Throw Me Away Play these little games Acting like it's all good Today, today Go Fuck Yourself - Two Feet (...) Ella It took me a while to get to sleep the night before. Because, for some reason, my mind seemed to be on alert. I kept remembering over and over again the image of Justin saving me and my kitten from the killer tree. And when I fell into that chest? My body lit up just remembering it. My mouth filled with water, thinking when I noticed the bulge in his shorts. A terrible heat took over my body, and even though I wanted to avoid it by taking a cold shower, I could not. It was stronger than me. When I realized, there I was, once again touching myself and thinking about my hot neighbor. But none of this topped the way he treated me after saving me. I never thought that my pimp neighbor, who throws parties and fills his house with women, would be so helpful that he would not even allow me to get an ice pack to make a lousy compress. I must admit that I am qui
Wanna leave your lonely town Wants to go out and fuck around What he can do, what he can do It's his life Her Life - Two Feet (...) Justin Nando and I had just arrived at the club, the sound of the music beat could already be heard outside. The place was completely packed, full of flashing lights on the ceiling, and the crowd seemed very excited. We went straight to the bar, where we knew we would be easy prey. As we approached the bar, we saw two very delicate women leaning over the counter trying to ask the bartender for a drink, but without success. - Hey, man! - I called the bartender's attention, gesturing with my hand. Can you serve them or is it too much to ask? - I asked seriously. - Sure! You got it. What can I get you? - Martini, I think it would go well with the ladies. - I answered with a cynical smile and Nando just watched me quietly. - No, we'll have tequila. Tonight we're going to have a blast. - one of them, who seemed to be the most animated, wave
So let me, let me lay you down Lift me up, have it all tonight So let me, let me lay you down Light me up, have it all tonight Sacrifice - Black Atlass (...) Ella After the words of my hot neighbor left me tempted - just as I was doing with him, when I provoked him by dancing with Oliver - I continued drinking for what seemed like hours, I was already quite altered, not having much notion of what was happening around me. And all this out of sheer anger at myself, for wanting to be looser when it comes to men, not caring if the next day the guy forgets my name. While I miss the opportunity to enjoy life, my ex is still out there with the slut he cuckolded me with, or who might be fucking several, since I haven't heard from him in a long time. - That's enough, my queen. You've had too much to drink. - Half bewildered by the alcohol in my system, I hear Oliver's voice. - Oh... let me... I'm... fine. - my voice comes out shaky. - Yeah, I can see how well you are. - Alexia or
Yes, you go on You're poisonous and I know it's true All my friends think you're vicious I Feel Like I'm Drowning - Two Feet (...) Ella The shrill sound of my cell phone waking me up makes me open my eyes, my head throbbing, like it's going to explode at any moment. Lying face down on the pillow, I stretch out my arm, running my hand across the mattress, trying to find the cell phone. - Shut the hell up! - I mutter without removing the pillow from my face, and even the sound of my voice makes my head throb more from the pain. I realize that the damn thing is not near me, so, without much courage, I stretch my arm a little further, reaching for it on the little table beside my bed where the lamp is. I quickly press the on/off button and let out a heavy sigh that the noise has finally stopped. My whole body aches, my head feels like a samba school from all the throbbing, my mouth tastes horrible and bitter. Worse than this, I don't think it can get. I wonder why I agreed to
Far from home I met this girl, she caught my attention She comes in with a storm cloud, eyes like lightning Hair like the sun, butterflies are rising Don't want to feel regret, just imagine Romantics - Tove Lo (...) Ella I didn't see my neighbor again, the days went by slowly or it was me who was too anxious for such a date. But then again, I haven't been out with a man since I was divorced over a year ago, it's kind of strange to do that after so long. A fear started to take over me, a fear that the guy wants something more and I won't live up to his expectations. Today is the day of my date and I should be jumping up and down, but I'm not. I am extremely nervous and on the verge of giving up. No way, Ella. You've come too far to back out now. Relax and stick to the script. I mentally scold myself for my cowardice. I am a beautiful, hot and powerful woman, I don't need a man to approve of that or make me feel what I already know I am. I am so nervous that I have go
You'll cuss me out in bed and tell me you love me Just because I did what your ex never did You can let go, it's not your first time You know the way, if you want it again, call First Time - Clau (...) Justin It had been a few days that Nando and I were anxious to go to that restaurant, we had already booked a few times, but always something happened to screw up our scheme. But, luckily, today we finally got a little break to go there. I really needed to clear my mind, relax and, mainly, get my thoughts away from Ella - which, by the way, were killing me. I have been running away from her like the devil runs away from the cross. To make the evening perfect, Nando arranged for two beautiful women to accompany us. Everything would be perfect, splendorous, however, fate decided to fuck me and play a trick on my path, causing Ella, my hot neighbor, a person who is always in my mind, to be right where we planned to go. Holy shit! When I saw that beauty wearing an outfit tha
