-=Ram's Point of View=-
I couldn't stop the wide grin from appearing on my face. I mean, who wouldn't smile when you beat your mortal enemy?
I just beat my biggest rival in almost everything, may it be with business, sports, or even an auction event of antiques that was held in Makati.
Jeffrey and I were rivals, and I think this rivalry started way back in college when we were schoolmates.
I always make sure to come on top, be it in academics, sports, or even with women.
I admit there were times, that I courted whoever Jeffrey liked just to piss him off, which led Jeffrey to do everything just to beat me, but so far, he didn't succeed even once.
I'm not sure when it started, but ever since I was a child, I always wanted to have control of everything in my life, I always wanted to be one step ahead of everything.
I didn't want to be told what I needed to do because I wanted to have the power to make my own decision.
I want that feeling that I could control the people around me without breaking a sweat. Maybe it's just me, maybe I want to have full control of everything, and that power comes with being rich.
Whoever said that money can't buy you happiness doesn't have a clue about how it feels to be wealthy.
At the age of nineteen, I managed to build my own business without any help from my dad and managed to earn a million dollars from my business, and now that I am twenty-five, the business world sees me like an assassin, and my competitors are always tired when dealing with me.
When my dad retired and handed me the family business, I decided to merge the company I created with our family's businesses because I thought it would be easier for me to handle the businesses that my dad, and I owned. After the merger, I was considered one of the most promising billionaire businessmen not just in the Philippines but in all of Asia.
I woke up from my short trance when a familiar song popped from the radio in my car.
I'm on my way to my condo unit, which is in Bonifacio Global City in a famous tower in Taguig.
Makati is close to Taguig, so there was no need for me to drive quickly; I simply savored the sensation of victory while enjoying the ride.
I couldn't help but sing along to the song currently playing on the radio, which is Hall of Fame by The Script.
I felt like this song was actually meant for me.
You can be the best
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest
You can beat the world
You can beat the war
You can talk to God, go banging on his door
You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock (yeah)
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you'll find yourself
When the song was interrupted by an incoming call, I was annoyed, but when my girlfriend's name appeared on the head unit, my smile deepened.
"Hi, hon, did you miss me? I'm already on my way," I said while smiling seductively and thinking about my beautiful and sexy girlfriend.
We've been living together for almost a year now, and actually, Janice is one of the best things that came into my life.
She's an international runway model, she comes from a respected and well-known clan in the country; and, more importantly, she's so beautiful and sexy that most men envy me.
"I'm leaving you," she said.
It took me a full minute before it finally dawned on me what she said, which led me to be confused.
I didn't expect to hear this from her, especially since I know how much she loves me.
"No, you can't," I said, feeling at a loss.
"Damn it, Ram! I have no choice!" She exclaimed, frustration in her voice, and before I could reply, she immediately hung up.
I sped up my car just to get to our place as soon as possible.
I will stop her from leaving me, and what Ram wants, Ram gets, and that's how I have been since I was still a child.
It didn't take long for me to arrive at the condo building, and just right on time, I saw Janine walking out, pulling her suitcase.
The moment my car stopped and I got out, I saw Janine looking at me, and I could tell that she was suppressing her feelings about our pending separation.
"Please don't leave," I said, holding her hand.
"I'm so sorry, Ram; there's nothing I can do; dad threatened to disown me if I didn't agree to marry the guy he wanted from me; he wouldn't leave me a single scent," she said sadly as she looked at me.
I silently cursed when I heard that; it's already the modern age for such a thing as an arranged marriage.
"Does it matter that he disowned you? You shouldn't worry if your dad has no intention of giving you anything," I said.
I can provide for her; heck, I can give her anything she wants!
I noticed how her eyes lit up after hearing what I said, and I couldn't help but feel hopeful because of it, but I didn't expect what she said next.
"Are you going to marry me?" She asked, looking so happy.
When I said that I could give her anything, I meant that I could give her anything that money can buy, but marriage was far from my mind when I thought of those things.
