The phone at my house rang, but it turned out that Iwan called me again. As if there were no problems in the past, he invited me to chat a lot of things, about my news, school, tutoring and my daily activities. I don't know what this is, what is certain is that Iwan, who was once ignorant, has now returned to paying attention to my days. Now there is no more stiffness between us, everything has improved, my friend, my best friend has returned to my arms again. All my complaints besides I told my friends that Iwan was loyal to hear me again. Sometimes he calls me Sin, Honney or other sweet calls, sometimes we spoil each other's words. Is this what is called Friends But intimate. If you say back there are no words, but if you say friends, closer and special than other male friends. Whatever it is I feel happy and comfortable now.
As a result, I felt that I was single for a long time, my relationship with Iwan could be said to be limited to friends but intimate, there were some male friends who approached like Pepen or other friends. But still under the criteria of my boyfriend and aim. Just be close, chat, play together, the most important thing is that it is still polite and normal.
Almost every day I play with Catur, Nicky, Tika and friends. Luckily they, at having a boyfriend, are kind and loyal. Nicky has Roy and Catur there is Erki, Tika is with Dona. Sometimes I just used to be their insect repellent when I was walking. Let it be Sintia, everything will be beautiful in its time. Just relax, enjoy and live your youth and your day.
There are other friends, but yes, they are very nerdy, there is Evi, and there is Dedeh. Their performance is above average. You still play with them, but sometimes you get bored when it comes to school, lessons and Dedeh's hobbies. He really likes watching European football, and almost every week he buys his favorite football newspaper.
Oh yes, one more thing about Evi, it turns out that she was my best friend in Kindergarten, almost two years of schooling, I just found out that Evi and Alex were in the same school with me. I'm happy, it's been a long time since I've been looking for them. It's just that they are now nerds, and don't like to play and hang out and what is certain is that their looks have really changed and I really can't recognize them anymore.
Moreover, Alex, almost the same as Agung, if he saw me or the exposure, he would have looked down, either embarrassed, or looking for something that had fallen on the floor. If you don't get reprimanded, you definitely don't want to admonish first, is that funny? These are the types of guys I really like, full of question marks and challenges, clever and charismatic. Apart from the two of them, actually I have another boy who is wanted, his name is Iskandar. I managed to get close to being his friend and best friend. He's a cute kid, though not very smart. But it's good if you look at it, he's my daddy's friend's son too. Sometimes from time to time he discussed daddy's problem.Because our daddy is close friends. Somehow in the dictionary of my life, it feels anti to tell a man first. But sometimes, if our feelings of love are not reciprocated, the result is unrequited love. That's what often happens to me. I want to say I'm embarrassed, but it hurts here, maybe in my heart, when I see our crush going out with our own best friend, oh the world is funny sometimes all the storylines.This afternoon, Catur invited me to play in Pekalongan. Yes, Catur, Sinta and Erki often play at my house, maybe there is nothing wrong if I occasionally go to their house as a return of gratitude all this time. Before leaving, I didn't forget to let my father and mother go first, they said there were lots of plants and flowers, I was free to choose for free at the flower center they had as a gift for mom later, mom really likes flowers, every time you take care of it because maybe lonely I don't have a younger brother. I'll call daddy on the nearest payphone only. So that mom and dad don't worry and look for me why haven't they come home from school.
After they allowed, we rushed to play. Our journey is quite far, taking city transportation twice and traveling about an hour. We met Sinta, she is Erki's cousin, because their relationship was long and close, we got to know her cousins. There is Wulan there is Sinta. And this afternoon, Erki wants to meet me with Agung and Miftah, both are still friends and distant relatives.
