“Where the fuck have you been, Evadne?”
Alpha Marcus of the Moonflame Pack, my father, immediately greeted my morning with his old-fashioned slap and hot-as-coffee scolding.
I lifted a hand to my face and rubbed my cheek. “I fell asleep in the forest.”
“You fell asleep?” he scoffed. “You ran away, Eva! You ran away from your own party and humiliated your own sister in front of the entire Moonflame Pack!”
“Elodie deserves it! She took my mate away from me and begged him to reject me. She even burned down my cottage—she tried to kill me last night, Father!”
I didn’t hesitate to answer back to my father. Even when I know what will become of me, what it will result in.
Indeed, Alpha Marcus grabbed me by the hair and forced my head out the window, where it overlooked the entire packgrounds. The snow was no longer falling but the morning cold lingered. “You’re lucky the Alpha King didn’t show up and witnessed your fucking attitude last night!”
A chuckle invaded the room.
“Well, what else do you expect from that woman, Father...” We both turned to the owner of the voice. I didn't see her when I entered my father's office. Elodie was sitting on our father’s throne-like chair as if she’s sure of it that she’ll inherit the title. She poured herself a glass of champagne and lifted it to me. “She killed your wife. Why should you be shocked that she humiliated your entire pack?”
I pointed a finger at her, “You. Bitch, shut up—”
Alpha Marcus whacked my hand that pointed at my sister and held his grip on my hair tighter. “Enough now, Evadne. You’ve done too much damage to this pack and family. You should be thankful the Alpha King wasn't here last night. If he was, all of the packs would know that you ran away from your own awakening party!”
“Well, I don’t care!” I roared.
My father sighed as he ran a hand on his hair and briefly let go of my hair. “Elodie is far stronger and more suitable to be Alpha Gregor’s mate and Luna than you, child.”
Child. Of course, that’s what I am to my father: a child to ridicule and beat and maim.
My sister suddenly stood from the chair and walked up to me. “I met him last year—on my eighteenth birthday. Alpha Gregor met me first, Eva. He fell in love with me first, not you. Most of all, he promised me to be his Luna first!”
I shook my head and spit on my sister’s face. She bared my teeth at me.
I shouted with all my heart, “If that’s the case then why did the Moon Goddess arrange us for fated mates?!”
“How should I know? Perhaps you bewitched, Alpha Greg,” Elodie drawled, “or perhaps he just joined whatever nonsense your mouth spewed out of pity. Perhaps you’re just drunk, Eva. Perhaps it was the wine talking and you mistaken him as your mate!”
“Did you really think that my wolf, Mara, is drunk too?” I bared my teeth at her.
“How should I know? You’re always weak.” She flashed me a mocking grin. “Who knows? You’re too weak to know the difference between a drunken stupor and a heartbreaking reality.”
“At least I didn’t whore myself around like you,” I countered. “Who knows? Perhaps you’re fucking father too.”
My father slaps the other side of my face. “Get out,” he whispered, his voice dripping with lethal calmness.
“I’m just pointing out the truth. Elodie always takes away the things that are rightfully mine like—like your love, Father...”
“Love?” Alpha Marcus choked on a laugh and grabbed my chin, his huge hand was one motion away from my throat to strangle me.
I swallowed as I gazed into the depths of his eyes, fear and anger swirling in my heart. I’ve made Alpha Marcus angrier today than any of the past weeks. I’m as good as a carrion now.
“Get out of my house. Get out of my pack.” There was a finality in his tone, and I didn’t dare fight him further.
“Father, I just want you to know—”
“Get out of my life and never return. Do not bother returning to my pack or life—not even in your sister’s life—ever again!”
The door opened with a couple of servants bearing my things as if they had planned this beforehand. It seems they really have a plan to remove me from their life the moment I turned eighteen.
“Fine, Father,” I spoke the last word with such disdain. “Goodbye.” It was a farewell to a daughter to her father and not a packmember to her Alpha.
I didn’t bother throwing Elodie a look, whom I’m pretty sure is smirking as hell.
