Andrea
Today is the pageant day. They were so excited to see me on stage rampaging. This is why I strive for practice even though it is hard I endured it for them.
Now, I just saw them so happy again. It's been so long since I last saw them this happy. The smile on their faces doesn't fade.
They were all excited and can't wait to see me on stage. My sacrifices and tired days aren't wasted.
"Are you ready?" Mom asked me.
I gave her a confident smile before answering.
"I'm so ready." I answered.
"Let's go!" Andrei said cheerfully.
In the van we rode to school. Alexa and the other were already there when we arrived. Everything that I will use for the pageant is also ready. As I expected Shan was my make-up artist. Ladder's sister is the hairstylist.
She offered to be my hairstylist so I didn't refused. Shan told her about the pageant and she offered me to be my hairstylist.
Who am I to refuse such great offer? I don't have to waste money just for the hairstylist.
They greeted me with a smile so I bowed slightly to them. I don't know Ladder's sister yet so I'm showing respect to her through bowing.
I'm not close to her yet. Maybe soon.
"Let's go?" Shan asked me so I nodded in response.
Al went straight to the men's dressing room while we went to the woman's dressing room.
Mama and I went to a hair salon yesterday because she said that my hairstylist could easily fix my hair. It's easy to fix my hair even if I don't go to a hair salon.
Shan puts make-up on my face while Ms. Sandra is styling my hair. Shan tells me what she’s going to put on my face so I know. He said she would put eye liner after she applied eye shadow on me.
I don't know about make ups because I've never put such things on my face before so I just nod at her.
I don't know what is eyeliner or that eye shadow. Even the other things that she put to me earlier, I has no idea about it.
They just kept doing what they were doing until the end. The make-up that Shan did for me was simple. It is not like others who have thick eye liner and eye shadow.
I like this simple make-up.
"I didn't put eyelashes extensions on you anymore because your eyelashes are long." She said with a smile. "Yiee we're done. You're beautiful." She compliments me while clapping.
I was able to get free make-up amdy hairstyle because of them. It's all thanks to the both of them.
They both smiled at me and complimented me so I smiled at them too.
"Thank you for the help Shan and Ms. Sandra." I am grateful to them both.
"It's nothing. It's our pleasure." Shan said.
"Don't call me Ms. Sandra." Ms. Sandra said.
"What do you want me to call you?" I asked.
"Ate Sandra." She replied.
I just nodded in agreement.
"Just Sandra." I said with a smile.
I call her Ms. Sandra because like what I've said earlier, we're not close yet. I don't usually call others by their names especially when their someone that my family knows.
I always call them Miss or Mister if they are older than me. But if they're just have the same age with me, I'm just calling them by their names.
The pageant is starting so I line up backstage. Shan and Sandra gave me courage before I lined up so I became even more courageous.
I'm not nervous here because I don't care if I win or lose. I’ll just do what I have to do and it’s not my fault if I lose. When I see my family happy because of what I do I am happy too.
When I was young, they wanted me to join this pageant. I don’t agree because I don’t like the modeling and the things that is put on my face.
They are also doing a lot of stuff on my hair. I don't like it. They even tie my hair into a knot. I hate it when my hair is tied into a knot.
The pageant had already started and we were one by one. It looks like I’m unlikely to win because they’re all pretty. Well, I don't about winning. Good luck to them, to us.
Jake
The pageant has begun. The contestants came out one by one. Damn! They all have beautiful faces. But temper tantrum is really what I'm waiting for.
I really want to see how she looks when she wears make-up. She's beautiful when she's not wearing any make ups. Would she be more beautiful when she wears one? You know, others look even worse when they have make-up on. I don't insult others, I don't hit anyone. I'm just telling the truth.
It's temper tantrum's turn. That's her. She's not smiling at all. There was no emotion on her face as she walked. You can't win with that. But she was too beautiful.
Her make-up is simple but elegant. She is not like others that wears make up so thick.
"She's so beautiful." That woman next to me that said. The one on my left spoke.
See as well as her fellow women say that she's beautiful. People were shouting as she walked especially the men. I think there is a lover for temper tantrum now.
"She's so pretty." Alexa said.