Pekalongan is a very beautiful village, famous for its centers of ornamental plants and fruits, I was invited to tour by them so much fun, I was confused about what flowers to choose to bring home later. There are many sellers of ornamental plants and fruits here, including my friends' parents. I was brought some flowers by them, for mom, mom is very happy to plant various flowers in my house. After getting tired of going around and choosing various flowers, Erki took us to Miftah's house, and they introduced her to me. Miftah looks a little slang, her hair is in the middle and her clothes are really fashionable. Half an hour later, another brother Agung came and they introduced me to him. Agung is quite handsome and white, for his appearance he looks simple, so excited after being introduced to him. It just so happens that his name is the same as Agung, my Kindergarten friend. Oh my God, why are two Agung that I know so handsome and charming? Oops, it looks like I'm getting shaky.
Because it was late afternoon I continued to go home. Surely mom and dad have been waiting for me. Because it saved me time, Miftah escorted me home on her brother's motorbike at the request of Catur and Ms. Erki. Desperate, a 3rd grader in junior high school brings a motorbike, hopefully he won't get a ticket by the police when we are on the road. Yes, we just walked down the village road to make it safe.
"Sin, do you have a boyfriend yet?"
"Not yet, Mif.""Ah really, is such a beautiful child still alone?""Hehehehe, yes on my own, just deliver it Mif, don't ask too many questions afraid to fall later.""Yes, beautiful child, pretty bitchy, huh?""It's always been bitchy.""Oops, how proud you are."Miftah kept teasing me while on the road, how fun was her child. But the charm of the initial meeting with Agung was still lingering in my mind. Indeed, Agung looks simpler than Miftah, Miftah is cute, cool, and slang looks different from Agung, he looks a bit humble, I just went to school on a bicycle, but how come I like it. Ohh, I could imagine his face, Oops did I fall in love again. Meanwhile, my feelings for Iskandar, Iwan, Alex and Agung, my Kindergarten friends, are still one-sided. And the status is only friends but intimate only.
"Oh, is complicated.”
"Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikum, greetings Sin, how come you played it so late in the evening?""Yes, Mom, usually Catur, Wulan and Sinta took them round and round to stop by their house. Here Mom, they brought flowers gifts.""Oh yes? Let me see, well, this is a new type, you don't have one yet.""Yes Mom, they deliberately choose what you don't have at home, there are Black slanted, waves of love and Cambodia, Japan, Mom.""Say thank you tomorrow from Mom.""Yes, Mom.""Alright, take a shower, get ready to recite the newspaper and evening prayer with Daddy.""Yes, okay."Mom and Daddy always pampered, they never scolded me at all, different from other friends. Sometimes I accidentally overhear their fights with their siblings, it's really busy, it's fun, it's different from me, who only makes friends with dolls and bolsters when I'm at home. Sometimes it occurred to me that if I had a brother or sister like them they might not be lonely like this. But all my friends and companions are very nice. They really love me, just like my own brother.
Ops, today as usual, after school there will be an extra-curricular dance, while the Catur has Tai Kwon Do practice, we will return home from activities around 15.00 WIB. Stay home together and together with my daddy.
"Sin, I was about to go to school, I met Agung."
"Where's great?""Agung Pekalongan.""Oh yes, on ... on.""Yes, he said that this afternoon there is a badminton championship at your daddy's office.""What time is the Tur?""Yes, starting from this morning, when it's finished this afternoon.""Yes, we'll come home from school before we go there extra-curricular, Ok, let's just pretend to watch it.""Ehmmm, just say you want to cheer up Agung, right?""Yes, yes, that is you understand, Miss.""Lol."After school, I, Catur, Maria and Ervina hurried to play to my father's office. As usual, I pretended to apple in daddy first.
"Sir, there is Sintia."
I heard Rini's aunt gave daddy news about my presence in the office yard.
"Oh yes Rin, thank you."
Daddy walked, came out of the room to us.
"Why Sin?"
