"I have never been so embarrassed, Alfie! Never in my life!"
A smirk pulled at the corners of my lips at the sound of my mother bursting through the front door. Her voice, laced with mortification and verging on the edge of hysterics, was music to my ears.
"But what happened, honey? I can't understand anything you're saying if you don't tell me."
I could hear mom groan. I could practically see her rubbing at her temples in annoyance at poor dear old dad, who was just trying to understand, after all.
"What happened? What happened?! Oh my God, everything was a complete disaster Alfie- that's what happened! Your daughter- she... she- ugh, she makes me so mad!"
Dad's weary sigh could be felt all the way to my room. The smirk tugging at my lips pulled tighter until a smile formed as I imagined him rolling his eyes at mom's dramatic antics. The sound of her stomping through the living room, her angry mutterings filling the entire house as she went, followed by her heavy footsteps as she made her way up the stairs sent me into a flurry. I knew exactly where she was going and I didn't want to have anything to do with it.
Slipping on the headphones I'd kept around my neck, over my ears, I pressed play on my phone, turning the music up to full blast. And not a moment too soon because just as the first strum of the electric guitar began to fill my ears, the door to my room burst open.
For the second time that week.
Busying myself with the nth draft of the first chapter to the new manuscript I'd started I allowed the heavy beats of the drums, the sexy riffs of the guitars, and the scratchy vocals of the singer to wash over me. It was just me and the computer; the keys at my fingertips, the glow of the screen against the lenses of my glasses and the numbing music rushing through my veins.
Okay Cash, so where are you going with this? What is it you want this poor little orphan to do first? Slit the throat or snap the arm bones clean in half? Hm... decisions, decisions, decisions...
"-stand!"
"- alm down,"
"-isten... me..."
I frowned, pursing my lips as I stared at the glowing screen in front of me, the curser at the end of the last sentence I'd completed blinking silently as if to mock me. Exhaling through my nose I refocused my attention on the screen before me. Once again my fingers tackled the keys at rapid fire speeds. Horrified screams, agonizing cries, violence and bloodshed all materialized before my eyes the faster I tapped away at the keyboard.
"-ina... -st relax"
"Cash!"
Muffled noise. Muffled voices. Muffled cries of outrage and utter humiliation somehow managed to pierce through the blaring music at my ears, destroying the little bit of concentration I'd managed to gain. With a click of my tongue, I reached for my phone again and turned the volume up as loud as it would go.
Instantly I was assaulted by the crashing sound of drums and guitars and the beautiful vocals of the song. My ears felt like they were going to explode, my brain was on fire, and yet... oh, what bliss...
Until the headphones were ripped right off my head.
"I can't believe you'd do that to me, Cash! I can't believe you'd do that to poor Rio! God, why can't you ever just talk things through like a sane person? Instead, you have to go off the wall and explode, raining down all kinds of chaos on innocent people. What fault did he have for you to do something so-so-"
"Wait, what did she do?"
Both mom and I turned to look at dad.
I suppressed the urge to smile while mom gave him a look that could burn a hole through a wall.
Oh, Dad, you can be such an airhead.
Alfred Huxley, or otherwise known as Alfie by his loved ones, was a gentle giant of a man with smile lines around his milk chocolate eyes from spending all of the forty years he'd been on this earth smiling and basically enjoying what life had to offer. He towered over both mom and I, at nearly 6ft- a height my lucky sisters unfairly inherited from him. Yet he wasn't intimidating in the least. Unlike mom, he didn't have a mischievous bone in his body and was beloved and liked by anyone who met him, including his boss, who from what I'd heard was a tough cookie to crack.
I think that if there was anyone on this planet who could defuse a bomb with a smile on his face while still managing to keep the people at peace, it was him. That's just who he was. He didn't sweat the little things or the big things. Alfred Huxley was as chill as a chest full of ice.
When I raised a brow and motioned to mom, who was busy shooting icy daggers at him, he simply shrugged, his gaze shifting from mom to me and finally to mom, one of his thick dark brows arched meaningfully. With a shake of my head as I stifled the laugh that nearly slipped past my lips, I put on the good old poker face and finally turned to face Nina Huxley.
Mom was practically on the verge of bursting a vein. Her face was a bright shade of crimson, her eyes glassy with outrage, the little vein at the top of her forehead bulging dangerously close to the surface, while her hands shook at her sides. For a second I couldn't tell if all that anger was still because of me or if it was due to dad's obliviousness. When she snapped that golden gaze on me, as if somehow sensing that I was looking at her, I didn't have to wonder anymore. It was definitely still me.
