Jackson.
A muffled sound of something humming woke me up, I blinked continuously until my eyes were able to adjust to the bright lights. The humming sound stopped as soon as my eyes connected with the ceiling, I frowned looking around. Where the hell am I? I tried thinking of what happened last night but nothing my head was blank and….. I stopped trying to think what happened when another door in the room opened and someone stepped out. Not someone but Laura, what the fuck was Laura doing here? In my house? Wait, was this my house? “Oh, you are awake. Good morning Jack.” She greeted me with a beautiful smile on her face. Even without makeup, Laura looks pretty no wonder every single brand wants her as their ambassador. “Laura, why are you here?” I asked while sitting up on the bed and noticed something awkward. I looked down at my body and my frown deepened when I saw I was naked. Not just naked from upward as I normally do when I sleep at night but I was completely naked and I have no idea what had happened. “What happened?” I asked Laura who had taken a seat at the vanity table, she was about to comb her hair when I asked and paused to look at me. “You really do not remember?” She asked with a small smile. I wouldn’t be asking if I did. “No.” “You picked me up from the airport last night, then passed out the time you were about to leave. I decided to let you use my room.” “Where did you sleep?” I asked. And she looked at me like I had lost my mind. Of course, I have. I had no idea what was going on and then I woke up naked in my ex-girlfriend's room who I still like a bit. “What’s the time?” I asked, holding the bedsheet to my body as I came down from the bed. Dizziness hit me when I was up on my feet and I had to shake my head to make my sight clear again. “Are you alright? You could stay more if you want, there is no rush.” She offered. This is one reason why I like Laura, she’s too kind for her own good. She may be rich but she isn’t a spoiled brat. “I really have to leave now, thank you for your offer.” All I want is to leave this place as quickly as I can. Seeing her brings back memories and feelings that I’m trying to bury. “Are you coming to the party later on?” She asked and then giggled while shaking her head. “Of course you will, since it’s being organized in your house.” A party? In my house? Jesus, what the hell happened to me? “Yea….h. Sure, I will be there.” I replied absentmindedly. “That’s great, wear a dark blue suit. It will look good on you, Jack.” I nod before jumping into the shower. I didn’t lock the door because I knew Laura wouldn’t do anything—do I really know her that well? I do. I was done with my bath and thankfully I was able to locate my clothes in the room, they were on the floor like a mess. Laura wasn’t in the room when I was done so I’d assumed she was gone. But I was shocked when I saw her sitting on the couch in the living room looking all pretty and young. Even after all these years, she hasn’t aged a bit. “You done?” She was up on her feet before I got to her. “Yeah, aren’t you leaving yet?” I asked while looking around for my car keys. Where the fuck were they? “Here, I was waiting for you.” I took the key from her. “Why? Don’t you have somewhere to be?” “I would rather be with you.” She said and I paused. She was looking at me the same way she did years ago and I hate and love it at the same time. I want her to yearn for me as much as I do for her. “Let’s go.” I cleared my throat, breaking the awkward silence, and walked out of the room. Turns out we were in a hotel—her hotel to be precise, and after leaving the reception we were immediately attacked by flashings of cameras. Not one or two presses were outside but so many of them. Shit! We will be having a hard time leaving today. **** Thankfully, we were able to leave without being hurdled by the press. “That was something.” Laura laughed beside me and we both burst into laughter. I get these kinds of moments a lot but this…this was more intense. “So…. How's married life going for you?” She asked and my mood immediately went sour. There are things I love talking about and things I do not love talking about and one of those things is about my marriage, my wife, and everything that came with it. “Do you love her now or are you only married to her because of the collaboration between your families?” Love? I don’t think I love my wife. She is nothing but a Wife to me, our marriage is nothing but a transactional one. “Is she pregnant now? I bet you will be the happiest man on earth to hold your baby.” And yet the one thing I desired she couldn’t give it to me. I have always wanted a child, girl or boy I don’t give a flying fuck. “Would you mind me giving you one?” Her question got my attention. “What?” I asked, staring at her like I didn’t hear her question the first time when I perfectly did. “I’m back Jack, who do you think made me leave everything behind?” She asked as she moved closer. I should pull back. “I came back for you. Now, I want you to answer my question; will you let me carry your child—our child— since your wife is unable to give you that?” She asked again. I was waiting for her to laugh it off but a second passed, a minute and two minutes and nothing happened. She’s serious about it. Was this a fucking dream? “Really?” She bobbed her head up and down with that same cute smile on her face. God, now I can picture what our child would look like. I have always loved Laura and I didn’t stop loving her even after getting married. I’ve always thought she despised me for getting married but she doesn’t. “Yes, I will. That’s if you are willing?” If I’m willing? Fuck, I’m ready to have a child with her. “Good.” “Come here, Laura.” I wrapped my hand around her waist and placed her on my lap. “Thank you,” I whispered staring into her hazel eyes. “For what?” “For coming back, for doing this.” “You should show me how appreciative you are with your actions Jack,” with a smile I leaned closer until my lips were on hers. And right there I forgot all about the promise I made to my wife, I was in the arms of the woman I love and that’s all that fucking matters.Hello dearies!! A warm welcome to all my old readers and a big hug to the new ones! Thank you for choosing this book. I'm so excited to share this amazing new book with you all. I really hope you'll join me on this journey and stay until the very last page! 🥰❤️❤️
