"Oh Lord, every time I imagine what a pair you two would've made, I start getting angry all over again!
I mean, can you imagine? An eligible wealthy bachelor like Rio Asheton with my very own Cash Huxley... you'd have been the envy of all your friends, your sisters, cousins, and anyone else with a brain! Ha... to have been in your shoes Cash..."
I finished typing the last sentence in the final paragraph of the second chapter to the newest manuscript I'd started about a month ago and finally turned to give my mother the attention she so desperately wanted.
Tossing an arm over the back of my chair, I cocked my head to the side as I held up three fingers. "A) I don't have friends, B) I could care less what anyone would say, has to say, or will say in the future, and C) what are you waiting for then, go get 'im, girl."
Mom clicked her tongue in disapproval, to which I replied with a wink before turning back to shut the laptop on my desk.
With a yawn, I lifted my arms high up in the air until I felt the bones and muscles in my back and shoulders pop. I groaned in pleasure at the sweet relief flooding my limbs before moving on to stretch out the kinks in my legs.
It'd been about a month or so since the last time we had this conversation. To be honest, it'd been more of a trip than an actual surprise that mom had managed to hold off for so long, which was why I didn't cut her off or ignore her outright.
But yes, an entire month had gone by since the whole blind date fiasco, although it felt way more than that. To me, the entire thing had been nothing but an unfortunate event in my past, and that was it. I hadn't lost any sleep over it, I hadn't felt any guilt or regrets, and that was just the way I preferred it. Why think about something you didn't really care about?
The past was the past and that was it. No harm and no foul over something you couldn't change.
Mom sighed, readjusting herself on the couch to be at the optimum knitting position.
"Well, anyway, Nico called again... why don't you ever answer his calls? He sounded annoyed-
"He sounds annoyed all the time," I interjected.
She smiled, shaking her head as she continued to knit and purl stitches. "Yes, he does, and I wonder why Cash. The poor boy's probably suffering from high blood pressure because of you. Why don't you turn your work in on time for once and save yourself and poor Nico the stress of the wild goose chase?"
I yawned again, swiping at tears that pooled at the corners of my eyes. "Hey, when are you going to finish that blanket you promised me?"
"Cash."
I shrugged, feigning ignorance at my drastic change in the subject. "You've been on it for months now. I know how fast you knit, so don't tell me it takes time. I've seen you finish one for Janice in half the time it's taken you to finish mine. So what gives?"
Mom pursed her lips, her golden gaze twinkling with restrained mirth. "Maybe my fingers aren't what they used to be, ever think of that?"
I snorted. "Yeah, right."
With a chuckle, she shook her head. "How's about this then, you finish your manuscript, on time this time, and I finish your blanket."
I shot her a wry smile before getting to my feet and padding over to the couch where she sat. Plopping heavily onto the soft cushions below, I draped myself over the armrest and groaned. "But it's hard!"
Mom clicked her tongue. "It's not hard. You're just lazy. And a bit of a sadist, if you ask me."
My head snapped up so fast I nearly cried out from the pain that ripped through me. "Sadist?! What?"
I could see her lips twist into a playful smile as she continued to knit. "Yeah, I mean, what kind of sane person enjoys making other people suffer? Last time I checked, it's sadists."
I scoffed. "You've actually checked what kind of people like to make others suffer? Whoa mom, TMI much?"
"Oh, hush Cash." She continued, a small smile tugging at her lips. "I was just trying to see if I could find any like-minded people for you to hang out with. I'm worried about you, kid."
With a grunt, I watched silently as her hands worked deftly. Her gaze had become completely engrossed by the needles and piles of yarn in her lap. And as I watched her, I could see how everything else simply faded away, and it was just her and her work.
And the longer I watched her, the heavier my gaze grew. It was all so therapeutic, just watching the way her fingers worked so methodically yet so nimbly. The warmth of afternoon sun streaming in through the bay windows across from us, the soft sound of yarn sliding against the smooth wood of her needles, and the faint, steady sound of her breathing was all so dreamy-
Another yawn overtook me, making my heavy-lidded eyes water and my body relax into the sweet embrace of slumber.
What a perfectly good time for a nap...
Ding~
Dong~
My eyes snapped open.
Just when I was about to succumb to the gentle pull of dreamland for the first time in two days, and the universe decided to give me the finger. Great. Irritation, hot and thick, began to simmer just under the surface of my skin. And I guess mom could sense it too because she chuckled softly before patting my hip.
"I'll get it, Cash. Just go back to sleep."
