-=Ram's Point of View=-
"Damn it!" I couldn't stop muttering as I kept hitting the steering wheel of my car.
It's still hard for me to accept the fact that I lost Janine to Jeffrey Monteban.
Of all people, why did it have to be him? Why did Janine's parents decide to choose Jeffrey as Janine's fiance?
"Damn it!"
Another curse slipped out of my mouth. I absolutely despise the feeling that someone has made a fool out of me; more than the emotional pain, I feel as though my pride has been hurt as a result of what has happened.
I mean, come on, I'm Romano Santiago for crying out loud; I always get what I want and who I want, and nobody dares to take what's mine.
I continued driving without any clear destination in mind, and then I realized that I was somewhere in Quezon City, where a lot of bars are operating.
I decided to go to the closest bar, and as soon as I was seated, I summoned the server to place my order.
"Bottle of Scotch," I said.
After getting my order, the server left, and a few minutes later, he returned with my order.
I quickly unscrewed the cap and poured the golden liquid into my glass.
As I sipped the drink, I felt a scorching sensation and a bitter taste run through my throat, but it didn't stop me from continuing.
I wanted to drown myself in the liquor I was drinking, I kept imagining Jeffrey's sneering face, and God knows how much I wanted to wipe that smirk off his face.
"Mind if I join you?"
I was so distracted that I didn't even notice someone approaching me.
I took a moment to examine the woman in front of me, and I must say that she is rather beautiful.
She has long eyelashes that I can tell are not real, but they complement her hazel brown eyes, which I can tell are simply contacts, and she has a gorgeous nose that I can tell was augmented through surgery.
My eyes briefly went down to her big breasts, and I can tell that those are real at least.
I could already feel my manhood reacting just by looking at her, she may not be on par with Janine's beauty, but she would do for the night.
"No, not at all; please have a seat," I said.
She immediately sat down on the seat beside me, and I could smell the expensive perfume she was wearing because of how close she was to me.
My lust increased when I felt her soft hands boldly touching my chest, and when I didn't resist, she moved her hand down to my semi-erected manhood.
Her eyes widened, and an excited grin appeared on her lips when she felt the length of my dick.
I'm guessing she was happy with what she touched and that she should wait until my manhood was fully awake.
"So, what's bothering you, handsome? Maybe I can help," she said in her most seductive voice, gently caressing my length.
Her gentle caress on my member is finally waking up my desire, but I felt like I was splashed with cold water when I turned my eyes to the bar's entrance.
The lust I was feeling earlier suddenly disappeared, but instead was replaced by rage, when I saw Janine and Jeffrey together.
I mean, of all places, why did they have to go here, when I was trying to forget about them?
When I saw Janine's stunning face, I couldn't help but compare the woman beside me with her.
She's so inferior to Janine that the lust I was experiencing earlier vanished, and I had a bitter taste in my mouth, thinking that I'd almost settle for someone like her.
I was hoping that they wouldn't notice me, but when I saw Jeffrey looking in my direction, I knew that I needed to prepare myself.
"Small world, I didn't expect to see you here. Mind if we join you guys?" Jeffrey said.
It didn't escape my observation when he looked at the woman next to me with a smirk on his face, as if belittling her.
I really wanted to punch him, but doing so would make me look like a loser, so I had no choice but to keep it to myself.
While Jeffrey was busy being a total jerk, Janine, on the other hand, was silent, and she was looking at me with a questioning gaze.
"You can take our table because me and this hottie are going to leave now, if you know what I mean," I said, smiling naughtily.
I ran my fingers along her exposed shoulder, totally ignoring Janine's glare. I honestly don't care what she thinks, she was the one who dumped me in the first place.
I called the waiter and asked for our bill; after paying, we decided to depart with my arms wrapped around the small waist of the woman beside me.
I could still feel Janine's stare as we walked towards the exit, and when we were finally out of the bar, that's when I decided to let her go.
"Where are you planning to take me?" She asked, leaning in closer for me to see more of her cleavage, and if I was aroused before, I'm sorry now.
"Sorry, babe, but I really need to leave. I still have something to take care of, but can you do me a favor and don't go back to that bar?" I brought my face really close to her ear, gently biting her earlobe, and a smile formed on my lips when I heard a gasp escape her lips.
"Su... sure but make sure to call me, ok?" She said, looking delirious.
I pretended to key in her number on my phone, and then after that, she finally left.
