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My Brother Is My Mate MIXED EMOTIONS (PART TWO)
“That was a long time ago. Why will you even bring that up? By the way, you shouldn’t have snapped at her like that. You didn’t mean it, but it changed and triggered something in her.” “I did the right thing or else, only the moon goddess knew the next thing she would have done on that day.” He reasoned. I could clearly remember that day, eight years ago, after rescuing her from the principal and bullies in school, she changed something in me. Man, I deserve to be whipped and have my dick cut off. I’m so pissed as fuck and wished I could wipe off my memory of that day. On that day it happened, I had to let go of those hormones. My fear stemmed from my concern about my wolf taking over me and my pheromones. So, I excused myself and went to my room. It was too dangerous staying by her side or else. I would have done something I would have regretted for the rest of my life. I couldn’t resist her, her images were in my head, how her little breast could fit in my mouth, how wet her
Last Updated : 2023-01-11My Brother Is My Mate DRUNK IN LOVE.
“You’ve begun smoking, haven’t you? I thought you’d stopped because Oceana hates it.” He smelled cigarettes on me. Damn, his nose is as sharp as always. When I was back at the clan years ago, Oceana had once caught me smoking heavily at the backyard of the mansion, complaining that she dislikes seeing me smoke and she would like me to stop. She was quite cute back then. Her expression softened my heart, so I quit doing it. However, recently I picked up the habit again. I tried to stop smoking, but I still can’t get rid of it. “Carmine,” I spoke. “Just stop. Can you just pretend that you know nothing? Leave me alone,” I warned. I don’t want to think of Oceana right now. “Are you scared of the truth?" “Carmine,” I shouted. The people at the restaurant all started in our direction. “You’ve always been scared. Till now you haven’t called for the past eight fucking years. I know you fucking miss her so much you wanna scream. Cut me the bullshit, man.” “How am I like now?’ He shrugg
Last Updated : 2023-01-11My Brother Is My Mate FEELINGS.
I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her? What the fuck should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago? How should I speak? Fuck, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be? I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California. We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards. We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her. There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working. Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to fall in love with. The heart wants what it wants and I can’t control it. This is the damn truth. Whatever woman I slept with to forget about Oceana, it wasn’t helping. I don’t know why, but it wasn
Last Updated : 2023-01-11My Brother Is My Mate FEELINGS (PART TWO)
This is madness and I think it’s a bad idea to go to the clan. No, I should stay here and not go anymore. I grabbed my phone and called Carmine, who opened the door behind me as soon as I started calling him. “You are not ready yet?!’ He closed the door and walked closer to me. “I don’t want to go anymore.’ “Why? Did something happen?’ “I don’t think I should see Oceana. We are fated mates. It would be a bad idea to come across each other again. How am I going to react once I set my eyes on her?!’ I sighed and sat down on the large white furry couch beside the bed as I folded my legs on the other. “You are nervous.” He uttered and sat down on the bed. “What happened to Emily?!’ “She is angry with me. She hates the fact I don’t care about her, which is not true.” “Is that why she walked out of the hotel like a raging animal?!” “Hey, stop that, Carmine.’ “Listen, we have to go home. You can’t avoid it this time.’ “I can.’ I cut in. “Just tell our father something came up and
Last Updated : 2023-01-12My Brother Is My Mate FATED MATE
Oceana's Pov. I burst into my father's chambers ready to speak my mind and give a blast about how I loathe that Alpha he betrothed me to, without my consent. However, my feelings crumbled before me, my body went stiff and everything that happened earlier, felt like it never existed in the first place. Time went still. I was stunned. Everything, the time stopped before me and I took one step closer to make sure I was seeing clearly with my own eyes and I wasn't dreaming. This was reality. I am alive and kicking. I freaking can't believe my eyes. Was I dreaming at this point? "Gérard," I whispered with my throat stuck. Everyone gazes pierced deep into my sights. Gerard got up from his chair with a grin, he was much more handsome than the last time I saw him. His white hair was longer now. His face was younger too like he never aged for once in these eight years. "Man, you've grown so well, my adorable little sister." I looked over at Carmine who also caught my attention and he
Last Updated : 2023-01-13My Brother Is My Mate FATED MATE (PART TWO)
His sweet and smooth voice touched my soul. "I love you too, Gerard.' "Oceana." "Then, why didn't you say anything to me, love.' His eyes shot up because I called him "Love" I don't care. He is like love to me. "All this time I have been searching for my mate, going from one ceremony to another, I once began to have these certain thoughts that maybe I am woofless." I softly asked with concern. "You were just a child, it was hard keeping it away from you, yet I tried and I'm sorry for taking this long to say it." He took his hand away from me, the instant he touched me. "What do you want me to do now? You've made me suffer so much.' I said through tears, my voice choked at my words. "I'm sorry about what you went through, let's do the needful since I'm here now.' "And what is that?" I asked with curiosity. "Reject me." His words took me by surprise, several minutes to get a sense of what he just said. "Let's cut it off, the bond.' "What? I should reject you?" I asked in disbe
Last Updated : 2023-01-13My Brother Is My Mate REJECTED OFFER.
