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2024-10-29 19:42:56“There she is!”
“Finally!”
“Man, you’re soaking wet!”
“Here, have a drink to warm up.”
Silvia spotted him right away. All the way across the bar with Miyen, hands in his pockets, his black cap down to his eyes, keeping his face in the shadows. She paused to say hi to those closer to her, giving her heart a chance to stop hammering her chest. As if. He was watching her, completely still, like a ghost of himself.
Sean and Jo were sitting at a table with her cousin Leandro, Karim and some more. Jo jumped to her feet and threw her arms around Silvia’s neck with one of her bright grins. They hugged tightly. When Jo stepped back, Silvia nodded hi at Sean. He nodded back without the slightest trace of a smile, for a change.
“Silvia! Listen!”
It was AC/DC’s Back in Black. Some of her friends pushed her to the middle of the bar and she headbanged with them f
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