I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I Hate U, I Love U - Gnash (...) Ella As a child, like many girls of my time, I grew up listening to many princess stories, making us create a perfect world in our minds, thinking that when we reach adulthood, we will be rescued by a gentleman in shining armor and have our happily ever after. Bullshit! I had to learn that love is not there for everyone, and that we certainly should not marry the first guy who says I love you, especially if it is during sex. I was married for three years, we were happy. Then, in the third year of marriage I began to notice the change, the way he touched me and the kisses were no longer as hot as before - when just by smelling each other, we ended up in bed. However, I myself didn't want to pay attention to the signs that he was giving me. I lost count of how many times Marcelo came home in the morning, claiming that he had spent the night sorting o
I know I'm acting crazy I'm stuck, feeling stoned With my hand on my heart, I'm praying To survive this whole thing The heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez (...) Ella After an exhausting day, I finally arrive at my apartment and throw myself on the couch. The meowing of Tom, my fur ball, makes me look away. "Hi, my love. How was your day?" I stroke his soft fur and he rubs his head against my leg. You must be hungry, right? "As if he understood my question, he lets out a steady meow."I laugh, shaking my shoulders. "Come on, starving man." Even without strength, I get up and he gets down from the sofa, following me. I go to the bathroom, take a relaxing shower under the warm water, and wash my hair, which hasn't seen water in days. I cover my body with a towel and step out of the shower and dry my hair. Without wanting to, my vision goes directly to the window of the apartment opposite mine and there he is. He is wearing only sweatpants, exposing his defined abdomen, w
You'll cuss me out in bed and tell me you love me Just because I did what your ex never did You can let go, it's not your first time You know the way, if you want it again, call First Time - Clau (...) Justin It had been a few days that Nando and I were anxious to go to that restaurant, we had already booked a few times, but always something happened to screw up our scheme. But, luckily, today we finally got a little break to go there. I really needed to clear my mind, relax and, mainly, get my thoughts away from Ella - which, by the way, were killing me. I have been running away from her like the devil runs away from the cross. To make the evening perfect, Nando arranged for two beautiful women to accompany us. Everything would be perfect, splendorous, however, fate decided to fuck me and play a trick on my path, causing Ella, my hot neighbor, a person who is always in my mind, to be right where we planned to go. Holy shit! When I saw that beauty wearing an outfit tha
Far from home I met this girl, she caught my attention She comes in with a storm cloud, eyes like lightning Hair like the sun, butterflies are rising Don't want to feel regret, just imagine Romantics - Tove Lo (...) Ella I didn't see my neighbor again, the days went by slowly or it was me who was too anxious for such a date. But then again, I haven't been out with a man since I was divorced over a year ago, it's kind of strange to do that after so long. A fear started to take over me, a fear that the guy wants something more and I won't live up to his expectations. Today is the day of my date and I should be jumping up and down, but I'm not. I am extremely nervous and on the verge of giving up. No way, Ella. You've come too far to back out now. Relax and stick to the script. I mentally scold myself for my cowardice. I am a beautiful, hot and powerful woman, I don't need a man to approve of that or make me feel what I already know I am. I am so nervous that I have go
Yes, you go on You're poisonous and I know it's true All my friends think you're vicious I Feel Like I'm Drowning - Two Feet (...) Ella The shrill sound of my cell phone waking me up makes me open my eyes, my head throbbing, like it's going to explode at any moment. Lying face down on the pillow, I stretch out my arm, running my hand across the mattress, trying to find the cell phone. - Shut the hell up! - I mutter without removing the pillow from my face, and even the sound of my voice makes my head throb more from the pain. I realize that the damn thing is not near me, so, without much courage, I stretch my arm a little further, reaching for it on the little table beside my bed where the lamp is. I quickly press the on/off button and let out a heavy sigh that the noise has finally stopped. My whole body aches, my head feels like a samba school from all the throbbing, my mouth tastes horrible and bitter. Worse than this, I don't think it can get. I wonder why I agreed to