Sighing with a heavy heart, though part of me was quite relieved, I gathered my things and vanished through the door I know I will never step again.
***
The air felt heavier and colder here in the Moonflame Pack's borders, as if the heat and the warmth didn’t dare accompany me further beyond the borders.
I was about to set foot in the White Forest when a female voice interrupted my thoughts.
“I’ve told you, Eva girl. I always win.” Elodie’s victorious evil laugh echoed in my mind.
“You really mind-linked me to tell that?” I snorted. “How pathetic of you not to brag right in my face.”
A few moments of silence spanned between us. It seems she broke a few glasses in a fit of rage at my words before replying to me.
“Whatever, bitch. I still won. Alpha Gregor is mine. Our father chose me. You’re now gone from the pack, Evadne. And guess what? Our pack says you’re prettier than me but your little lovely doll face won’t save you this time. I hope you die in the cold and rot in the forest that even the Rogues won’t bother to fuck your corpse!”
I put my things down and screamed at that remaining mind-linked bond between me and my sister. Every anger and pain and fury all those years ago, I shouted down at that mind-linked bond towards her.
“You’ll pay in blood, you bitch!” I mirrored her hair-raising laugh. “You’ll pay in blood, Elodie. I’ll make you pay in blood even if you’re my sister, you fucking ugly whore!”
With that, I, Evadne, formerly from the Moonflame Pack, stepped into the snowy forest—and never glanced back behind me.
I shifted and let Mara take control of my form as soon as we’re in the vastness of the White Woods.She’s going faster day by day. That’s what my father and sister don’t know. They keep saying I am weak and slow, they don’t know that Mara has talents of her own.With Mara running, we continued to channel all my anger and hatred and disdain by turning them into the strength we spent running through the snowy forest. It was a labyrinth of frost-covered foliage and frozen trees, but Mara’s icy breath didn’t stop her.Now that I’m away from my so-called family, now that I’m as far from the Moonflame Pack as possible...I feel a little bit of a sense of relief. Not a little bit, but an absolute sense of relief. It was as if a large thorn that had been embedded in my side for years had finally been removed.Mara ran and ran, letting the morning winter breeze caress our moon-white fur. It was also our companion as we traversed the white forest.After hours of running, we heard the sound of fl
“Shit!” I cursed under my breath. I shouldn’t have lingered longer than ten minutes in that river.“Go send a mind-link to your father and sister. They probably heard you’re captured now considering it’s already sundown,” Mara said to me.“They will not answer,” I sucked a sharp breath between my teeth. “They never answer.”“You haven’t even yet tried. Perhaps they will this time.” I groaned but Mara was right. There’s no harm in trying.“Fine,” I stomped my foot.I looked up at the little cut in the wall opposite me. The light from the sun has now turned orange hues into the shades of twilight. Minutes from now, the night will awaken. And winters are harsher when darkness descends.I just hope there will be no storm tonight, or I’ll definitely sleep while battling one.***It seems my fear attracted the storm since the cool wind suddenly changed. On the horizon, in the last ray of the setting sun, I spotted a storm brewing. Approaching this pack, approaching me.I closed my eyes and
The wolves come at night, and their howls are as soft as thunder.It was a childhood saying I used to hear when I was young. It pertains to the style of attack of an Alpha King and his pack. They never attack at daylight. They always sneak at night and only then you’ll hear their howl when they’re surrounding you.I blinked at the two white wolves before us. I slid my eyes at the Blackwind Pack soldiers. They have nowhere to run as the hallway of the dungeon is also filled with screams and the sound of flesh being torn apart.I swallowed. Perhaps I will not only be fighting the snowy storm; I'll also be fighting a battle tonight that is not mine.“Evadne!” A voice called my name, and I don’t know if it’s real or just a fragment of my desperation. I remained on the floor, still chained to the wall.I think I’ll be dying with the Blackwind Pack tonight. The storm I spotted earlier happens not to be just a storm. It was the Alpha King’s army approaching, ready to sweep the en
