Nicole.
I stared at her waiting to see if she was joking but the look on her face told me everything I needed to know that she meant this. She really wants me to go pick up whatever she’s expecting. “I….I can’t do that.” I answered and her eyes hardened. “What did you say?” She asked. I brought my eyes down and repeated what I had said earlier, I was met with silence after, and for a minute she didn’t say anything. She burst into laughter breaking the silence and causing me to squirm in my spot. Mrs Davenport was a woman no one wanted to mess with, not even me. “Look here, your only job in this house is to do as I say and then please my son since that’s what you’re good at.” Her words stung but I forced myself not to say anything. They all think I’m good for nothing because I’m unable to give my husband a child. But I’m not useless, I’m pregnant now. “Your main purpose here is this,” she pushed the piece of paper into my chest. “Remember we can easily pull our shares out and stop supporting your father's wretched company, Nicole. So choose wisely before doing anything.” She said and I didn’t fail to notice the threat in it. She wouldn’t stop reminding me about this even though my father's company was doing well. Jackson and I didn’t get married like other married couples who fell in love and decided to spend the rest of their lives together. It was an arranged marriage but by then I was in love with him and I had this feeling he liked me too even though his mother and his entire family hated me. “You don’t have any choice, Nicole.” Shirley said with a grin. She probably enjoyed seeing me treated this way. She’s right though. I don’t really have a choice. I had no other choice but to take the piece of paper from her hand and stare at it. It was a flower store and it had the address there. I brought my head up and stared at her, “What do we need flowers for?” I asked. I don’t remember Jack telling me there will be a party. “That is none of your concern. I want those flowers here before noon.” She barked, eyeing me for the last time before leaving with the younger demon trailing behind her. I let out a sigh of relief as I squeezed the paper and went back into the room. I slumped on the bed as I tried not to tear up, I find myself in situations like this almost every day. Jackson's mom and his sister always find ways of tormenting me, making my life hell for agreeing to marry their son and brother. It wasn’t my fault they didn’t get the woman they wanted for him. If Jackson didn’t want me he wouldn’t have agreed to the deal either. Then the picture of last night popped into my head. I wanted to believe nothing was going on between them, Jackson promised he wouldn’t cheat on me. We have been living peacefully for the last three years and I haven’t seen him with any woman once—he hasn’t shown any sign he was cheating on me. So I know he was there for her as a friend and not as anything. I couldn’t sleep after Mrs Davenport and Shirley left, I took a bath and wouldn’t stop staring at the time. It was almost ten now and yet Jackson wasn’t still back. I have tried calling him and just like his mother, he didn’t pick up. I decided to go to his office before going to pick up the flowers. I'm worried about him even though I know I shouldn’t be. The driver was ready when I stepped out after eating breakfast, I had no appetite but I had to force myself since I wasn’t alone. “Good morning, Mrs Davenport.” He greeted me with his usual smile on his face. I haven’t seen him frown or get mad at anything, he’s always smiling and that seems to rub off on me. “Good morning, Jacob.” I put on my seatbelt as I handed the paper to him but without telling him to stop at Jackson’s company. Fifty-seven minutes later I found myself in the parking lot of Davenports Group. I walked past the receptionist who smiled and greeted me while I took the elevator to the top floor. If it was another day, I would have gone over and had a chat with her but I’m running out of time. I just need to know if Jack is at his office or not. The elevator opened and I stepped out, I paused at Jackson’s secretary's desk which was empty. Strange. She was always at her desk. “Did you see the news?” I paused when I heard her familiar voice coming from the conference room. I waited to know what they were talking about. “I did. I can’t believe Laura Grey is back!!!” Another said. “God I didn’t know how much I missed her until I saw the news of her return last night.” The secretary said. “And the pictures, wasn’t that the boss beside her?” The second person asked. My heart started beating loudly. “It was. Gosh it felt so good seeing them together again.” “Me too. They look so good together, and back then I thought they were going to get married. I even envisioned their kids.” The second one said with a sigh. “I also had my hopes up but all of a sudden he got married to that woman. Who on earth would be so dumb to marry someone like that? She isn’t classy or rich enough for our boss. Laura is and will always be the one for him, not her.” The secretary said and I clenched my fists. “I think the same, but who knows why he married her. Maybe they have a child together or something.” I heard a mocking laugh from the secretary. “A child? She hasn’t been able to give him one since they got married. I think she’s barren.” The last part was in a whisper but because I was standing just right outside the door I heard her. I don’t think I can listen to more of this, the mere thought of them judging me because I couldn’t bear a child hurts me. “I think the right thing Mr Davenport could do is divorce her and then marry his first love. I don’t see anything……” I forced my legs to take me out of the place. I blindingly pressed the elevator button since my eyes were covered with tears. I wonder how many times they must have judged me, hell I have always thought Jackson’s secretary was sweet because she always smiled whenever I was around but guess I was wrong. Not only does his family hate me, but his employees