“Nope!’ I shook my head. “I got some training to do and I would love to come with you, but I can’t.” “You are always training your ass off. Don’t you ever take a break. Come on, just go with me for once. You are an alpha, strong and beautiful. What else do you need? No one will question you and besides, loads of guys are dying to be your boyfriend. You are not gonna miss it.’ She explained. “I want to be stronger.” I blurted out. “What!” Jessie muttered. I brushed it off. “No, it’s nothing.” I walked past her. I can’t slack off. “Oceana, wait up.” She ran after me, blocking my way to my classroom. “What’s wrong, Oceana?’ She cradled my shoulders, filled with concern, her soft eyes making me smile. “It’s nothing.” I giggled. “I know you.” She began with a sigh. “You are not useless. You are not a fool or anything, stop pushing yourself so hard, nobody hates you or dislikes you if that’s the right word but don’t take what your brother said to you years ago to heart, you are speci
I was excited to see him as well. He seemed more muscular and handsome than the last time I saw him. He has grown well. ‘`Thanks for coming to pick me up at the airport even though you said you were tired and jetlagged.’ He appreciated me as he tapped my shoulder. “I just felt like walking around California since I just came back from the cold winter in England, my furs it’s been screaming for some warmth,” I confessed. Yeah, that’s right. So cold. My wolf agreed with me. “Yeah, wouldn’t you warm your bed with a woman if you felt so cold?’ He teased me. “Carmine.’ I cautioned. I felt embarrassed. He was so loud. He laughed. “You changed while you were in England. I see it in you.” “Yeah, I just shifted into my wolf's form alone and it was amazing doing it. I missed the pack though and the full moon there. I could howl as much as I wanted,” I admitted. “Yeah, me too, we can’t do that in abroad, that’s why we have a fucking pack here to do whatever we want.” He agreed. “Have y
“That was a long time ago. Why will you even bring that up? By the way, you shouldn’t have snapped at her like that. You didn’t mean it, but it changed and triggered something in her.” “I did the right thing or else, only the moon goddess knew the next thing she would have done on that day.” He reasoned. I could clearly remember that day, eight years ago, after rescuing her from the principal and bullies in school, she changed something in me. Man, I deserve to be whipped and have my dick cut off. I’m so pissed as fuck and wished I could wipe off my memory of that day. On that day it happened, I had to let go of those hormones. My fear stemmed from my concern about my wolf taking over me and my pheromones. So, I excused myself and went to my room. It was too dangerous staying by her side or else. I would have done something I would have regretted for the rest of my life. I couldn’t resist her, her images were in my head, how her little breast could fit in my mouth, how wet her
“You’ve begun smoking, haven’t you? I thought you’d stopped because Oceana hates it.” He smelled cigarettes on me. Damn, his nose is as sharp as always. When I was back at the clan years ago, Oceana had once caught me smoking heavily at the backyard of the mansion, complaining that she dislikes seeing me smoke and she would like me to stop. She was quite cute back then. Her expression softened my heart, so I quit doing it. However, recently I picked up the habit again. I tried to stop smoking, but I still can’t get rid of it. “Carmine,” I spoke. “Just stop. Can you just pretend that you know nothing? Leave me alone,” I warned. I don’t want to think of Oceana right now. “Are you scared of the truth?" “Carmine,” I shouted. The people at the restaurant all started in our direction. “You’ve always been scared. Till now you haven’t called for the past eight fucking years. I know you fucking miss her so much you wanna scream. Cut me the bullshit, man.” “How am I like now?’ He shrugg
I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her? What the fuck should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago? How should I speak? Fuck, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be? I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California. We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards. We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her. There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working. Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to fall in love with. The heart wants what it wants and I can’t control it. This is the damn truth. Whatever woman I slept with to forget about Oceana, it wasn’t helping. I don’t know why, but it wasn
This is madness and I think it’s a bad idea to go to the clan. No, I should stay here and not go anymore. I grabbed my phone and called Carmine, who opened the door behind me as soon as I started calling him. “You are not ready yet?!’ He closed the door and walked closer to me. “I don’t want to go anymore.’ “Why? Did something happen?’ “I don’t think I should see Oceana. We are fated mates. It would be a bad idea to come across each other again. How am I going to react once I set my eyes on her?!’ I sighed and sat down on the large white furry couch beside the bed as I folded my legs on the other. “You are nervous.” He uttered and sat down on the bed. “What happened to Emily?!’ “She is angry with me. She hates the fact I don’t care about her, which is not true.” “Is that why she walked out of the hotel like a raging animal?!” “Hey, stop that, Carmine.’ “Listen, we have to go home. You can’t avoid it this time.’ “I can.’ I cut in. “Just tell our father something came up and
Oceana's Pov. I burst into my father's chambers ready to speak my mind and give a blast about how I loathe that Alpha he betrothed me to, without my consent. However, my feelings crumbled before me, my body went stiff and everything that happened earlier, felt like it never existed in the first place. Time went still. I was stunned. Everything, the time stopped before me and I took one step closer to make sure I was seeing clearly with my own eyes and I wasn't dreaming. This was reality. I am alive and kicking. I freaking can't believe my eyes. Was I dreaming at this point? "Gérard," I whispered with my throat stuck. Everyone gazes pierced deep into my sights. Gerard got up from his chair with a grin, he was much more handsome than the last time I saw him. His white hair was longer now. His face was younger too like he never aged for once in these eight years. "Man, you've grown so well, my adorable little sister." I looked over at Carmine who also caught my attention and he
His sweet and smooth voice touched my soul. "I love you too, Gerard.' "Oceana." "Then, why didn't you say anything to me, love.' His eyes shot up because I called him "Love" I don't care. He is like love to me. "All this time I have been searching for my mate, going from one ceremony to another, I once began to have these certain thoughts that maybe I am woofless." I softly asked with concern. "You were just a child, it was hard keeping it away from you, yet I tried and I'm sorry for taking this long to say it." He took his hand away from me, the instant he touched me. "What do you want me to do now? You've made me suffer so much.' I said through tears, my voice choked at my words. "I'm sorry about what you went through, let's do the needful since I'm here now.' "And what is that?" I asked with curiosity. "Reject me." His words took me by surprise, several minutes to get a sense of what he just said. "Let's cut it off, the bond.' "What? I should reject you?" I asked in disbe