I sensed as she got to her feet and made her way to the door, leaving the space to my right a fraction colder than what it'd been earlier. But at least I now had the entire couch to myself. With a stifled yawn, I pulled my legs up onto the couch and curled myself into as tight a ball as I could before closing my eyes again. Unlike earlier, though, when time and space seemed to align just right, I found myself far from being lulled back into the sweet pull of slumber. The dreamy-like quality of air, the soft yet nimble hand movements, the warmth and soothing white noise from earlier were all gone leaving everything all wrong.
With a huff, I turned onto my back, my eyes snapping open beneath the frown that would not smooth out no matter how hard I tried to relax my brows.
As I lay there, staring at the white ceiling above, I caught the sound of muffled voices conversing at the front door. And even though I didn't catch exactly what was being said, I could tell mom was slightly surprised by whoever was at the door.
Hmmm, I wonder what that's all about. Was she expecting someone?
The longer I lay there, the more relaxed my body became. The sounds from outside that slipped in through the open door soon became like a faint stream of white noise. The orange streaks of sun flooding in through the windows soon became a thick warm blanket that descended upon me. Before long, the curiosity that'd been peaked by the muffled voices quickly became overshadowed by the surge of drowsiness that washed over me.
"Hey, Cash?"
I blinked, rubbing at my eyes drowsily. That was the second time I'd been ripped away from Mr. Sandman's grasp. Somebody was looking to get stabbed...
"Hm," I growled irritably.
"Can you come here, please?"
Frowning, I stifled yet another yawn that was quickly overtaken by a groan. With a sigh, I turned over on my side so that I faced the window currently engulfed by a halo of oranges and yellows.
Maybe, if I pretend to be asleep, she'll leave me alone...
"Now, Cash."
Guess not.
"Ugh..."
With a huff, I tossed my legs over the side and got to my feet. The irritation I'd been feeling earlier? Yeah, it was back and just about boiling over.
Making sure to stomp as loudly as I could, I made my way over to mom as she leaned into the door frame, allowing me a glimpse at the person at the door. From what I could see, it was a delivery guy dressed in blue with a funny looking cap that reminded me of those old-time milkmen. As I got closer and squeezed into the space between the door and mom, I saw that he not only had one box but that there were at least four or five different sized and colored boxes on the ground behind him.
My eyes widened as I looked from one to the next, noting how each had a distinct little envelope taped to the corner of each one.
"Geez, you expecting all of these?"
As I knelt down to reach for the nearest box, mom stopped me with a hand to my shoulder.
"Actually, they're not for me..."
I raised a brow, my fingers grazing the edge of the little black envelope set diagonally on the front of one of the boxes that seemed to be about the size of a jack in the box. "What do you mean they're not, then who're they for?"
When mom didn't say anything, I set my gaze on the delivery guy with his milk-man hat and impeccable blue suit. He smiled at me, his cheeks all shiny and rosy, while his vivid green eyes twinkled and sparkled as if he'd just jumped out of a fairy tale.
"They're for you."
I blinked. "What?" Rising to my feet, I crossed my arms over my chest and gave mom a look.
"Are you Cash Huxley?"
I turned back to look at the delivery guy. With a frown, I looked him over before nodding. "Yeah, and?"
Unaffected by the look of displeasure I shot him, he simply smiled, flashing a set of pearly white teeth before holding out a clipboard with an order sheet and a pen. "Sign here, please."
I looked from the dude to mom then back to the dude again. "I didn't order anything."
His eyes twinkled. He looked positively tickled pink. "Must be a nice surprise then, huh?"
I looked at him completely deadpan. "Who sent them?"
The guy, he couldn't be that much older than I, cocked his head to the side and had the gall to look crestfallen. "I'm sorry, I don't know. I believe it says in the cards, though."
I raised a brow dubiously.
Mom, unable to contain her excitement any longer giggled sweetly as she patted me on the back, practically forcing me out the door. "Well, go on Cash, don't keep the poor young man waiting. I'm sure he has a lot more deliveries to make to waste time here and play twenty questions with you. Sorry about her, haha."
The guy offered mom another one of those brilliant smiles. "No worries, ma'am."
I rolled my eyes, shrugging off mom's touch before taking the clipboard from good old Mr. Boy-Next-Door to scribble my name on the x at the bottom.
"Thank you and these are for y-"
Without waiting for him to finish, I turned on my heel and began to make my way to the couch once more before I heard him call out, his voice flustered and slightly concerned. "Um, excuse me, Miss? Aren't you going to wait for the others?"