"Will you shut up, Oceana, my masturbation or anything I did has nothing to do with you. Will you shut the fuck up.' "No, I'm not shutting up if you don't listen to me. I'm sick and tired of everyone hiding things and pushing me aside like an outcast. I am not a child, you hear me.' "Oceana, let's forget this ever happened. You are getting married soon, let's go back to how we were, don't spit out nonsense." "Gerard.' I shouted. "I'm spitting out nonsense now?" "Yes, you have no idea what the consequences could be, that's why you are babbling. You are young and I want you to fucking understand that.' "The kiss. You almost had me right there. Do you think I am stupid? Just say the truth that you are afraid of accepting me because you are nothing but a coward.' "OCEANA.' His blue eyes glowed the instant he yelled. "GERARD.' The door opened and Carmine came in with my father as they both looked bewildered. "What's going on here?' My father's dark tone rushed through my veins, I c
Last Updated : 2023-01-13My Brother Is My Mate REJECTED OFFER (PART TWO)
"He's a good Alpha, from a good family. His reputation, and his image both with his family are clean, pure blood from the Mackenzie Clan. They are the fastest wolf alive in history and hardly any wolf outran them. Can't you see we want the best for you." "Mom, you are not giving me the best. I don't care where he comes from. How good his reputation is. You don't even know what he likes, what he dislikes, if he has anger issues, difficulties in understanding someone, you don't know that and you are gifting him to me." "Your father and I can never give you what will harm you. Listen, young lady, I know what is best for you." "Mom, you are giving me to someone that will harm me, that's what you are doing and it's not fair. I don't like him. This is not the best thing for me, this is a disaster." "Stop acting so childish, do you know how many women want to be his wife and his Luna? Do you also know how important he is in his clan? To this clan. We take the best and everyone wants him.
Last Updated : 2023-01-26
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My Brother Is My Mate NOTHING HAS BEEN THE SAME ANYMORE.
That’s why to avenge the death of others. He had to die and I would seize the clan for myself. That is my wish and my command, Amoux.’Amoux smiled and bent the knee before me.“Yes, Alpha Ivy Thorne. Your wish is my command, brother.”Carmine’s Pov.“Dad, look what Mom bought for me.’ Chloe rushed over to me with her toy.I smiled and hugged her as I patted her back, dropping the presents I bought for her.As a kid back then, I dreamed of not having a child, and neither did I think of having one someday. I’ve always wanted to be alone with the person I love and die in old age.My wishes might sound lonely to most people, but it doesn’t to me because that’s what I want.And besides, I’m into men and not women, so it doesn’t matter, anyway. I tried to be the perfect Alpha who everyone will look up to, and it worked out perfectly because of Gerard.He was my rock who gave me a leaning shoulder whenever I wanted to cry. My father was a ruthless man who wanted his children to live up to hi
My Brother Is My Mate LOCKED MEMORIES.
She gasped with her hand on her mouth and muttered.“Gerard.’What? Who? Where?Who is she calling Gerard? What is she talking about? Why is everyone so weird here in California?“And who might you be?’“Aunt Jessie, do you know him? He’s the one who tied my shoelaces.’The so-called Aunt Jessie came to me and held my shoulders.Why do these wolves here in California have a habit of touching a stranger’s shoulders?I pulled her hands off my shoulders. I don’t like it.What the fuck is going on here?“It is you.” She exclaimed. “Gerard.’“Who is who?’ This was hilarious, but I didn’t want to laugh.“Where have you been, Gerard? Do you have any idea what you put Oceana through? She has been looking for you for the past six years. You can’t keep tormenting her like this. If she did anything to you, please forgive her Gerard. Please and this is…”“What are you talking about? Who are you and first of all, my name is not Gerard? I’m Ivy Thorne, and I don’t know who you are.’ I kindly pushed
My Brother Is My Mate DEJA VU.
“I’m talking and you are asking irrelevant questions, huh? His elder brother has been living in America for five years since then. He returned just to meet up with the clan because he’s an heir. He is not Gerard. Cut out this crap of yours. I don’t want to see you close to my best friend and his brother again. I will have you dealt with.’“Garold…”“I don’t want to repeat my words again, Oceana, behave your fucking self.’ he walked out on me and slam the door shut.I sighed and fell to the floor feeling exhausted and I haven’t had my bath properly since yesterday.I must reek of heat.Ivy’s Pov.I wiped my sweat off my face and neck as I entered the penthouse in my workout clothes.My parents were having breakfast, and the place was sort of noisy.“Hey, Ivy,’ my mom called out to me.“Hi, mom.’ I went to her and kissed her on the cheek, and greeted my father as well. I hugged my siblings and cousins.“Eww. You are sweating, bro.’“Yeah, I need to take a bath, cousin.’“You could come
My Brother Is My Mate STERN WARNING.
