HAZEL
The next hour and a half flew by in a whirlwind of activity. Everyone was simultaneously sitting, cutting, cooking, and eating, all in an effort to finish early and get a good night's sleep. Sparrow had warned us that we needed to start at three in the morning to make up for any potential delays.
By the time it was completely dark and the stars were out, the pack warriors on duty were circling the small camp and everyone else was either spreading there blanket to sleep or already fast asleep.
I snuggled deeper into the thin throw, Thea's gift, but it offered little warmth against the biting cold. The chill seeped through the blanket, sending shivers down my spine. I tried to pull the blanket tighter, but it was like trying to hold onto a wisp of smoke. The cold air seemed to find every crevice, every exposed inch of my skin. I couldn't believe how much colder it had gotten.
My head snapped up, curious to see how everyone else was doing. They all looked so cosy and warm, wrapped up in their thick, furry blankets. I glanced to the left and saw Sparrow and Thea, fast asleep and snuggled together under a shared blanket.
I turned to my right to notice that Thaddeus lay peacefully, his face relaxed under a lion skin blanket. The blanket looked so cosy, I could almost feel its warmth from here. It was the perfect way to end a long day.
I bit my bottom lips tightly trying to push the thought that kept clouding my head. One half of me was telling me to just go slide under the blanket with him and the other half was telling me to go steal the blanket from him.
Eventually, I decided it was better to slip under the blanket and hope that he wouldn't notice me. At least, it was a better option than steal it and face his wrath by morning.
I snuggled closer to him, careful not to disturb his peaceful sleep. I slid my foot under the blanket, glancing at his face a few times to make sure he was still sound asleep. As I eased myself under the covers, I turned onto my side to take up less space. But just as I was shifting, a strong arm shot out and wrapped around my waist, startling me with a little squeak.
Shit, I was screwed beyond belief.
The arm around me tightened, pulling me closer. I hesitated for a moment, then rolled onto my other side, facing him courageously. He arched an eyebrow, a silent question hanging in the air.
"Hey there," I whispered softly, flashing him my sweetest smile and hoping against hope that he wouldn't shoo me away. The warmth of the cosy space was so comforting.
"Hey there," he said, his voice slow and deliberate, as if he were speaking to a very young child. "What on Earth are you doing under my blanket? This is my spot, you know.”
“Uh, it's freezing out here without a blanket,” I grumbled, mentally cursing myself for not bringing an extra blanket. He rolled his eyes and pushed me back gently. I sighed and rolled out of the wonderfully heated blanket.
Damn, it was too good to be true. Now, it felt like a bittersweet dream.
Just as I was about to sit up and crawl back to my abandoned blanket once again. Thaddeus gripped my hand and yanked me back down.
“What the–?" I began to exclaim, but he quickly silenced me with a loud shush. Annoyed, I frowned and lowered my voice to a whisper.
"You can have the blanket," I muttered, my voice barely audible. "I'll just sleep between Sparrow and Thea."
I couldn't see his face, but I could feel his gaze boring into me. A moment later, I was pulled back under the warm blanket, my back pressed against his solid chest. His warmth seeped into me, and I couldn't help but shiver.
“You act so dumb sometimes. I was trying to turn you over not push you away,” he muttered, his breath tickling my neck. I stayed silent as I tried to come to terms with what just happened.
Thaddeus and I were curled up together, his arm wrapped around me. ‘What the hell was happening?’
"Hazelnut, it's late. You need to rest," he murmured, his voice a soothing balm. "You're overthinking everything. It really doesn't matter."
His warm embrace tightened around me, a comforting cocoon. I closed my eyes, a small smile playing on my lips. As I nestled into his side, I let the weight of the day slip away, replaced by the comforting warmth of his presence.
I sighed contentedly, I was seeing progress in my both mate.
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“Hazel, Hazel!”
"Five more minutes, Mom," I mumbled, pulling the covers over my head. "Just five more." I snuggled deeper into my pillow, hoping she'd leave me alone. The warmth of the bed was so comforting, and the thought of facing the cold, harsh morning was unbearable.
“I’m not your fucking mom, sleepyhead. Wake up! We have a witch to visit.”
My eyes snapped open, and I blinked severally as my eyes tried to adjust to the dark. Then, I felt something move beneath me and it took me a few seconds to realize that I was practically on top of Thaddeus.
