Alpha Gregor remained standing. Though he was clutching his chest, his screams were far softer and less gut-wrenching compared to mine.
Just as how fast I found my mate, it’s also how fast I lost him. With that mere rejection, Alpha Greg burned down the bridge that could have connected us. He burned down that bond that could have spelled a better future for us, considering that Elodie easily grows bored of a male. The rumor that my sister had twenty-five boyfriends even before the age of nineteen is no rumor.
I kept the pain of rejection within myself. Wiping my tears with the back of my hand, I remained on the ground, cowering like a dog when it heard the sound of thunder.
I sliced a glare in Elodie’s direction. She just shrugged it off. She even brushed off my threat earlier, mind-linking me that I was too weak to kill someone. That I wouldn’t even hurt a fly.
Maybe I won’t. But when it comes to her, she’ll probably be going to be my first kill.
“Oh, Evadne!” My sister immediately grabbed two glasses of champagne from the passing waitress. Everyone looked at me like I'm the source of entertainment tonight. Maybe I really am, maybe that’s what my father’s main goal tonight. “One for you, my lovely sister.”
I closed my fingers around the glass and immediately took a sip. Elodie didn’t waste a breath and kissed Greg in front of me, in front of everyone.
The sight of my sister kissing him passionately as soon as he handed me the drink turned the violent side of me on. She was touching him intimately just a few heartbeats after rejecting me. With the foul sight I’m witnessing, I let myself descend into madness.
I emptied half of the glass and threw the remaining wine to Elodie’s face, before shattering the wine glass before her feet.
Before she could scream, I forced myself up and sprinted far away. I ran far away from my birthday party, away from the music, away from my mate. I ran away from the Moonflame Pack, the home that has been my prison.
I forced my feet to run away as fast as I could until I found myself wandering in the woods. Damp earthy scent met the darkness of the forest that even the moonlight barely passed through the thick canopy of trees. Trees that were alive with its frost-covered leaves and snowy branches thanks to some ancient magic that rendered it unaffected by the Alpha King’s winter.
Even with all what happened on my eighteenth birthday, I still knew the road to my cottage—the place where I constantly ran to when my father or sister beats me up. It was the only place in the world where I could be myself, away from anyone’s eyes, where I spent lots of time healing myself since childhood.
I entered and unlocked the door with the key I always hang around my neck. The cottage was the same, it looked the same and felt the same: my home in the heart of nowhere. My warmth amidst the raging cold.
I don’t care what will greet me when I return. If it’s a severe beating, that is already a part of my father’s daily checklist. If it's my sister’s slaps and countless insults, it’s also a part of her daily to-do list.
I don’t care about my family anymore. I don’t hate them. Hating requires a lot of caring. It’s what my late Godfather and my favorite Beta, Beta Johnny, used to say.
I crawled to the bed in the middle of the cottage even with this ridiculous dress after lighting the fireplace. With the cottage’s familiar scent and peaceful surroundings, there’s no use in wasting my tears further to what occurred today. Instead, I drowned my sorrows and anger into a nice good sleep.
***
I woke up to the smell of something burning. Smoky air stinging my eyes and rendering me breathless. Huge, bright orange lights were dancing in the corner of my sight—
Fire. The cottage was on fire. All around me was on fire.
“Help! Help me!” I cried.
I rushed to the door but it was locked from the outside. Shit.
I panicked and kicked every part of the door, hoping it would break.
But it never did.
“HELP!”
Hopeless, I crawled back to the bed. Every bone in my body screamed in pain. I’m too weak to move.
I can’t die here. I can’t die now. Not on the same night of my birthday. Obviously not on the same night when my mate rejected me and chose my sister over me.
My sister.
I blinked and realized that the last thing I drank was the champagne my sister gave me. Fuck. The champagne, the unexplainable pounding in my head, the lock outside the door...my sister did this to me. She sure did.
Taking my mate away from me wasn’t enough for her. She was willing to kill me.
This made me realize that perhaps being rejected by a mate is the lesser evil. Elodie is the greater evil.
“We’re a minute away from passing out,” Mara said to me, my wolf whimpering.
I was about to reply when I heard a scrambling noise outside. Then, a mighty kick sent the door flying open, revealing a towering male figure.
My sight was becoming blurry, but it was a pair of green eyes that met my gaze. He was instantly in front of me in two mighty steps.
