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87: It pains her
She could hear from the way he was breathing that he wasn't sleeping and after a few moments he shook his head. "I'm not hungry".
"You need to eat something Connor. You need the energy, so you can do your exercises and get better". She sat down on the edge of the bed.
His whole body kind of retracted from her and it hurt in her heart and stomach. "It doesn't matter, I am never getting any better".
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