She actually believed that I would call her, but I have no intention of doing that, it was so easy for me to get anyone's trust, and they were so gullible to believe my lies.
I immediately walked to the parking lot to get my car; I was considering going home because I was already lightheaded from what I drank at the bar.
I tried to ignore the dizziness I was experiencing and, after a few minutes behind the wheel, I immediately started the car, but it did not start to my dismay.
"Damn it!" I cursed as I continued to hit the steering wheel.
"Will nothing good ever happen to me?" I muttered when I finally got tired of hitting the wheel.
Instead of calling for help, I decided to get out of the car and look for a cab, but all of the ones passing by were already occupied.
I kept walking, hoping to find an empty taxi, but I didn't realize I had arrived in Cubao while looking for a taxi.
I decided to cross the street through the overpass, where I came across a woman with heavy makeup on her face.
"Do you need a woman, handsome?" She asked, looking at me with so much interest.
"The fuck? I don't need to pay a girl to have sex with me; I'm used to women offering themselves so they can sleep with me," I thought to myself.
"I'm sorry, but I'm not interested," I said flatly, and aside from not having to pay a woman for sex, I doubt she'd have any prostitutes who I'd be interested in.
But the woman with the heavy makeup on was so persistent that she dared to grab me by my right arm.
"Come on, handsome; I guarantee you won't be sorry, and all my women are cheap," she insisted.
"Get off me! Leave me alone!" I yelled as I yanked my arm away from her, and when I was finally free, I managed to walk away from her.
I was a few yards away from her when I became dizzy from the drink I had; I rarely drink like this because I usually drink to socialize.
I was about to fall when I felt hands on my forearms as if she was trying to assist me.
"Are you okay?" she asked, concerned, and for some reason, her voice was so mesmerizing that I couldn't help but be stunned, but when I realized I didn't have time to socialize with people like her, I couldn't help but yell at her.
"Let go of me! Didn't I tell you to leave me alone, I'm not..."
I was stunned when I finally see the face of the woman who helped me, and for some reason, I felt time stopped and it was only us who exist..
She has expressive brown eyes that I could tell are her true color; long eyelashes that make her eyes more expressive, a perfectly shaped nose; and thin, reddish lips.
My eyes marveled at her lips, and I was surprised by the intense want to taste those cherry lips.
Just by looking at her, I couldn't ignore the longing I felt the moment I laid my eyes on her which deeply confuses me.
"You know what? I actually changed my mind, come with me," I said.
I could tell I caught her off guard because of my words.
I guessed that she was surprised because I had told her pimp earlier that I had no intention of hiring a prostitute, but there was something about her that piqued my interest.
Aside from her beauty, which is far superior to Janine's, there's a sense of familiarity that I can't explain, which is impossible because I've never met a prostitute in my life.
I had already walked ten feet before realizing she had not followed me when I turned around and saw her standing in the same spot.
I couldn't help but notice that she doesn't wear heavy make-up, which only enhances her natural beauty, and aside from that, the simplicity of her dress would fool anyone into thinking she isn't a hooker.
"Aren't you coming?" I asked, and my brows furrowed when I walked back.
She appeared hesitant for some reason that baffled me, or perhaps it was her way of making her client more interested in her, but to be honest, she didn't need to pretend because anyone would be interested in her just by looking at her.
She slowly extended her hand to me, and before she could change her mind, I grabbed her hand, puzzled by the feeling that if I let her hand go, I wouldn't be able to see her anymore.
I continued walking while holding her hand until we reached the other side of the road.
There are motels around the area, but I decided to bring her to one of the most prestigious hotels in the Philippines, which is in Makati.
"Where are we going?" The taxi driver asked.
"Drive us to Makati," I said, and leaned back as we waited for our destination.
The prostitute remained silent, and I could tell she was still nervous, and I was worried she would change her mind.
"Hell no!" I thought to myself, I would not let her escape, and I would make sure to pay her handsomely so she would never have to sell herself again.
As I said, I don't normally hire prostitutes, but for some reason, I felt a strong attraction toward her, and again, there was this sense of familiarity I couldn't explain.