They are on my right as well as her friends. They were all amazed by . As i said earlier, her make-up is simple but elegant. Her lips became even more kissable because of the red lipstick on it. She is not thick and just neatly placed.
The colors of her make-up match what she is wearing. She was wearing a plain black dress. Yet gown turned out to be the style not dress.
Her hair is in a half-crown braid and curls are left at the bottom. She looked even more beautiful because of that. She stopped in front of the mic and then held it with one of his hands.
One of her hands was just on her side. He's just that posture tsk tsk tsk.
"Andrea Smith, fourth year representative of section B. And I believe that beauty might be dangerous but intelligence is Lethal." She bowed slightly after she said that.
The people started shouting again. They are so loud.
"Go number 16 !!!"
"Go Smith !!"
"You're so beautiful !!" The men shouted. Damn! The noise is so loud.
My earache.
The man followed after the girls. I'm wondering what does Crimson look like. The men came out one by one. They are handsome but I am still more handsome of course.
Someone even made a mistake with them takte LT HAHAHA. They have two weeks of practice but he still made a mistake HAHAHA.
I'm sorry I'm really crazy and I admit it. It's a pity when you made a mistake infront of me. I will laugh at you and maybe insult you too, HAHAHA. He's still handsome and has a nice body tsk tsk tsk.
"I'm Alistair Crimson, fourth year, representative of section B. I believe that if you try to be everything to everyone. You'll end up being nothing to no one." The women shouts at him.
He's even better than temper tantrum because he smiles somehow. He becomes even more handsome when he smiles.
Andrea
The noise of the pest spectators. When they shout they think there is no tomorrow. Their noise is very annoying.
I'm really going to kill that damn jerk later. I can't stand the noise that they are making. It's so loud.
I have changed my clothes already. The contestants wear their sports wear. I've spent a lot of time in changing my clothes.
Damn this dress that they told me to wear. It's so tight. I want to torn this but I can't because it's not mine. If this dress is mine, I would have torn in into pieces.
I wore black shorts and a fitted black sando with a black blazer for my sports wear. It should be a black shirt but Sandra changed it so it became a sando.
She said that I'm already wearing a blazer so it would be better if I just wear a sando than a shirt. She's a fashionista so i just follow whatever she says.
I was also wearing a cap and holding a gun in both of my hands. I don't even know if it's really sports. I'm wearing all black now as well as the boots they put on me are also black.
They said it was good for me because it suits me well. Sandra has already removed the half-crown braid that she nailed to me earlier.
She turned my hair back to being straight with a hair iron. If my hair hasn't been damaged here, it's really just that. Earlier it was curled but now it is straight.
I can't complain because I don't know anything about hairstyles.
"Okay all done." Sandra said.
Finally, they already finished. I thought I would be able to sleep here for a while because of the time that they spent just for styling my hair.
The contestants started walking again. This damn pageant is tiring. I just want to go home and rest.
We lined up again and we were called one by one by the emcee. The shouting of the people especially man, is the only thing that you can hear in this damn area. Aren't these assholes tired of shouting? It's been a while. They're so annoying.
"Contestant number 16" said the emcee so I started walking again.
I just walk right and have no art. Do I have to be nitpicky it will just the same so why do I have to bother?. With or without being nitpicky, it's just the same way.
"Wuhooo !! Go Smith !!"
"You're beautiful number 16 !!" "Woo Smith !!"
"You're beautiful!!"
These are pests again and again. They have been doing this since earlier. They all seem to be shouting at each contestant. Can't they just do it to others and not to me?
I really hate the noise that they are making. Other contestants will love that but me, I hate that.