So let me, let me lay you down Lift me up, have it all tonight So let me, let me lay you down Light me up, have it all tonight Sacrifice - Black Atlass (...) Ella After the words of my hot neighbor left me tempted - just as I was doing with him, when I provoked him by dancing with Oliver - I continued drinking for what seemed like hours, I was already quite altered, not having much notion of what was happening around me. And all this out of sheer anger at myself, for wanting to be looser when it comes to men, not caring if the next day the guy forgets my name. While I miss the opportunity to enjoy life, my ex is still out there with the slut he cuckolded me with, or who might be fucking several, since I haven't heard from him in a long time. - That's enough, my queen. You've had too much to drink. - Half bewildered by the alcohol in my system, I hear Oliver's voice. - Oh... let me... I'm... fine. - my voice comes out shaky. - Yeah, I can see how well you are. - Alexia or
Wanna leave your lonely town Wants to go out and fuck around What he can do, what he can do It's his life Her Life - Two Feet (...) Justin Nando and I had just arrived at the club, the sound of the music beat could already be heard outside. The place was completely packed, full of flashing lights on the ceiling, and the crowd seemed very excited. We went straight to the bar, where we knew we would be easy prey. As we approached the bar, we saw two very delicate women leaning over the counter trying to ask the bartender for a drink, but without success. - Hey, man! - I called the bartender's attention, gesturing with my hand. Can you serve them or is it too much to ask? - I asked seriously. - Sure! You got it. What can I get you? - Martini, I think it would go well with the ladies. - I answered with a cynical smile and Nando just watched me quietly. - No, we'll have tequila. Tonight we're going to have a blast. - one of them, who seemed to be the most animated, wave
Throw Me Away Play these little games Acting like it's all good Today, today Go Fuck Yourself - Two Feet (...) Ella It took me a while to get to sleep the night before. Because, for some reason, my mind seemed to be on alert. I kept remembering over and over again the image of Justin saving me and my kitten from the killer tree. And when I fell into that chest? My body lit up just remembering it. My mouth filled with water, thinking when I noticed the bulge in his shorts. A terrible heat took over my body, and even though I wanted to avoid it by taking a cold shower, I could not. It was stronger than me. When I realized, there I was, once again touching myself and thinking about my hot neighbor. But none of this topped the way he treated me after saving me. I never thought that my pimp neighbor, who throws parties and fills his house with women, would be so helpful that he would not even allow me to get an ice pack to make a lousy compress. I must admit that I am qui
You, all I think about is you I'm not tired of you, I'm so confused There's no one to be deluding Just you, that's all I think about Jaigantic - Tora (...) Justin I left Ella's apartment with a huge smile on my face, and if you ask me the reason, I won't know the answer. Ever since I left my past behind a year or so ago and moved away to start a new life, I have been watching her through the window. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't help but stare, this woman is a blast. Skin so dark, it looks like human chocolate and I would bite into it. Some muscles defined in the right places without exaggeration. A wide hip that makes her bounce her ass with every step she takes while walking. Full breasts and, from what I saw when she was only in her pajamas, very firm. The kind that makes you want to suckle like a hungry child. The ass can't be mentioned... What an ass! Ella is a perdition for any straight man. When I first saw her staring at me through her bedroom window, I was na
Cause if I want you, I want you, love I won't back down, I won't ask for space Cause space is just a word Invented by someone who was afraid to get too Close - Nick Jonas (...) Ella How can one person be so annoying and hot at the same time? I don't know the answer to this question, but if I were to describe my neighbor, it would be exactly like this. And mind you, since I started raving about him, we have only exchanged a few words twice. Once last night and once today. - And you still insist on liking him, don't you, Tom? - I talk to my cat, as if he were going to answer me, while I put on my pajamas after the shower. He meows. - What do you want? Are you hungry? Go ask him for some food, I doubt he has anything as good as the food I give you, you little rascal. - Tom meows again, this time rubbing my leg. Even though I want to get upset with him, it would be impossible, I am in love with this fur ball that does nothing but eat, poop, pee, and beg for food. In fact,
Try not to be too distant Don't let your fears control you Stay alert with authentic kisses Filled with love Orion's Belt - Sabrina Claudio (...) Justin "Doctor Coleman, your next patient has just arrived." Amber, one of the nurses at the hospital, informs me, holding the door so as not to slam it. "I don't need to be announced, dear. Justin and I are friends, aren't we?" the short, gray-haired lady, holding a cane to help her walk, enters my room, almost knocking Amber over. I smile to see her. "You are absolutely right, Ms. Mary. Amber, prepare the X-ray room, please." she nods her head. She then leaves, closing the door behind her and leaving us alone. "How are you?" I ask her as she sits down in the chair in front of the white table. "I am fine as far as I can be, my son. I have missed our conversations. How's that heart of yours?" I smile at her. "Full of blood and beating in the right rhythm." I joke with her, and she pops her tongue into her mouth, making a beak.