I stopped in my tracks.
Turning back to face him, confusion etched on my face, I cocked my head to the side. "Others?"
He chuckled politely. "Yes, the rest of your packages... they're quite a lot actually."
Ducking out from behind mom, I squeezed past her and skipped down the cobblestone steps before stopping dead in my tracks at the sight waiting for me on the driveway.
My mouth dropped.
It was a whole truck... like a legit delivery box truck.
I stared in disbelief, not even noticing the two guys dressed in the same uniform as the boy at the door, until one of them jogged over to me, an enormous vase filled with bright red roses in hand.
"For you, " He smiled before handing it to me, then heading back to help his partner out to cart dolly after dolly of packages, baskets, and floral vases of all shapes and sizes.
"Holy-"
"Who's it from?"
"Shit!"
I barely managed to keep the vase in my hands from crashing to the ground before turning to shoot mom a glare. She offered me an apologetic smile.
"Well?" She reached out over my shoulder and pulled out another white envelope, just like the one on all the packages being carted out. "Look, there's a card."
I pursed my lips, tasting bile on my tongue as I looked at the card in her hand with scorn. Foisting the vase on mom, I snatched the card from her and practically tore the envelope off to see who'd been the asshole who'd sent a literal shit load of shit to my house.
The moment the first word came into view, I swear I saw red. I didn't even bother reading the rest of the elegant cursive on it, I didn't have to. Crumbling it in my hand as if trying to disintegrate the little piece of paper, I tossed it over my shoulder and made a dash for the house.
Okay, it seems someone's looking for the ass-kicking of a lifetime. Fine. I'm game. And when I'm through with the fucker, I'll make sure he never even thinks about pulling this shit again!
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"Wait! Whose it from!?"
Nina Huxley cried out after her youngest daughter Cash as this one stormed off like a firecracker, murderous intent flowing off of her in thick hot waves as she went.
With a sigh, she placed the beautifully arranged vase of roses on the soft grass below before reaching for the little ball of paper Cash had practically crushed to dust then tossed onto the grass behind her. As she began to unravel it, careful not to tear it, Nina couldn't help but shake her head in helplessness. Sometimes, her daughter could be such a ticking time bomb. There was no telling what could set her off-
"Oh..." A small smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she finally unraveled the card enough to see the name of the sender. With a giggle, she looked towards the front door where Cash had just stormed into and held the card to her lips.
"I guess you've finally met your match, huh Cash?"
Rio Asheton sighed, propping his chin on his hand as he looked over the piles of important documents that required his attention. As his gaze scanned the countless forms and contracts splayed over his desk, he felt his mind drift and wander elsewhere.Over the past month, he'd buried himself in any work that came his way, including projects that didn't necessarily need his attention. It was all done with the sole purpose of staying busy so he wouldn't give in and reach out to her.She'd called him a pervert, a jerk, and a few other words he didn't really care to remember, so he'd vowed to himself that he'd change her perception of him. Staying away might not have been the best tactic but it was the only thing he could think of given the way they'd last left things. She'd been so... upset by his actions and with good reason too.He never should've kissed her...Tightening the grip on the pen in his hand, Rio sighed once more. He had to make things right- had to do whatever it took t
I couldn't help it.I was so mad I wanted to tear the skin right off my face- just claw my nails deep into my cheeks and pull down slow and hard.Arrgh!!!!How dare he?! How. Dare. He!That was the second time in my life someone had ever kissed me! And as if that wasn't bad enough, it had to be done by that- that- fucker!!!!!I was on the verge of self-imploding and all because of him- that guy with the perfect smile, perfect midnight blue eyes, and velvet-soft lips...Wait, what?Arghhh! No one had ever pissed me off to this extent before- never! It was like he knew just what buttons to push to make me go off the deep end, and unlike the rest of the people who knew me, he didn't seem to be afraid of the consequences.It was either that or he was just too stupid to realize I really could beat him within an inch of his life...I sniffed angrily, stomping furiously across the neat black-topped parking structure to my car. Why the hell were there so many cars anyway? I didn't see a damn