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Are you nervous?" I asked her when we were finally inside the suite I booked for the night.The suite I booked was the most expensive one this hotel could offer, which puzzled me as well.There is this unexplainable desire for me to give her the best money could offer.She remained silent as she just kept on staring at me, and when I looked into her brown eyes, there it was again, that feeling that I'd seen her before, but I just shrugged off that feeling since I met a lot of people and it wouldn't be surprising if I saw her before.But with that kind of face, how could I possibly have missed her before?For some reason, I noticed that I was actually shaking as if I were nervous or anxious, or maybe a little bit of both, while looking at her lovely face."Shit!" I silently muttered when I noticed my hand was shaking when I lifted it and touched her shoulder.When our skin touched, I felt as though I had been struck by lightning, and I was surprised by how attr
-=Ram's Point of View=-I've been awake for nearly thirty minutes, and all I've been doing is watching her sleep; she looks so serene while she sleeps.There is only a thin blanket that covers her nakedness, and thinking about it was already giving me a boner, which is quite unusual for me.My eyes wander from her lovely face to the red stain on the side of the bed, the proof of her lost innocence, and again to that nagging question: How on earth does a prostitute turn out to be a virgin?"Is this her first time?" I thought to myself, but when I remembered she was a virgin, I couldn't stop myself from mocking myself."Duh! Isn't it obvious this was her first time doing this kind of work?"I really want to get answers from her, but I didn't have the heart to disturb her sleep.After resting for almost an hour, I couldn't stop myself from having sex with her again, and this time, it was more erotic and more passionate than the first, and after she begged for me to stop, that was when I
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Damn..." I silently muttered when I looked at the time on my watch.The office hour ended a few hours ago, but I opted to stay in the office, waiting for the clock to strike nine o'clock.They said that when you want time to move faster, you should feel like it's moving slower than usual, and that's exactly how I felt.After torturing myself, I decided to look for that girl so that I could get answers to all the things that had been bothering me ever since I spent the night with her.I breathed a sigh of relief when the clock finally struck nine p.m. I immediately went to the parking lot, which was basically empty considering the time.There is one place where I can find that woman; with that in mind, I drove my car to Cubao.Honestly, I didn't know exactly what I would do once I found her; all I knew was that I wanted to see her again.I forced myself not to think that she might have sold herself to other men, considering the days that went by and the fact t
-=Ram's Point of View=-Shouldn't I have given up by now? But that didn't happen, especially since I couldn't help but look for her every time I passed by, even though her pimp told me she probably went back to her province, wherever that was.I was looking forward to seeing her again, and maybe she'd return to that place because she needed money again.When I remembered that I was her first, I couldn't explain the warm feeling inside me, and I was really hoping to find her first, in case she needed money."She's mine," I thought to myself when I decided I wouldn't let any men touch her.I woke up that morning, feeling a bit under the weather. Who would be exhausted if you tried searching almost every night in that same place?It has been two weeks since the pimp I talked to told me that the woman I slept with probably returned to her home province."What was her name again? Jocelyn... right, her name is Jocelyn.""Pull yourself together, Ram!" I chastised myself.I forced myself out
-=Ram's Point of View=- My attention was retained on them, and for some inexplicable reason, I had the urge to approach their table, remove the woman from Henry's company, and walk away. However, I refrained from doing so because I wanted to approach her at the most appropriate moment. She is just as gorgeous as she was the last time I saw her, if not more so, because of her attire and demeanor. She appears sophisticated, but I prefer her naked in my bed. As a result of this thought, the member between my legs reacted as though it could not wait to feel her again. "Damn it!" I silently muttered. By all means, I needed to steal her from Henry Cervantes! They spoke for nearly an hour as if they were discussing something important, and their proximity is making me agitated. While secretly watching them, I decided to order something to eat; instead of watching them foolishly, I might as well take my dinner. Since their arrival, all eyes have been on them. Henry Cervantes is a well-
-=Ram's Point of View=-She replied, "Nothing; however, someone called your private line, identifying herself as Atilla; when I told her you weren't available, she hung up."I tried to recall if I knew anyone by that name, but I couldn't think of anyone with that name, so I was guessing it might be some random girls I hooked up with before Janine.It also occurred to me that it could be the prostitute, but I recalled that the pimp told me her name was Jocelyn and not Atilla, so I decided to disregard the possibility.I decided to check on my father's health at his residence, so I went back home.One of the maids took my things when I got inside."Thank you; is my dad in the study room?" I asked her, but I was surprised when she shook her head."Your father left," she replied."He left? Where?" I asked."He said he would go to the US," she answered, looking startled."Damn it!" I silently muttered.He made sure I wasn't home before leaving, because I told him before that he was not all