“Alpha Greg?” I felt my body being hauled from the floor by massive hands. I blinked at my mysterious savior. Those green eyes looked down at me and I could feel his warm breath on my cheeks. “Alpha Greg?”
His eyes were not my former mate’s forest green eyes though. They were bluish green, they were turquoise, as if the wildness of the frozen ocean met the mystery of the winter woods.
And I felt immense power emanating from him. My former mate doesn’t feel like this. Who is he?
“Evadne, she’s our...” I couldn’t hear further what my wolf, Mara, said. I’m losing all my senses, my strength, my consciousness.
“You’re...not...Alpha Greg, are...you?” But I didn’t hear the answer to my question as my eyes involuntarily closed and everything turned to black.
***
My eyes slowly fluttered open, a morning winter sunlight warmed my face. I can tell it just by the feel of it. I can tell it despite the heavy cold wind that swept across my face.
I looked around me and I was in a snowy forest clearing. The downside of having winter forever is that you cannot easily differentiate night from day. It always looks and feels and smells the same. But to someone who’s always been aware of my surroundings, I mastered the difference.
I brought my armpit to my nose. I smelled like shit; I probably also look like one. A mixture of snow and ashes and tears among others that my werewolf sense of smell can detect.
My green-eyed savior was nowhere to be found. Well, whoever he is, I owe him my life.
I rose from the wintry ground slowly. Every bone in my body screamed in pain. The pain from the mating bond rejection is still in my system along with the unexplainable pounding of my head perhaps from that champagne my bitch of a sister handed me.
I surveyed the sky. Snowflakes danced in my vision. How long have I been out?
Shit, I should go back home now. My cottage is burned down. My true home is gone. The Moonflame Pack is the only place left for me to return to.
Even if it’s ruled by a monster.
“Where the fuck have you been, Evadne?”Alpha Marcus of the Moonflame Pack, my father, immediately greeted my morning with his old-fashioned slap and hot-as-coffee scolding.I lifted a hand to my face and rubbed my cheek. “I fell asleep in the forest.”“You fell asleep?” he scoffed. “You ran away, Eva! You ran away from your own party and humiliated your own sister in front of the entire Moonflame Pack!”“Elodie deserves it! She took my mate away from me and begged him to reject me. She even burned down my cottage—she tried to kill me last night, Father!” I didn’t hesitate to answer back to my father. Even when I know what will become of me, what it will result in.Indeed, Alpha Marcus grabbed me by the hair and forced my head out the window, where it overlooked the entire packgrounds. The snow was no longer falling but the morning cold lingered. “You’re lucky the Alpha King didn’t show up and witnessed your fucking attitude last night!” A chuckle invaded the r
I shifted and let Mara take control of my form as soon as we’re in the vastness of the White Woods.She’s going faster day by day. That’s what my father and sister don’t know. They keep saying I am weak and slow, they don’t know that Mara has talents of her own.With Mara running, we continued to channel all my anger and hatred and disdain by turning them into the strength we spent running through the snowy forest. It was a labyrinth of frost-covered foliage and frozen trees, but Mara’s icy breath didn’t stop her.Now that I’m away from my so-called family, now that I’m as far from the Moonflame Pack as possible...I feel a little bit of a sense of relief. Not a little bit, but an absolute sense of relief. It was as if a large thorn that had been embedded in my side for years had finally been removed.Mara ran and ran, letting the morning winter breeze caress our moon-white fur. It was also our companion as we traversed the white forest.After hours of running, we heard the sound of fl
“Shit!” I cursed under my breath. I shouldn’t have lingered longer than ten minutes in that river.“Go send a mind-link to your father and sister. They probably heard you’re captured now considering it’s already sundown,” Mara said to me.“They will not answer,” I sucked a sharp breath between my teeth. “They never answer.”“You haven’t even yet tried. Perhaps they will this time.” I groaned but Mara was right. There’s no harm in trying.“Fine,” I stomped my foot.I looked up at the little cut in the wall opposite me. The light from the sun has now turned orange hues into the shades of twilight. Minutes from now, the night will awaken. And winters are harsher when darkness descends.I just hope there will be no storm tonight, or I’ll definitely sleep while battling one.***It seems my fear attracted the storm since the cool wind suddenly changed. On the horizon, in the last ray of the setting sun, I spotted a storm brewing. Approaching this pack, approaching me.I closed my eyes and
