In a short time, so much has changed. The wind seemed to blow my life. And it turned out to be a whole chaos. It seems like a while ago we just got married. It seems like a while ago we just moved into a new house. Everything seem so perfect and everything we plan went well. I have nothing more to ask for. I was happy with my family, Auden and the short time left for me.
But how quickly I was happy for a moment was so quickly how it all took away from me. What happened make me question myself. Did I do something in my life to make me suffer all this? It’s just sad that I wasted my whole life spent building myself. It’s sad because I’m here at the point in my life that is gradually being crushed and destroyed because of the person I thought was the ‘right person’.
Despite all the chaos happening in my life, I'm thankful that I'm not losing my whole self yet. This is the only one who will love me completely,
My mind is a mess. But there is one thing I'm sure of. I want to see Auden and stop him. It was as if something was blocking my heart until I took action to do so. And in the end, I decided to actually go to him.I turned to climb up. I'll take my car key. Then I went down as well. Daddy greeted me with a dark aura staring at me."You're not leaving, Cami," he said, full of authority. I've always been a good daughter to them. But now I have nothing else to do. I want to stop Auden. Only now will I disobey them. It hurts to do this to them but I don’t want to regret in the end that I did nothing to stop him.I walked past them as my tears flowed. I stopped when Daddy grabbed my arm to stop me. I cried looking at him.
KENNEDY’S POVI almost ran and walked out of the room carrying my belongings. We just finished our last class today. I'm going to Cami now. I heard this morning what happened at the airport. I'm so shocked when I found out it was my friend who's in the news. What is she doing at the airport that night?I was absent for a few days so we barely talked. My body mix is so bad to the point that I can't even text her so I don't have any idea what is going on."Mars! Where are you going?" Kim suddenly appeared in front of me, she's wearing her usual bubbly face. I looked up at the man next to him, my forehead furrowed. He looks familiar. I'm trying to remember from the back of my mind where I saw this man. Ohh ... Yeah. He was Auden's friend. So he is the man with Auden to
"Are you hitting on me?" I almost slapped my mouth for saying those words but it's too late, he heard it.He chuckled while scooping some ice cream. "I'm sorry if I make you feel like that, but I'm not. I like someone else," he replied directly, like he wasn't offended by what I accused him of. It was as if the cold wind was hugging me, my chest aching because of what he said. This is so awkward!"Whoever they are, they will assume the same thing I thought when you told them what you just told me," I defended myself in extreme embarrassment. Why does he have to tell me those words? I almost think that he likes me. Grr."Really? But I'm just describing you," he said as he made eye contact with me, my lips parted. So, I'm the only one who thinks the meaning of what he said?
It has been eight months since Auden with his ex-girlfriend left and went to the United States. Each day has been tough for me. There were times that I would suddenly burst into tears. But I have to accept that we are just up there. It was a big slap in the face that he left me. Slap of reality that everything will only happen in my dream. Getting married and our union was a big mistake and wasted because of the person who was truly the content of her heart.I let out a deep sigh as I watched my fellow graduates take pictures with their friends and family. Today is the day I graduate from college. My eyes wander in every corner of the university. I observe the surroundings as I reminisce about the past. I found myself imagining Auden also wearing a black gown. He's smiling while going in my direction. To my suprise, Adeena came out of nowhere, running towards Auden and smiling like a happy an
So many questions are swirling around in my head. I'd like to know the answers to these questions. What is happening has made my mind befuddled and concerned.Even though I still haven't recovered from the shock of Dash's confession that I hadn't been paying attention for months, Kenny's reaction has added to my perplexity. She baffled me as our gazes connected and I felt the envy and grief in her eyes. But why is that?I'm curious what she was thinking when she saw me and Dash hugging each other. I'm sure it wasn't good because of her expression on her face, which was also evident that she was stunned.Dash shifted a little bit between our embraces, and I flinched. He is still reluctant to let me go. I felt terrible that I couldn't return his feelings for me. This is
From the middle, I pulled the curtain on either side, leaving it open. Next I opened my sliding window. Fresh, cold breeze blew and touched my face that I could not help but close my eyes just to feel.The sun from outside illuminated my entire room. I put my arms on the edge of the window. I looked down and then observed the quiet and beautiful atmosphere in the village. I'll see it in a moment. I don't know when I will be able to see this favorite place where I grew up again.Next I went to the front of the vanity table. I sat down and looked in the mirror. I started combing my long red hair. I stopped when I remembered what happened yesterday. Kenny must have been really hurt and I feel sorry for him. I'm guilty but I didn't want that.If I could just change how Dash feels, I’ll make sure he will like her. My life is still complicated like thread that tied in a knot. It's not that easy to fix so the knot has to be cut.Since yesterday we haven't
A week later, the day of my departure arrived. I am now dragging a suitcase while my assistant has my other belongings to take to our rest house in Batangas. It will be my temporary home in the next few days, months or maybe years.When we got to the gate, Dash and our driver grabbed the heavy baggages from me and our maid to help us get them inside the van. As I watched them put my belongings away I felt someone approach my side so I turned my attention to it.She sighed as it could be seen on her face that she was about to cry. "I will miss you..." Kenny said in a trembling voice, uncontrollable and hugged me tightly. "I will visit you, just tell me when you're bored there," she reminded as she parted from her hug."It won't take me many years there, if you talk like we'll never meet again," I said after striking her softly on the hands.As my daddy and I discussed, I will stay at one of our rest houses lo
My tears were starting to fall down my cheeks as I painfully stared at him. Seeing him brought me back to the day when he chose her more than me. Up to the day he left me in pain where crying was the only way to alleviate the pain. I was sobbing as my heart continued to pound hard.His presence was enough to hurt me and I could not stop my tears from falling. I’m sure I feel sorry in front of him now. I can no longer face him. I can’t hide anymore that fact that I’m still hurting and I’m still affected.I turned away without saying a word. Why? how?There are so many questions on my mind. How is he here in front of me when they are in the US? Why does he even need to go back? Of all places, why here?It was painful to see him. Why is it that every time I try to fix myself, he is here to ruin my plan and stop me? Is it fun to see me hurt and struggling to move on?