry. And even if you do, I don't regret last night. I only wish I had known earlier who you are.""Yeah, I should have let you take that fucking mask off in the kitchen, I would have kicked you out before we would have ended up in this mess.""Sam, fuck! Please!""Fuck off Jacob! Get the hell out of here", I scream at the top of my lungs.This time he grabs his clothes, gets dressed and leaves my room without another word leaving the door open."Fuck Jake is that you?" I hear Emily's voice.He sounds husky as he answers. "Emily? Oh my god.""What the hell are you doing here?", she demands to know."Seems like a masked party isn't the best idea, with our background", he says sarcastic.I hear Emi gasp. "Are you fucking kidding me?""Emi, please just see to Sam. She needs you now", he sighs.Only seconds later I hear the door slam. And rushed feet coming my direction.The minute Emily looks into my eyes, I break down crying. There's no need of words, she knows exactly what a mess I am in."Fuck how could this happen? How could we not recognize each other? I mean somehow I did. His eyes mesmerized me like in the past. But why couldn't I see the rest?""Oh Sweetheart", she sighs while hugging me tight. "Gosh you were fifteen the last time you saw each other. Your bodies have totally changed and both of you were wearing masks. I didn't recognize him at all either. So you both....?""Yeah", I start sobbing loudly."And didn't you realize earlier? I mean as soon as I saw his face....""Remember the no names no faces thing? I insisted for us to keep the masks on. The most stupid thing I could have done. It wasn't until we woke up I saw his face." My face drops into my hands."I am surprised you let him stay here anyway. I kicked mine out straight after we had it off.""Well....""What Sam? Don't tell me...""Yeah we had it off all through the night.""OMG, that good? I mean you usually kick them out as soon as possible too.""Hands down, best night ever. Guess he's had enough practice.""Holy shit, you had the best night of your life, with your ex? The Ex who ditched you after what happened?"I cry again. "It's so fucked up, isn't it? I mean we didn't even have sex when we were together. And now years later after they fucked me up, I end up fucking him? HIM out of all? How the hell could this happen?" My whole world seems shook up right now. Unable to believe this really happened I shake my head hoping to wake up out of this."If it makes you feel any better, I think he felt bad about it. The look in his eyes. He was worried." Her hands soothingly squeeze mine.This makes me laugh like a crazy bitch. "He was worried? Come on, we both know he couldn't care less.""I don't know, there was pain and guilt in his eyes. Honestly I don't think he wants you hurt.""Too late, I'd say."We get interrupted by a knock at the front door."If it's him...""I'll tell him to fuck off", Emi cuts me off midsentence.As best as I can, I try to give her a thankful smile. The voice which I hear is a different one than I expected. Shit!"Hey, is Sam here? I didn't see her after she left for some fresh air. I was worried and when I knocked last night no one opened the door."Fuck what shall I do? I can't let Evans see me like this. I can't tell him I fucked his mate he warned me about and who turns out to be my ex-boyfriend. Thankfully Emily seems to have the same thought as she answers him."Oh, sorry I should have let you know Evans. Sam is here, she is fine. She simply had too many shots and has a massive hangover. Guess she'll need the day to recover." She's definitely good in lying, I'd believe her if I wouldn't know better."Oh, ok. At least I don't need to worry about her then. I guess I'll see you guys tomorrow then?""Yeah sure. I'll let her know you asked about her."When I hear the door close, I lean back crying on my bed, clutching my pillow against my face and chest. Only two days and I have gotten myself into a total chaos already. Fuck!Emily comes back to my room. She knows I am an awful mess right now. She always knows how I feel. This fucking party and my initial longing for a one-night stand definitely backfired. I don't do relationships ever since what happened. Instead I have fun to shake off my past. Seems like last night it was a very dumb idea, I should have stuck to Evans. Emily interrupts my thoughts making me look up at her."I think Evans is really in to you. What are you going to do about it?"I sigh heavily. "I have no idea. I mean I like him too, he doesn't seem the jackass type like most of them. And he sure is hot. But he's my neighbour, I can't just have a one-night stand with him and then pretend nothing happened.""And if you don't just go for a one-night stand? You could try dating him," she carefully suggests.Dating him? Could I try that? I mean, he obviously still is a total stranger I only met beginning of the week. But he sure has something interesting about him."You know I don't do date