Alistair That girl is really proud of herself. She likes her personality because everyone hates it. That girl was really weird. Who would like that kind of thing? She should change it because everyone hates it. She shouldn't be proud of it. The same question has been asked to me. "My intelligence." I answered. "Why?" The judge asked. "I won't be fooled by anyone because I have it." I answered. The judges nodded. I think they are satisfied on my answer. They are now deciding the winner. I don't care if I win or not. I'll consider this as one of my experience in my high school life. This is the first time that I did this kind of thing. Modeling, reciting a saying and dancing in front of the crowd. I didn't even imagine that I'll be able to do this. And I won't do this again. This is tiring and this is just a waste of time. I will never ever do this again.&nbs
James Hindi ko alam kung bakit ayaw ni Blaine dito kay Smith eh. Mukhang mabait naman siya na medyo... medyo sira ulo. Medyo lang naman. Ayaw ko na sana na kalabanin si Smith kaso nilakihan ni Blaine 'yung bayad sa 'kin eh. Wala tuloy akong nagawa. Kailangan ko ring kumita ng pera. Nakita namin kung pa'nong tinulungan ni Smith ang isang bata. Marunong din pala 'tong ngumiti tsk. Humanap kami ng magandang tiyempo bago bumaba ng sasakyan. Kinuha ko ang dos por dos na dala ko bago bumaba. Hindi ko kaya kung gagamitan ko lang ng panyong may pampatulog si Smith. Ginawa ko na 'yun dati noong nakaraan pero nakalaban siya. Nakatalikod siya sa 'min habang sumasakay siya sa 'min kaya nagkaroon kami ng pagkakataon upang lapitan siya. Dahan dahan kaming naglakad para hindi siya makahalata. Bumwelo ako bago ihampas sa kaniya ang
Andrei "Nandito na 'ko." Sabay sabay kaming lumapit sa kaniya nung marinig namin siya. "Anak." Tawag sa kaniya ni mama saka siya niyakap. Naguguluhan siya dahil sa biglang pagyakap sa kaniya ni mama pero kahit na ganun ay niyakap din niya ito pabalik. "Bakit?" Takang tanong niya. Humiwalay sa yakap si mama saka siya pinaghahampas sa balikat. Bagay lang sa kaniya 'yun. Halos mamatay matay kami sa pag-aalala dito. "Ahh ahh ahh 'ma, sandali." Daing niya. Pilit niyang sinasangga ang mga palo ni mama pero hindi niya magawa. Nag-iingat kasi siya dahil baka masaktan niya ito. "Bata ka. Kung sa'n sa'n ka nagpupupunta. Hindi ka man lang nagpapaalam." Saad ni mama habang patuloy na hinahampas si ate. "'Ma, tama na." Inawat na ni kuya Andrew si mama kasi hindi titigil 'yan
Andrea Hindi naman makatingin sa akin ang hagdan. "Why did you lose your consciousness? Tanong ni Raia. Tingnan ko siya saglit saka ibinalik ang tingin ko kay hagdan. "Bakit nga ba Crimson?" Hindi pa rin siya makatingin sa 'kin hanggang ngayon. Nilipat sa kaniya ng nga kasama namin ang paningin nila. "I lose my control on myself, that's why. It's an accident." Sagot niya. Puro excuse na naman siya. Aigoo cham. "Aksidente nga bro. Ang tanong namin, bakit siya nawalan ng malay?" Atat na tata ng tanong ni Tristan. "I...I push her and her head bumped into the door." Napabuntong hininga nalang silang lahat. "Buti nabuhay ka pa." Ani Jake. Tahimik si Alistair sa buong oras ng break time namin. Guilty pa rin yata siya hanggang ngayon. Sabay