I also became aware of the fact that his hands were resting on my ass.
“Can you move your hands?” I whispered calmly, glancing at the rest of the group. I was praying and wishing nobody would catch a glimpse because they were all slowly just waking up.
“That only depends. Are you going to move or not?”
I opened my mouth to respond when something hard started poking my thigh. Realization hit me, and Thaddeus must have noticed my panicked look because he just smirked like this was a normal thing for him.
“Why is your dick at full attention so early in the morning? I-i–we didn't even do anything close to—”
He raised his eyebrow while cutting me short in my speech. “Tell me, are uncomfortable, Hazel?”
I scrambled to get off of him which was pretty much enough to answer his question. He snorted and sat up, slipping the lion skin blanket off of him.
I gasped instantly as I noticed that the tent in his jeans was huge but he didn't even seem to care. He was just busy sniffing the air.
“There is a deer nearby.” He muttered and whipped his shirt off. “When the rest of the group are finally awake, tell them I went to go chase the meat down. I’m not sure if we will get a chance to hunt today. Do you want a deer or something?”
I blinked at him. “Uh no, I will just eat the left over cooked meat from last night. Thanks for asking.”
He simply nodded and disappeared into the woods with his pant on. I decided to take the time to brush my teeth. When I came back, the pack warriors were finished cleaning up and were staring at one another in confusion.
“Something wrong, guys?” I asked, stuffing my thing back into the back pack.
“Uhmmm, have you seen Alpha Thaddeus?” Gideon asked, his eyes scanning the area.
“Oh, oh, is that why you all seemed so worked up about. He went out early in the morning to go beat his meat down.”
I was so focused on shoving everything into my backpack that I didn't even think about what I was saying. I mumbled something without paying attention, and when no one answered, I looked up to see everyone staring at me with wide, frightened eyes.
I frowned, a slight crease forming between my eyebrows. Why were they staring at me like that? Was hunting in the morning a bad thing or something?
“You guys want to join him?” I asked slowly.
Their horrified faces morphed into shock.
“I do not think we would ever be comfortable doing something like that.”
My eyes narrowed. “I thought you guys went hunting yesterday? How can you be uncomfortable with that?”
“Wait, he went hunting?” Gideon asked, looking awfully relieved.
I gave him a confused look. “Yeah,”
He nodded, a better look in his eyes. With a swift turn, he sprinted after Thaddeus, the rest of the pack warriors hot on their heels as well.
I huffed and shook my head.
“Those wolves are kinda weird, huh?”
HAZELSparrow and Thea, whispering and pointing at a map, emerged from the woods. I was still struggling with my backpack, oblivious to their approach. As they noticed me, Thea flashed a friendly smile, while Sparrow gave a subtle nod that made me blush slightly."Good morning, Soni. Where did everyone go?” Thea questioned while they both looked around.“Morning Thea, they went hunting.”They both nodded, understanding dawning on their faces. I chuckled softly to myself. "Your pack members," I mused, "they really need to get out more often. A little fresh air and sunshine wouldn't hurt.”“Why, what makes you say that?" Sparrow asked, his face creased with curiosity.“Alright, I told them that Thaddeus went to go beat down his meat and they had the weirdest looks on their faces.”Suddenly, Thea bursted out into laughter, his laughter echoing in the air and Sparrow just stared at me weirdly. “You told the pack warriors that Thaddeus' was… beating his meat down?” Sparrow asked, staring a
HAZELMollsy was still digging through her bag, so I leaned closer to Thaddeus. “Does she always act... well, you know, this way? Is she always this... creepy?”He pursed his lips, a thoughtful look crossing his face. Then, a slow nod followed, and a quiet chuckle escaped. "You won't believe this, but the last time I was here, she tried to propose to me. She thought I was the cutest thing she had ever seen!" he whispered, a hint of amusement in his voice.I bit my lip, a frown creasing my forehead. It wasn't the usual reason for my furrowed brow. No, this time, it was the sight of that tiny witch, barely half Thaddeus's size, trying so desperately to capture his attention. It was a sight so unexpected, so absurd, that it left me utterly perplexed."Ah, yes, here it is!" She slammed a book down onto the table with a force that made me jump. The book landed with a loud thud, startling me from my reverie. She flipped open the cover, her fingers dancing across the pages as she skimmed thr
