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Chapter 13

Author: Lucie Joy
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"I’m so tired."

Every day since I was diagnosed with depression, it felt like my soul was weighed down, so heavy that I could barely breathe.

I took his hand and placed it on my wrist, letting him feel the raised, jagged scars.

“See? There were so many times I wanted to end it. Now, that wish is finally coming true.

“Can’t you just let me go?

“Can you help me, just this one last time?”

He broke down in tears, burying his face in my neck.

He promised to send Jo away. He promised to let me go and let me quietly wait for the end.

Just before I closed my eyes, I forced a smile. “Chris, I’ve always hated you the most.”

He thought that by uncovering the truth, by finding evidence that Lily had framed me, he could earn my forgiveness.

But time would not rewind, and the pain would not just disappear.

So I took my final revenge. I made him watch me die, powerless to stop it.

My soul felt lighter as it floated up.

I watched him below, cradling my lifeless body in agony.

I leaned my
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