It is such a chilly day for me, which is why I’m stuck up in my room in the softest bed in the world.
Reading a manga with my best friend playing Barbie.Jessie.Jessie happily climbed on my back, spreading out her hands in the air, staggering, and shaking her balance as my bones hurt like baffling.“Get off me!” I yelled at my best friend to stop climbing on top of my body; it was pretty annoying and painful.“Look how high I can fly; it’s a beautiful thing.” She softly sang one of her favourite Barbie cartoon songs.I rolled my eyes. “Will you stop singing? It’s annoying and gets off my back this instant, Jessie. I don’t want to repeat myself, Jessie.”“Come on, I just wanted to know how high I can fly.” Jessie left my back and jumped on top of my bed happily as I bounced.“By jumping on top of my body,’ I scoffed. “You could try doing it in the sky by standing on the roof of this mansion and see how high you can fly,’’ I said sarcastically.She will probably fall down and crush her bones.Jessie just ignored me, cackling, and glanced at the manga I was reading.“Reading some BL comics again.” She smiled.“Yeah,’ I emphasised, rolling my eyes.“Isn’t it weird reading this genre of manga all the time? I prefer romances to BL ones. And besides, Oceana, you are underage. You aren’t supposed to be reading that stuff.”“I read the ones filled with so much love and not bad stuff.’She doesn’t have to know what I read. It would be embarrassing explaining it to her. “And I don’t care if romance is your preference or whatever you choose to read. This is mine and it’s not like you love to read, anyway.” I pointed it out.“Yeah, reading makes me dizzy.” She rolled her eyes in a circle, laughing.“I thought as much, so leave me be,” I mumbled.“I hate reading; why do you love reading manga? Doesn’t it bore you? I prefer to watch Barbie. My favourite Barbies are “The Princess and the Pauper, Barbie: A Fairy Secret, Barbie in The Nutcracker, and “Barbie And The Twelve Princesses." She beamed and sang. "You are just like me. I'm just like you. There's somewhere else we'd rather be..."I rolled my eyes. “Enough! I’ve heard enough of your Barbie titles and songs.”“But they are the best; I would love to become a Barbie someday. Do you know what that means? I could live in a castle forever with my charming prince, or I could be Cinderella, don’t you think?’That was such a ridiculous compliment, or should I say, a statement? We are in the real world, not a fantasy. Who wants to become a Barbie?“Come on, Oceana, answer me.’“What’s your problem? Leave me alone, Jessie.” I shifted my body away from her and laid down properly on my soft peach bed and my fluffy pillow, focusing on my manga.‘No, I will not,’ she said, getting up from her spot in the bed. “I’m just asking a simple question that needs a simple answer,’ she yawned, covering her mouth and inched a little closer to me. “My mom is going to kill me if I don’t show up at the werewolf ceremony. Oceana, let’s go.” She stood up properly from the bed and nearly pulled me along with her.Jessie Paxon is my childhood friend.We’ve been friends since we were babies because both of our parents have also been best friends since before we were even born.Jessie is an eight-year-old Beta, my best friend, and a sister from the Paxon Pack.She had blonde hair tied into a ponytail, a round nose, blue eyes, very short, white, smooth skin, and almost little hands.Her lips were as red as a lollipop.That’s kind of weird, right? Using the term “lollipop” Well, that’s how I can best describe how red her lips were.She is so beautiful as a baby that you can’t pass her by without taking a second look at her.We wear almost the same clothes and dress in the same pattern; if she packs her hair, I do mine as well.We do nearly everything to ourselves, so much that people mistook us for being twin sisters, and well, I don’t mind; she is the only one I got in the world, and I was just two years older than her.She is like a sister to me—it didn’t matter to me; she wasn’t my sister by blood.We are almost the same thing, yet the only difference between us is that my long hair is white, my bright blackish eyes are kind of red, like the colour of a wine.I have a pointed nose; I love to wear pink gowns on special occasions. And jeans, and a hoodie to school.I’m an Alpha, the princess of the Mackenzie Clan, and the daughter of the ruler of the realms.I am in the top rank as an Alpha.I sighed for the fifth time. ‘The ceremony is about wolves meeting their so-called mate and bonding with them, right?’