Share

Chapter 19.

Author: Ciel Atwater
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-03 03:00:13

"Cash has always been a very caring person, even if she won't admit it to herself. She likes to do things her way, you know?"

Nina's gaze turned soft as she drowned in the memory of some other time, some other place, perhaps the very one she was about to present.

"She took her friend's death very hard, blamed herself even- she was the one who'd been by Luna's side the entire way, after all. She could've fought harder, nagged more, convinced her one way or another not to listen, not to go through with it- in the end, Cash felt she'd let her friend down."

"When the baby was born, it was Cash who was there, by Luna's side, holding her hand, cutting the umbilical cord. You see, Luna's family disowned her when they found out she was pregnant, so

Locked Chapter
Continue to read this book on the APP

Related chapters

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 20.

    "Hey, Cash- what are you doing?"I turned to give mom an exasperated look as I motioned to the boxes upon boxes, some full, most of them empty, nearly overtaking the floor of my bedroom."Cleaning."Her brows furrowed as she took in the sight of all the boxes nearly overflowing with the variety of trinkets I'd already stuffed into most of them. From keychains and headbands to travel mugs, collectible figures, and plushies- a whole slew of shit from the theme park Asheton had taken me to yesterday.I don't know how or when he'd managed to get all that stuff into my room and I'd been way too tired last night to deal with the mess when I came upon it after Nico left, so I just closed the door on all the cute l

    Last Updated : 2023-10-10
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Prologue-

    "Hey!" I snapped. Both my mother and the obscenely handsome stranger already on my last nerve finally stopped talking. "Don't assume shit, got it?” My eyes shot daggers at the man daring to meet my gaze. “You don't know me. And another thing, what the hell's wrong with you? You got a thing for married older women with kids or what? What kind of ploy is this- offer them a job and they'll come running? Are you insane?!""Cash wait-"But no. I was done waiting.I was a speeding bullet on a one-way track to utter destruction, flames, and all.Her luck had run out. There was no stopping my fury this time. "What's the matter with you, huh? How are you going to just stand here and let this bastard sweet talk you like that? What about Dad?!"Mom bit her lip, her golden eyes flitting nervously from me to the stranger behind us. Good. At least she had the decency to look embarrassed after getting caught. I mean, who the hell brings their own daughter to a hook-up?! And with a man half her age

    Last Updated : 2022-12-26
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 1.

    To be honest, I never once thought that something like this would happen to me. I've always been adamant about what I wanted to do with my life- what I would become. Every time someone had something to say, my family especially, about the inevitable future that awaited me if I didn't change my ways, I'd laugh in their faces. Expectations didn't have to be met. Inevitable future? Give me a break. I wouldn't be like the rest of the idiots in my family. No sir, not me.I'd rise above and conquer the curse every single one of the women in my family seemed to be plagued by. Mom, on the other hand, had other thoughts."Mark my words Cash, one day you're gonna have to bite your tongue and remember what I'm telling you now. There's no way around it, life happens and when it does it'll be when you least expect it. It'll come at you with such force you won't even realize it until it's right there in your face."How could I not roll my eyes at that? How could I not snort in derision at the ab

    Last Updated : 2022-12-26
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 2.

    "Hey! Open the door, Cash! I know you're in there!"The pounding at the door just kept coming. One after another. The hollow blows against the wood kept growing louder and louder until I wasn't sure if it was a person at my door or a whole army. I chanced a glance at the time on the upper right corner of my laptop screen:12:07PMRight on time."I told you last night I'd be stopping by today to pick up the finished manuscript, didn't I? I even texted and sent you an email early this morning just to remind you. Again! So you can't tell me you forgot or some other excuse that I'm sure you're concocting right now as I speak. Now open up!"A smirk curved the corner of my lips. He never deviated from the script.In as innocent and pleasant a voice as I could muster I called out to the person assaulting my door. "Who is it?"Just as I imagined it would, the pounding at the door stopped for all of five seconds, the time it took to gather himself no doubt before the rapid-fire blows fell up

    Last Updated : 2022-12-26
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 3.