"It's okay Dad, I want to eat fried snacks, Mr. Rahmat Pa, it's big, as well as I want to see a badminton match between junior high schools first.""Oh yeah, will you come home with Daddy at 15.00 WIB?""Yes, go home together with Daddy, Daddy just wait here, let us pick up later.""Yes, that's it, Daddy wants to continue working, there are still many files of Aunt Rini that you need to check and sign.""Ok Dad."We rushed to the hall behind my daddy's office, it was seen that there were lots of people lining up to compete and it looked very crowded. We looked right and left, approximately where Agung was. Suddenly someone tapped us on the shoulder from behind.
"Hay ...."
We looked back. It was Agung who slapped Catur and me on the shoulder.
"Hi Gung, who do we think that was?"
"What are you doing here?""Just want to watch for fun, while resting.""I see, let's sit down.""Yes Gung, here we bring warm fried foods, let's eat together.""You know, Tur, it's just right, I'm a little hungry. Who are the two new friends, by the way, how come they just keep quiet?""Lol, they really are like that, if they don't ask, they won't talk.""Damn you Tur, introduce me my name is Ervina.""Agung.""If I'm Maria.""Agung.""Have you played yet Gung?""Already this morning, we will go up to the finals at 2 o'clock here.""Ehmmm, it's cool. Get to the filter to the final?""Alhamdulillah, because since I was little I liked sports, including badminton and soccer.""Oh, I see.""Come on, it's about 13.00 WIB, we'll be late again, the corner will be continued later, at 15.00.""Is, what's the corner!"Agung and I blushed because they teased us.
"Yes Gung, let's go first, later in the afternoon if we are free to hang out in front."
"Ok. Tur, get ready, God willing."We hurried to leave my daddy's office, half running, because we were almost late.
"Ye, new crush, right Sin?"
"Is he new?""Is, what are you guys, the others aren't sure, so it's not a Sin. I'm looking for a new crush again.""Lol ... Vin, just look at Catur's behavior with Sintia, if you don't have a boyfriend in your life you won't be busy.""Lol.""It's crowded when you're crying because of a breakup, huh?""Just look at this, the one who teases tomorrow is not. I'll buy you chicken noodles""When? Is Sintia , I'll come with you.""Yes later, if I go out.""Ah, long .."I also continue my activities. Fina and Maria practice marching, they don't have the talent to dance, it's different with me, Nicky and Tika, while the sporty gilr Catur is practicing Tai Kwon Do, with Yeni and Yayuk. For me dancing is fun, it can make me feel calm and happy. I started dance lessons since Elementary School. Learning the Menjangan dance and the prayer dance from his first origins. Now I am exploring typical Lampung dances, including the Bedana, Bedana Lunik, Sembah dances and Melinting dances. The name of our dance teacher is Sri Wiji, she is very kind, friendly and gentle. In the future, we will appear at various school events such as farewells or dance competitions between schools, isn't that exciting? After dancing, we gathered to go home from school, only Fina was not walking together towards my daddy's office, because her house was in the opposite direction to us. I, Catur and Maria purposely drove by daddy's car, saving money. W
This Sunday morning, my mother and I took my father to his regular doctor. O Allah, it is sad to see that you have to swallow such a large and large amount of medicine all the time. And daddy still strengthens himself to drive his favorite old car. "Dad, how much money do you still have?""Not many Mom, only a few more sheets.""Yes, be patient Dad. I hope there is a provision of Allah from the others.""Yes Mom.""Sin, let's just go to the supermarket, we can't take a walk yet. We'll buy bread and fruit for Daddy.""Yes, actually Daddy wants to take Sintia to the beach. It's definitely fun, sometime right Sin?""Yes Mom, yes Dad. Anytime if daddy is healthy." Honestly, after knowing my father's condition was quite severe, I was very afraid to ask for anything. Sometimes mom often offers me food, toys or clothes every shopping time, but if they don't insist on buying it, I won't ask for it. Poor mom and dad, you definitely have to spend a lot