It's been ages since I've been in a halfpipe or, to be precise, a pool. Or been able to grind somewhere decently (and I'm talking about my board, not on a guy). Back home, we don't have skateparks and grinding some small stairs, or the pavements aren't the same. God, I have missed this. The last time I went to a skatepark, the world was totally different for me. Evans is keeping up quite well, better than I would have ever imagined. He is skilled with the board, but nowhere near my level. It's still fun with him.We take a small break, sitting near the pool to have a drink."Gosh, you did kick my ass in. Is it bad that I find it hot, to be defeated by a girl on a skateboard?"He makes me blush. "Nope, it would be terrible if you'd hate me because I am better in skating.""Your heelflip, tailslide, and nosegrind are nearly perfect. Never seen it done so good before, "Evans admires my stunts.From behind us, I hear a familiar voice appear. "You know mine are perfect."Both of us turn a
"You look like shit.""Thanks for pointing that out to me," I roll my eyes while Emily hands me my cup of coffee."Was your date with Evans that good or that bad?" She wriggles her eyebrows at me. "I didn't hear you come back. It must have been late.""You were curled up in front TV, watching Shadowhunters without me. Or shall I say, you slept to it?""Yeah, I probably ended up wanting to have it off with Jace after seeing him do his workout, so I could only fall asleep to have that in my dreams."I chuckle at her boldness. "But you are distracting me now. Is that a bad thing?" She brings us back to the topic."Jake turned up," I sigh.Emily gasps loud. "Wait, what? What happened?"I tell her the whole story, how I kicked Evans's ass and Jake appeared and challenged me. How I escaped with Evans and we spent time in the park talking about how we texted and Jake's eyes haunting me that I couldn't sleep.She lets out a long sigh after I have finished my story."So, Jake didn't spill the
I see he is staring at me while he comes straight to us."Hey Evans, you're here early today. Thought you need to work?""Yep, well I need to leave soon as I start working in two hours.""You lost your shirt," Jake says mockingly.Evans chuckles, "It was kinda my only chance of winning this battle today. You saw her yesterday. Thought I'd distract her a little, seems like it worked, "he says while smirking dirty in my direction.While Jake's look has changed, he is now glaring at me. "You staying Skater girl?" he asks in a rough voice.I decide to pretend I didn't hear him and trail off in the direction Emily, who now is staring at Jake."What the fuck?", she exclaims whispering to me."Sorry I know you were enjoying this, but can you help me get away from here asap? I don't want to exchange a fucking single word with him.""Sure Babe, I'll take care of it. Just stay here and sit down for the moment."She walks off talking to Evans pretending not to know Jake. God she is good, even be
"Wow what a show", one of the guys laughs.Emily meets my eyes and I see the worry written all over her face. I simply shrug it off. Deep down inside I know it fucking hurt me to see him like that, it's something I will never admit to though.Instead I decide booze and fun is what I need right now. As I've already had three Tequila and four sour shots I decide to stick to beer now instead. One thing I always keep an eye on, is who is handing me my drink and watch it being poured. No way I am letting anyone drug me. Emily is already quite canned and enjoying a hot dance with James, making me chuckle. She knew exactly what she wanted and she's getting it. You go girl, I think to myself. Evans follows my view."You know, she might be the girly type wearing dresses and such stuff. But you are so damn hot, you don't need anything like that.""Evans are you just trying to woo me?" I laugh."Told you I wouldn't give up. And right now, I am certain to be quite wasted and unable to keep mysel
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️AN: Trigger warning: This chapter might trigger you if you have been through abuse in any kind of wayStrong arms wrap around me, lifting me off the ground into a cab. His arms don't leave me and I am seated on his lap. Tears keep streaming down my face."I've got you Statement girl. We are taking you back home now, ok?" Evans whispers soothingly.I simply nod, while the sobs get even louder."Can you stay tonight Evans?", I hear Emi ask. "I don't know if I can handle this on my own. In all those years I've only seen her once like this and that was the night it all happened.""Don't worry as long as she needs me, I'll be right there."I hear him sigh loud. "I had no fucking idea.""She doesn't talk about this, she's been through hell because of it. And what you heard tonight is only a very small part of it.""Why didn't she mention she knows Jake?" He questions. "That's not for me to answer. You will have to ask her yourself and to be honest, I don't know if she is going to