Andrea Pagkatapos ng klase ay nagpalit ako ng damit at dumeretso sa restaurant. Para malibang ako at hindi na mag-isip ng kung ano ano. Nagta-trabaho na din dito si James. Tinanggap niya ang alok kong trabaho sa kaniya at natutuwa sila mama dito dahil masyado daw masipag. Maging ang mga katrabaho niya ay natutuwa sa kaniya dahil may katulong na daw sila. Naglilinis din daw ito sa kusina kapag tapos na siya sa trabaho niya. All around siya. Lahat ng trabaho sa restaurant ginagawa niya pwera lang s pagluluto. Hindi naman karamihan ang customer kaya nakakapagpahinga kami kahit papaano. "Kamusta dito?" Tanong ko kay James. Magkasama kaming nakaupo sa isang bakanteng table ngayon. "Ayus, nag-eenjoy ako." Sagot niya. Salamat kung ganun. "Hindi ka nahihirapan?" "Hindi sisiw lang 'to. Mahilig ako magluto
Andrea Isang himala ang nangyari ngayong araw. Nauna ako kela Tristan sa table namin sa cafeteria. Ilang minuto na rin kami dito nila Lexa pero wala pa rin sila. "Andrea, are you free this holiday?" Tanong ni Raia. "Ewan ko." Sagot ko. Hindi ko alam kung may gagawin ba ako dahil madalas na may hindi inaasahang plano sila mama. "Andrea, what if Alistair likes you?" Biglang tanong ni Lexa. "Wala 'kong pake." Sagot ko. Kung mangyari man 'yun ay wala akong pake. "Aren't you going to like him back?" Tanong ni Lexa. "Wala akong oras sa mga ganiyang bagay. Naniniwala ako sa sinabi ni suga na if you're inlove at you're young age, it's fake love." Hindi pa rin naman sumasagi sa isip ko ang mga ganiyang bagay. "You're so mean!" Sigaw ni Raia sa akin. Si Lexa naman ay anim
Jake Takte! Sabi na at dapat na sinundan ko si Crimson kanina eh. Pinagalit niya siguro si pikon kaya hinampas nito ang lamesa. Loko loko kasi 'tong si Crimson eh. Alam niyang pikon 'yon pinagalit pa niya. Ang ending suspended si pikon. Hindi pa naman ako mahilig mag take down notes pero dahil nga sa 'kin umaasa si pikon eh wala akong magagawa. "Kuya Andrew, bakit?" Lumapit sa amin si kuya Andrew at nag-aalala. "Hindi. Umuwi na siya dahil suspended siya." Sagot ko. "Wala siya sa bahay." "What?" Sabay na tanong ni Raia at Alexa. Bakit wala sa bahay nila si pikon? "Baka nasa restaurant niyo?" Pagbabakasakali ni Blake. "Wala siya do'n dahil sarado 'yon. Nasa hospital sila mama." "Bakit nasa hospital sila tita? Ano nangyari?" Tanong ni Tristan. "May bumugbog kay And
Andrea "May balak ka bang pumatay?" Tanong ni kuya Andrew na may bahid ng galit. "Meron, kung hindi agad magigising si Andrei." Sagot ko. Mapapatay ko talaga sila kapag hindi agad nagising ang kapatid ko. "'Wag mong balewalain ang babala ko sa 'yo, Andrea." Wika ni kuya Andrello na may bahid ng pagbabanta ang boses. Hindi mo ako matatakot ngayon dahil puro galit lang ang nararamdaman ko. Galit para sa mga g*gong gumawa nito sa kapatid ko. Araw na upang maningil. Isang linggo na ang nakakalipas pero hindi pa rin nagigising si Andrei. Tapos na ang palugit na binigay ko sa kanila. Maaga 'kong umalis sa bahay namin dahil ayokong masaktan ang pamilya ko dahil sa pagpigil sa 'kin. Sa ospital natutulog sila mama dahil binabantayan nila si Andrei kaya sila kuya lang ang kasama ko ngayon dito sa bahay. Wala akong pasok dahil suspended ako kaya may oras ako p
Andrea"Oh, Moonlight. Kamusta?" Bati ni Ash."Ayus naman." Sagot ko.We do a fist bump and hug each other afterwards. Ganito kami magbatian, eh.Siya ang nakaisip ng kalokohan na 'to. Cool daw sabi niya eh alam ko namang tyansing lang siya, tss."Napadalaw ka yata?""Bakit kasi hindi ka pumasok?" Asar na tanong ko.Hindi sana ako pupunta dito sa bahay nila kung pumasok lang siya."Si Blaine kasi. Aalis sila mamaya kasama ang lolo at lola niya. Pupunta daw ng States kaya sinusulit namin ang araw hanggang tanghali." Sagot niya.Aalis din sila Blaine. Sana naman ay hindi ko kasabay sa eroplano 'yon. Baka magkaaway pa kami dahil nagpunta 'ko dito. Ayaw mag eskandalo sa loob ng eroplano."Bakit ka nga napadaan?" Tanong niya pa."Magpapaalam sana ako. Aalis na din kami mamaya,