I really like Janine, but marriage is far from my mind right now. I am satisfied with our arrangement right now.
"We're still young, Janine, why should we rush into getting married?" What I meant was, I could provide you with anything you need," I said.
I could clearly see the disappointment on her face, obviously, that is not what she expected to hear from me, but what can I do? I'm not really ready to settle down yet, and truth be told, I didn't think I would be settling down in the near future.
Marriage is just a piece of paper for me, which reminds everyone that you ended your freedom.
"Tell me, Ram, do you love me?" She asked, her gaze fixed on me.
I'm at a loss for words when I look at her; I didn't know how to respond to her question, and when I remained mute, she chose to ask another one.
"Did you even love me? Just even a bit, Ram?"
I stayed immobile as I continued to gaze upon her lovely face; the anguish in her eyes was evident.
I honestly don't know how to answer that because I never believe in love. For me, love is a silly thing that people use in their imaginary worlds.
"I... like you," I said, and I couldn't help but cursed because I'm not used to stuttering, I don't stutter!
I didn't know how long we were standing in that position, looking at each other's faces.
"Goodbye, Ram," she whispered, eventually removing her hand from mine.
She continued walking away with her bag behind her without looking back.
My eyes were glued to her, until she arrived at a waiting car that I hadn't noticed earlier, and I was stunned when I saw the man walking out of the car.
"Hi, Ram!"
Jeffrey was the one who got out of the car, and he was smiling and looking happy.
When I looked at Janine, I could tell that she was uncomfortable, and the thought that occurred to me after seeing Jeffrey in this location did not sit well with me. My eyes darted back and forth between the two of them.
"What the hell are you doing here, Montebon?" I asked coldly.
Montebon is Jeffrey's surname.
Instead of being intimidated, his grin became wider, and I resisted the urge to strike him so I could wipe it off his face.
I did not want them to see that the truth in front of me was affecting me.
"I'm just here to pick up my fiancee, let's go, Janine," he said, looking possessively at her.
I could tell from the way she looked at me that she was hoping for me to do something, maybe even fight for her, but I didn't even move an inch and watched as they both got into the car and drove away.
"The fuck with this!" I angrily muttered, because for once, I didn't know what to do.
I would be lying if I said I didn't feel anything after Janine left me. We've been living together for almost a year, but that pain was overpowered by a different emotion.
I was pissed because of Jeffrey; my ego couldn't accept the fact that I lost my girl to him.
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Damn it!" I couldn't stop muttering as I kept hitting the steering wheel of my car.It's still hard for me to accept the fact that I lost Janine to Jeffrey Monteban.Of all people, why did it have to be him? Why did Janine's parents decide to choose Jeffrey as Janine's fiance?"Damn it!"Another curse slipped out of my mouth. I absolutely despise the feeling that someone has made a fool out of me; more than the emotional pain, I feel as though my pride has been hurt as a result of what has happened.I mean, come on, I'm Romano Santiago for crying out loud; I always get what I want and who I want, and nobody dares to take what's mine.I continued driving without any clear destination in mind, and then I realized that I was somewhere in Quezon City, where a lot of bars are operating.I decided to go to the closest bar, and as soon as I was seated, I summoned the server to place my order."Bottle of Scotch," I said.After getting my order, the server left, and a
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Are you nervous?" I asked her when we were finally inside the suite I booked for the night.The suite I booked was the most expensive one this hotel could offer, which puzzled me as well.There is this unexplainable desire for me to give her the best money could offer.She remained silent as she just kept on staring at me, and when I looked into her brown eyes, there it was again, that feeling that I'd seen her before, but I just shrugged off that feeling since I met a lot of people and it wouldn't be surprising if I saw her before.But with that kind of face, how could I possibly have missed her before?For some reason, I noticed that I was actually shaking as if I were nervous or anxious, or maybe a little bit of both, while looking at her lovely face."Shit!" I silently muttered when I noticed my hand was shaking when I lifted it and touched her shoulder.When our skin touched, I felt as though I had been struck by lightning, and I was surprised by how attr
