Someone covered my mouth and dragged me away from there and pulled me to my room and closed the door behind him.
I turned and saw Carmine glaring at me as if I was some kind of monster.‘What the hell are you doing there, peeping into someone else’s room? Are you nuts?’Carmine hardly gets angry when he is with me, he adores me. What happened now?“I…I didn’t know. The door was opened and…”He hustled me as I fell to the ground.“Shut your filthy mouth, Oceana, I don’t want to see you close to Gérard again, you have no right to invade his privacy.”“But I didn’t intentionally go meet him.” I defended myself.“I don’t give a fuck. The next time I see you do that sort of thing again, I will deal with you. You useless thing that can’t control her powers, fool,” he walked out on me and slammed the door so hard.What was that? Why was he mad at me? I just wanted to go see him. I didn’t know I would see such an incident in his room?He…he called me useless.Carmine called me a fool who couldn’t control her powers.Was this the reason my parents forbid me from entering a boy’s room, saying it was disrespectful and an invasion of privacy?No one told me it was that serious.I burst into tears.The next day, they were gone, and I never saw them again.Did they leave because of me? Was I that bad of a sister for them to leave without informing me again?I must have been such a disaster, a disgrace to them.I can’t even control my wolf’s powers. I’m useless and a fool like Carmine claimed I was and cried so bitterly on that day that I believe my tears could fill a bucket.I pleaded with my parents to beg them to come back, but they turned deaf ears to me.That day, they both changed me to the worse, I received no calls from them nor text messages.Whenever I ask my parents, it was one lie, excuses or the other, so I gave up on checking them, since they never cared about me.One thing was for sure, I was going to prove my worth to them.I began training harder and harder, attacking my coach with my claws, dodging as my long hair waved sideways with the wind and the reflection of the sun on it.I growled and attacked from each angle at my coach, who kicked me heavily on my legs as I fell on the sand.“You still have a lot to learn, Oceana Daciana.“Fuck you.’ I uttered.I smirked, somersaulted and kicked him in the face.My red claws grew out of my fingers and gripped him in the neck, snickering as he struggled.“Did you just tell an eighteen-year-old Alpha that she still has a lot to learn?’ I laughed and threw him to the ground.People in the clan praised and clapped happily for me.“How was that, my Alpha Coach?’ I grinned with pride.My name is Oceana Daciana. I’m eighteen years old and I’m from the Mackenzie Clan, the princess of the realms.I lost my will to live after Gérard, and Carmine disappeared.I lost control of my powers, and everything became a mess as I grew up.I disliked everything around me because I could hear my wolf’s voice, but I couldn’t shift into my wolf’s form like the others.Jessie was ten times better than me, even though she was a beta.Werewolves’ transition comes at a young age.It is usually painful, meaning that our bodies are sophisticated enough and can take what’s coming through us to accept our form.The transformation is usually intolerable, ripping through every corner of the body.Bones will painfully crack, twist and turn to adapt to the morphology of a wolf.The eyes glow yellow as it widens; the skin changes into furs, and the ears get bigger and pointed than usual.The shifter can hear whatever people say from metres away.And can also hear and feel anyone’s heartbeat, their multiple voices, making it more painful to withstand.The shifter’s rage increased.Teeth transform into fangs. Their hands and feet turn into paws and the hands turn into claws.The tails bud out from behind.The nose pushes out like a beak and the colour of its fur changes depending on the wolf’s abilities and the transformation into its werewolf form.They locked the shifters in the dark and chained them to the wall to protect the clan.If the shifter isn’t vital enough to withstand the pain, that shifter could lose his powers or go out of control and attack anyone that comes in their way.Because at that stage, they don’t recognise anyone or even their families. Locking first-time shifters in a room,Or worse, causing them to die if they can’t take the pain is a consequence.That’s why, before that time comes, they train so hard both mentally and physically, so they could be able to withstand the pain and survive, which usually