I laughed hard and hit the first one I caught on Leto today. It hit his head and hit his head."You ruined my whole life, Leto. What you have now and whatever happened in your life is what you deserve." I stood up properly and brushed my hair to cover my face."You disgusting piece of shit. Everything you enjoy and have you owe to my family. I'm taking back everything you used, you don't deserve everything you have remember that!" I said and took a deep breath.Maybe I am acting like I still care about him so I am paying attention, but no. I want them to work harder. It is not enough that they fail. I am not satisfied that they are still getting up. I want them to sink to the ground and have nothing to hold on to. That is what I want.He acts as I owe him everything, it's the other way around, they are the ones who owe us and their lives are not enough to pay for everything!"I can't believe this, your attitude will add something else Athanasia, that is one of the reasons why I didn't
I am staring at the ceiling of my room, wearing a pajama and hoodie. Hugging my pillow while the rain is helping me to calm down for a bit.I went home to the mansion after the encounter that happened at the venue. I didn't listen to any of EJ's explanations. I felt empty and betrayed when I heard what he said.So it's not destiny that we meet, EJ did everything on purpose because he feels guilty for what happened to my mother. What happened to my mother was terrible.I don't want to see him hurt and struggling again because of his past. No one wants that to happen to her, and Mama didn't deserve what happened then.When I was young, my father went busy and something strange happened to my family, I grew up and thought that our family was happy and complete. Xyan is two years old at that time and I am eight years old.I have no idea where and how all the trouble started in our family, all families go through trials. The case of my family is different.I entered the school and Xyan was
I opened my eyes and woke up to a gentle caress, but it was just my imagination that someone was caressing me now.I leaned against the headboard and hugged my pillow. I don't know how many days I have been locked in this room. I didn't want to talk and I lost my appetite and trust in the people around me.I don't want to ruin my Mama's smile, I don't want Mama to be sad when I say that Papa has another child and he is older than me.My family is breaking into pieces, first the issue with Lesaiah and then this. I don't want to ruin them, but I am the one who is suffering hard now.I got off the bed and walked to the bathroom of my room. Sit in the bathtub and light a cigarette. My head is spinning while I hear the hum of the exhaust fan and my tears fall one after another. Along with my chest pain now.I am the only one who knows and the only one who fights. I don't know how I can survive the deathly sorrow now. I don't want to be bothered by the people around me.I feel weak, I lost
I knocked on Papa's study room and when I heard what he said, I went inside. He is reading some files and when he saw me he put down the paper."That's right hija, I have something to discuss with you." He removed his eyes glasses and took a glass, poured some brandy, and sat on the sofa. I walked there and sat in front of him.He looks serious, and so am I. I need to ask and know something to put my mind at ease. I have many questions, and now I need to answer them all."I also have questions too, Papa." I poured the glass and took a sip."Alright, I know that you are the one who exposed the rape case about Leto. Doesn't it seem like you did too much, hija?" Papa said and I can't help but smirk. That is not too much, I just do what I have to do. To make me feel better."No, it's not. That's not enough for what they did to use me. Even his parents knew about his affair with his ex-lover and they still pushed the marriage on me." I put the glass down and Papa shook his head at what I s
I'm in the kitchen cooking carbonara and butter toast that I'll bring to EJ's unit today.Mama opened the fridge with a big smile, handed me the pepper, and took out the Tupperware that was next to the cabinet. I tasted the sauce and it was okay, perfect in taste that I always make whenever I cook."I want to have a granddaughter too, Thana." I spewed the milk I was drinking and Mama laughed as she handed me the towel I wiped my mouth and nose with the towel."Mom, I'm still young." I walked to transfer the buttered toast to the bag and the last one was the sweet and sour chicken wings that I just finished cooking."You are twenty-nine children, and it's hard to get pregnant when you're thirty." Mama raised her eyebrows and I laughed at her, covering the tupperwear that I switched to the chicken wings."And you know that I miss taking care of a baby. I want to have a child running around the house again, then you and your dad will leave something with us when you have work. Three kids
Most of the women avoid me because I have an issue with my past relationship, I got attached to my husband's friend. I know that I made a mistake and it leads to a huge impact on my life.I am such an idiot at that time, but when I discovered that my wife is having an affair with another man, I found out too late. But I keep my mouth shut, I still respect her and if there's something I'm blamed for, it's the loss of my son, not my husband and I got divorced.I can fix that in the first place, that can be done but I choose what I want. We are both no good to each other. And if I insist, I might do the same shit, and the reason is I am not happy anymore. You know that it's no reason that I'm not happy anymore to cheat more.I don't know her reason, but I don't love her anymore.I tried to date a different woman, but I am also not happy, it's scary to make a mistake again and not keep my promises. I stay single and focus on my life. I watched my cousins and siblings have their own famili
