Nicole.
The car was at the gate when my phone vibrated in my lap, feeling excited knowing Jack had finally replied because he’s the only one who I get calls and texts from. My smile widened as I opened my phone, only to frown when I saw what the message was. It wasn’t a text from Jackson alright but a recent news that just popped up, it was another picture of Jackson and Laura coming out of a hotel. Jackson was still in his previous clothes which meant that he was with her all night. I read the caption ‘IS THIS A SIGN THAT THEY ARE BACK TOGETHER?’’ I wanted to go into the phone and slap some senses into the writer, they shouldn’t just say anything just because of a picture. Who knows, maybe Jackson and Laura didn’t stay in the same room, maybe they met in the lobby or something? I thought as I tried coming up with an excuse for his behavior again but the next picture of him coming out of the same room with Laura changed my mind. They didn’t just meet but they both slept in the same room. What the hell? Was Jack cheating on me? I shook my head, no he wouldn’t do that. He…..he promised he wouldn’t do that. “Ma’am. Mrs Davenport.” I snapped out of my thoughts, taking my eyes off the phone and staring at the driver. “We are here, ma’am.” He said and that’s when I realized we were in the parking lot. I pocketed my phone and with a small thanks stepped out of the car, with his help, we were able to take some flowers inside. The view inside wasn’t what I was expecting to see, everything was set up nicely like a party. Is someone hosting a party I don’t know about? I kept on walking with the flowers but thankfully a maid took them from my hands and I was able to go look for Janice—Jackson’s mother. It didn’t take long before I spotted her in the garden barking out orders to some maids. I looked around and was glad Shirley was nowhere to be found, I’m too drained to entertain both mother and daughter. “Mrs Davenport,” I called as soon as I was in earshot. She didn’t bother turning around to look at me because like she always says, she’s too big and mighty to turn for a peasant like me. “What’s going on?” I asked when I was standing in front of her. With a scowl on her face, she stared at me, “Where are the flowers, Nicole?” She asked instead of answering my question. I gulped and then gestured at the maid bringing the flowers in. “They are bringing them in. I would like to know what’s going on, Mo…. Mrs Davenport.” I quickly corrected myself after the glare I received for almost calling her mother. For the first time today, she smiled, “I’m hosting a party to welcome my daughter-in-law.” She said, her smile almost blinding as she looked around. Again, for the third time today, I became as still as a mountain when I heard that. What does she mean by that? Her daughter-in-law? Janice has only one son whom I’m married to so what other daughter-in-law is she talking about? Did she perhaps see the envelope? “What…. I don’t understand?” I asked, blinking as I waited for her response. She frowned when her gaze met mine. She married them, “You certainly do not think you are the one I am talking about, do you?” She questioned. Then I found myself asking, “Who are you talking about then?” A mistake. I should have known by now; I shouldn’t talk back to her. No matter how angry I am, no matter how much her words hurt me. Jack made it clear I shouldn’t speak to his mother that way. “You don’t have any right to question me, Nicole. Remember whose house you’re living in.” She warned. I didn’t leave as she’d expected, I wasn’t going to leave until I had gotten an answer. I may not be worthy according to them but I have every freaking right to know what she’s talking about. “I….” Before I could say anything, chaos broke from inside the house. Janice was the first to go inside before I unwillingly followed, I still haven’t gotten my answer yet. Turns out it wasn’t a quarrel as I’d thought but the arrival of Jack and not just Jack but beside him was Laura, his ex-girlfriend whom everyone was trying to take a picture with. I get it. She is a very popular model with the right shape, the right curves, and a beautiful face. Everyone wants her as their ambassador because she’s good at what she does—even though I hate to say that. I watched as they both made their way toward Janice who was all smiles. Her arms were wide open by the time Laura was close enough for her to pull her into a big hug. I swallowed as I watched the two of them, she had never hugged me like that. Not even when her son married me. But here she is hugging his ex-girlfriend and also welcoming her with a smile. “Welcome my dear. I have missed you so much, how was your flight? Hope you have a nice time my dear?” I have never heard Janice ask so many questions too. I stood three feet away from them, pulling my eyes from them to Jack who was watching them with a fond smile on his face and hadn't even paid as simple a glance at me. “I’m fine Aunty, and yes the flight was also fine. I have missed you and Shirley,” she paused and looked around. “Where is she?” She asked. “She went out to get something but will be back soon. Thank you for coming back, my dear.” Another hug. “It’s nothing aunty, you shouldn’t thank me.” “Nonsense, I should thank you because my dear boy needs you by his side now and could you please stop calling me ‘aunty’.” Everyone frowned, I was the one who wanted to know what was going on. I thought Mrs Davenport liked—no love Laura. “Aunt—” “Call me mom instead, you know you’re like a daughter to me and very soon you will be my son's wife. I see no reason for you not to call me mom.” Laura frowned and glanced at Jack before looking at me. I was waiting for Jack to say something, there’s no way in hell Laura was going to be Jackson’s wife because I am already his wife. I was waiting for Jack to clarify that but all he did was smile and shrug at Laura when she looked at him again. Typical. He really is his mommy’s boy. “Is that okay with you Jack?” I hate how she calls his name. Nobody except me should call him that. “Like mom said, I see no problem with it,” Jack answered. “But how about your wife? Do you think she will have a problem with it?” She and everyone was looking at me now. “Do you have a problem with that, Nicole?”Nicole.I opened my mouth but no words came out, I did the same thing again. Why was she asking me that? She’s already gotten permission from Janice to call her mom so why would she need my permission?