"Oh my God, Rio! Why'd you keep it a secret?!"Mom's voice was grating. Dad's smile was blinding. The stupid guy beside me was a dazzling masterpiece full of smiles and fluttering lashes.And I was pissed."We're not dating!" I growled, my voice echoing in the jail booking center.At this, Asheton, whose arm was suddenly around my waist the minute my legs gave out, keeping me from crashing to the ground, chuckled. When I looked at him, his cheeks were flushed and there was this bashful smile on his lips that nearly made sick. And he seemed to notice my discomfort as he offered me a comforting smile, his long thick lashes fluttering softly against his cheeks as he leaned down.I didn't know what the hell he was thinking but I turned away before his face could get any closer, my lips curled in disgust."Actually, it happened earlier today." He chuckled, unbothered by my rebuff. "Cash came into my office to, uh... thank me for the gifts I sent, and things just kind of took off from there
"For the record, I don't feel bad for you.""Why thank you Cash, I'd feel bad if you did, haha."My hands balled into fists.The last half hour walking alongside Mr. Richy-Rich had been the worst thirty minutes of my life. He just didn't know when to shut-up! From old childhood stories to teenage years overseas, I'd learned more about him than I'd ever known about anyone else! And I could give a shit about all those memories and happy moments in his life- I didn't want to know any of them in the first place and yet there he was, laughing and smiling fondly as he forced them onto me.He was driving me nuts."Well, I hope you get blisters." I shot back, my mouth curled into a tight scowl."Um, I'd be troubled if I did. Although I do hike a lot. I like to get my cardio in when I can so I'm pretty confident I won't."I grit my teeth, digging my nails deep into the fleshy palms of my hands.I couldn't understand him. I just couldn't.Every scorn-filled comment I shot his way was met with a
Asheton froze.And I knew right then that that would be my only chance to break free.In the split-second it took for him to gather himself, I splayed my hands flat on his chest and pushed hard. When he stumbled back, confusion plain on his face, I wrapped a hand around the black tie around his neck, pulled down hard, and shoved my knee deep into his stomach.A smile tugged at the corners of my lips when I felt the hard planes of his abdomen give under my knee. I wanted to laugh at the pained groan that exploded out of his lush lips. But I wasn't finished.Not by a long shot.Still clenching his tie, I pulled down again, kneeing him over and over until he cru
I couldn't believe what I was seeing.Hell, I couldn't believe what I was hearing!The things coming out of both these guys' mouths-'Don't touch... she's mine...''I don't think so, she can decide that for herself.'What the fuck was this, a cringy teen drama?!And who the hell did Asheton think he was?I was not his- not now and not ever.I'd made that painfully clear.And just what was up with
"Mom, door!" I called out absently as I continued to stare at the screen before me.The curser on the blank document in front of me blinked as if to remind me of the unproductive past two hours I'd spent sitting at my desk.I didn't get it.I mean,No matter how many times I tapped my fingers against the keys, no words would appear.No matter how loud I blasted the music at my earphones, no inspiration struck.And no matter how many times I called for mom, that doorbell still kept ringing.As it had been for the past 10 minutes already.Whatever- sooner or later, mom would show up or the jackass at the door would eventually grow tired and leave and I'd finally have peace to write... maybe, if this stupid blank slate in my head ever decided to come up with something.There had to be something in there for me to write. It couldn't just stay empty this long... right?Ugh... ever since last night, my head had been a complete mess. I mean, first the whole jail thing, then the whole Asheton
There was a moment of stunned silence.None of us could find words, much less the courage to break the thick stillness that descended upon us after such... brutality.I mean, the living room was a complete wreck.The coffee table had been reduced to a pile of broken pieces of wood. The tv stand, along with the glass elephant figurines mom collected and other little knick-knacks upon it, were all smashed into unrecognizable shards of crystal and bits of wood. The tv lay in a heap of plastic and glass on the floor. And amidst all that rubble lay Nico, an unmoving mass of bloody limbs and rumpled business suit.This was... this was a violent act of aggression. One my mind just couldn't wrap around, mu
"Hey, Cash- what are you doing?"I turned to give mom an exasperated look as I motioned to the boxes upon boxes, some full, most of them empty, nearly overtaking the floor of my bedroom."Cleaning."Her brows furrowed as she took in the sight of all the boxes nearly overflowing with the variety of trinkets I'd already stuffed into most of them. From keychains and headbands to travel mugs, collectible figures, and plushies- a whole slew of shit from the theme park Asheton had taken me to yesterday.I don't know how or when he'd managed to get all that stuff into my room and I'd been way too tired last night to deal with the mess when I came upon it after Nico left, so I just closed the door on all the cute l