-=Ram's Point of View=-"Sir Ram?"Today is the day I've been waiting for, the day that Atilla will move into my condo, and I hate to admit it, but I couldn't wait to go home so I could see her again.I could already imagine the feel of her body under my touch, tasting and kissing every part of her body, making sure that she would forget Henry completely, and when she was already wet and ready for me, I would drill my manhood into her very core, making her scream while having her orgasm.Just thinking about the things I would do to Atilla is already giving me a boner."Atilla Salvador," I silently muttered, and I liked the way her name rolled in my tongue like honey."Sir Ram?""What time is she going to my place?" I thought to myself, still oblivious to everything around me."Sir Ram?""Is she spending the ten million I gave her?"Honestly, I didn't care about that money; all that mattered to me was that Atilla was finally mine, and she was worth every peso I paid her because, for so
-=Ram's Point of View=-I know I looked silly, but I couldn't stop a smile from forming on my lips whenever I remembered the night I spent with Atilla.I hadn't expected that kind of sex before, and it was mind-blowing, the very first I had, and I hope to have it again now that Atilla is mine."Atilla..." I murmured to myself, picturing her sleeping in my bed, where I had left her."Are my eyes deceiving me?"When I heard someone at the door, I was startled out of my reverie, and I was immediately annoyed because I had told Tricia not to bother me."Didn't I tell you not to..."When I realized who it was, I paused in mid-sentence, and a wide grin appeared on my lips."When did you come back?" I asked with delight.It has been four years since the last time I saw this person when I was in the United States."I just got back a week ago, and seeing the satisfied and happy expression on your face, do I really need to ask how you are doing?" My best friend had asked, teasing me.I responde
-=Atilla's Point of View=-"Lord, I pray that he finds the peace he needs, and I hope he forgives me for everything," I whispered in prayer. It hurts me to lose him, but I have to let him go.How do you let go of someone who has been a big part of your life, someone who has been there for you in times of need? I can't help but cry because of the pain I feel.I just hope he finds the peace he deserves."Come on, Atilla," I heard my best friend Nicole call me. I can see that she's affected by what I'm going through, but we need to let him go.Nicole and I walked together towards the room. My feet felt heavy as we walked because, even though I've decided, it still hurts me to lose him.I took a deep breath before I opened the door to the room, and a wide smile appeared on my lips as I saw that he was awake. When he saw me, he returned the smile."Atilla..." Ram said as he kept his gaze on me. I could see the love in his eyes.Honestly, it felt like I died when he lost consciousness in my
-=Atilla's Point of View=-The family decided to take Anthony home and hire two private nurses to take care of him 24/7.Everyone is still in shock over what happened, the accident, and the possibility that Anthony may not wake up.Ang was the most affected by the events, so I couldn't leave him, especially with what he's going through. I made a decision, even though it hurts me, but Ang needs me more, and it hurts me to let Ram go.Just thinking about Ram has already made my eyes water with emotion. It feels like my heart is going to explode from the pain I feel at the thought of losing Ram, the man I love the most.It has been two days since we took Anthony out of the hospital, and I haven't received any news from Ram yet. I know I need to tell him my decision, but I don't think I can meet him in person. So, even though it's not right, I decided to call him and let him know.Hello, Atilla, how are you?" I heard him say it on the other end. He answered my call immediately, which mean
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Hours passed as Anthony remained in the operation room; no one spoke amongst us; our thoughts were focused on the patient whom the doctors were attempting to save.Perhaps the procedure lasted more than six hours before the doctor emerged, exhausted by what had happened."How's my husband?" Miranda asked the doctor as she approached him."The operation was successful, but he's not yet safe; the next forty-eight hours will be critical; he must wake up within that time or else he may end up in a coma," the doctor said. I could see the sadness on the faces of the patient's family, especially Miranda's, who appeared really concerned.Anthony was taken to the intensive care unit (ICU) following the procedure for thorough monitoring. Ang and I decided to keep an eye on him because their mom appeared to be overburdened. Despite her protests, Ang's stepfather refused to let her continue watching over her son."Everything will be okay, Ang, and you need to be strong