Dawn arrived, and it didn’t take too long to guess which pack won. Bright red blood stained the snow like rubies swimming in the moonlight. Before the hours of the fighting in the dead of night, the Alpha King brought me to his camp nearby where his pack healers and Omega servants are, and then left without a word. The silver chains’ hold around my wrist results in an itching reddish mark. But the healers already made me feel better. I'm no longer thirsty or hungry or hallucinating. Though my body still badly ached, at least I managed to have a sound sleep. I am the Alpha King’s mate, the only one he encountered. While to me...he was my second chance. Mara was more joyous today than when we found out Alpha Gregor was our mate. She kept on howling cheerfully non-stop now. I don’t know if I should be happy. Fear still washed over me like a rising tide, drowning me until I could not breathe. I inhaled and exhaled thr
Rarely do I see the sun's face, thanks to the harsh winter often visiting the Moonflame Pack. But here in the abode of the Nightblood Pack, sometimes winters are soft depending on the Alpha King’s mood according to Geneva. But there are times that it is as cold as his icy eyes per Caesar’s words. Today is mildly cold. I’ll take it as a good sign that he’s in a good mood. Maybe it has something to do with me, finally finding his mate?I shrugged. I'm too assuming of things.I looked ahead of me. The castle was a towering, dazzling white as if the Moon Goddess crafted it herself. It’s a beacon in the distance and the exterior seemed to glow as if the moon was perched atop a snow-capped mountain like some ice palace I once read as a bedtime story when I was young. “Do you think he’s happy?” I asked with a rather curious voice. “Do you think the Alpha King Kallias is happy to finally find his mate?” “I think everyone is happy to find their m
“You are my mate,” Kallias breathed. “Your chamber will be in the east part of the Winter Castle overlooking the White Forest. An Omega servant will take you there.” Indeed, the huge doors opened and an Omega was already waiting for me. I pivoted and Kallias was already on his throne. “Thank you.” I don’t know if the throne is made of ice or glass or perhaps from the frozen tears of his enemies, I don’t know. Though the latter is what is rumored to be what his throne is made of. I looked up, and I just noticed that the center of the roof was hollow. Open. Snowflakes drifted endlessly from the sky, but it never touched the ground. As if prevented by some magic or power that only the Alpha King possesses. I didn’t speak any further. As I exited the too-white throne room, I realized how silent here was. I think I don’t even hear my footsteps, as if this magnificent Winter Castle swallowed all the noise except the whi
We passed by that brothel-looking building where Geneva says Betas and Omegas secretly meet. The Nightblood Pack wasn’t as big as I expected. Yes, it’s three or four times bigger than the Moonflame Pack. But as the abode of the Alpha King, I expected it to be like a whole quarter of our country. “Alpha Kallias rarely do let the packs he conquered stay here. He sometimes just let the Alphas that ruled them remain in power, but of course not above him. No one is above the King,” she glanced at me. “Perhaps only the Queen...in bed.” I choked. “What?” The Beta just chuckled and looped her arm into mine, “Tell me, what’s your favorite position, Evadne?” “Position?” The breakfast in my stomach stirred. Please don’t let it be the position I’m thinking of. “Sex positions.” Mara howled in laughter at me. I growled at her. “I...I never have sex. Yet.” “Yet?” she chuckled even further. “Oooh. I didn’t
I hear a sickening scream. It was not an ordinary scream, it was a shriek for help. A shriek for help when someone’s about to die.I lifted my head from the snowy ground just as the white wolf embedded its teeth into the screaming pregnant female’s neck and shoulder.“NO!” I roared and scrambled to my feet. She looks familiar. Her dark hair and blue eyes are the same as mine.My mother. That’s my mother.“MOTHER!”For once, I thought I never knew what she looked like. But I remember there was a painting of her in my father’s library, hidden and tucked away from sight. I looked exactly like her. I think that’s why my family hates me: we bear the same face but it’s only me who managed to survive.I rushed towards her. But I’m surrounded by at least a dozen wolves preventing me from getting from my pregnant mother. I halted. My eyes dart around as their presence suffocates me, circling me, blocking my path to save her.I’m in deep shit. They’re going to attack at once.And when I blink a