HAZELTHE DAY OF THE MATING BALLSparkling heels.Freshly brushed hair. Just an hour ago, I'd been a shadow of myself. The woman who had stared back at me in the mirror was a stranger - lost, vulnerable, and achingly innocent. There was a purity about her, a kind of innocence that was far removed from the marital bliss I’d once known.All that was missing tonight was the veil. The gauzy piece of flimsy bullshit that was meant to hide my face.Energy hums through the air, causing the hairs along my arms to stand on end. ‘Fuck, deep breath, Hazel,’ I mutter to myself, trying hard to calm my nerves. ‘And whatever you do, don't fucking look up.’Today marked the beginning of the wolf mating season. This annual event, typically occurring in late winter or early spring, is essential for the survival and growth of our wolf packs. By timing their reproduction with the availability of abundant food resources and favourable weather conditions, wolves increase the chances of their pups thriving
HAZELCosmo places his hand on my head, his fingers running through my hair. He’s pleased that I'm submissive, obeying and remaining still while everyone howls, Including him. It's a display of my loyalty to him as my intended mate. It's a show of understanding my place in our packs.I may possess the heart of an Alpha, but I will never be the Alpha. Men are stronger. I accept that. I accept my place. I accept him. On most days, I think, recalling my mother's warning about choosing my battles. Swallowing, I wait for the men to calm down and for the next phase of this ceremony to begin.Cosmo circles me, his eyes roaming over my exposed skin. I can feel his approval and pure interest. He knows he will finally be allowed to taste me tonight. My own interest is sickening my thighs. He’s an Alpha in his prime, a beautiful specimen of a male with jawline I have wanted to lick from the moment I first laid my eyes on him. Cosmo leans down to press a kiss to my temple, his breath warm as h
HAZEL"I demand an explanation!" Alpha Declan shouted.I shiver, my focus instantly going to the male I have revered all my life. But he's not looking at me. He is looking at my father. And my father… has a dark look and is glowering at my cowering mother. “I…I…” she stuttered, her skin as pale as a snow “I didn't know… I…” she kept stammering."What the hell, Russell?" My father roared, his voice a thunderclap of anger I'd never heard before. "How could you not know she's...well, a goddamn Mongrel. You should have known!" His finger jabbed towards me, a muscle twitching in his jaw.“I thought she was yours from the start,” my mother softly whispered. “I… you have to believe me. It… he found me… I tried to fight him… but I.. “Her statements are all jumbled up. Maybe because I can't hear behind the pounding in my ears. Maybe because she can't seem to explain herself. “I swear, I had no idea,” my father says, his words for Alpha Declan. “I will take whatever punishment you rule. Thi
HAZELI had always taken the Silver moon pack as my home but they had never accepted me. That's why my mother always lectures me on when to display my backbone. Other girls didn't need that lesson, but I did. Because I have always been stronger. The rules we're expected to follow within our pack have always seemed unjust and out of touch. They're a constant source of frustration for me, as I believe there must be a more equitable and compassionate way to live together.While all other females merely accepted them as law.I thought that was what made me an Alpha female.But my wolf tells me now that it's never been about my inquisitive spirit. I have questioned everything all my life because I don't belong here. The entire wolves start to chant, causing the fur along my back to stand on end. They all want Cosmo’s decision.They want full vengeance.They want it to be bloody.Because they blame me for existing. And my father's expression tells me he blames me, too.‘Pathetic looser,
SPARROW My wolf didn't like him.Neither did I, for that matter.He gave me an oily smile as I stepped into the room, taking a long time to look at me like I was piece of trash. In that moment, I felt like choking something badly.‘Someone else's neck won't be a bad idea.’ Like the human sitting across from me.Fortunately, he’s a very useful human. Unfortunately, he’s the main reason I'm here dressed in a fucking suit I hated so much. I leaned back in my chair, watching with both anticipation and amusement as he meticulously counted out the cash. The crisp banknotes, neatly stacked in piles, represented the fruits of my labour. A small smile crept across my face as I realised he was giving me a larger-than-expected bonus, a tangible reward for the hours I'd poured into this project.I had completed the assignment perfectly, following the guidelines to the letter. I hadn't sought any external help or clarification. And yet, the grade I received was a mere formality, a token acknow