-=Atilla's Point of View=-It was as if I were frozen in place while looking at the pain etched on Ang's face. I never knew he would find out this way.Yes, I have already made my decision, and I will follow my heart. Even though it's hard for me, I have to be true to Ang. I hate to hurt Ang because he is very kind to me, but I don't think I can deceive him and myself anymore, although not in this way."Atilla, what does this mean?" He asked in a trembling voice. I could see the bitterness in his eyes when he found out that I was being unfaithful. It breaks my heart to see Ang like this.Ram quickly stepped in to protect me from Ang, but I immediately pushed him away because I knew that Ang wouldn't hurt me. He's such a kind person."Ang... I just want to say..." but I was interrupted by the sudden sound of his cell phone ringing. Ang didn't want to answer it, but it kept ringing, so he had no choice."Anthony... I don't have time right now... Who is this?" He asked, sounding surprise
-=Atilla's Point of View=-The following day, I woke up with a smile on my face after learning the good news about Henry's condition.My chest felt lighter now that I knew he was improving. I went immediately to the kitchen, where my breakfast was already cooked, but dining alone was extremely depressing, so I only ate a small amount. It didn't, however, dampen my spirits, especially since I knew Henry was on the mend.I didn't need to go to the office early that day because I had meetings in the afternoon, so I decided to call Samantha to let her know of my plan. However, being a workaholic, I couldn't resist opening my laptop and checking my emails. I received various documents that didn't need urgent attention, so after making sure there were no important emails, I turned off my MacBook.I turned on the TV in my room, but I couldn't find anything I wanted to watch, so I turned it off after a while.I took some time to think before deciding to take a bath. I filled the bathtub with
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Until now, I am still shocked about what I learned about Miranda and Ang. I mean, who would have thought that Miranda's husband is actually Ang's brother, Anthony? I haven't met the guy yet, even though Ang and I have been in a relationship for over a year. I felt Ang's love for his brother even though he never said it.If I'm not mistaken, Miranda has been married three or maybe four times since marrying Anthony. I'm not sure about the details because I don't like to gossip, but it's inevitable to hear about these things from other friends.Miranda's last marriage was with a wealthy Filipino businessman who died suddenly. His wealth went to Miranda, leading to rumors of foul play in his death. Miranda was blamed, but it was never proven.Ang remained quiet during our drive, and his expression was the same when he saw Miranda. I didn't want to ask questions and add fuel to his already raging fury.I still can't believe that Miranda is a gold digger. She's al
-=Atilla's Point of View=-Even though a lot was going through my mind, I had to go back to work because I promised Ellaine that I wouldn't neglect Henry's businesses, and that's what I intended to do.It had been three days since we returned to Manila, and I had not seen Ram for three days. I missed him so much. During those three days.Ang had not left my side and continued to take care of me. I feel that I don't deserve Ang because he is such a good person, and he deserves someone who loves him wholeheartedly."Are you sure you want to go to work? Your brother will understand if you need to rest for a few more days," Ang tried to convince me, and I could see the concern on his face as he looked at me.I was already dressed for work when I entered the office. I informed my temporary secretary that I was now in charge of Henry's businesses. I couldn't afford to be absent because I was sure that there were piles of papers that needed my attention and signature.He couldn't do anything
-=Atilla's Point of View=-I was greatly surprised when I saw Ang getting off one of the boats I saw earlier not far away. Actually, I just woke up to get some water when I noticed the five boats approaching the island. I thought they might be coming for us after realizing Ram and I were missing, but I didn't expect to see Ang with them, considering I knew he was still in the US."Oh my God, Atilla!" Ang exclaimed, hugging me tightly as he reached me. His embrace felt nice, but I didn't feel any special connection from it. However, I admit I missed him a lot because we haven't seen each other for so long due to recent events.Honestly, I didn't know what to say at that moment because I was still in shock that we were finally found on this island. I let myself be embraced by Ang, feeling like I could always count on him no matter the situation, but I was surprised when he released me after a while."You must be Ram," I was surprised to hear Ang say that, and when I turned around, I saw
-=Ram''s Point of View=-"Please don't do this, Ram," she begged me with pleading eyes when I didn't let her move away from me, because I wanted to hear from her once and for all that she still loved me.I tried to stand my ground, but eventually I gave in."Well, I guess I don't have any choice but to wait. I waited for almost two years, and it will not kill me to wait for a few more days, weeks, or even months, what's important is now," I said seriously, and when I noticed that she wasn't comfortable, I smiled at her.We went back to the beach to share a meal together. I had followed her earlier, when I noticed that she had been in the forest for quite some time, and to my surprise, I saw her swimming in the lagoon without wearing anything. That was when I decided to join her, and the inevitable happened between us.To be honest, when we made love for the first time ever since we arrived on this island, I didn't know how to treat her, especially since I knew she would feel guilty af