“But you were the one who came to the room. You should have switched it off before lying down.’I rolled my eyes at him. “Should I kick you out of my room?”“No.’“Then get your ass up and lock the fucking door.’“Alright. Alright, before you eat me up, bad wolf.’I smiled and closed my eyes.“Please don’t leave me, Gerard. I will do anything to make us stay together.’“I heard you threatened Emily, Oceana. What the hell are you doing?’“Must you always get mad at me for everything? I did what I had to. She called me a whore.’“That’s why you kept her in prison? Are you mad or something?’“I’m not mad. You are my mate, Gerard. I will not hand you over to her. You are mine.’“So have I become some property that you have to not let me go.’She grabbed my collar with tears in her eyes. “Please, I love you so much, Gerard. Be my mate and I will never let go of you. I will fight till my last breath. I’m ready to face the pack now. I don’t care if we are siblings. Siblings fuck each other,
My Brother Is My Mate UNSETTLING AURA.
“It is not, Carmine. I knew my mate when I saw him. I felt the bond when I touched him. My wolf was alive for the first time in years. Please believe me, I need to see my mate. I beg of you.’“Calm down, the way you are in a hurry will not bring back your mate. You need to calm down, go home and take a fresh bath and relax. Tomorrow you have to come meet me so we can talk about this, okay?”‘`What do you mean talk about this, Carmine?" she yelled at me. “There’s nothing to talk about. I saw him with my eyes. We need to go see him. His name is Amoux, and he is Garold’s best friend. Or we can follow him, then we will track him.”“Did he say his name is Gerard?’Oceana shook her head. “No. The Amoux guy called him Ivy. And I need to know how he is called Ivy. I need to search for Gerard. Tell him we have…”“Oceana.’ I held her shoulders and sighed.“Go home and let’s talk about this tomorrow and then we will find out who he is.’She agreed.“Carmine, is that you?’I looked upstairs, and
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME? (PART TWO)
The wind blew through our clothes as we both stared at each other, but his eyes were black and he looked so much like Gerard, something felt off.No, he was Gérard. I can never forget about his scent.“Gerard.’ I murmured, burst out in tears and hugged him. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you disappear from me like that? Please, Gerard, don’t leave me like that again. I can’t take it anymore. Please don’t leave me anymore. I don’t know how I will survive without you again.’I pulled away from him and looked at his face, but instead of seeing a warm smile from him.What I saw was a furious expression.“Who the fuck are you?’“What!’He sighed. “Like I don’t understand, why will you cling onto me like that?!’“Gerard.’“Do I know you? You just met a random wolf and hugged him? If you are a whore, I understand, but can you keep your silly thoughts to yourself? I don’t want to see you. I don't even fucking know you.’“What are you talking about, Gerard?" I asked in a shaky voic
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME?
However, Kai was found dead on a pole and his elder brother, Garold, volunteered to make Oceana his wife.After the deed was done, I also discovered I was pregnant as well and the thought of telling Oceana and Carmine about what happened destroyed me.Oceana’s Pov.“Get off me, young lady. Are you on meds or something?’ His voice was quite broken and scary when he spoke.Gerard’s voice had always been deep, calm, not harsh.I took my hands off. His aura was very different.“Who are you, are you not Gerard?’He frowned and scoffed. “Who are you, Alpha, since you don’t have a name?’They looked so much alike, but why is he so different?“My name is Oceana Daciana, from the Mackenzie Clan.” I responded.‘`Oh, you must be Garold’s wife, the stubborn woman who is in love with her ex-boyfriend?’ he mocked.Garold must have told him Gerard was my boyfriend instead of him being my brother.I didn’t want to believe this.I was sick and tired of this. How could I believe he wasn’t the o
My Brother Is My Mate TRAUMATIC INCIDENT.
I smiled. “She is doing well. Though I haven’t heard from her for a couple of months.’He gave a slight frown. “But your daughter goes to her home all the time, right?’“Most times.’ I responded. “But Carmine picks her up most of the time at her home.’“Oh, I see,” he agreed. “But you guys are still best friends, right?’ he teased.“We are still close, but Oceana is sort of shutting me out again, I think. I bet she still hasn’t forgiven me because of Carmine. She thinks I took advantage of Carmine’s dick and had his daughter. But I am to blame for everything.’“Why do you keep talking about the past? It’s been five years, Jessie.’As long as the past lives in our lives, we can never forget it.”“They are best friends for sure,” he nodded. “Nolana and Chloe.’“Yes, they are, and they get along so well.”“Yeah, you are right,’ he agreed.“Whenever I think of the past, I still feel sad and broken, Adolph. A lot of things happened on a whim and I couldn’t do anything to save Oceana fr
My Brother Is My Mate HE WAS NOT DEAD.
“I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th