also do. Right now, I wonder who doesn’t hate me.Nicole.I spent the rest of my afternoon picking Jackson’s mother's orders. There were many flowers and by the way they were decorated, I could tell they were meant for a party.I kept on checking my phone while doing that to know if Jackson had called back or even texted but I was always met with nothing.The flowers were arranged in the car and we left after getting everything she ordered.I couldn’t stop thinking about the picture even when I tried to, seeing how good they were together again was like seeing them years back.Laura was his first love…..and maybe last. He doesn’t love her as much as he did years ago—or maybe I don’t know much about him. Is his lack of reaction anytime her name is brought up a sign that he’s over her?They were the perfect couple in everyone's eyes and then I came in, my family—father's business -- was in dire need of help and to get that Jackson and my father decided to place the two of us in an arranged marriage—I know it isn’t that common these day
Jackson. A muffled sound of something humming woke me up, I blinked continuously until my eyes were able to adjust to the bright lights. The humming sound stopped as soon as my eyes connected with the ceiling, I frowned looking around. Where the hell am I? I tried thinking of what happened last night but nothing my head was blank and….. I stopped trying to think what happened when another door in the room opened and someone stepped out. Not someone but Laura, what the fuck was Laura doing here? In my house? Wait, was this my house? “Oh, you are awake. Good morning Jack.” She greeted me with a beautiful smile on her face. Even without makeup, Laura looks pretty no wonder every single brand wants her as their ambassador. “Laura, why are you here?” I asked while sitting up on the bed and noticed something awkward. I looked down at my body and my frown deepened when I saw I was naked. Not just naked from upward as I normally do when I sleep at night but I was completely
Nicole. The car was at the gate when my phone vibrated in my lap, feeling excited knowing Jack had finally replied because he’s the only one who I get calls and texts from. My smile widened as I opened my phone, only to frown when I saw what the message was. It wasn’t a text from Jackson alright but a recent news that just popped up, it was another picture of Jackson and Laura coming out of a hotel. Jackson was still in his previous clothes which meant that he was with her all night. I read the caption ‘IS THIS A SIGN THAT THEY ARE BACK TOGETHER?’’ I wanted to go into the phone and slap some senses into the writer, they shouldn’t just say anything just because of a picture. Who knows, maybe Jackson and Laura didn’t stay in the same room, maybe they met in the lobby or something? I thought as I tried coming up with an excuse for his behavior again but the next picture of him coming out of the same room with Laura changed my mind. They didn’t just meet but they both slept
Nicole.I opened my mouth but no words came out, I did the same thing again. Why was she asking me that? She’s already gotten permission from Janice to call her mom so why would she need my permission?“I—““Oh, Nicole’s permission doesn’t matter. I’m sure she agrees with this, right Nicole?” Janice asked as I gulped, slowly looking at Jack for help.He didn’t say anything either, just like darker he was also staring at me expectantly.With a forced smile, I pulled my gaze from him back to his mother who was also equally smiling forcefully at me.“That is not a problem, Mrs Davenport.” I answered agreeing to what they were saying.Laura’s eyes were on me the whole time and I tried my best to act like she wasn’t there.“See, I told you she wouldn’t be a problem.” She took hold of Laura’s hand and intended to leave.But then how could she leave when she hadn’t answered my earlier question? She may see me as a good for nothing but that doesn’t mean I want to be treated as a good for noth
Nicole.“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I asked one out of many questions troubling me.There are many but this question tops over every one of them. He promised he wouldn’t cheat and I still expect he wouldn’t even with his ex-girlfriend whom he seems to care about too much.Slowly I watched as he turned and stared at me.“What?”“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I repeated my question.I watched as his eyes dimmed as he stared at me,“Why would you ask that?”“I don’t know. Why would you think I would ask that all of a sudden?” I threw back.He looked at me for a while before letting out a sigh, “Is this about the news? Certainly, you aren’t dumb enough to believe everything in it.” I should feel offended by his words.Yes, the internet isn’t a place to believe certain stories. But his story is different, the way he was staring at her, holding her protectively from those press and helping her into the car. Those things are hard to ignore, anyone foolish enough can tell he’s in love wi
Nicole. Jack was nowhere to be found when I walked into the party, neither was his mother, sister, or even his ex-girlfriend. With a forced smile on my face, I greeted the ones who paid little attention to me. To everyone in this room, I’m just a girl whom my husband helped her family from the ground. We may not have told anyone about the agreement but I’m sure most of them in this room know, I mean father’s company suddenly rose from the ashes after our marriage. It’s suspicious and everyone has the right to think that. “Do you want a glass of wine, Mrs Davenport?” I blinked at the server standing beside me. “Yes…..No.” I shook my head when I suddenly remembered I was pregnant and pregnant women shouldn’t drink alcohol. Gosh, it still feels like a dream to me. I’m pregnant. I can’t wait to tell Jack tonight. I stood in the corner of the living room, watching everyone as they made small conversations between themselves. As the host and the wife of Jackson, I should go around w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Jackson.I stared at the door after Nicole walked out of the house, there was nothing I could do but stare at it.It feels like a dream, everything happened in a flash. One minute I was in my home office trying to go through the papers I couldn’t do at the office and the next, Laura was standing at the door with a glass of wine in her hand, leaning against the doorframe in nothing but those damn net lingerie. She knows how weak I am in seeing her in that, I have always loved when she wore those when we were dating.