AndreaAnniversary namin ni hagdan ngayon. Gusto niya na mag-celebrate kami kaya nagpaalam ako sa trabaho ko na hindi ako makakapasok ngayon.Pinagbigyan ko na si hagdan sa gusto niya dahil hindi na namin na ce-celebrate ang monthsary namin dahil busy ako sa trabaho.Pangbawi ko na rin sa kaniya dahil wala akong oras na naibibigay sa kaniya."Hindi ganiyan." Natatawang aniya."Pa'no ba?" Tanong ko.Naglakagay kasi kami ng icing sa cake na binake niya. Bonding na naming dalawa ito kaya imbes na bumili ng cake ay nagbake nalang siya.Ako ang nakatalaga sa decorations kaso hindi naman ako artistic kaya hindi ko alam kung pa'no ba gagawing decor dito."Ganito oh." Kinuha niya sa akin ang icing.Siya na ang naglagay ng icing sa cake dahil hindi ko talaga alam kung pa'no. Hirap ng walang alam sa arts kung 'di ma
AndreaBinabantayan ko si papa habang si mama ay naghahanap daw ng pagkakakitaan. Kailanman ay hindi ko naisip na aabot kami sa puntong 'to na maging si mama ay maghahanap ng trabaho.Masyado na kaming nagigipit. Hindi ko na alam kung pa'no pa kami aahon. Hindi ko na alam kung saan pa ako kukuha ng lakas ngayon.Halos wala na ngang pahinga si mama. Naaawa na ako sa kaniya. Wala akong magawa kung 'di ang maawa nalang.Bakit kasi ganito? Bakit kailangan na umabot sa ganito?Ano bang ginawa ko at pati pamilya ko dinamay nila? Laban ay laban. Bakit kapag natalo sila ay pamilya ko ang pinuntirya nila?"'Pa?" Napatayo ako sa kinauupuan ko dahil bigla nalang nag seizure si papa. "'Pa!""Nurse!" Pagtawag ko sa nurse."Anong nangyayari?" Tanong ng isang bantay."Tumawag kayo ng doctor! Bilis!" Utos ko.
ChanoHiling ni Queen na siya na ang lalaban sa lahat. Ewan nga lang namin kung ano ang nangyari at parang mainit ang ulo niya.Habang nag eensayo siya dito sa gym sa bahay nila Xander ay ang lakas ng pagkakatira niya sa lahat.Lahat ng suntok at sipa niya sa punching bag ay malalakas lahat. Parang may pinaghuhugutan siya ng galit."Ayus lang kaya si Queen?" Tanong ni Xander sa akin."Malay ko ba. May problema yata." Sagot ko.Alam naman namin na may problema talaga siya pero parang nadagdagan pa. Hindi naman kasi siya ganiyan, eh.Ano kayang nangyari sa kaniya at bigla siyang nagkaganiyan? May nangyari kaya kanina sa bahay ng mga Crimson o sa gymnasium?"Baka masira niya 'yung punching bag sa lakas ng pag atake niya." Bulong ni Xander sa akin kaya natawa ako."Kaya mo namang palitan 'yan at sa inyo naman
Andrea"'Ma, kamusta na si papa?" Tanong ko kay mama pagkabalik niya galing ospital.Hindi pa rin kasi nagigising si papa hanggang ngayon at nasa ICU pa rin. Sana nga ay magising na siya ngayon.Wala akong pake sa bills ng ospital ang kailangan ko ay magising si papa. Kahit na gaanong kalaki pa ang bayaran namin."Tulog pa rin, 'nak." Bakas ang lungkot sa boses ni mama habang sinasabi iyon.Hindi ko naman siya masisisi dahil asawa niya iyon. Mas matagal niyang kasama si papa kesa sa amin.Mas nahihirapan si mama kesa sa aming mga anak nila. Alam ko 'yon. Kaya wala akong magawa kung 'di ang yakapin nalang siya."Magiging okay din ang lahat, 'ma."Alam kong tinatatagan lang ni mama ang loob niya para sa amin. Gabi gabi kong naririnig si mama na nanalangin at umiiyak.Na trauma din siya sa nangyari sa kaniya
