Novels by Luma Duncan

You'll cuss me out in bed and tell me you love me Just because I did what your ex never did You can let go, it's not your first time You know the way, if you want it again, call First Time - Clau (...) Justin It had been a few days that Nando and I were anxious to go to that restaurant, we had already booked a few times, but always something happened to screw up our scheme. But, luckily, today we finally got a little break to go there. I really needed to clear my mind, relax and, mainly, get my thoughts away from Ella - which, by the way, were killing me. I have been running away from her like the devil runs away from the cross. To make the evening perfect, Nando arranged for two beautiful women to accompany us. Everything would be perfect, splendorous, however, fate decided to fuck me and play a trick on my path, causing Ella, my hot neighbor, a person who is always in my mind, to be right where we planned to go. Holy shit! When I saw that beauty wearing an outfit tha

Far from home I met this girl, she caught my attention She comes in with a storm cloud, eyes like lightning Hair like the sun, butterflies are rising Don't want to feel regret, just imagine Romantics - Tove Lo (...) Ella I didn't see my neighbor again, the days went by slowly or it was me who was too anxious for such a date. But then again, I haven't been out with a man since I was divorced over a year ago, it's kind of strange to do that after so long. A fear started to take over me, a fear that the guy wants something more and I won't live up to his expectations. Today is the day of my date and I should be jumping up and down, but I'm not. I am extremely nervous and on the verge of giving up. No way, Ella. You've come too far to back out now. Relax and stick to the script. I mentally scold myself for my cowardice. I am a beautiful, hot and powerful woman, I don't need a man to approve of that or make me feel what I already know I am. I am so nervous that I have go

Yes, you go on You're poisonous and I know it's true All my friends think you're vicious I Feel Like I'm Drowning - Two Feet (...) Ella The shrill sound of my cell phone waking me up makes me open my eyes, my head throbbing, like it's going to explode at any moment. Lying face down on the pillow, I stretch out my arm, running my hand across the mattress, trying to find the cell phone. - Shut the hell up! - I mutter without removing the pillow from my face, and even the sound of my voice makes my head throb more from the pain. I realize that the damn thing is not near me, so, without much courage, I stretch my arm a little further, reaching for it on the little table beside my bed where the lamp is. I quickly press the on/off button and let out a heavy sigh that the noise has finally stopped. My whole body aches, my head feels like a samba school from all the throbbing, my mouth tastes horrible and bitter. Worse than this, I don't think it can get. I wonder why I agreed to

So let me, let me lay you down Lift me up, have it all tonight So let me, let me lay you down Light me up, have it all tonight Sacrifice - Black Atlass (...) Ella After the words of my hot neighbor left me tempted - just as I was doing with him, when I provoked him by dancing with Oliver - I continued drinking for what seemed like hours, I was already quite altered, not having much notion of what was happening around me. And all this out of sheer anger at myself, for wanting to be looser when it comes to men, not caring if the next day the guy forgets my name. While I miss the opportunity to enjoy life, my ex is still out there with the slut he cuckolded me with, or who might be fucking several, since I haven't heard from him in a long time. - That's enough, my queen. You've had too much to drink. - Half bewildered by the alcohol in my system, I hear Oliver's voice. - Oh... let me... I'm... fine. - my voice comes out shaky. - Yeah, I can see how well you are. - Alexia or

Wanna leave your lonely town Wants to go out and fuck around What he can do, what he can do It's his life Her Life - Two Feet (...) Justin Nando and I had just arrived at the club, the sound of the music beat could already be heard outside. The place was completely packed, full of flashing lights on the ceiling, and the crowd seemed very excited. We went straight to the bar, where we knew we would be easy prey. As we approached the bar, we saw two very delicate women leaning over the counter trying to ask the bartender for a drink, but without success. - Hey, man! - I called the bartender's attention, gesturing with my hand. Can you serve them or is it too much to ask? - I asked seriously. - Sure! You got it. What can I get you? - Martini, I think it would go well with the ladies. - I answered with a cynical smile and Nando just watched me quietly. - No, we'll have tequila. Tonight we're going to have a blast. - one of them, who seemed to be the most animated, wave

Throw Me Away Play these little games Acting like it's all good Today, today Go Fuck Yourself - Two Feet (...) Ella It took me a while to get to sleep the night before. Because, for some reason, my mind seemed to be on alert. I kept remembering over and over again the image of Justin saving me and my kitten from the killer tree. And when I fell into that chest? My body lit up just remembering it. My mouth filled with water, thinking when I noticed the bulge in his shorts. A terrible heat took over my body, and even though I wanted to avoid it by taking a cold shower, I could not. It was stronger than me. When I realized, there I was, once again touching myself and thinking about my hot neighbor. But none of this topped the way he treated me after saving me. I never thought that my pimp neighbor, who throws parties and fills his house with women, would be so helpful that he would not even allow me to get an ice pack to make a lousy compress. I must admit that I am qui