Nicole. The car was at the gate when my phone vibrated in my lap, feeling excited knowing Jack had finally replied because he’s the only one who I get calls and texts from. My smile widened as I opened my phone, only to frown when I saw what the message was. It wasn’t a text from Jackson alright but a recent news that just popped up, it was another picture of Jackson and Laura coming out of a hotel. Jackson was still in his previous clothes which meant that he was with her all night. I read the caption ‘IS THIS A SIGN THAT THEY ARE BACK TOGETHER?’’ I wanted to go into the phone and slap some senses into the writer, they shouldn’t just say anything just because of a picture. Who knows, maybe Jackson and Laura didn’t stay in the same room, maybe they met in the lobby or something? I thought as I tried coming up with an excuse for his behavior again but the next picture of him coming out of the same room with Laura changed my mind. They didn’t just meet but they both slept
Nicole.I opened my mouth but no words came out, I did the same thing again. Why was she asking me that? She’s already gotten permission from Janice to call her mom so why would she need my permission?“I—““Oh, Nicole’s permission doesn’t matter. I’m sure she agrees with this, right Nicole?” Janice asked as I gulped, slowly looking at Jack for help.He didn’t say anything either, just like darker he was also staring at me expectantly.With a forced smile, I pulled my gaze from him back to his mother who was also equally smiling forcefully at me.“That is not a problem, Mrs Davenport.” I answered agreeing to what they were saying.Laura’s eyes were on me the whole time and I tried my best to act like she wasn’t there.“See, I told you she wouldn’t be a problem.” She took hold of Laura’s hand and intended to leave.But then how could she leave when she hadn’t answered my earlier question? She may see me as a good for nothing but that doesn’t mean I want to be treated as a good for noth
Nicole.“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I asked one out of many questions troubling me.There are many but this question tops over every one of them. He promised he wouldn’t cheat and I still expect he wouldn’t even with his ex-girlfriend whom he seems to care about too much.Slowly I watched as he turned and stared at me.“What?”“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I repeated my question.I watched as his eyes dimmed as he stared at me,“Why would you ask that?”“I don’t know. Why would you think I would ask that all of a sudden?” I threw back.He looked at me for a while before letting out a sigh, “Is this about the news? Certainly, you aren’t dumb enough to believe everything in it.” I should feel offended by his words.Yes, the internet isn’t a place to believe certain stories. But his story is different, the way he was staring at her, holding her protectively from those press and helping her into the car. Those things are hard to ignore, anyone foolish enough can tell he’s in love wi
Nicole. Jack was nowhere to be found when I walked into the party, neither was his mother, sister, or even his ex-girlfriend. With a forced smile on my face, I greeted the ones who paid little attention to me. To everyone in this room, I’m just a girl whom my husband helped her family from the ground. We may not have told anyone about the agreement but I’m sure most of them in this room know, I mean father’s company suddenly rose from the ashes after our marriage. It’s suspicious and everyone has the right to think that. “Do you want a glass of wine, Mrs Davenport?” I blinked at the server standing beside me. “Yes…..No.” I shook my head when I suddenly remembered I was pregnant and pregnant women shouldn’t drink alcohol. Gosh, it still feels like a dream to me. I’m pregnant. I can’t wait to tell Jack tonight. I stood in the corner of the living room, watching everyone as they made small conversations between themselves. As the host and the wife of Jackson, I should go around w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Nicole.The next four days went by in a blur and I still wasn’t able to tell Jack about the baby. After he made me promise not to see Rowan the night of the party I didn’t speak to him the next day. I hated how he brought up the reason we got married, I hated how he made me feel like a gold digger when I have done nothing but love him.My days went as they always were, waking up early to prepare food for his family—the ones who wouldn’t stay at their own house. Shirley was gifted a big mansion by her brother on her birthday and this mansion came with cars, househelp, and whatever she needed. Why she still stays here baffles me, same with Janice.This morning I felt too tired and sluggish to get up, it was just after seven and I felt sleepy like I hadn’t slept for days even though I went to bed pretty early.These past few days had made my suspicions about his cheating so higher than this freaking mansion, every day I received one or two pictures of Jack and Laura being overly sweet an