-=Ram's Point of View=-I've been awake for nearly thirty minutes, and all I've been doing is watching her sleep; she looks so serene while she sleeps.There is only a thin blanket that covers her nakedness, and thinking about it was already giving me a boner, which is quite unusual for me.My eyes wander from her lovely face to the red stain on the side of the bed, the proof of her lost innocence, and again to that nagging question: How on earth does a prostitute turn out to be a virgin?"Is this her first time?" I thought to myself, but when I remembered she was a virgin, I couldn't stop myself from mocking myself."Duh! Isn't it obvious this was her first time doing this kind of work?"I really want to get answers from her, but I didn't have the heart to disturb her sleep.After resting for almost an hour, I couldn't stop myself from having sex with her again, and this time, it was more erotic and more passionate than the first, and after she begged for me to stop, that was when I
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Damn..." I silently muttered when I looked at the time on my watch.The office hour ended a few hours ago, but I opted to stay in the office, waiting for the clock to strike nine o'clock.They said that when you want time to move faster, you should feel like it's moving slower than usual, and that's exactly how I felt.After torturing myself, I decided to look for that girl so that I could get answers to all the things that had been bothering me ever since I spent the night with her.I breathed a sigh of relief when the clock finally struck nine p.m. I immediately went to the parking lot, which was basically empty considering the time.There is one place where I can find that woman; with that in mind, I drove my car to Cubao.Honestly, I didn't know exactly what I would do once I found her; all I knew was that I wanted to see her again.I forced myself not to think that she might have sold herself to other men, considering the days that went by and the fact t
-=Ram's Point of View=-Shouldn't I have given up by now? But that didn't happen, especially since I couldn't help but look for her every time I passed by, even though her pimp told me she probably went back to her province, wherever that was.I was looking forward to seeing her again, and maybe she'd return to that place because she needed money again.When I remembered that I was her first, I couldn't explain the warm feeling inside me, and I was really hoping to find her first, in case she needed money."She's mine," I thought to myself when I decided I wouldn't let any men touch her.I woke up that morning, feeling a bit under the weather. Who would be exhausted if you tried searching almost every night in that same place?It has been two weeks since the pimp I talked to told me that the woman I slept with probably returned to her home province."What was her name again? Jocelyn... right, her name is Jocelyn.""Pull yourself together, Ram!" I chastised myself.I forced myself out
-=Ram's Point of View=- My attention was retained on them, and for some inexplicable reason, I had the urge to approach their table, remove the woman from Henry's company, and walk away. However, I refrained from doing so because I wanted to approach her at the most appropriate moment. She is just as gorgeous as she was the last time I saw her, if not more so, because of her attire and demeanor. She appears sophisticated, but I prefer her naked in my bed. As a result of this thought, the member between my legs reacted as though it could not wait to feel her again. "Damn it!" I silently muttered. By all means, I needed to steal her from Henry Cervantes! They spoke for nearly an hour as if they were discussing something important, and their proximity is making me agitated. While secretly watching them, I decided to order something to eat; instead of watching them foolishly, I might as well take my dinner. Since their arrival, all eyes have been on them. Henry Cervantes is a well-
-=Ram's Point of View=-She replied, "Nothing; however, someone called your private line, identifying herself as Atilla; when I told her you weren't available, she hung up."I tried to recall if I knew anyone by that name, but I couldn't think of anyone with that name, so I was guessing it might be some random girls I hooked up with before Janine.It also occurred to me that it could be the prostitute, but I recalled that the pimp told me her name was Jocelyn and not Atilla, so I decided to disregard the possibility.I decided to check on my father's health at his residence, so I went back home.One of the maids took my things when I got inside."Thank you; is my dad in the study room?" I asked her, but I was surprised when she shook her head."Your father left," she replied."He left? Where?" I asked."He said he would go to the US," she answered, looking startled."Damn it!" I silently muttered.He made sure I wasn't home before leaving, because I told him before that he was not all
