I opened my eyes and woke up to a gentle caress, but it was just my imagination that someone was caressing me now.I leaned against the headboard and hugged my pillow. I don't know how many days I have been locked in this room. I didn't want to talk and I lost my appetite and trust in the people around me.I don't want to ruin my Mama's smile, I don't want Mama to be sad when I say that Papa has another child and he is older than me.My family is breaking into pieces, first the issue with Lesaiah and then this. I don't want to ruin them, but I am the one who is suffering hard now.I got off the bed and walked to the bathroom of my room. Sit in the bathtub and light a cigarette. My head is spinning while I hear the hum of the exhaust fan and my tears fall one after another. Along with my chest pain now.I am the only one who knows and the only one who fights. I don't know how I can survive the deathly sorrow now. I don't want to be bothered by the people around me.I feel weak, I lost
I knocked on Papa's study room and when I heard what he said, I went inside. He is reading some files and when he saw me he put down the paper."That's right hija, I have something to discuss with you." He removed his eyes glasses and took a glass, poured some brandy, and sat on the sofa. I walked there and sat in front of him.He looks serious, and so am I. I need to ask and know something to put my mind at ease. I have many questions, and now I need to answer them all."I also have questions too, Papa." I poured the glass and took a sip."Alright, I know that you are the one who exposed the rape case about Leto. Doesn't it seem like you did too much, hija?" Papa said and I can't help but smirk. That is not too much, I just do what I have to do. To make me feel better."No, it's not. That's not enough for what they did to use me. Even his parents knew about his affair with his ex-lover and they still pushed the marriage on me." I put the glass down and Papa shook his head at what I s
I'm in the kitchen cooking carbonara and butter toast that I'll bring to EJ's unit today.Mama opened the fridge with a big smile, handed me the pepper, and took out the Tupperware that was next to the cabinet. I tasted the sauce and it was okay, perfect in taste that I always make whenever I cook."I want to have a granddaughter too, Thana." I spewed the milk I was drinking and Mama laughed as she handed me the towel I wiped my mouth and nose with the towel."Mom, I'm still young." I walked to transfer the buttered toast to the bag and the last one was the sweet and sour chicken wings that I just finished cooking."You are twenty-nine children, and it's hard to get pregnant when you're thirty." Mama raised her eyebrows and I laughed at her, covering the tupperwear that I switched to the chicken wings."And you know that I miss taking care of a baby. I want to have a child running around the house again, then you and your dad will leave something with us when you have work. Three kids
Most of the women avoid me because I have an issue with my past relationship, I got attached to my husband's friend. I know that I made a mistake and it leads to a huge impact on my life.I am such an idiot at that time, but when I discovered that my wife is having an affair with another man, I found out too late. But I keep my mouth shut, I still respect her and if there's something I'm blamed for, it's the loss of my son, not my husband and I got divorced.I can fix that in the first place, that can be done but I choose what I want. We are both no good to each other. And if I insist, I might do the same shit, and the reason is I am not happy anymore. You know that it's no reason that I'm not happy anymore to cheat more.I don't know her reason, but I don't love her anymore.I tried to date a different woman, but I am also not happy, it's scary to make a mistake again and not keep my promises. I stay single and focus on my life. I watched my cousins and siblings have their own famili
I am walking down the hallway like I own every part of the path. I am used to it. I become the center of attention because I am Elisha Go. The trophy wife of Mr. Edward Go.“Our special guest, for today’s party!” My classmates from high school started to look in my direction, while I am approaching them, I waved hard and the girls are giggling.“Oh God honey, congratulations on the next chapter of your life!” I said and hugged the bride. “I know you’ll love my presents for you.” I excitedly gave the paper bag and the girls are still looking at me and the bride-to-be.Gia, the bride, started to open the gift and her face turn to red when she hold the dildo.I do enjoy the reaction of a virgin when they saw a sex toy, I wonder why they react that way. “My Goodness, Elisha, I already know the reason, why Edward is head over heels for you!” Gia joked and I sat beside them, looking at each one of the guests and sipping my tequila.“I don’t think so, if Edward was so madly in love with me,
"What exactly is it, Edward? How many times have I told you you should never turn your back on me until we’ve done talking?" I chased Edward out of our house, yelling. He always does this to me, and he won’t come up for over a week, and I’ll just find out with his pals when he’s in LA."You know I’m busy, Elisha, so don’t bother me right now."Have you returned from Vegas? You mentioned Singapore, but I discovered you’re in Vegas and haven’t phoned in a week. Are you preoccupied because you have a woman on your calendar? "You're busy because you nearly don’t want to go home unless Papa scolds you." He scratched his face and messed up his hair after I stated it bluntly. ""Elisha, you’re far too paranoid. It’s a business issue. ""Business is important. That’s why your lady had the audacity to post when you were in bed together. Mr. Go, you expressed it perfectly. " I remarked rudely, then smiled at her antics. He is the one who is upset. When I can’t show Edward to his parents, I’m th
Someone took me aback when he blew in front of me, revealing that his youngster was playing on his lap as he was staring at me.When she said, "So, what are you doing here?", she made me feel uneasy. I inquired, and he drank his coffee before placing the four files on the table."That’s what you’re looking for." "Stop pretending like you don’t know why I’m here," I said, laughing as I sifted through the contents of the folder, which was all about Edward and his pals.I’m not sure why. He’s constantly gone now, and he’s just returned from Vegas with them, and they’re leaving again. They’re in the bar with his pals. "I told you, have children so that your spouse won’t always be able to depart." I shrugged before caressing his son’s face. "Mama," he grumbled, and we chuckled; Khalil was standing close by her, giving his wife a sweet kiss.They appear to be the ideal family for me."We have to leave." Just phone me if you need me," Khalil said, frowning. "What blew?" he questioned, and sh
Earlier, I was fixated on the ceiling, wondering if the person next to me was awake or not, just in case I wasn’t going for real. What am I doing with my life? If Edward discovers this garbage, I’m dead.I carefully rose to my feet, picking up the clothes one by one and placing them on the floor. We found ourselves here, directly above the bar, in the hotel."What are you going to do?" A chilly baritone voice sends shivers down my spine, and I cautiously turn to face him.I apologize.I’m leaving to go home. "What the fuck? It’s all over! " I yelled, and he chuckled and massaged my face tenderly."Do you think I’ll let you go home like that?" Then I became concerned about what he stated and shook my head, saying, "I can’t survive long." But I’m going to stay here, so disregard that."Will you leave my sight?" This isn’t a story for children. You and I are both married. So let’s forget about this stupid, crap recollection and pretend it never occurred. " I yelled, then he grinned and k