Ok, how do I answer best to this question. Yes, I like to fuck around in between and have one-night stands wouldn't really help getting away from the image of being a whore. Which I'm definitely not. Evans doesn't seem to be the guy to judge people that fast and I still feel guilty not telling him about what happened with Jake this week. So, I guess sticking to the truth as answer is my best option."I hope you don't get me wrong for what I am about to tell you now and besides Emi no one knows about this", his eyes are soft and full of curiosity."First of all, I hope you don't think bad about me after what I am telling you now, but I want to answer your question truthful. As mentioned I lost my virginity that night. The moans, the smell, the touches just everything about it, is burnt into my soul. After everything that had happened I wasn't able to trust anyone and didn't want to either. Two years ago, I started working in a pub in a nearby town. I did notice I still feel attractio
Looking in the mirror, it tells me I had definitely been crying way too much during the weekend. My eyes still look puffed and underlined. So, I decide to use some concealer and a light make up to cover it up a bit. Fuck I am not going while looking like some sort of zombie, on my first day at college.While pouring myself some coffee and putting some scones into the oven, Emily enters the kitchen."Fuck, you are wearing make up?", she exclaims baffled."Oh, this girl has her eyes already open, even without a coffee in her hand", I answer sarcastically."Have you slept at all? You still look like shit."Yeah thanks for pointing that out, the mirror told me the same. "Has anyone ever told you, sometimes it's better to keep your bloody mouth shut?""Yep, billions of times", she chuckles innocently while taking her cup of coffee I made her."Doesn't seem to have helped", I roll my eyes.We have a quick breakfast, before leaving way earlier than needed but I don't want to be late on my
9 months later"Babe, could you please step down a bit with your work?" I hear Jakes concerned voice as soon as he enters the room."Jake, you know exactly exams are due in three months.""Yes, I know. But baby number two is due anytime now. So why do you have to do this book right now on top? Can't you push it a little longer?""No, I have a deadline. Gosh Jake, this is the first book I am getting published. Not many have that kind of luck. Can you push your deadlines while doing your screenwriting?"Jake has been driving me crazy with this for weeks now. Guess he's simply freaking out because of baby number two being on its way. He's even suggested for a midwife to live with us for a couple of weeks, just to make sure someone is there during birth. The doc has warned us that this birth will probably be just as fast. If I feel the slightest difference or contraction to call the ambulance immediately. Well, at least we know what we are in for this time. But I am not going to hire a mid
Jake's POVAll this waiting is killing me. Sam is up there in some room with Emi and Tracey. What if they tell her to think twice? I mean, she still could realize she can't deal with our past, right? What if she does a runner? My heart is breaking just by the thought of it. Damn, I couldn't even be with her last night, because fucking Emi said, if we want to have it traditional we need to stick to this rule. I would have loved to tell her to fuck the rules, but I know how much she has helped Sam in the last few weeks. Not having any family here, is damn hard for her. Another reason I am worried about her right now.At least I had Cara partially with me today, keeping me a little sane. She says mummy is going to look like a princess, and she is too. Cara is nearly as excited about this wedding as Sam and I are, only out of a different reason. For her, it's more like the fairy tales we read out to her each night. And she wants to be a princess so badly. That nearly made me chuckle if I
10 months laterSam:One week to go, and I am a nervous wreck. Today is the day to pick up my wedding dress. Yes, me Samantha Jones, who hates wearing dresses, is going to wear a dress on my own free will, even all in white and all traditional. Jake and I tried to figure out the perfect wedding for us. We did have some crazy shit in store. But then we both realized, for once, we wanted it to be traditional. Even my crazy soul, who hates all this fancy stuff, has realized that when it comes down to the actual wedding, I want to have at least a part of it traditional. Today is my final fitting, Emi and Tracey are in tears when I step out of the changing room. Much to their pleasure, we are being served Champagne. Seriously, we should drink plenty of that stuff by the price of this dress. "You think he's going to like it?" As this dress is so way out of line for me, I feel very insecure all of a sudden."You kidding me, Sam? Shit look at you, you are going to look amazing. Of course, he
Jake's POV:Ok, I am officially more excited than ever before in my life. Today, I am taking my two girls to the fairground. Sam thinks it's ridiculous and way too early for Cara to be going to a fairground. This time, I was the one to stay stubborn.So Cara would be exhausted enough to stay in the buggy, we spent an hour on the playground with her, after her lunch nap. She did want to go to the beach again, but it would have meant showering her repeatedly before going to the fairground. Once she found the swing and the slide, she was happy too. Cara's so funny with her habits. She always wants me to push her on the swing, and it has to be mummy going down the slide with her. I mean, I'm lucky. I'm nearly sure my tall broad build would never fit into that slide. My ass would get stuck and never move again, yet it's a funny habit. Watching Sam slide down with her puts a smile on my face every single time.Sometimes, I chuckle about Sam. Today is such a day. Sam and I are skater and bik