“I—““Oh, Nicole’s permission doesn’t matter. I’m sure she agrees with this, right Nicole?” Janice asked as I gulped, slowly looking at Jack for help.He didn’t say anything either, just like darker he was also staring at me expectantly.With a forced smile, I pulled my gaze from him back to his mother who was also equally smiling forcefully at me.“That is not a problem, Mrs Davenport.” I answered agreeing to what they were saying.Laura’s eyes were on me the whole time and I tried my best to act like she wasn’t there.“See, I told you she wouldn’t be a problem.” She took hold of Laura’s hand and intended to leave.But then how could she leave when she hadn’t answered my earlier question? She may see me as a good for nothing but that doesn’t mean I want to be treated as a good for noth
Nicole.“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I asked one out of many questions troubling me.There are many but this question tops over every one of them. He promised he wouldn’t cheat and I still expect he wouldn’t even with his ex-girlfriend whom he seems to care about too much.Slowly I watched as he turned and stared at me.“What?”“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I repeated my question.I watched as his eyes dimmed as he stared at me,“Why would you ask that?”“I don’t know. Why would you think I would ask that all of a sudden?” I threw back.He looked at me for a while before letting out a sigh, “Is this about the news? Certainly, you aren’t dumb enough to believe everything in it.” I should feel offended by his words.Yes, the internet isn’t a place to believe certain stories. But his story is different, the way he was staring at her, holding her protectively from those press and helping her into the car. Those things are hard to ignore, anyone foolish enough can tell he’s in love wi
Nicole. Jack was nowhere to be found when I walked into the party, neither was his mother, sister, or even his ex-girlfriend. With a forced smile on my face, I greeted the ones who paid little attention to me. To everyone in this room, I’m just a girl whom my husband helped her family from the ground. We may not have told anyone about the agreement but I’m sure most of them in this room know, I mean father’s company suddenly rose from the ashes after our marriage. It’s suspicious and everyone has the right to think that. “Do you want a glass of wine, Mrs Davenport?” I blinked at the server standing beside me. “Yes…..No.” I shook my head when I suddenly remembered I was pregnant and pregnant women shouldn’t drink alcohol. Gosh, it still feels like a dream to me. I’m pregnant. I can’t wait to tell Jack tonight. I stood in the corner of the living room, watching everyone as they made small conversations between themselves. As the host and the wife of Jackson, I should go around w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Nicole.The next four days went by in a blur and I still wasn’t able to tell Jack about the baby. After he made me promise not to see Rowan the night of the party I didn’t speak to him the next day. I hated how he brought up the reason we got married, I hated how he made me feel like a gold digger when I have done nothing but love him.My days went as they always were, waking up early to prepare food for his family—the ones who wouldn’t stay at their own house. Shirley was gifted a big mansion by her brother on her birthday and this mansion came with cars, househelp, and whatever she needed. Why she still stays here baffles me, same with Janice.This morning I felt too tired and sluggish to get up, it was just after seven and I felt sleepy like I hadn’t slept for days even though I went to bed pretty early.These past few days had made my suspicions about his cheating so higher than this freaking mansion, every day I received one or two pictures of Jack and Laura being overly sweet an
Nicole.I huffed as I lifted the bag on the ground, it seemed like a pretty hard task seeing how light the bag looked.I looked around the parking lot and tried remembering why I was here again—oh right, my mother-in-law needed some pizza and some other item and I was the one being sent out to get them. Again.I know anyone in my condition would’ve given up and left already, but I can’t. I love him and I want to stay with him and I don’t think I can leave now that I’m pregnant. I wouldn’t want my child to grow up without having his/her father by her side.I would hate to do that to them.My lips curled up in a smile as I thought of my child, I can’t wait to hold him/her in my arms. I know that will be the happiest day of my life and I also believe their presence would change Jack's mindset about his ex.I finally gathered the courage to pick up the bags from the ground, groaning a bit as I wondered what the heck I bought inside the store.I closed the trunk, turned around, and was rea