    "I just don't see why I have to dress up. It's your job-interview-meeting thing!" I spat angrily.If there were two things that fucked me up, it was dressing up and getting up early.And here I was doing both.Mom burst into my room at the crack of dawn like a hurricane with make-up and dresses and shit and once she was satisfied off we went to... wherever here was.And from what I could see of this mystery place, we sure weren't in Kansas anymore.Big. Immaculate. And screaming MONEY were all the buildings and homes we passed with cars that cost more than a house in every driveway and parking lot.I'd never felt so uncomfortable in my life. And I was in a dress. And heels. Wearing make-up!I clucked my tongue again, crossing my arms tight over my chest. This was a load of BS."This is the first time, I've ever heard of a job interview allowing "moral support" inside." I huffed. "What kind of job is this any- oh, shit!"I stumbled as the heel of the pump I'd been forced to wear lodged

    Last Updated : 2023-03-18
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 4.

    "I have never been so embarrassed, Alfie! Never in my life!"A smirk pulled at the corners of my lips at the sound of my mother bursting through the front door. Her voice, laced with mortification and verging on the edge of hysterics, was music to my ears."But what happened, honey? I can't understand anything you're saying if you don't tell me."I could hear mom groan. I could practically see her rubbing at her temples in annoyance at poor dear old dad, who was just trying to understand, after all."What happened? What happened?! Oh my God, everything was a complete disaster Alfie- that's what happened! Your daughter- she... she- ugh, she makes me so mad!"Dad's weary sigh could be felt all the way to my room. The smirk tugging at my lips pulled tighter until a smile formed as I imagined him rolling his eyes at mom's dramatic antics. The sound of her stomping through the living room, her angry mutterings filling the entire house as she went, followed by her heavy footsteps as she mad

    Last Updated : 2023-04-08
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 5.

    "You know, just because I'm forced to be here doesn't mean I have to listen to you. I can scowl all I want, I can frown all I want and I can sure as hell curse all I fucking want."I was pissed off and not just because mom had been smiling and giggling like Glinda the Good Witch the entire ride here but because the place we now sat in was a hundred- no, a thousand times worse than the first one.The walls glittered with gleaming shades of gold, the sparkling chandeliers hanging above our heads were far more ornate than the last ones, and the damn plates and silverware staring at me in the face were a shimmering shade of 24K gold!Did the owner of this damn hell-hole have any idea how many people he could feed by selling just one measly butter knife?!The more I looked around, the worse my mood became. I could feel the levels of irritation rise steadily with every chair, every intricately designed flower arrangement, every breathtaking painting, and glint of gold that caught my eye. Th

    Last Updated : 2023-04-12
  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 6.

    "Oh Lord, every time I imagine what a pair you two would've made, I start getting angry all over again!I mean, can you imagine? An eligible wealthy bachelor like Rio Asheton with my very own Cash Huxley... you'd have been the envy of all your friends, your sisters, cousins, and anyone else with a brain! Ha... to have been in your shoes Cash..."I finished typing the last sentence in the final paragraph of the second chapter to the newest manuscript I'd started about a month ago and finally turned to give my mother the attention she so desperately wanted.Tossing an arm over the back of my chair, I cocked my head to the side as I held up three fingers. "A) I don't have friends, B) I could care less what anyone would say, has to say, or will say in the future, and C) what are you waiting for then, go get 'im, girl."Mom clicked her tongue in disapproval, to which I replied with a wink before turning back to shut the laptop on my desk.With a yawn, I lifted my arms high up in the air un

    Last Updated : 2023-04-26

Latest chapter

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 20.

    "Hey, Cash- what are you doing?"I turned to give mom an exasperated look as I motioned to the boxes upon boxes, some full, most of them empty, nearly overtaking the floor of my bedroom."Cleaning."Her brows furrowed as she took in the sight of all the boxes nearly overflowing with the variety of trinkets I'd already stuffed into most of them. From keychains and headbands to travel mugs, collectible figures, and plushies- a whole slew of shit from the theme park Asheton had taken me to yesterday.I don't know how or when he'd managed to get all that stuff into my room and I'd been way too tired last night to deal with the mess when I came upon it after Nico left, so I just closed the door on all the cute l

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 19.

    "Cash has always been a very caring person, even if she won't admit it to herself. She likes to do things her way, you know?"Nina's gaze turned soft as she drowned in the memory of some other time, some other place, perhaps the very one she was about to present."She took her friend's death very hard, blamed herself even- she was the one who'd been by Luna's side the entire way, after all. She could've fought harder, nagged more, convinced her one way or another not to listen, not to go through with it- in the end, Cash felt she'd let her friend down.""When the baby was born, it was Cash who was there, by Luna's side, holding her hand, cutting the umbilical cord. You see, Luna's family disowned her when they found out she was pregnant, so

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 18.

