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2024-10-29 19:42:56My tears were starting to fall down my cheeks as I painfully stared at him. Seeing him brought me back to the day when he chose her more than me. Up to the day he left me in pain where crying was the only way to alleviate the pain. I was sobbing as my heart continued to pound hard.
His presence was enough to hurt me and I could not stop my tears from falling. I’m sure I feel sorry in front of him now. I can no longer face him. I can’t hide anymore that fact that I’m still hurting and I’m still affected.
I turned away without saying a word. Why? how?
There are so many questions on my mind. How is he here in front of me when they are in the US? Why does he even need to go back? Of all places, why here?
It was painful to see him. Why is it that every time I try to fix myself, he is here to ruin my plan and stop me? Is it fun to see me hurt and struggling to move on?
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That's not true! I was still rolling around in my bed. I woke up earlier because I couldn't sleep thinking about what Aria said. It keeps messing with my mind.I lay down and pulled the blanket over my body up to my chest. I made myself comfortable with it. I let out a deep sigh as I faced the ceiling. The lamp to my right is the only source of light in my room.Aria's allegation is patently absurd. Closure? Auden wants closure? That is impossible. If he really wanted to, he would have done it a long time ago. Why did he need to stay a few more months? A few months passed before he took action.Maybe he was just being forced. If he wanted to, he would have taken me to our house then. What if I don't see him here? No closure to take place?What are these thoughts. I send too much of Aria's words. Allegations are untrited. I still don't know what caused Auden's return. There is uncertainty about whethe
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"Now, tell me what's your relationship with that a*shole?" he asked emphatically after kissing me. His eyes seemed to be burning in anger. Did Dash made him jealous so he keeps acting like this? I still can't go back to my senses. I'm still shocked with what he just did. Is he the real Auden who is infront of me? I walked away a little and kept my eyes in gaze. I could still feet the sluggishness of his lip on mine. "Answer me or I'll kiss you again," he blackmailed me. I closed my eyes as he tossed my breath away. "He's my friend, Auden. Friend. Are you happy now?" I hissed. His expression changed rapidly. A corner of his lip glowed. "What was the kiss for? Are you really playing with me? I don't understand why you're messing with my mind, Auden. Can you stop? I'm tired and sick of being hurt—" "I like you, Cami. You are the reason why I came back. It's because of you," he said seriously as he smiled at me. My jaw
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I squinted my right eye then followed it with a yawn. I turned my bedroom doorknob and exited. It was about twelve o'clock when I looked at the time so I decided to leave the room. My stomach is also getting bigger, because I didn't eat breakfast. I also slept for almost two hours. But it was still not enough to make up for my lack of sleep. I'll just go to bed early tonight.When I came out I looked at the first floor, but Aria was not there. Probably already in his room. I knocked three times before opening the door. I stuck my head in the small opening in the door. I saw Aria lying on her stomach while facing her laptop. She was smiling, she did not notice me yet."Hey, Aria!" I call her attention in my soft whispering voice. She got up when she looked back at me. "Let’s have lunch downstairs," I said. I even wave my hand.[Who's that, Aring, son?] The woman's voice asked from the laptop. Aria looked back there.
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I closed my eyes tightly as I felt her soft and warm lips cover my lips. His kisses get passionate and deeper. He started to move it but I stay still, asking myself if it’s right letting him do it. Auden pressed more my body to his, making me feel his heart rapidly beating.I almost lose myself to his kisses but now finally, I finally decided to stop him. With both hands I pushed both his shoulders. But before I could finally push him we heard footsteps approaching where we were.Oh no! This ain’t happening!The push I made on him was even stronger than I expected causing the two of us to sit down. We let go of the same blanket that had covered us earlier.“Ala eh! What happened to you? Are you all right? ” Manang Tere asked worriedly as she approached. She reached for my arm to help me stand up. “Susmaryosep! Ma’am Cami, we will be scolded for what happened to you. Be careful next time,” the old woman reminded. I
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