"Hey dad," I smiled, ignoring the blistering heat scalding the right side of my face. "How's it going?" Dad frowned, his lips pursed into a thin line. He crossed his arms over his chest and cocked his head to the side. I know he was trying to play the role of the stern parent here but... the slightly upturned corner of his mouth kind of ruined the whole thing.
"Well, what'd you do, Cash?" He asked, one of his hands reaching out to gently rub mom's back, the expert bomb diffuser at work.
I shrugged. "Well, you know, nothing much. I just-"
"Oh no, don't you dare, Cash Huxley. I am not reliving that disastrous moment again! I don't want to hear you so much as even breathe a word about what happened back there. It's too disgusting to think about!"
With a sigh, I turned my sights back on mom again. Her hair was disheveled, her eyes wild and crazed, her brightly made-up lips trembling. I cocked my head to the side and raised a brow as I looked at her. She really needed to take a chill-pill, like stat.
For a moment no one said a word. Mom and I had come to a standstill of sorts, locked into a silent battle of hard unblinking stares. Then of course dad, being the ultimate airhead that he was had to interrupt.
"Uh, so... is anyone going to say anything?"
Mom frowned, her lips twisting into a grimace. I smiled sweetly. Batted my eyes innocently before turning to face dad.
"I kicked him in the balls, dad."
Mom's mouth dropped. I could feel the heavy weight of her gaze as she stared at me in utter shock. Her cheeks flushed an even brighter shade of red, if that was possible, while her tiny hands balled into fists so tight her knuckles turned white.
I winked at her before turning once in my rollaway chair then getting up to pad over to my bed.
"What? It's the truth. I'm not going to deny it, like someone here."
At that jab mom sighed, reaching out to pinch the bridge of her nose while squeezing her eyes shut. As she took in another breath I could hear the start of the fake hitching sobs that were her go-to whenever things didn't go her way. And even though I knew and mom knew they were fake, dad was innocent and naive enough to believe them. The moment I plopped onto the bed he caught my gaze and gave me a look. He might not have thought what I'd done was worth all the fuss mom was making but from his pursed lips (without the tilted corner this time) and arched brows, he didn't think I was in the right either.
I rubbed at my eyes and sighed. She'd got him.
"Look, Dad, before you start with the lecture, let me just say one thing: he had it coming. They both had it coming. Or what, you're gonna sit here and think she's gonna take me on a blind date, without telling me, and simply expect everything to go all hunky-dory? Really? As if she doesn't know exactly who she's dealing with. Please." I shook my head, crossing my arms over my chest as I glared in mom's direction. "I believe my actions were justified. So there, I've said my piece and now I'm putting that topic to rest- got it, mom?"
Mom sniffled. She made a show of dabbing at her eyes as if to wipe away the non-existent tears there. I had to fight the urge to roll my eyes.
Oh, brother.
"Cash," Dad sighed wearily. "While I might not agree with the way your mother went about things, I also don't think you were in the right here kiddo. Granted, it was wrong to lie and trick you into going to that date, but you also have to learn how to control yourself kid. You're technically an adult here, which means you have to learn how to possess some self-control. Now, I'm not about to tell you to change or how to go about your life, heaven knows that ain't gonna work."
That's for sure.
"But that doesn't mean I can't give you some much-needed advice, you know, so you don't make an enemy out of every person you meet."
He chuckled. Mom scowled. And I rolled my eyes.
"With that being said, I think you owe Mr. Asheton an apology. Err, I uh mean, young Mr. Asheton- what'd you say his name was Nina?"
Mom rolled her eyes as she turned to give Dad a look. "Rio, hon', Rio."
"Yeah, there you go, Rio. So yeah, you're going to apologize to the poor guy, Cash. Say what you want and think what you will but let me tell you something baby girl, ain't no man out there who deserves a kick below the belt... unless they really earned it, of course."
My eyes widened. "What?! You can't be serious dad. There's absolutely no way in hell I'm going to do that. And you can't make me, because guess what, like you said, I'm an adult. An adult who makes her own decisions."
Dad's eyes glittered, his lips stretching into a smile so radiant it was blinding. He took a step forward and then another and another until he towered over me as I sat on the bed that suddenly felt really, really small in comparison to him.
"Oh, is that so?"
Great, I really had to go there, didn't I?
I swallowed. "Um..."
The sudden weight of dad's giant hand on my head, his thick fingers playfully rustling my hair, were enough to make me swallow again, hard.
