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15. MUST STILL BELIEVE
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2021-05-11 21:38:46Tonight, mom called me to come closer to him mom opened the wallet that was tucked in the closet in her room.
"Sin, this is 500,000 for your study tour."
"Yes, Mom."I took the money that mom gave, whether I wanted to come along or not to be honest, I wasn't too excited to go, even if only for a moment from mom. Since daddy was not there, I feel sorry for Mom. Tonight I fell asleep, I don't know how many months and nights I was sad to cry over my father's departure. Catur and Maria often spend the night at my house now, sometimes they avoid family fights but more often because they want to be together and comfort my sadness.
I decided to cut my long hair with my distinctive style as a Cleopatra, now I choose a short side as my hairstyle, my favorite dress has changed, I choose jeans and a T-shirt or shirt, I feel more like a girl, not just a mom's child and a new big gilr. again.
The next day, I wanted to register for a study tour, it's just that a
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