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91: Wrong feelings
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2022-04-16 23:47:05He had been very surprised when Connor out of the blue told him it would be okay for him to go after Amelia.
Was it just random lashing out, because Josh was the one who was there, because Connor knew he would protect her or did he know something ? Had he seen through him ?
Josh thought he had been very discreet, he knew it was wrong of him to be harbouring feelings for her and normally he would never even consider acting on them, he couldn't do that t
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