“Yeah, since my sister is eighteen, she is gonna meet her mate. They would kiss and bond.” Her flushed cheeks beamed with excitement; she is always dreaming about meeting her prince charming when she is just eight years old. Aren’t children supposed to be thinking of how to play and eat all day instead of dreaming of an unknown charming prince?What a dummy.“And your mother wants you to attend; you are not even a teenager yet.” I reasoned.Why are parents so obsessed with getting their kids together with this sort of fated mate thing?Is it a sort of curse or something?“I know, but I just want to see how it goes and meet my prince charming,” she dreamily said.“Ew. That will be so disgusting.” I frowned in disdain. “Meeting a lot of alphas feasting on their mate or a bunch of them on one person, all moaning and making stupid noises. They should ban us from that sort of ceremony; we are kids. You are still a child; why will you be dreaming about meeting your mate at this age? We are supposed to be kids, not adults.”“It doesn’t matter if a child encounters her mate in this day and age; don’t be such a killjoy. I want a mate, and it doesn’t matter to me if you want one or not.” Jessie laughed out loud at my words.“That’s such a hassle, Jessie; you watch too many movies. That’s why you think life is full of roses when you meet your mate; trust me, you are going to hate your life for sure.’“It’s not about watching too many movies; I want someone for me, just like my sister wants, to love,” she argued.“Love is not everything.’ I remarked.“Who told you those words, your brothers?’I thought for a moment. “Nah, but I think it’s Gerard who told me I’m still not sure.’“Alpha Gerard wouldn’t say such words; he believes in love, unlike you. Love is everything. It conquers all.’“It’s not like I don’t believe in love; I do and my brothers taught me a lot about love being, everything, but to other people, nay.”“I don’t care; I just want so much love from my mate, then we will dance at the night ball till twelve midnight and...”I don’t even want to know anymore why she is so obsessed with getting a mate. I think I have heard enough.There’s no use trying to convince her, and I’m pretty exhausted list
It’s too late to stop me now, when I’ve read over a hundred mangas, and she is saying when I’m older, that sounds more like a dream than a reality; by then I’d have read over thousands of them.I rolled my eyes at her. I’ve never heard of a manga being read to add something to your life; it just feels good and gives entertainment to my life rather than this boring luxurious mansion that is all white as snow.It felt like a cemetery, really quiet, and who lives like this?“Mom, I was reading my books, not a manga; I dropped that a long time ago. You know I always listen to you,” I said confidently. It was just a minute ago, though.Me? And I don't Listen to my mom; probably it will be another Oceana, not me.*You are such a good liar* My wolf chuckled at my words.I ignored her and focused on the matter at hand.“Don’t test me, Oceana; When you are older, you read it, you hear me?”Who listens to that kind of advice these days? Kids do their own stuff now.“But Mom, you just heard me, d
“Now, follow me; it’s time to meet up with the clan elders; they all want to see you crowned as the princess of the realm.” I sighed and followed her to the clan.They want to see me. For what? To touch their feet or what? I can’t even use my powers. Why do they want to see someone like me and crown me as the princess of the realm?It’s not like I wasn’t a princess of the realm; it’s more like they want me to be crowned for recognition, so all the people know I’m the princess of the realm blah, blah and blah.And also use this opportunity to carry on my duties and come across my mate.Blah. Blah. Blah.That’s all they want to see me for—wrinkly old council elders, all sitting down with young muscular Alphas discussing a few things among themselves and blocking the path to the mating ceremony.“Oh, ah… Alpha, go harder,’ whoever it is, was screaming like a pig. How annoying.As if the elders knew what was going on, they shut the gigantic white designer’s gate to block out the noise.Goo