"How 'bout we try this again, Cash."
With a frown, I nodded. My jaw ached so much from grinding my teeth to keep from saying anything that might set him off. Finally, I settled on the one word that I just knew would be my downfall.
"Fine."
With a chuckle and another quick tousle of my hair, dad nodded. "That's my girl."
I just shook my head, irritated as hell that I had to do something so stupid.
When I looked up and saw mom standing behind him, her eyes glittering with smug triumph, it took all the strength I possessed not to smash the bedside lamp.
"See, that wasn't so hard Cash. And trust me, apologizing isn't going to be any skin off your bones either. The sooner you get it done, the better though, don't you think? Then you never have to worry about... uh..."
"Rio, Alfie." Mom added in annoyance.
"Yeah, you'll never have to worry about Rio again. Easy."
I looked at dad skeptically but said nothing. Instead, I just nodded and plopped back onto the ultra-soft mattress with a grunt.
"Okay, okay. We'll get out of your hair now. Nina will take care of setting up the meeting with young Asheton 'kay, and only that, ya' hear Nina?"
Mom placed a hand on her chest and had the gall to look offended. "Wh- but of course, what do you take me for Alfie? I'm not the bad guy here, remember that."
Dad chuckled. "It's because I know you hon' that I'm telling you not to meddle anymore."
"Hmph." Mom pouted.
As they left, I could hear Dad chuckling followed soon after by mom's giggles. Their hushed and whispered voices carried all the way down the hall as they climbed down and settled in the living room. While all I could do was curse the helplessness I felt at being forced once more into something I didn't want anything to do with.
Still... it wasn't like I had a choice in the matter once dad stepped into the picture...
Sneaky play, mom.
Alfred Huxley might be a gentle giant and just as cuddly as a teddy bear 365 days a year but when he was in a bad mood, which was very rare, he was a force to be reckoned with. I didn't inherit his height but I sure inherited that temper. And sure, I was explosive and quick to flare up, but it was nothing compared to the old man. When he lit up... oooh, let's just say everyone beware.
Biting down hard on my lip, I squeezed my eyes shut and balled my hands into tight fists.
"Fuck!"
"You know, just because I'm forced to be here doesn't mean I have to listen to you. I can scowl all I want, I can frown all I want and I can sure as hell curse all I fucking want."I was pissed off and not just because mom had been smiling and giggling like Glinda the Good Witch the entire ride here but because the place we now sat in was a hundred- no, a thousand times worse than the first one.The walls glittered with gleaming shades of gold, the sparkling chandeliers hanging above our heads were far more ornate than the last ones, and the damn plates and silverware staring at me in the face were a shimmering shade of 24K gold!Did the owner of this damn hell-hole have any idea how many people he could feed by selling just one measly butter knife?!The more I looked around, the worse my mood became. I could feel the levels of irritation rise steadily with every chair, every intricately designed flower arrangement, every breathtaking painting, and glint of gold that caught my eye. Th
"Oh Lord, every time I imagine what a pair you two would've made, I start getting angry all over again!I mean, can you imagine? An eligible wealthy bachelor like Rio Asheton with my very own Cash Huxley... you'd have been the envy of all your friends, your sisters, cousins, and anyone else with a brain! Ha... to have been in your shoes Cash..."I finished typing the last sentence in the final paragraph of the second chapter to the newest manuscript I'd started about a month ago and finally turned to give my mother the attention she so desperately wanted.Tossing an arm over the back of my chair, I cocked my head to the side as I held up three fingers. "A) I don't have friends, B) I could care less what anyone would say, has to say, or will say in the future, and C) what are you waiting for then, go get 'im, girl."Mom clicked her tongue in disapproval, to which I replied with a wink before turning back to shut the laptop on my desk.With a yawn, I lifted my arms high up in the air un
Rio Asheton sighed, propping his chin on his hand as he looked over the piles of important documents that required his attention. As his gaze scanned the countless forms and contracts splayed over his desk, he felt his mind drift and wander elsewhere.Over the past month, he'd buried himself in any work that came his way, including projects that didn't necessarily need his attention. It was all done with the sole purpose of staying busy so he wouldn't give in and reach out to her.She'd called him a pervert, a jerk, and a few other words he didn't really care to remember, so he'd vowed to himself that he'd change her perception of him. Staying away might not have been the best tactic but it was the only thing he could think of given the way they'd last left things. She'd been so... upset by his actions and with good reason too.He never should've kissed her...Tightening the grip on the pen in his hand, Rio sighed once more. He had to make things right- had to do whatever it took t