Jake's POV:2 years laterMy eyes scan every inch of Sam's body as she comes walking down the beach up to Cara and me. Fuck, she knows how much I love this red bikini on her. Red bikinis and lingerie are definitely my favourite on Sam, and she knows this weakness of mine too well.My eyes roam up and down that mouth-watering sight.Cara is well occupied, mushing with the wet sand between her hands. Which we've already been playing with the last two hours. So I get up and walk over to my beautiful girl."Cara's awake, and you are killing me, my Sexy. You badass know exactly how much I love that bikini on you.""Well, that's the point in wearing it, Skater boy," she says, smirking. Knowing she's got the upper hand on this at the moment.Putting on that seductive sly smile, she has me in overdrive as always.My arms wrap tight around her, pulling her flush against me, while I give her a long, passionate kiss. I've been so looking forward to this holiday and especially to today. "Daddy w
2:43am Feeling restless, I wake up looking at the alarm clock. That's when I notice dampness between my legs.Oh my god, this is it. A sharp pain takes hold of me, and I squeeze Jake's arm. It was only a short contraction, but obviously, my water broke. So this must be it, right? And that was a contraction, right? I mean, how the hell am I supposed to know how contractions feel like? All I know about it is what I read on the internet as there is no one around me who could tell me. About five minutes later, there's another one of those pains."Jake?" I squeeze his arm again."Hmmm?" He hardly replies, keeping his eyes shut."Jake, my water broke, and I think I have contractions."In an instant, Jake is wide awake, sits up, and switches the light on his night table on."You sure?" I hear the panic in his voice."The beds wet, and I sure didn't pee in it. And aahhh damn," I squeeze his hand. "Yep, I'm quite sure."Jake is about to freak out and jumps out of bed. "Then let's get going,"
3 months laterExcited, I watch Jake from the porch while he is setting up the new fence to make things safe for our little one. I could have told him to wait until the autumn as our baby isn't even born yet and sure won't be escaping our garden that fast. But hell, in autumn, this wouldn't look nowhere near as good as it is now. It's the middle of July, and the summer heat is fully there. "You think we should give them a beer or something?" Emily asks, and Tracey nods while her mouth hangs open.The three of us are enjoying our view to the full. Jake and Evans only in low waist shorts, no shirts, just toned muscles. Their tanned skin glistening with sweat. Fuck, I never knew how hot sweat can look until I met Jake. This is mouth-watering. Hard working men right in front of us. I watch every muscle move on that hot body of my Skater boy.The way they flex with every move lets my temperature rise rapidly."Well Tracey, what do you think about tatts now?" I ask her as she said before t
4 months laterEmi wraps her arms around me while I take a last look around in my room and take the last thing standing on my night table in the hand. A photo from Jake and me as youths. Emi had taken it secretly during one of our first kisses. My heart skips a beat looking at the happy couple. Little did we know what we would have to go through. I press it hard against my chest, cherishing it."So much for boys, booze and party," she sighs."We can still stick to party. I may be pregnant but not sick. I'll just skip the other parts. I'm sure some distractions won't harm me."Emi came back during the night of the gun shoot after Evans had given her a call. I know how sorry she is about not telling me the truth about how my mum got killed and what really happened with Michael and his family. She stuck day and night with me, taking terms with Evans while I was crying my balls out. I don't think me or our little baby would have survived the shock of all what happened if it hadn't been fo
"So was this is what you thought I'd hate you for?"Jake's voice sounds pissed."I don't want to put pressure on you or whatever. You don't have to deal with the consequences. I'll cope with it. Damn, I know we are far too young for this, and it's not what we planned for. But I can't give this baby up. It's a miracle that it survived the crash and all the medication. Of course I know it's your life too and please Jake live it to the full. Live it as you had planned. There doesn't need to be any consequences for you. I'm not demanding anything from you." I think I've never spoken this fast in my whole life, rambling down the words as fast as I can."Sam are you fucking serious?" He's fuming, his hands running through his hair and ruffling it, while walking back and forth. I knew this wasn't going to end well. "Is this what you think about me?" He yells, and I fight back the tears. This is my fault. I have no right to cry."Calm down, mate," Evans interferes."Calm down? The love of my l