HAZELFrustration. Frustration gnawed at me as I struggled to revert to my human form. Five days of failed attempts had left my wolf stubbornly resistant. The guards kept accusing me of disobeying their orders. The intake judge labelled me as 'brute' and 'feral.' Even the social worker assigned to my case has expressed frustration, claiming I'm unwilling to cooperate.If only that were true. My wolf refuses to let me defend myself in human form. Everyone believed I killed my mother because Alpha Declan told them I did. He claimed I went feral with her when I learned the truth about my lineage.He feigned sympathy, calling my situation a 'sad, helpless case.' He then launched into a patronising speech about how he couldn't bring himself to put me down, absolving me of blame for being born as I am.Yet he didn't have a single problem with Alpha Arturo's wolves killing my mom, but he also had the audacity to accuse me of the crime. ‘what a coward for an Alpha.’I felt so screwed, chew
HAZELMollsy was still digging through her bag, so I leaned closer to Thaddeus. “Does she always act... well, you know, this way? Is she always this... creepy?”He pursed his lips, a thoughtful look crossing his face. Then, a slow nod followed, and a quiet chuckle escaped. "You won't believe this, but the last time I was here, she tried to propose to me. She thought I was the cutest thing she had ever seen!" he whispered, a hint of amusement in his voice.I bit my lip, a frown creasing my forehead. It wasn't the usual reason for my furrowed brow. No, this time, it was the sight of that tiny witch, barely half Thaddeus's size, trying so desperately to capture his attention. It was a sight so unexpected, so absurd, that it left me utterly perplexed."Ah, yes, here it is!" She slammed a book down onto the table with a force that made me jump. The book landed with a loud thud, startling me from my reverie. She flipped open the cover, her fingers dancing across the pages as she skimmed thr
HAZELSparrow and Thea, whispering and pointing at a map, emerged from the woods. I was still struggling with my backpack, oblivious to their approach. As they noticed me, Thea flashed a friendly smile, while Sparrow gave a subtle nod that made me blush slightly."Good morning, Soni. Where did everyone go?” Thea questioned while they both looked around.“Morning Thea, they went hunting.”They both nodded, understanding dawning on their faces. I chuckled softly to myself. "Your pack members," I mused, "they really need to get out more often. A little fresh air and sunshine wouldn't hurt.”“Why, what makes you say that?" Sparrow asked, his face creased with curiosity.“Alright, I told them that Thaddeus went to go beat down his meat and they had the weirdest looks on their faces.”Suddenly, Thea bursted out into laughter, his laughter echoing in the air and Sparrow just stared at me weirdly. “You told the pack warriors that Thaddeus' was… beating his meat down?” Sparrow asked, staring a
HAZELThe next hour and a half flew by in a whirlwind of activity. Everyone was simultaneously sitting, cutting, cooking, and eating, all in an effort to finish early and get a good night's sleep. Sparrow had warned us that we needed to start at three in the morning to make up for any potential delays.By the time it was completely dark and the stars were out, the pack warriors on duty were circling the small camp and everyone else was either spreading there blanket to sleep or already fast asleep. I snuggled deeper into the thin throw, Thea's gift, but it offered little warmth against the biting cold. The chill seeped through the blanket, sending shivers down my spine. I tried to pull the blanket tighter, but it was like trying to hold onto a wisp of smoke. The cold air seemed to find every crevice, every exposed inch of my skin. I couldn't believe how much colder it had gotten.My head snapped up, curious to see how everyone else was doing. They all looked so cosy and warm, wrapped
HAZELThe half hour I'd spent sitting in the grassy part of the woods felt like an eternity. The silence, broken only by the occasional rustle of leaves and the distant chirping of birds, was starting to get to me. I was waiting for them to return from their little hunting but as the minutes ticked by, a sense of unease began to creep in.Suddenly, a low rustle sounded from behind me, startling me out of my fearful thoughts. My heart pounded as I slowly turned my head around, my eyes scanning the line of trees. The noise seemed to have come from somewhere deep within the woods, but I couldn't pinpoint the exact source.A chill ran down my spine as I tightened my grip on the tennis racket I had brought with me. It was a simple weapon, but it was all I had to defend myself with. I tried to calm my racing thoughts, reminding myself that it was probably just an animal. But the more I thought about it, the less convinced I became.Suddenly, a large, black wolf appeared in the dim light. It