“Laura, what’s this about?” I asked, dropping the file on the table and leaning back on my chair so I could see her well.She smiled at me and slowly pulled from the door, walking towards me barefoot. I tried my best not to look at her body but it’s hard not to look. She’s practically naked in front of me except for the flimsy net covering nothing and is expected not to look. She handed the drink to me and I took a gulp from it before dropping it on the table and went on as
Nicole.“Dear—“ Dad tried to speak but Theresa was already in the living room.“You shouldn’t just make decisions because of a one-time thing. He remains your husband whether you like it or not, right now is the time for you to act like the one in charge. You shouldn’t leave your marriage because your husband slept with his ex, it’s uncalled for.”I stared at her for a while before bursting into laughter; to divorce my cheating husband is uncalled for?“You know what Dad, since you are not going to be on my side I’m leaving. But you should know that I meant it when I said I’m divorcing Jack.” I turned around to leave.“Stop being selfish and listen to what we are saying for once!” Dad yelled and I stopped walking, turning around to look at him.“Selfish? You still think I’m selfish after everything I have done for you?” I asked and went on without waiting for his answer.“I have sacrificed my whole life and career because of you dad, what more do you want from me? I married a man whom
Nicole.I took a deep breath knowing this night would be longer than I’d thought.“Can I come in?” I asked, trying to be as polite as I could.She didn’t speak, just merely stared at me with a frown on her face.“What are you doing here?” She asked when she was done with her observation.“I came to see my father. Is he inside?” I asked, squeezing the car key.I knew he was inside since his car was parked at the front.“He is but I don’t think he would want to see you,” again I was forced not to roll my eyes.“Can I come in?” I asked again, she let out a huff before moving aside and letting me in.“Stay here. I will call him downstairs.” Of course, she wouldn’t let me go upstairs even though this is my house and I have every right to go any place I want.And like the obedient person I have been all those years, I took a seat on the couch as I waited for her. It took her more than five minutes to come back downstairs with Dad walking behind her.“Nikki, I didn’t know you'd be coming ove
Nicole.It felt like I couldn’t breathe as I stared at Jack. The sound coming from them was too loud that they haven’t even realized I was standing there watching them as they fucked each other's brains out.My husband Jack had his arm securely wrapped around his ex-girlfriend who was naked in his lap as they both moaned enjoying themselves.I found it hard to see them after a while, my sight was blurry.“J….Jack.” I called, and even after calling his name they still didn't have any idea I was here.I sniffed, clenching my hand beside me as I called his name again, this time a bit louder than the first.“Shit!” Jack cursed, pushing Laura from his lap as he got up.He stared at me in shock as he grabbed his pants from his waist down and tried putting it on.“It’s not what you think, Nicole.” He said and I scoffed.Not what I think?He has his cock deep inside his ex-girlfriend and he’s telling me it isn’t what I think.“How long?” I asked, surprising myself for being this calm.I was r
Nicole.I huffed as I lifted the bag on the ground, it seemed like a pretty hard task seeing how light the bag looked.I looked around the parking lot and tried remembering why I was here again—oh right, my mother-in-law needed some pizza and some other item and I was the one being sent out to get them. Again.I know anyone in my condition would’ve given up and left already, but I can’t. I love him and I want to stay with him and I don’t think I can leave now that I’m pregnant. I wouldn’t want my child to grow up without having his/her father by her side.I would hate to do that to them.My lips curled up in a smile as I thought of my child, I can’t wait to hold him/her in my arms. I know that will be the happiest day of my life and I also believe their presence would change Jack's mindset about his ex.I finally gathered the courage to pick up the bags from the ground, groaning a bit as I wondered what the heck I bought inside the store.I closed the trunk, turned around, and was rea
Nicole.The next four days went by in a blur and I still wasn’t able to tell Jack about the baby. After he made me promise not to see Rowan the night of the party I didn’t speak to him the next day. I hated how he brought up the reason we got married, I hated how he made me feel like a gold digger when I have done nothing but love him.My days went as they always were, waking up early to prepare food for his family—the ones who wouldn’t stay at their own house. Shirley was gifted a big mansion by her brother on her birthday and this mansion came with cars, househelp, and whatever she needed. Why she still stays here baffles me, same with Janice.This morning I felt too tired and sluggish to get up, it was just after seven and I felt sleepy like I hadn’t slept for days even though I went to bed pretty early.These past few days had made my suspicions about his cheating so higher than this freaking mansion, every day I received one or two pictures of Jack and Laura being overly sweet an
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I