It seems Catur met Miftah this morning, and this afternoon Miftah wants to visit my daddy at the hospital. I'm a little dizzy I study and do assignments at school, maybe because I don't get enough rest. After finishing school, I, Catur, Fina, Maria and several other friends visited my daddy. They are always united and always try to entertain and fill my day. Not long, they only took about 30 minutes to visit their daddy, indeed they were limited because he was quite seriously ill and needed more rest by the doctor. Looks Miftah coming, she smiled at me. Say hello to me, Catur and daddy. I don't know what he brought for my daddy various, maybe breads, pastries, milk and fruits. Really he was generous to me. And for a long time accompanying us, it looks like the adult side is starting to grow up, talking very intimately with my father. The clock didn't feel like it was 16.00 in the afternoon, Catur and I were getting ready to go home, so was Miftah. We sa
I'll have a dance competition today, it's quite a busy morning. I prepared some equipment such as a thin and comfortable shirt that I will use for my underwear when I get dressed up later. I didn't forget to put in some make-up equipment, a comb and a corset. The corset is the most important asset for us as dancers. So that the cloth and kebaya that we use can look neat and comfortable to wear. You can't miss it, you can take off my cloth later. "Sin, Daddy can't see Sintia appear right, sorry Daddy is not feeling well, and in the office there are some files that Daddy has to work on.""Yes Dad, it's okay.""But Dad still takes Sintia to school first, okay?" Daddy hurried to get ready, he gave in leaving early so he could take me first to prepare for the grooming for the next stage. While mom chose to go to noon on her motorbike. Because there is still a lot of homework. At 06.00 sharp, I arrived at school, it was very, very quiet. Only Wiji and Nicky's
"Sin, let's wake up already midday!""Yes Mom, just a moment yes Mom, still very sleepy.""We'll be late, let's take a shower! mom also wants to go to be a jury."The clock shows 05.00 yes, sure enough, as fast as lightning we have to get ready at 06.30 we have to be at the starting line and ready for the marching race later. Daddy kindly escorted us, although I'm sure it must be very tired and it's still too early for activities. But Daddy was used to getting up at dawn, even though he was sick or not sick, it was the same. Daddy is very obedient in carrying out his 5 daily prayers. Daddy is the perfect figure for me.When Line-Lining.We were almost too late, we arrived five minutes before the game's departure. The other friends were ready to line up neatly, we ran closer to the line. Tidy up hats, clothes and definitely tie shoelaces tightly. So that when the race does not fall and get stuck. Yeni served as team leader, she was already loo
Daddy's health continues to decline, this afternoon while joking with mom there are a few complaints and an implicit message that he tells us. "You're tired, every day you swallow the doctor's medicine, it's already big and there are more and more types!""Daddy , why do you say that? Be patient, Dad.""Yes Mom, it's been sick for decades until everything we have is used up.""Yes, be patient, Dad. Mom also knows that some savings, gold, land, motorbikes, cars have been sold, but all for the sake of Daddy, for the sake of my father's health, Mom asked Daddy to continue to be enthusiastic and fight his illness.""Yes, sorry for Sintia if Daddy dies now Mom.""Daddy, what are you talking about!""If later, Daddy is sick again, don't take him to Imanuel Hospital or Rajawali Bandung anymore Mom, Daddy is resigned, only a necklace is left, a necklace of remembrance of our dowry.""Don't say that Dad, hopefully there will always be sustenance la
Tonight, mom called me to come closer to him mom opened the wallet that was tucked in the closet in her room. "Sin, this is 500,000 for your study tour.""Yes, Mom." I took the money that mom gave, whether I wanted to come along or not to be honest, I wasn't too excited to go, even if only for a moment from mom. Since daddy was not there, I feel sorry for Mom. Tonight I fell asleep, I don't know how many months and nights I was sad to cry over my father's departure. Catur and Maria often spend the night at my house now, sometimes they avoid family fights but more often because they want to be together and comfort my sadness. I decided to cut my long hair with my distinctive style as a Cleopatra, now I choose a short side as my hairstyle, my favorite dress has changed, I choose jeans and a T-shirt or shirt, I feel more like a girl, not just a mom's child and a new big gilr. again. The next day, I wanted to register for a study tour, it's just that a