“Well, I haven’t seen you for a long time, and I’m glad you are home to see me because I will leave shortly. Before that, let me make it up to you to leave home without informing you.”He was so tall; was I that short? Wait, a minute!Leaving home?“Huh,’ I whined. ‘`You are leaving so soon, but you just came back. Can’t you stay?’“Nope, I can’t, kiddo. I'm doing this for your protection. I’ve got to go soon or else the rogues will attack you; that’s why your brother has to fight.’ he playfully poked my nose; it twinkled me as I giggled, and we both laughed happily.“I’ve got a present for you.” He announced, brought out a cute little black box, and handed it over to me.“Really?”I took it from him, opened the box, and saw a little silver necklace with my name written on it, “Oceana,” gleaming, and in the middle of my name was a blue sparkling diamond.It was the most beautiful silver I have ever seen.“It’s ravishing, isn’t it?’“Yes,” I whispered with admiration, and I couldn’t sto
I nearly screamed.She closed my mouth by slapping it with her hand.“Prove it to them,” she commanded.I was shaking and looked over at Carmine, who gave me a thumbs up, and Gerard, who nodded at me to go on.I shook my head; at least Gerard would understand how scared I was.He came to me and rubbed my shoulder with a smile.“I’m scared, Gerard; there’s blood and organs all over the place. I felt like I was in the midst of thousands of dead bodies. I want to vomit. Please tell Mom not to do this.” I pleaded with him.“People are watching Oceana, but I’m here for you; do it for me, love. I will always be here to support you.’“Okay, Gerard.’ I gobbled my saliva and began walking.Slow.Everyone was watching. I was scared, hoping that I wouldn’t fall on my face. I stepped on the cold blood as my body shivered and my eyes welled up with tears.I began imagining all kinds of horror movies and being eaten alive.What kind of ritual was this?Suddenly, something moved under me.I screamed
What were they hiding? Was my father disowning Gerard, or was I thinking something unrelated?I noticed Gerard and Carmine leaving the dining table, and I had better run before I get caught.Anyway, I was going to find out someday and they can’t hide the truth from me forever on why my brothers were not always around.I got to school the next day and noticed people whispering among themselves.I don’t know why, but I lowered my head and concentrated on searching for Jessie when I felt something hot poured on my head.I jumped up, shouting panickingly and taking off anything that was on my head. To my surprise, it was pasta.An Alpha poured this on my head. I looked around and it was this girl named Beatrice; I hated her with every gut.How dare she, I growled, glaring at her.“Do you hate your life so much to do this to me?”I got such a badmouth, huh, for a ten-year-old little kid. Well, the school taught me that.“You don’t belong here, bastard, we don’t want a woofless and pathetic
Someone covered my mouth and dragged me away from there and pulled me to my room and closed the door behind him.I turned and saw Carmine glaring at me as if I was some kind of monster.‘What the hell are you doing there, peeping into someone else’s room? Are you nuts?’Carmine hardly gets angry when he is with me, he adores me. What happened now?“I…I didn’t know. The door was opened and…”He hustled me as I fell to the ground.“Shut your filthy mouth, Oceana, I don’t want to see you close to Gérard again, you have no right to invade his privacy.”“But I didn’t intentionally go meet him.” I defended myself.“I don’t give a fuck. The next time I see you do that sort of thing again, I will deal with you. You useless thing that can’t control her powers, fool,” he walked out on me and slammed the door so hard.What was that? Why was he mad at me? I just wanted to go see him. I didn’t know I would see such an incident in his room?He…he called me useless.Carmine called me a fool who could
I took the bottle of water and gulped nearly everything since I was as tasty as fuck. I was done. I took the sword beside me and threw it at him.“Take care of it, Andrew. I need to go take a clean bath.”“Alright, Oceana.’ He replied and bowed before me.My back was killing me.Anyway, I’m not so beat and a coward.That’s how strong I have become and till now, I have heard nothing from my brothers, nor did they care to speak to me.I wish I could see them, just have a word with them and ask them a lot of questions.There are some things that I want to ask them, especially Gerard.Why did he also avoid me? Did Carmine tell him what I caught him doing a few years ago?Eight years had passed and I still can’t forget about that day.He was hot.I strolled along the hallway. A guard ran towards me and bowed.“Lady Oceana, the Alpha asks for your presence.”“ Where is he?’I wanted to take a cold bath. Why is it this time he is calling me?“In his Chambers, Lady Oceana.” He answered as if h