I couldn't help it.I was so mad I wanted to tear the skin right off my face- just claw my nails deep into my cheeks and pull down slow and hard.Arrgh!!!!How dare he?! How. Dare. He!That was the second time in my life someone had ever kissed me! And as if that wasn't bad enough, it had to be done by that- that- fucker!!!!!I was on the verge of self-imploding and all because of him- that guy with the perfect smile, perfect midnight blue eyes, and velvet-soft lips...Wait, what?Arghhh! No one had ever pissed me off to this extent before- never! It was like he knew just what buttons to push to make me go off the deep end, and unlike the rest of the people who knew me, he didn't seem to be afraid of the consequences.It was either that or he was just too stupid to realize I really could beat him within an inch of his life...I sniffed angrily, stomping furiously across the neat black-topped parking structure to my car. Why the hell were there so many cars anyway? I didn't see a damn
"Oh my God, Rio! Why'd you keep it a secret?!"Mom's voice was grating. Dad's smile was blinding. The stupid guy beside me was a dazzling masterpiece full of smiles and fluttering lashes.And I was pissed."We're not dating!" I growled, my voice echoing in the jail booking center.At this, Asheton, whose arm was suddenly around my waist the minute my legs gave out, keeping me from crashing to the ground, chuckled. When I looked at him, his cheeks were flushed and there was this bashful smile on his lips that nearly made sick. And he seemed to notice my discomfort as he offered me a comforting smile, his long thick lashes fluttering softly against his cheeks as he leaned down.I didn't know what the hell he was thinking but I turned away before his face could get any closer, my lips curled in disgust."Actually, it happened earlier today." He chuckled, unbothered by my rebuff. "Cash came into my office to, uh... thank me for the gifts I sent, and things just kind of took off from there
"For the record, I don't feel bad for you.""Why thank you Cash, I'd feel bad if you did, haha."My hands balled into fists.The last half hour walking alongside Mr. Richy-Rich had been the worst thirty minutes of my life. He just didn't know when to shut-up! From old childhood stories to teenage years overseas, I'd learned more about him than I'd ever known about anyone else! And I could give a shit about all those memories and happy moments in his life- I didn't want to know any of them in the first place and yet there he was, laughing and smiling fondly as he forced them onto me.He was driving me nuts."Well, I hope you get blisters." I shot back, my mouth curled into a tight scowl."Um, I'd be troubled if I did. Although I do hike a lot. I like to get my cardio in when I can so I'm pretty confident I won't."I grit my teeth, digging my nails deep into the fleshy palms of my hands.I couldn't understand him. I just couldn't.Every scorn-filled comment I shot his way was met with a
Asheton froze.And I knew right then that that would be my only chance to break free.In the split-second it took for him to gather himself, I splayed my hands flat on his chest and pushed hard. When he stumbled back, confusion plain on his face, I wrapped a hand around the black tie around his neck, pulled down hard, and shoved my knee deep into his stomach.A smile tugged at the corners of my lips when I felt the hard planes of his abdomen give under my knee. I wanted to laugh at the pained groan that exploded out of his lush lips. But I wasn't finished.Not by a long shot.Still clenching his tie, I pulled down again, kneeing him over and over until he cru
I couldn't believe what I was seeing.Hell, I couldn't believe what I was hearing!The things coming out of both these guys' mouths-'Don't touch... she's mine...''I don't think so, she can decide that for herself.'What the fuck was this, a cringy teen drama?!And who the hell did Asheton think he was?I was not his- not now and not ever.I'd made that painfully clear.And just what was up with
"Hey, Cash- what are you doing?"I turned to give mom an exasperated look as I motioned to the boxes upon boxes, some full, most of them empty, nearly overtaking the floor of my bedroom."Cleaning."Her brows furrowed as she took in the sight of all the boxes nearly overflowing with the variety of trinkets I'd already stuffed into most of them. From keychains and headbands to travel mugs, collectible figures, and plushies- a whole slew of shit from the theme park Asheton had taken me to yesterday.I don't know how or when he'd managed to get all that stuff into my room and I'd been way too tired last night to deal with the mess when I came upon it after Nico left, so I just closed the door on all the cute l
"Cash has always been a very caring person, even if she won't admit it to herself. She likes to do things her way, you know?"Nina's gaze turned soft as she drowned in the memory of some other time, some other place, perhaps the very one she was about to present."She took her friend's death very hard, blamed herself even- she was the one who'd been by Luna's side the entire way, after all. She could've fought harder, nagged more, convinced her one way or another not to listen, not to go through with it- in the end, Cash felt she'd let her friend down.""When the baby was born, it was Cash who was there, by Luna's side, holding her hand, cutting the umbilical cord. You see, Luna's family disowned her when they found out she was pregnant, so