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Sir Ram?"Today is the day I've been waiting for, the day that Atilla will move into my condo, and I hate to admit it, but I couldn't wait to go home so I could see her again.I could already imagine the feel of her body under my touch, tasting and kissing every part of her body, making sure that she would forget Henry completely, and when she was already wet and ready for me, I would drill my manhood into her very core, making her scream while having her orgasm.Just thinking about the things I would do to Atilla is already giving me a boner."Atilla Salvador," I silently muttered, and I liked the way her name rolled in my tongue like honey."Sir Ram?""What time is she going to my place?" I thought to myself, still oblivious to everything around me."Sir Ram?""Is she spending the ten million I gave her?"Honestly, I didn't care about that money; all that mattered to me was that Atilla was finally mine, and she was worth every peso I paid her because, for so
-=Atilla's Point of View=-"Lord, I pray that he finds the peace he needs, and I hope he forgives me for everything," I whispered in prayer. It hurts me to lose him, but I have to let him go.How do you let go of someone who has been a big part of your life, someone who has been there for you in times of need? I can't help but cry because of the pain I feel.I just hope he finds the peace he deserves."Come on, Atilla," I heard my best friend Nicole call me. I can see that she's affected by what I'm going through, but we need to let him go.Nicole and I walked together towards the room. My feet felt heavy as we walked because, even though I've decided, it still hurts me to lose him.I took a deep breath before I opened the door to the room, and a wide smile appeared on my lips as I saw that he was awake. When he saw me, he returned the smile."Atilla..." Ram said as he kept his gaze on me. I could see the love in his eyes.Honestly, it felt like I died when he lost consciousness in my
-=Atilla's Point of View=-The family decided to take Anthony home and hire two private nurses to take care of him 24/7.Everyone is still in shock over what happened, the accident, and the possibility that Anthony may not wake up.Ang was the most affected by the events, so I couldn't leave him, especially with what he's going through. I made a decision, even though it hurts me, but Ang needs me more, and it hurts me to let Ram go.Just thinking about Ram has already made my eyes water with emotion. It feels like my heart is going to explode from the pain I feel at the thought of losing Ram, the man I love the most.It has been two days since we took Anthony out of the hospital, and I haven't received any news from Ram yet. I know I need to tell him my decision, but I don't think I can meet him in person. So, even though it's not right, I decided to call him and let him know.Hello, Atilla, how are you?" I heard him say it on the other end. He answered my call immediately, which mean
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Hours passed as Anthony remained in the operation room; no one spoke amongst us; our thoughts were focused on the patient whom the doctors were attempting to save.Perhaps the procedure lasted more than six hours before the doctor emerged, exhausted by what had happened."How's my husband?" Miranda asked the doctor as she approached him."The operation was successful, but he's not yet safe; the next forty-eight hours will be critical; he must wake up within that time or else he may end up in a coma," the doctor said. I could see the sadness on the faces of the patient's family, especially Miranda's, who appeared really concerned.Anthony was taken to the intensive care unit (ICU) following the procedure for thorough monitoring. Ang and I decided to keep an eye on him because their mom appeared to be overburdened. Despite her protests, Ang's stepfather refused to let her continue watching over her son."Everything will be okay, Ang, and you need to be strong
-=Atilla's Point of View=-It was as if I were frozen in place while looking at the pain etched on Ang's face. I never knew he would find out this way.Yes, I have already made my decision, and I will follow my heart. Even though it's hard for me, I have to be true to Ang. I hate to hurt Ang because he is very kind to me, but I don't think I can deceive him and myself anymore, although not in this way."Atilla, what does this mean?" He asked in a trembling voice. I could see the bitterness in his eyes when he found out that I was being unfaithful. It breaks my heart to see Ang like this.Ram quickly stepped in to protect me from Ang, but I immediately pushed him away because I knew that Ang wouldn't hurt me. He's such a kind person."Ang... I just want to say..." but I was interrupted by the sudden sound of his cell phone ringing. Ang didn't want to answer it, but it kept ringing, so he had no choice."Anthony... I don't have time right now... Who is this?" He asked, sounding surprise