Finally I graduated from Middle School, my body was limp to see that the grades weren't what I expected, it's sad that I felt a little disappointed. My overall exam score averaged only 36.5. Failed my hopes of getting into my favorite Public High School 1. In the school that I dreamed of, the minimum score had to be around 39-40, really the best score. Hopefully you can still enter other Public High Schools in my little town. "Don't be sad, Sin, let's try registering with other Public High Schools, ok?""Yes Mom, it's a shame my grades are not optimal.""Yes, the most important thing is maximum effort.""Yes Mom.""Where are you going in now?""Try first to Public Senior High School 2 and Senior High School 3 Mom." I ventured to register to the two schools. Mom accompanied me to register there. Next week there will be announcements of new admissions simultaneously. Catur and Maria enter Public High School 2, while Fina and Nicky enter Priva
Part 1 (Story of the Past) My birthday My name is Sintia, I was born in Bandung on September 23, 1985, in a village midwife, a friend of my mother. I was born to a mother named Eni Suryani and a father named Wito. For them being born is a gift, but for me it is the beginning of my departure, yes I will be adopted. None other than the one who will adopt me is the brother of my own biological father, who has no children due to illness and desperately wants children in his household. It started when my biological mother, who was pregnant with me for three months, was confused about the fact that she would have another child, while she already had four small children. Finally, they intend to help their sister to have children, heirs and friends when they are old. Yes, it is possible that the decisions they took have been discussed and become the right way out. "Wito, where is En, are you still at the office?" "Yes, Sofie, Wito is back at the office, maybe just for a while, right, it's
It's been almost three years since my mom and dad died. But the fact is that now the land and house dispute issues have not yet seemed to be over. I'm tired, and you can say if I've given up.I have given a mandate to my eldest brother, to help take care of all this. I don't know why things that are usually easy to be difficult and complicated like this they make. Yes, it was because my aunt and uncle continued to act badly, as if they were not satisfied with the results I gave and the path I gave. I have resigned myself to all their requests to sell mama and papa's assets and inheritance. And during the first sales process I was also present in the transaction. Even though from my small heart I screamed and hurt to lose the inheritance that I had from mom and dad. Even though it was very heavy, I was forced to sell it, with the excuse of maintaining good relations between families. I hope with my decision it will all be over but in fact it is not that eas
The year goes on even though it often stumbles in problems. Tonight I idly started looking at hockey, luck, constellations, zodiac signs or about tarot. It just so happened that an online tarot crossed the Geogle info wall while reading the news. I didn't have to wait long, I clicked on it quickly. I went to the admin link, they asked me to enter my name, date of birth and gender. Immediately for fun, I filled it all in without hesitation. A few seconds later I switched screens. Admin asked me to choose 3 tarot cards online. Because it was all closed, I just clicked randomly. Shortly after, the HP screen showed a screen of 3 cards that I chose. The figure of a simple woman was the first card I got, the figure of the empress in death, and the figure of the empress who seemed to sit gracefully on her throne. Not long after I continued my selection, an explanation appeared for the three tarot cards I chose. Very interesting cards, comfortable life long a
Since mom and dad died, apart from taking care of my husband and children, I have started to fill the void in my day and my activities, I sell cellphone credit and electricity tokens, help my husband run a printing business, sell a small online shop, and write poetry and novels. It is my new hobby and activity. Even though I can't have a career like I used to, I still have to be able to work.Alhamdulillah, Dwi as a husband really understands me, he always supports me, even though there is not much capital that can be given but that support is very important and very valuable.Likewise, with the freedom to work, socialize and do activities that Dwi gave me, I have to give my best, such as taking good care of my house, my children and their needs. Especially if they are sick, caring for, maintaining and caring for them becomes more important than all my other activities.Family will always come first to me. With confidence, one by one, I write novels, poems, maybe this will