There was something seriously wrong with me today-First, the thing with Nico, I mean, I've punched him in the gut just for even daring to sass me. For what he'd done, forcing himself on me, I would've pummeled him to the ground, no mercy.And yet...I didn't.I could say it was because we were interrupted before I could even get the chance to, I could say it was because I felt bad for the guy- I could come up with a shit ton of different excuses to explain myself but the fact of the matter was that I didn't do what I normally would've and the reason was... well, I don't know.And then, as if things weren't weird enough already, I go and pull that shit
I've been to amusement parks before.Gone on all the rides after waiting excessive amounts of time in line just to get on them. I've ogled all the cute merch in all the park shops, just wishing I could take these home with me but not willing to pay the exorbitant prices listed on the tags. And at the end of the day, staring in awe at all the fireworks lighting up the night sky, I've realized that the throbbing in my feet and ache in my shoulders was all worth it.I've done all of that and more when I've been to amusement parks, which, now that I think of it, hasn't been in a really long time. But I've never, ever, experienced a day at a theme park quite like with Asheton.For starters, he snapped a lot of photos.
"Ok, so first of all- don't think for a second I've forgotten about what you did to my family's living room. Or Nico," I said, firmly jabbing a finger into Asheton's chest. "And second, where the hell are we?"To be honest, I didn't really need him to tell me where we were, I already knew. I'd have to be some kind of idiot not to recognize a theme park when I saw it. What I was actually asking was why.Why had he brought me to a theme park in the middle of a weekday?Didn't he have work? Or what, just because he was the boss's son, he thought he could play hooky? I mean... I knew I did. But still, he didn't seem like the type. And I still had a lot of writing to do too. Just thinking about it made me want to forget I even did, though.
"Oh, my fu-!!!!"My nails dug into the fleshy part of my palms as I gripped the grab handle above me with every bit of strength I had when Asheton zipped into the right lane of the highway again.He'd been zigging and zagging, cutting in front of speeding cars whose tires squealed while their horns blared angrily every time he did. For the past twenty minutes, that felt more like hours, I forced my eyes shut every time the car jolted from one side of the highway to the other while trying to convince my brain that I wasn't dying... at least not yet."Asheton! Jesus! Slow down!!!!" I shrieked, squeezing my eyes tight against the sudden impact I was sure would come but didn't."Not until we get there," Asheton whispere
There was a moment of stunned silence.None of us could find words, much less the courage to break the thick stillness that descended upon us after such... brutality.I mean, the living room was a complete wreck.The coffee table had been reduced to a pile of broken pieces of wood. The tv stand, along with the glass elephant figurines mom collected and other little knick-knacks upon it, were all smashed into unrecognizable shards of crystal and bits of wood. The tv lay in a heap of plastic and glass on the floor. And amidst all that rubble lay Nico, an unmoving mass of bloody limbs and rumpled business suit.This was... this was a violent act of aggression. One my mind just couldn't wrap around, mu
"Mom, door!" I called out absently as I continued to stare at the screen before me.The curser on the blank document in front of me blinked as if to remind me of the unproductive past two hours I'd spent sitting at my desk.I didn't get it.I mean,No matter how many times I tapped my fingers against the keys, no words would appear.No matter how loud I blasted the music at my earphones, no inspiration struck.And no matter how many times I called for mom, that doorbell still kept ringing.As it had been for the past 10 minutes already.Whatever- sooner or later, mom would show up or the jackass at the door would eventually grow tired and leave and I'd finally have peace to write... maybe, if this stupid blank slate in my head ever decided to come up with something.There had to be something in there for me to write. It couldn't just stay empty this long... right?Ugh... ever since last night, my head had been a complete mess. I mean, first the whole jail thing, then the whole Asheton
I couldn't believe what I was seeing.Hell, I couldn't believe what I was hearing!The things coming out of both these guys' mouths-'Don't touch... she's mine...''I don't think so, she can decide that for herself.'What the fuck was this, a cringy teen drama?!And who the hell did Asheton think he was?I was not his- not now and not ever.I'd made that painfully clear.And just what was up with