    There was something seriously wrong with me today-First, the thing with Nico, I mean, I've punched him in the gut just for even daring to sass me. For what he'd done, forcing himself on me, I would've pummeled him to the ground, no mercy.And yet...I didn't.I could say it was because we were interrupted before I could even get the chance to, I could say it was because I felt bad for the guy- I could come up with a shit ton of different excuses to explain myself but the fact of the matter was that I didn't do what I normally would've and the reason was... well, I don't know.And then, as if things weren't weird enough already, I go and pull that shit

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 17.

    I've been to amusement parks before.Gone on all the rides after waiting excessive amounts of time in line just to get on them. I've ogled all the cute merch in all the park shops, just wishing I could take these home with me but not willing to pay the exorbitant prices listed on the tags. And at the end of the day, staring in awe at all the fireworks lighting up the night sky, I've realized that the throbbing in my feet and ache in my shoulders was all worth it.I've done all of that and more when I've been to amusement parks, which, now that I think of it, hasn't been in a really long time. But I've never, ever, experienced a day at a theme park quite like with Asheton.For starters, he snapped a lot of photos.

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 16.

    "Ok, so first of all- don't think for a second I've forgotten about what you did to my family's living room. Or Nico," I said, firmly jabbing a finger into Asheton's chest. "And second, where the hell are we?"To be honest, I didn't really need him to tell me where we were, I already knew. I'd have to be some kind of idiot not to recognize a theme park when I saw it. What I was actually asking was why.Why had he brought me to a theme park in the middle of a weekday?Didn't he have work? Or what, just because he was the boss's son, he thought he could play hooky? I mean... I knew I did. But still, he didn't seem like the type. And I still had a lot of writing to do too. Just thinking about it made me want to forget I even did, though.

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 15.

    "Oh, my fu-!!!!"My nails dug into the fleshy part of my palms as I gripped the grab handle above me with every bit of strength I had when Asheton zipped into the right lane of the highway again.He'd been zigging and zagging, cutting in front of speeding cars whose tires squealed while their horns blared angrily every time he did. For the past twenty minutes, that felt more like hours, I forced my eyes shut every time the car jolted from one side of the highway to the other while trying to convince my brain that I wasn't dying... at least not yet."Asheton! Jesus! Slow down!!!!" I shrieked, squeezing my eyes tight against the sudden impact I was sure would come but didn't."Not until we get there," Asheton whispere

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 14.

    There was a moment of stunned silence.None of us could find words, much less the courage to break the thick stillness that descended upon us after such... brutality.I mean, the living room was a complete wreck.The coffee table had been reduced to a pile of broken pieces of wood. The tv stand, along with the glass elephant figurines mom collected and other little knick-knacks upon it, were all smashed into unrecognizable shards of crystal and bits of wood. The tv lay in a heap of plastic and glass on the floor. And amidst all that rubble lay Nico, an unmoving mass of bloody limbs and rumpled business suit.This was... this was a violent act of aggression. One my mind just couldn't wrap around, mu

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 13.

    "Mom, door!" I called out absently as I continued to stare at the screen before me.The curser on the blank document in front of me blinked as if to remind me of the unproductive past two hours I'd spent sitting at my desk.I didn't get it.I mean,No matter how many times I tapped my fingers against the keys, no words would appear.No matter how loud I blasted the music at my earphones, no inspiration struck.And no matter how many times I called for mom, that doorbell still kept ringing.As it had been for the past 10 minutes already.Whatever- sooner or later, mom would show up or the jackass at the door would eventually grow tired and leave and I'd finally have peace to write... maybe, if this stupid blank slate in my head ever decided to come up with something.There had to be something in there for me to write. It couldn't just stay empty this long... right?Ugh... ever since last night, my head had been a complete mess. I mean, first the whole jail thing, then the whole Asheton

  • Never Having To Say I Do   Chapter 12.

    I couldn't believe what I was seeing.Hell, I couldn't believe what I was hearing!The things coming out of both these guys' mouths-'Don't touch... she's mine...''I don't think so, she can decide that for herself.'What the fuck was this, a cringy teen drama?!And who the hell did Asheton think he was?I was not his- not now and not ever.I'd made that painfully clear.And just what was up with

DMCA.com Protection Status