It's been almost two years since my mom and dad died. Sometimes a feeling of sadness still occasionally appears in my mind. I remember my childhood, when mom and dad loved me very much, and gave me all the best things. I really miss those times mom who often calls me, reminds me to eat, reminds me to pray, the rules at 21.00 pm must be at home when we are dating, or have different opinions in raising my three children, and all mom's chatter that often makes me angry and annoyed .Or is he my daddy, if I get sick or fall daddy will be the one who is the most anxious, rush to take me to the doctor or massage my feet and hands if I get sprained, even daddy is the one who always cries when he saw me breaking up with my girlfriends . Sometimes he becomes my friend, and sometimes he becomes my biggest enemy if there is a difference of opinion. But now they are gone, I can only miss, only prayers that I can send. May they rest in peace and have the best place in heaven someday. Every ni
We are not young anymore, Dwi is 41 years old and I am almost 35 years old. It wasn't long ago that we lived together to form a new household that didn't feel like 5 years together. Three cute children also provide beauty and happiness for us, Dwi is increasingly diligent in working, in order to provide all the best for us. Even though all of that requires one word of sincerity and struggle. Dwi is always romantic, if I were young I would definitely want to add another child, it might bring more crowd in this house, but three children are enough. They have to think about the future savings and education they must have.Every afternoon I always prepare a dish for my husband, as well as warm coffee or tea, which are mandatory companions at dusk. I always leaned my shoulder in his arms, telling stories about today's activities with the children, discussing work and business, or just chatting, watching television and listening to our favorite music. Match, a mate who is like a mirror
I can't believe it's been two years of my marriage with Mas Dwi. Thank God everything went smoothly, I slowly got the peace of life. Taking care of the three very cute babies gives me happiness and entertainment of its own. Even though their 1000 mischiefs often appear, yes, that's how everything I went through had the ups and downs.Queeniera has started school, and she is very excited. he is an active child, fussy and often irritates his mother and father. There are only acts and behavior that are beyond the mischief of the two brothers, teasing his sister to tears becomes his favorite game and activity every day. Often I hold my emotions, even though sometimes because I am excited I finally pinch his legs when they are very stubborn and even with nagging, it has become mandatory for him to be controlled and obey me.Dimas has started Kindergarten school, his body is not as fat as it used to be, maybe because he has started learning and playing a lot. Not as active as Queeni
Being in a strange place surrounded by strangers. Living in a housing estate is not easy. Some like it, some don't like it, it's all fine. But it's different from my principles, which tend to be indifferent and don't want to interfere with other people's life problems.Nowadays, everything is online, online work, online school and of course socializing with the same online style. Alhmadulillah, I'm always connected with friends even though it's only through social media. Friends for me may be everything, especially for those who are always there in joy and sorrow without the slightest self.Maybe it's weird right now if you have friends who can continue to be close for decades. Like the current story or satire "Today's anything must have money, let alone Satan's friends to come if we have money."But all that doesn't apply to us, Kiki, Widya, Ervina, Catur, Maria, Andi, Roli, Irfan, Agus, Fauzi, Alex, Agung, Caca, Dedeh, Chandra, Sari, Dina, Tika, Ria, Impin, Iwan, Roby, Ba
This morning I received an incoming message on the F******k application, quite a lot of incoming prank messages, and I'm used to deleting them one by one. Another case with this one message, an incoming message from Rahman. I think Rahman is like before, giving threatening messages or cursing because of our past separation.Not the case today, it turns out that he expressed his condolences for the departure of my mother and father. It's quite late, but I'm grateful that he still cares about us."Assalamualaikum Sin, I offer my condolences for the departure of Mom and Daddy, I hope Sintia and her family can be patient and sincere and patient."I replied too."Waalaikum salaam Rahman, thank you."From there Rahman continued to send messages, just asking about my family and my new life now. So bumpy he pleasantries to me with good words and without harsh words. What's wrong if I ask about his new household and family.A little surprised to hear Rahman's news, it turne