"Cash has always been a very caring person, even if she won't admit it to herself. She likes to do things her way, you know?"Nina's gaze turned soft as she drowned in the memory of some other time, some other place, perhaps the very one she was about to present."She took her friend's death very hard, blamed herself even- she was the one who'd been by Luna's side the entire way, after all. She could've fought harder, nagged more, convinced her one way or another not to listen, not to go through with it- in the end, Cash felt she'd let her friend down.""When the baby was born, it was Cash who was there, by Luna's side, holding her hand, cutting the umbilical cord. You see, Luna's family disowned her when they found out she was pregnant, so
There was something seriously wrong with me today-First, the thing with Nico, I mean, I've punched him in the gut just for even daring to sass me. For what he'd done, forcing himself on me, I would've pummeled him to the ground, no mercy.And yet...I didn't.I could say it was because we were interrupted before I could even get the chance to, I could say it was because I felt bad for the guy- I could come up with a shit ton of different excuses to explain myself but the fact of the matter was that I didn't do what I normally would've and the reason was... well, I don't know.And then, as if things weren't weird enough already, I go and pull that shit
I've been to amusement parks before.Gone on all the rides after waiting excessive amounts of time in line just to get on them. I've ogled all the cute merch in all the park shops, just wishing I could take these home with me but not willing to pay the exorbitant prices listed on the tags. And at the end of the day, staring in awe at all the fireworks lighting up the night sky, I've realized that the throbbing in my feet and ache in my shoulders was all worth it.I've done all of that and more when I've been to amusement parks, which, now that I think of it, hasn't been in a really long time. But I've never, ever, experienced a day at a theme park quite like with Asheton.For starters, he snapped a lot of photos.
"Ok, so first of all- don't think for a second I've forgotten about what you did to my family's living room. Or Nico," I said, firmly jabbing a finger into Asheton's chest. "And second, where the hell are we?"To be honest, I didn't really need him to tell me where we were, I already knew. I'd have to be some kind of idiot not to recognize a theme park when I saw it. What I was actually asking was why.Why had he brought me to a theme park in the middle of a weekday?Didn't he have work? Or what, just because he was the boss's son, he thought he could play hooky? I mean... I knew I did. But still, he didn't seem like the type. And I still had a lot of writing to do too. Just thinking about it made me want to forget I even did, though.
"Oh, my fu-!!!!"My nails dug into the fleshy part of my palms as I gripped the grab handle above me with every bit of strength I had when Asheton zipped into the right lane of the highway again.He'd been zigging and zagging, cutting in front of speeding cars whose tires squealed while their horns blared angrily every time he did. For the past twenty minutes, that felt more like hours, I forced my eyes shut every time the car jolted from one side of the highway to the other while trying to convince my brain that I wasn't dying... at least not yet."Asheton! Jesus! Slow down!!!!" I shrieked, squeezing my eyes tight against the sudden impact I was sure would come but didn't."Not until we get there," Asheton whispere
There was a moment of stunned silence.None of us could find words, much less the courage to break the thick stillness that descended upon us after such... brutality.I mean, the living room was a complete wreck.The coffee table had been reduced to a pile of broken pieces of wood. The tv stand, along with the glass elephant figurines mom collected and other little knick-knacks upon it, were all smashed into unrecognizable shards of crystal and bits of wood. The tv lay in a heap of plastic and glass on the floor. And amidst all that rubble lay Nico, an unmoving mass of bloody limbs and rumpled business suit.This was... this was a violent act of aggression. One my mind just couldn't wrap around, mu
"Mom, door!" I called out absently as I continued to stare at the screen before me.The curser on the blank document in front of me blinked as if to remind me of the unproductive past two hours I'd spent sitting at my desk.I didn't get it.I mean,No matter how many times I tapped my fingers against the keys, no words would appear.No matter how loud I blasted the music at my earphones, no inspiration struck.And no matter how many times I called for mom, that doorbell still kept ringing.As it had been for the past 10 minutes already.Whatever- sooner or later, mom would show up or the jackass at the door would eventually grow tired and leave and I'd finally have peace to write... maybe, if this stupid blank slate in my head ever decided to come up with something.There had to be something in there for me to write. It couldn't just stay empty this long... right?Ugh... ever since last night, my head had been a complete mess. I mean, first the whole jail thing, then the whole Asheton
I couldn't believe what I was seeing.Hell, I couldn't believe what I was hearing!The things coming out of both these guys' mouths-'Don't touch... she's mine...''I don't think so, she can decide that for herself.'What the fuck was this, a cringy teen drama?!And who the hell did Asheton think he was?I was not his- not now and not ever.I'd made that painfully clear.And just what was up with