Jackson.I stared at the door after Nicole walked out of the house, there was nothing I could do but stare at it.It feels like a dream, everything happened in a flash. One minute I was in my home office trying to go through the papers I couldn’t do at the office and the next, Laura was standing at the door with a glass of wine in her hand, leaning against the doorframe in nothing but those damn net lingerie. She knows how weak I am in seeing her in that, I have always loved when she wore those when we were dating.“Laura, what’s this about?” I asked, dropping the file on the table and leaning back on my chair so I could see her well.She smiled at me and slowly pulled from the door, walking towards me barefoot. I tried my best not to look at her body but it’s hard not to look. She’s practically naked in front of me except for the flimsy net covering nothing and is expected not to look. She handed the drink to me and I took a gulp from it before dropping it on the table and went on as
Nicole.“Dear—“ Dad tried to speak but Theresa was already in the living room.“You shouldn’t just make decisions because of a one-time thing. He remains your husband whether you like it or not, right now is the time for you to act like the one in charge. You shouldn’t leave your marriage because your husband slept with his ex, it’s uncalled for.”I stared at her for a while before bursting into laughter; to divorce my cheating husband is uncalled for?“You know what Dad, since you are not going to be on my side I’m leaving. But you should know that I meant it when I said I’m divorcing Jack.” I turned around to leave.“Stop being selfish and listen to what we are saying for once!” Dad yelled and I stopped walking, turning around to look at him.“Selfish? You still think I’m selfish after everything I have done for you?” I asked and went on without waiting for his answer.“I have sacrificed my whole life and career because of you dad, what more do you want from me? I married a man whom
Nicole.I took a deep breath knowing this night would be longer than I’d thought.“Can I come in?” I asked, trying to be as polite as I could.She didn’t speak, just merely stared at me with a frown on her face.“What are you doing here?” She asked when she was done with her observation.“I came to see my father. Is he inside?” I asked, squeezing the car key.I knew he was inside since his car was parked at the front.“He is but I don’t think he would want to see you,” again I was forced not to roll my eyes.“Can I come in?” I asked again, she let out a huff before moving aside and letting me in.“Stay here. I will call him downstairs.” Of course, she wouldn’t let me go upstairs even though this is my house and I have every right to go any place I want.And like the obedient person I have been all those years, I took a seat on the couch as I waited for her. It took her more than five minutes to come back downstairs with Dad walking behind her.“Nikki, I didn’t know you'd be coming ove
Nicole.It felt like I couldn’t breathe as I stared at Jack. The sound coming from them was too loud that they haven’t even realized I was standing there watching them as they fucked each other's brains out.My husband Jack had his arm securely wrapped around his ex-girlfriend who was naked in his lap as they both moaned enjoying themselves.I found it hard to see them after a while, my sight was blurry.“J….Jack.” I called, and even after calling his name they still didn't have any idea I was here.I sniffed, clenching my hand beside me as I called his name again, this time a bit louder than the first.“Shit!” Jack cursed, pushing Laura from his lap as he got up.He stared at me in shock as he grabbed his pants from his waist down and tried putting it on.“It’s not what you think, Nicole.” He said and I scoffed.Not what I think?He has his cock deep inside his ex-girlfriend and he’s telling me it isn’t what I think.“How long?” I asked, surprising myself for being this calm.I was r
Nicole.I huffed as I lifted the bag on the ground, it seemed like a pretty hard task seeing how light the bag looked.I looked around the parking lot and tried remembering why I was here again—oh right, my mother-in-law needed some pizza and some other item and I was the one being sent out to get them. Again.I know anyone in my condition would’ve given up and left already, but I can’t. I love him and I want to stay with him and I don’t think I can leave now that I’m pregnant. I wouldn’t want my child to grow up without having his/her father by her side.I would hate to do that to them.My lips curled up in a smile as I thought of my child, I can’t wait to hold him/her in my arms. I know that will be the happiest day of my life and I also believe their presence would change Jack's mindset about his ex.I finally gathered the courage to pick up the bags from the ground, groaning a bit as I wondered what the heck I bought inside the store.I closed the trunk, turned around, and was rea
Nicole.The next four days went by in a blur and I still wasn’t able to tell Jack about the baby. After he made me promise not to see Rowan the night of the party I didn’t speak to him the next day. I hated how he brought up the reason we got married, I hated how he made me feel like a gold digger when I have done nothing but love him.My days went as they always were, waking up early to prepare food for his family—the ones who wouldn’t stay at their own house. Shirley was gifted a big mansion by her brother on her birthday and this mansion came with cars, househelp, and whatever she needed. Why she still stays here baffles me, same with Janice.This morning I felt too tired and sluggish to get up, it was just after seven and I felt sleepy like I hadn’t slept for days even though I went to bed pretty early.These past few days had made my suspicions about his cheating so higher than this freaking mansion, every day I received one or two pictures of Jack and Laura being overly sweet an
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I