Alistair"They're here." Blake said looking at the entrance of the gymnasium.Napangiti ako ng makita ang tinutukoy niya. Sila Andrea kasama sila Lexa at Raia."Hi, girsl!" Bati ng teammates ko sa kanila.Kumaway sila Raia at Lexa samantalang si Andrea naman ay ngumiti lang ng bahagya sa kanila."How are you feeling?" I asked."Ayus lang." She replied and smiled at me."Pwedeng akin nalang 'yung isa?" Pabirong sabi ng isa sa mga teammates ko habang nakatingin kay Andrea ng nakangiti.Mabilis kong inilagay si Andrea sa gilid ko saka siya sinamaan ng tingin."Who are you smiling at?" Tanong ko sa kaniya."Syota mo ba 'yan?""Yeah. So get off your from her if you don't want me to take it out from you.""Brutal mo, dre."Nagtawanan lang kami d
AndreaNakapagbayad na sila sa ginawa nila sa pamilya ko. Pero hindi pa rin nawawala ang galit sa puso ko.Hanggang ngayon kasi ay hindi pa nagigising ang papa ko. Comatose pa rin siya at walang kasiguraduhan kung mabubuhay pa siya.Walang kasiguraduhan kung magigising pa ba siya. Walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat.Maaga akong umalis ng bahay namin. Hindi na ako kumain at dumeretso ako sa ospital para bantayan si papa.Nakalabas na din sila mama ng ospital kahapon at pinagpahinga muna namin siya sa bahay.Pagdating ko sa ospital ay dumeretso agad ako sa ICU kung nasa'n si papa."'Pa, gising na. Haba na ng tulog mo, eh. Baka naman gusto mo ng gumising. Uso 'yon pa." Saad ko. Hindi ko na naman tuloy napigilan ang mga luha ko na tumulo.Naaawa ako kay papa dahil hindi na siya humihinga sa sarili niya. Hindi na niya kayang huming
AndrelloDan Antonio. 'Yan ang pangalan ng g*gong sumira ng break ng sasakyan nila mama kaya naaksidente sila at namatay si lola.Sa t'wing naiisip ko si lola ay lalong umiinit ang dugo ko sa lalaking 'yon at nadagdagan ang galit ko.Sa isang warehouse daw naglalagi ang g*gong 'yon ngayon dahil napalayas siya sa bahay nila.Wala daw kasing ibang inatupag kung 'di ang maglakwatcha. Isang lumang warehouse na 'tong pinaglalagian niya. Kaunting panahon nalang siguro ay sira na 'to.As expected ay nandito siya ngayon at naninigarilyo. May alak din sa mesa niya pero walang baso. Tinutungga lang niya ang alak mula sa bote nito."Kamusta, kaibigan?" Saad niya ng mapansin ang presensya ko. "Ano ang maipaglilingkod ko sa iyo?"Tumungga muna siya ng alak at humithit ng sigarilyo bago tumayo at nakangising tumingin sa akin."Bibigyan
Andrea"Kung hayop ako, ano ka pa? Demonyong umahon mula sa impyerno?""'Wag na 'wag mong sasaktan ang pamilya ko kung ayaw mong saktan ko din ang kapatid mo." Mariing banta niya."Sino sa mga kapatid ko ang sasaktan mo?""'Yung bunso mong kapatid.""Ahh..." Kunwaring natatakot na sabi ko saka tumayo sa kina-uupuan ko."Hindi mo magagalaw 'yon dahil galit na galit din siya gaya ko. Wala kayong magagawa sa kaniya dahil mas magaling pa siya kesa sa inyo. At alam mo ba kung bakit hindi sumasagot ang mga co-leaders mo? Dahil ginagawa din niya kung ano ngayon ang ginagawa ko."Nanggigigil siyang tumingin sa 'kin. Matalim niya akong tinignan kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin."Dahil sa inyo, namatay ang lola ko. Dahil sa inyo, nanganib ang buhay ng mama at Tita ko. Dahil sa inyo, comatose ang papa ko. Dahil sa inyong mga g*go kayo