-=Atilla's Point of View=-The following day, I woke up with a smile on my face after learning the good news about Henry's condition.My chest felt lighter now that I knew he was improving. I went immediately to the kitchen, where my breakfast was already cooked, but dining alone was extremely depressing, so I only ate a small amount. It didn't, however, dampen my spirits, especially since I knew Henry was on the mend.I didn't need to go to the office early that day because I had meetings in the afternoon, so I decided to call Samantha to let her know of my plan. However, being a workaholic, I couldn't resist opening my laptop and checking my emails. I received various documents that didn't need urgent attention, so after making sure there were no important emails, I turned off my MacBook.I turned on the TV in my room, but I couldn't find anything I wanted to watch, so I turned it off after a while.I took some time to think before deciding to take a bath. I filled the bathtub with
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Until now, I am still shocked about what I learned about Miranda and Ang. I mean, who would have thought that Miranda's husband is actually Ang's brother, Anthony? I haven't met the guy yet, even though Ang and I have been in a relationship for over a year. I felt Ang's love for his brother even though he never said it.If I'm not mistaken, Miranda has been married three or maybe four times since marrying Anthony. I'm not sure about the details because I don't like to gossip, but it's inevitable to hear about these things from other friends.Miranda's last marriage was with a wealthy Filipino businessman who died suddenly. His wealth went to Miranda, leading to rumors of foul play in his death. Miranda was blamed, but it was never proven.Ang remained quiet during our drive, and his expression was the same when he saw Miranda. I didn't want to ask questions and add fuel to his already raging fury.I still can't believe that Miranda is a gold digger. She's al
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Even though a lot was going through my mind, I had to go back to work because I promised Ellaine that I wouldn't neglect Henry's businesses, and that's what I intended to do.It had been three days since we returned to Manila, and I had not seen Ram for three days. I missed him so much. During those three days.Ang had not left my side and continued to take care of me. I feel that I don't deserve Ang because he is such a good person, and he deserves someone who loves him wholeheartedly."Are you sure you want to go to work? Your brother will understand if you need to rest for a few more days," Ang tried to convince me, and I could see the concern on his face as he looked at me.I was already dressed for work when I entered the office. I informed my temporary secretary that I was now in charge of Henry's businesses. I couldn't afford to be absent because I was sure that there were piles of papers that needed my attention and signature.He couldn't do anything
-=Atilla's Point of View=-I was greatly surprised when I saw Ang getting off one of the boats I saw earlier not far away. Actually, I just woke up to get some water when I noticed the five boats approaching the island. I thought they might be coming for us after realizing Ram and I were missing, but I didn't expect to see Ang with them, considering I knew he was still in the US."Oh my God, Atilla!" Ang exclaimed, hugging me tightly as he reached me. His embrace felt nice, but I didn't feel any special connection from it. However, I admit I missed him a lot because we haven't seen each other for so long due to recent events.Honestly, I didn't know what to say at that moment because I was still in shock that we were finally found on this island. I let myself be embraced by Ang, feeling like I could always count on him no matter the situation, but I was surprised when he released me after a while."You must be Ram," I was surprised to hear Ang say that, and when I turned around, I saw
-=Ram''s Point of View=-"Please don't do this, Ram," she begged me with pleading eyes when I didn't let her move away from me, because I wanted to hear from her once and for all that she still loved me.I tried to stand my ground, but eventually I gave in."Well, I guess I don't have any choice but to wait. I waited for almost two years, and it will not kill me to wait for a few more days, weeks, or even months, what's important is now," I said seriously, and when I noticed that she wasn't comfortable, I smiled at her.We went back to the beach to share a meal together. I had followed her earlier, when I noticed that she had been in the forest for quite some time, and to my surprise, I saw her swimming in the lagoon without wearing anything. That was when I decided to join her, and the inevitable happened between us.To be honest, when we made love for the first time ever since we arrived on this island, I didn't know how to treat her, especially since I knew she would feel guilty af