Jackson.I stared at the door after Nicole walked out of the house, there was nothing I could do but stare at it.It feels like a dream, everything happened in a flash. One minute I was in my home office trying to go through the papers I couldn’t do at the office and the next, Laura was standing at the door with a glass of wine in her hand, leaning against the doorframe in nothing but those damn net lingerie. She knows how weak I am in seeing her in that, I have always loved when she wore those when we were dating.“Laura, what’s this about?” I asked, dropping the file on the table and leaning back on my chair so I could see her well.She smiled at me and slowly pulled from the door, walking towards me barefoot. I tried my best not to look at her body but it’s hard not to look. She’s practically naked in front of me except for the flimsy net covering nothing and is expected not to look. She handed the drink to me and I took a gulp from it before dropping it on the table and went on as
Nicole.“Dear—“ Dad tried to speak but Theresa was already in the living room.“You shouldn’t just make decisions because of a one-time thing. He remains your husband whether you like it or not, right now is the time for you to act like the one in charge. You shouldn’t leave your marriage because your husband slept with his ex, it’s uncalled for.”I stared at her for a while before bursting into laughter; to divorce my cheating husband is uncalled for?“You know what Dad, since you are not going to be on my side I’m leaving. But you should know that I meant it when I said I’m divorcing Jack.” I turned around to leave.“Stop being selfish and listen to what we are saying for once!” Dad yelled and I stopped walking, turning around to look at him.“Selfish? You still think I’m selfish after everything I have done for you?” I asked and went on without waiting for his answer.“I have sacrificed my whole life and career because of you dad, what more do you want from me? I married a man whom
Nicole.I took a deep breath knowing this night would be longer than I’d thought.“Can I come in?” I asked, trying to be as polite as I could.She didn’t speak, just merely stared at me with a frown on her face.“What are you doing here?” She asked when she was done with her observation.“I came to see my father. Is he inside?” I asked, squeezing the car key.I knew he was inside since his car was parked at the front.“He is but I don’t think he would want to see you,” again I was forced not to roll my eyes.“Can I come in?” I asked again, she let out a huff before moving aside and letting me in.“Stay here. I will call him downstairs.” Of course, she wouldn’t let me go upstairs even though this is my house and I have every right to go any place I want.And like the obedient person I have been all those years, I took a seat on the couch as I waited for her. It took her more than five minutes to come back downstairs with Dad walking behind her.“Nikki, I didn’t know you'd be coming ove
Nicole.It felt like I couldn’t breathe as I stared at Jack. The sound coming from them was too loud that they haven’t even realized I was standing there watching them as they fucked each other's brains out.My husband Jack had his arm securely wrapped around his ex-girlfriend who was naked in his lap as they both moaned enjoying themselves.I found it hard to see them after a while, my sight was blurry.“J….Jack.” I called, and even after calling his name they still didn't have any idea I was here.I sniffed, clenching my hand beside me as I called his name again, this time a bit louder than the first.“Shit!” Jack cursed, pushing Laura from his lap as he got up.He stared at me in shock as he grabbed his pants from his waist down and tried putting it on.“It’s not what you think, Nicole.” He said and I scoffed.Not what I think?He has his cock deep inside his ex-girlfriend and he’s telling me it isn’t what I think.“How long?” I asked, surprising myself for being this calm.I was r
Nicole.I huffed as I lifted the bag on the ground, it seemed like a pretty hard task seeing how light the bag looked.I looked around the parking lot and tried remembering why I was here again—oh right, my mother-in-law needed some pizza and some other item and I was the one being sent out to get them. Again.I know anyone in my condition would’ve given up and left already, but I can’t. I love him and I want to stay with him and I don’t think I can leave now that I’m pregnant. I wouldn’t want my child to grow up without having his/her father by her side.I would hate to do that to them.My lips curled up in a smile as I thought of my child, I can’t wait to hold him/her in my arms. I know that will be the happiest day of my life and I also believe their presence would change Jack's mindset about his ex.I finally gathered the courage to pick up the bags from the ground, groaning a bit as I wondered what the heck I bought inside the store.I closed the trunk, turned around, and was rea
Nicole.The next four days went by in a blur and I still wasn’t able to tell Jack about the baby. After he made me promise not to see Rowan the night of the party I didn’t speak to him the next day. I hated how he brought up the reason we got married, I hated how he made me feel like a gold digger when I have done nothing but love him.My days went as they always were, waking up early to prepare food for his family—the ones who wouldn’t stay at their own house. Shirley was gifted a big mansion by her brother on her birthday and this mansion came with cars, househelp, and whatever she needed. Why she still stays here baffles me, same with Janice.This morning I felt too tired and sluggish to get up, it was just after seven and I felt sleepy like I hadn’t slept for days even though I went to bed pretty early.These past few days had made my suspicions about his cheating so higher than this freaking mansion, every day I received one or two pictures of Jack and Laura being overly sweet an
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I