happens on the full moon. After experiencing the transition, the shifter will be free as a bird and could change to its form whenever he/she feels like shifting, involving our emotions as well.I turned thirteen.When my first adaptation came as a surprise to me and my pack was stunned that I became a full-fledged wolf at last, despite badmouthing me.I craved so much to inform my brothers, but they were nowhere to be found.It was so amazing.My parents were happy for me when I conquered the pain and came out of the room successfully.I was so different from the rest of the clan. I could see my body, my wolf swelling with the powers of the realm shifting into my white wolf form.I’m no more a bullied, pathetic weakling but a powerful Alpha who can rip your eyes out with just a single touch.“Job, well done, Mrs Alpha Oceana.” He smiled proudly at me.“Stop it, Andrew, drop the formalities.’ I half-laughed, dusting the sand off my skin.I was getting shy about his words and how nice he was.“But you are as dazzling as ever. No one can compare to your beauty. No wonder every Alpha wants to be your mate and your husband.”“Well, unfortunately, they are fucking not my mate and will never be my husband.” I spoke and sneezed.‘`Yes, and you are so strong, determined, and beautiful. Who wouldn’t want to be with the daughter of the five clans, my lady?’He was a man with good words. Why does he flatter me so much? I don’t need it.I laughed. “Stop it, you flatter me too much.”I took the bottle of water and gulped nearly everything since I was as tasty as fuck. I was done. I took the sword beside me and threw it at him.“Take care of it, Andrew. I need to go take a clean bath.”“Alright, Oceana.’ He replied and bowed before me.My back was killing me.Anyway, I’m not so beat and a coward.That’s how strong I have become and till now, I have heard nothing from my brothers, nor did they care to speak to me.I wish I could see them, just have a word with them and ask them a lot of questions.There are some things that I want to ask them, especially Gerard.Why did he also avoid me? Did Carmine tell him what I caught him doing a few years ago?Eight years had passed and I still can’t forget about that day.He was hot.I strolled along the hallway. A guard ran towards me and bowed.“Lady Oceana, the Alpha asks for your presence.”“ Where is he?’I wanted to take a cold bath. Why is it this time he is calling me?“In his Chambers, Lady Oceana.” He answered as if h
“Nope!’ I shook my head. “I got some training to do and I would love to come with you, but I can’t.” “You are always training your ass off. Don’t you ever take a break. Come on, just go with me for once. You are an alpha, strong and beautiful. What else do you need? No one will question you and besides, loads of guys are dying to be your boyfriend. You are not gonna miss it.’ She explained. “I want to be stronger.” I blurted out. “What!” Jessie muttered. I brushed it off. “No, it’s nothing.” I walked past her. I can’t slack off. “Oceana, wait up.” She ran after me, blocking my way to my classroom. “What’s wrong, Oceana?’ She cradled my shoulders, filled with concern, her soft eyes making me smile. “It’s nothing.” I giggled. “I know you.” She began with a sigh. “You are not useless. You are not a fool or anything, stop pushing yourself so hard, nobody hates you or dislikes you if that’s the right word but don’t take what your brother said to you years ago to heart, you are speci
I was excited to see him as well. He seemed more muscular and handsome than the last time I saw him. He has grown well. ‘`Thanks for coming to pick me up at the airport even though you said you were tired and jetlagged.’ He appreciated me as he tapped my shoulder. “I just felt like walking around California since I just came back from the cold winter in England, my furs it’s been screaming for some warmth,” I confessed. Yeah, that’s right. So cold. My wolf agreed with me. “Yeah, wouldn’t you warm your bed with a woman if you felt so cold?’ He teased me. “Carmine.’ I cautioned. I felt embarrassed. He was so loud. He laughed. “You changed while you were in England. I see it in you.” “Yeah, I just shifted into my wolf's form alone and it was amazing doing it. I missed the pack though and the full moon there. I could howl as much as I wanted,” I admitted. “Yeah, me too, we can’t do that in abroad, that’s why we have a fucking pack here to do whatever we want.” He agreed. “Have y