HAZELThaddeus kept his steady pace, an unusual sight after four hours of carrying me. I wasn't sure if I should comment on his surprising stamina or just wait for a bathroom break, which seemed imminent judging by Thea's expression.As if he read my thoughts, Thea looked at Thaddeus and shook his head."I need to step away for a moment," he explained, his voice low. "Just a quick break.”Thaddeus sighed and called for a break loudly. Thea and a few other warriors from the group decided to step away from the main trail to find a private spot to relieve themselves. Seeing this as an opportunity, I leaned in closer to Thaddeus and whispered, "Hey, I think it's time you put me down. You've carried me for four long hours now. Your back must be aching terribly.” "No," he muttered, his voice barely a whisper. "You'll just slow us down. And you're not even heavy.”“I'm not?” I asked incredulously.As if to prove his point, he let go of my legs and yanked my right arm so I was leaning to the
HAZELBefore I could respond to Sparrow's accusing question, Thaddeus's father showed up with another man. They had sent Sparrow off on an urgent errand, so we agreed to continue our conversation later.Thaddeus's dad stared at Farrow, his eyes wide with disbelief. He glanced at the strange creature on the floor, then back at Farrow. "You've got to be joking, Farrow," he said, his voice thick with disbelief. "We all know we haven't seen a rogue like this in ages. It's just… it's not possible.”"The stench of these scoundrels is unmistakable," Farrow growled, his eyes fixed on the fallen rogues. "Even in my old age, I'd recognize their foul odor anywhere. They are the most despised breed of villains, and I will never forget the mark they leave.”I stood there, utterly bewildered, as the conversation unfolded. I'd never laid eyes on a rogue, never smelled their supposed stench. All I knew was what others described, vague notions and fearful whispers. With a growing sense of unease, I ed
THADDEUSI couldn't believe what was happening. This was the third time we'd argued, and it all started over those rodent creatures. While I was still fuming, my wolf was in a completely different mood. He couldn't stop gushing about how adorable Hazel looked, comparing her to a cute little angry puppy. I rolled my eyes at his silly thoughts.She was cute, I would admit, but that wasn't important right now. We had more pressing issues to deal with. 'Would you stop? We have to deal with more serious and pressing issues right now and her cuteness isn't supposed to be one of them.'He froze and shook his fur out as the seriousness of the situation hit him once again. I was lucky that my wolf knew when to stop acting like a pup and start acting like an Alpha. I took his silence as a good-to-go signal and headed towards the dungeon where my father was dealing with the dead rogues."Father," I called out, my voice echoing softly in the dim, stone corridor. The heavy silence that followed
HAZEL Noah, with his piercing blue eyes and a mischievous glint, stood there, a contrast to the sombre wolves of the Shadow Moon Pack. I couldn't fathom how he had ended up in their midst. Was he, like me, a Brute? A creature of darkness like they call it, was he forced to live among the shadows? Or was there something more to his story, a secret yet to be revealed?Noah's face lit up like a thousand suns. "I never expected to see you again," he said, his voice barely a whisper.Thaddeus growled, a low rumble that made me jump. I hadn't even noticed he was standing right behind me. His big, furry body pressed against my back, and I could feel the vibrations of his growl through my shirt. It was like a tiny earthquake."I really wasn't looking forward to this, I thought I had escaped you, what do you want now?” I scoffed, crossing my arms defiantly. After our breakup, Noah was determined to rekindle our relationship. He tried every trick in the book to win me back but it was over bet
HAZELThe steam from my tea curled upwards, mirroring the sigh that escaped my lips. I took a long, slow sip, savoring the warmth that spread through me. Only then did I find the strength to speak. “I honestly do not know, my mother had always said I had this gift. This gift only works on werewolves only. You see, several years ago, my grandmother decided to perform a ceremony in honour of the Moon Goddess.”“The kind of one where they make ceremonial fires and chant old scriptures?” Sparrow asked in surprise. As easy as it sounded, the ceremony was very elaborate and had to be perfect. From what my parents told me if something went wrong during the ceremony, the moon goddess would punish the entire pack. It was why several wolves were hesitant to perform such ceremony, but my grandmother wanted to take this risk. “They hit jackpot with that because the moon goddess was very pleased with their effort so she decided to bless them. She told them that the first child inside my mother's