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2024-06-19 21:01:12“Hurry up, Jay! I gotta catch a bus in thirty minutes!”
“What? Fuck off and call a cab.”
“If you don’t get outta the shower, not even the Concorde will get me to work in time.”
“Okay, okay!”
He finished washing his hair while she was on the phone. A moment later, she walked into the bathroom.
“I feel sorry for your brother, y’know?” she said in a casual tone, combing her wet hair.
Jim opened the shower curtain only enough to shoot a questioning look at her. Sean could stir many feelings in people, but sorry was certainly not among them.
Silvia nodded, smiling. “He must be hating my guts, being dragged along with you guys all the way here.”
He dropped the curtain with an ironic smile. “I didn’t drag’im along.”
“Maybe. But he wouldn’t let Jo come alone.”
“You got it wrong, woma
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