“That was a long time ago. Why will you even bring that up? By the way, you shouldn’t have snapped at her like that. You didn’t mean it, but it changed and triggered something in her.” “I did the right thing or else, only the moon goddess knew the next thing she would have done on that day.” He reasoned. I could clearly remember that day, eight years ago, after rescuing her from the principal and bullies in school, she changed something in me. Man, I deserve to be whipped and have my dick cut off. I’m so pissed as fuck and wished I could wipe off my memory of that day. On that day it happened, I had to let go of those hormones. My fear stemmed from my concern about my wolf taking over me and my pheromones. So, I excused myself and went to my room. It was too dangerous staying by her side or else. I would have done something I would have regretted for the rest of my life. I couldn’t resist her, her images were in my head, how her little breast could fit in my mouth, how wet her
“You’ve begun smoking, haven’t you? I thought you’d stopped because Oceana hates it.” He smelled cigarettes on me. Damn, his nose is as sharp as always. When I was back at the clan years ago, Oceana had once caught me smoking heavily at the backyard of the mansion, complaining that she dislikes seeing me smoke and she would like me to stop. She was quite cute back then. Her expression softened my heart, so I quit doing it. However, recently I picked up the habit again. I tried to stop smoking, but I still can’t get rid of it. “Carmine,” I spoke. “Just stop. Can you just pretend that you know nothing? Leave me alone,” I warned. I don’t want to think of Oceana right now. “Are you scared of the truth?" “Carmine,” I shouted. The people at the restaurant all started in our direction. “You’ve always been scared. Till now you haven’t called for the past eight fucking years. I know you fucking miss her so much you wanna scream. Cut me the bullshit, man.” “How am I like now?’ He shrugg
I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her? What the fuck should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago? How should I speak? Fuck, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be? I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California. We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards. We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her. There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working. Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to fall in love with. The heart wants what it wants and I can’t control it. This is the damn truth. Whatever woman I slept with to forget about Oceana, it wasn’t helping. I don’t know why, but it wasn
This is madness and I think it’s a bad idea to go to the clan. No, I should stay here and not go anymore. I grabbed my phone and called Carmine, who opened the door behind me as soon as I started calling him. “You are not ready yet?!’ He closed the door and walked closer to me. “I don’t want to go anymore.’ “Why? Did something happen?’ “I don’t think I should see Oceana. We are fated mates. It would be a bad idea to come across each other again. How am I going to react once I set my eyes on her?!’ I sighed and sat down on the large white furry couch beside the bed as I folded my legs on the other. “You are nervous.” He uttered and sat down on the bed. “What happened to Emily?!’ “She is angry with me. She hates the fact I don’t care about her, which is not true.” “Is that why she walked out of the hotel like a raging animal?!” “Hey, stop that, Carmine.’ “Listen, we have to go home. You can’t avoid it this time.’ “I can.’ I cut in. “Just tell our father something came up and
Oceana's Pov. I burst into my father's chambers ready to speak my mind and give a blast about how I loathe that Alpha he betrothed me to, without my consent. However, my feelings crumbled before me, my body went stiff and everything that happened earlier, felt like it never existed in the first place. Time went still. I was stunned. Everything, the time stopped before me and I took one step closer to make sure I was seeing clearly with my own eyes and I wasn't dreaming. This was reality. I am alive and kicking. I freaking can't believe my eyes. Was I dreaming at this point? "Gérard," I whispered with my throat stuck. Everyone gazes pierced deep into my sights. Gerard got up from his chair with a grin, he was much more handsome than the last time I saw him. His white hair was longer now. His face was younger too like he never aged for once in these eight years. "Man, you've grown so well, my adorable little sister." I looked over at Carmine who also caught my attention and he