The wolves come at night, and their howls are as soft as thunder.It was a childhood saying I used to hear when I was young. It pertains to the style of attack of an Alpha King and his pack. They never attack at daylight. They always sneak at night and only then you’ll hear their howl when they’re surrounding you.I blinked at the two white wolves before us. I slid my eyes at the Blackwind Pack soldiers. They have nowhere to run as the hallway of the dungeon is also filled with screams and the sound of flesh being torn apart.I swallowed. Perhaps I will not only be fighting the snowy storm; I'll also be fighting a battle tonight that is not mine.“Evadne!” A voice called my name, and I don’t know if it’s real or just a fragment of my desperation. I remained on the floor, still chained to the wall.I think I’ll be dying with the Blackwind Pack tonight. The storm I spotted earlier happens not to be just a storm. It was the Alpha King’s army approaching, ready to sweep the en
Dawn arrived, and it didn’t take too long to guess which pack won. Bright red blood stained the snow like rubies swimming in the moonlight. Before the hours of the fighting in the dead of night, the Alpha King brought me to his camp nearby where his pack healers and Omega servants are, and then left without a word. The silver chains’ hold around my wrist results in an itching reddish mark. But the healers already made me feel better. I'm no longer thirsty or hungry or hallucinating. Though my body still badly ached, at least I managed to have a sound sleep. I am the Alpha King’s mate, the only one he encountered. While to me...he was my second chance. Mara was more joyous today than when we found out Alpha Gregor was our mate. She kept on howling cheerfully non-stop now. I don’t know if I should be happy. Fear still washed over me like a rising tide, drowning me until I could not breathe. I inhaled and exhaled thr
Rarely do I see the sun's face, thanks to the harsh winter often visiting the Moonflame Pack. But here in the abode of the Nightblood Pack, sometimes winters are soft depending on the Alpha King’s mood according to Geneva. But there are times that it is as cold as his icy eyes per Caesar’s words. Today is mildly cold. I’ll take it as a good sign that he’s in a good mood. Maybe it has something to do with me, finally finding his mate?I shrugged. I'm too assuming of things.I looked ahead of me. The castle was a towering, dazzling white as if the Moon Goddess crafted it herself. It’s a beacon in the distance and the exterior seemed to glow as if the moon was perched atop a snow-capped mountain like some ice palace I once read as a bedtime story when I was young. “Do you think he’s happy?” I asked with a rather curious voice. “Do you think the Alpha King Kallias is happy to finally find his mate?” “I think everyone is happy to find their m
“You are my mate,” Kallias breathed. “Your chamber will be in the east part of the Winter Castle overlooking the White Forest. An Omega servant will take you there.” Indeed, the huge doors opened and an Omega was already waiting for me. I pivoted and Kallias was already on his throne. “Thank you.” I don’t know if the throne is made of ice or glass or perhaps from the frozen tears of his enemies, I don’t know. Though the latter is what is rumored to be what his throne is made of. I looked up, and I just noticed that the center of the roof was hollow. Open. Snowflakes drifted endlessly from the sky, but it never touched the ground. As if prevented by some magic or power that only the Alpha King possesses. I didn’t speak any further. As I exited the too-white throne room, I realized how silent here was. I think I don’t even hear my footsteps, as if this magnificent Winter Castle swallowed all the noise except the whi
We passed by that brothel-looking building where Geneva says Betas and Omegas secretly meet. The Nightblood Pack wasn’t as big as I expected. Yes, it’s three or four times bigger than the Moonflame Pack. But as the abode of the Alpha King, I expected it to be like a whole quarter of our country. “Alpha Kallias rarely do let the packs he conquered stay here. He sometimes just let the Alphas that ruled them remain in power, but of course not above him. No one is above the King,” she glanced at me. “Perhaps only the Queen...in bed.” I choked. “What?” The Beta just chuckled and looped her arm into mine, “Tell me, what’s your favorite position, Evadne?” “Position?” The breakfast in my stomach stirred. Please don’t let it be the position I’m thinking of. “Sex positions.” Mara howled in laughter at me. I growled at her. “I...I never have sex. Yet.” “Yet?” she chuckled even further. “Oooh. I didn’t