I am walking down the hallway like I own every part of the path. I am used to it. I become the center of attention because I am Elisha Go. The trophy wife of Mr. Edward Go.“Our special guest, for today’s party!” My classmates from high school started to look in my direction, while I am approaching them, I waved hard and the girls are giggling.“Oh God honey, congratulations on the next chapter of your life!” I said and hugged the bride. “I know you’ll love my presents for you.” I excitedly gave the paper bag and the girls are still looking at me and the bride-to-be.Gia, the bride, started to open the gift and her face turn to red when she hold the dildo.I do enjoy the reaction of a virgin when they saw a sex toy, I wonder why they react that way. “My Goodness, Elisha, I already know the reason, why Edward is head over heels for you!” Gia joked and I sat beside them, looking at each one of the guests and sipping my tequila.“I don’t think so, if Edward was so madly in love with me,
"What exactly is it, Edward? How many times have I told you you should never turn your back on me until we’ve done talking?" I chased Edward out of our house, yelling. He always does this to me, and he won’t come up for over a week, and I’ll just find out with his pals when he’s in LA."You know I’m busy, Elisha, so don’t bother me right now."Have you returned from Vegas? You mentioned Singapore, but I discovered you’re in Vegas and haven’t phoned in a week. Are you preoccupied because you have a woman on your calendar? "You're busy because you nearly don’t want to go home unless Papa scolds you." He scratched his face and messed up his hair after I stated it bluntly. ""Elisha, you’re far too paranoid. It’s a business issue. ""Business is important. That’s why your lady had the audacity to post when you were in bed together. Mr. Go, you expressed it perfectly. " I remarked rudely, then smiled at her antics. He is the one who is upset. When I can’t show Edward to his parents, I’m th
She is the finest woman in town. Everyone knows her because she's the only daughter of one of the famous montezur.She's a true player and all she wants is to enjoy her life and make other people's lives miserable.I witness every part of her life even though I haven't completely entered her life.I witnessed her first kiss with Shello and also saw her having a make-out session with Shello.I also saw them having a fight, and I also saw them running away from their families. Last, I witnessed how Shello broke her heart and hurt her over and over again.It's killing me every time I see her crying in an unfamiliar place.I always follow her no matter what, because I don't know why I keep on following the girl that I can't have.I notice every change that happens to her. I also know every angle where she'll look more beautiful. I also know her weaknesses and strengths, even if she doesn't know that I followed her everywhere.She's so damn gorgeous when she smiles and laughs. It was price
I feel like my intestines are overflowing while I'm vomiting, and I've had almost constant diarrhea all day because of the excessive amount of alcohol I drank last night. I also don't know how I got home after that.My phone almost exploded with so many messages to me that most of them were angry because Letto was famous and because of my refusal.If only we could stop him first so that he wouldn't get hurt, the number of people who blame me for why Letto left the country and quit basketball would be reduced.And now I am living in hell."Fuck these people!" I almost threw away my phone and when the knock on the door of my unit came"Start what?" I shouted as I opened the door, and in disgust, Brynne threw her bag and stretched out on my couch."You know, I'm disgusted with those. When I'm bored, I'll bomb them." I laughed at what my brother was saying, then he handed me a stick of Marlboro red."I saw that little salvia youngest. You want me to knock it down?" I smirked at Brynne, th
A lot has changed, after all. I have graduated, and today is the celebration of my graduation. That's why all of them were here.Come on, guys, we should enjoy this. After all of that, you've finished the crazy season in college, "laughed Brynne to me while she was holding the bottle of champagne and she looked very drunk.Don't give up on Papa, I'm sure he'll get mad if he sees you like that." Then he laughed at what I said and I watched the calm movement of the water in the sea. We were on a private yacht celebrating since it's my wish because I really wanted the sea toI really can't believe it's over and I'll be able to finish it all. Then letto, my boyfriend, hugged me and smiled at me. He's a famous basketball player and he's been courting me since I was a second year college student and only one year. He just finished courting us for 2 years.He said, "I really love this way." Then he left for Brother and Brynne, who were with me just now.Seriously? You know how much I hate th
