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21. MUCH PROMISE
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2021-05-17 14:08:14I locked myself in my room, days or weeks and I will open it if Kiki and my friends knock on this room and just look for me, I'm traumatized, really traumatized by that bitter incident. The cheerful me is now suddenly pensive sad, my friends may be surprised by the change in my attitude. And the trust and love for Hery was suddenly faded and destroyed. Resign, how can God give the best way. Sintia is completely destroyed, empty and injured.
On the other hand, Hery repeatedly apologized to me, but for some reason it wasn't love or love that remained, but one only feeling of disappointment, hatred and regret for knowing him all this time. I also thought I better stay away from Hery for the future and my dreams, to hell with his promise to marry me and propose to me soon. I don't want my life to be destroyed any deeper, my life is destroyed, my parents' hearts will definitely cry because of all this. If I continue my relationship with Hery tomorrow or t
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My Friends and My Love Story 57. REMEMBER STORY
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