I don't know if I can get up from my bed now or if I'll just roll over since my whole life doesn't really matter anymore.It's just that everyone doesn't last long with me. Something unexpected will come, and then suddenly you give up and then you promise what's what, and I'm the fool who believed and sat down again, even though I know that almost all men are cheaters.There is really nothing good that a man can bring to my life; it's just persecution and consumption."I really want to kill that girl and stab Scott and his big dick!" I shouted before throwing stones at the pillows on my bed, and in disgust, he slapped my face on the bed and kicked me.Damn you and that slut!" I shouted until the door opened and I threw a pillow at the man who hit him in the face."Get up there, you're here with us again," Jab said irritably as he lowered the tray he was holding and I frowned as he watched my face."Oh, you look like you lost the bet," he said, before sitting down properly, as if he wa
I was annoyed waiting outside the admin office while holding my folder full of documents for my university enrollment page and trying to get my schedule to show to my dad that I was able to enroll."Wow, I didn't think it would be too early for you to come here," my cousin said and kissed my cheeks while Hadley just smiled at me, who was always quiet and had nothing new there, while Dulce was such a cute nerd with a classy bitch side, and Aislinn was one of the worst like me."Yeah, papa has been bugging me these last few days just so I can enroll because I took a vacation earlier than you," I explained, before they laughed and stood beside me.It's June. What are we going to do in August? It's good that you didn't get a glimpse even though it was April when you left." They laughed. I was shaken. I had already finished my thesis before I went to Bora and they ran away because I knew they would watch over me by papa and take my older brother on his business trips, which I don't like th
I was wondering where he is right now. It's annoying because after what happened last night, he suddenly disappeared and didn't notice. I woke up in the middle of my bed and my body was aching as fuck."Manang?" I opened the door of my room and I was carrying a tray."What did you do last night?" I shook, then took the glass with cold water and worriedly looked at what was thrown at me and took the food he brought. I'm hungry and I really need to take that medicine. My headache is very painful."Nothing, I just drank too much and got soaked in the afternoon." Then he was shaken and stood beside me."Your mama and papa are coming home now. They want to talk to you, hija." Another trouble is coming. I sipped the soup and averted my eyes. When will I be relieved of the problem?Seriously? It's fine manang, I can manage. "Then I continued to consume the soup, especially as I was getting cold and I felt like I was on fire even though the aircon was strong."Son, Teresa said that someone wa
I don't know why I keep laughing while I am sitting at the side of the pool while holding a glass of wine. I don't know how long I've been here at the pool the first time I came home to our house, and as I expected, no one, mom and dad, are busy, and my siblings are busy too. Maybe tomorrow they will enroll me for this semester."Ma'am Ellie, please call me ma'am and ser." I looked at her and took the phone from her and put it to her ear."Yes?" When I first started, he moved away a little."Hija, I thought you'd stay in Bora until the end of this semester." I roll my eyes. See, instead of saying hello, I'll write more damn this life."That's what I planned, but I really miss my school, so I decided to go home even though I don't have a home or family.""Bratellie!" My dad raised his voice as I watched the water in the pool spew out every time I dropped my foot.I still want to come home even if I can't be reached. Then dad sighed. I know he is still disappointed in me.Check the gara
Even if every step I take causes me to feel ill and exhausted, there is nothing I can do except walk and continue until I reach my objective, where there is no end in sight."This is a miserable existence." Laughing, I sit in the beach, staring at the blackness of the sky and every wave of the sea that soothes me, and with a cool beer in my hand and a cigarette by my side, I enjoy the moment.I grinned and reached for my lighter, the cigarette lighter that doubles as a nightly warmer for me.Perhaps my physical strength is superior to my emotional strength, but when it comes to emotion, I am lacking. I still remember the girl who made me feel weak in the knees. I became unexpectedly weak, and sometimes much worse, I was able to demolish things in a short period of time.Unquestionably my first love, Shello was an important part of my life, but although she already had him and me, he decided to leave and go with that other lady.Scott is still in my possession, but I feel sad for him.
I smiled while stroking Scott's hair and he was unaware that I was awake. He looks more attractive when he is asleep and his features are awesome. I can't believe this man is crazy about me.He had no idea how he looked.I whispered, "Good morning" but he was still sound asleep while my waist was tight as if I was going to run away from him. I was lying on his arm while his thigh was hanging on me.Hey handsome, wake up. I'm hungry. I complained, then he looked up and smiled at me.I was still sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night, he smiled, and then I fell asleep."Why? You slept with me first. ""I can't help it, you look gorgeous when you are sleeping and I love watching you." I hide my smile at Tinikuran sya."Shut up, cook something nice", then I stood up and left him on the bed. I'm not ashamed to walk naked in front of him. I'm proud of my body."Anything for my queen?" Then he took a robe and put it on me first before he put on the robe that sat on the chair."Cold, maybe pi