“That was a long time ago. Why will you even bring that up? By the way, you shouldn’t have snapped at her like that. You didn’t mean it, but it changed and triggered something in her.” “I did the right thing or else, only the moon goddess knew the next thing she would have done on that day.” He reasoned. I could clearly remember that day, eight years ago, after rescuing her from the principal and bullies in school, she changed something in me. Man, I deserve to be whipped and have my dick cut off. I’m so pissed as fuck and wished I could wipe off my memory of that day. On that day it happened, I had to let go of those hormones. My fear stemmed from my concern about my wolf taking over me and my pheromones. So, I excused myself and went to my room. It was too dangerous staying by her side or else. I would have done something I would have regretted for the rest of my life. I couldn’t resist her, her images were in my head, how her little breast could fit in my mouth, how wet her
“You’ve begun smoking, haven’t you? I thought you’d stopped because Oceana hates it.” He smelled cigarettes on me. Damn, his nose is as sharp as always. When I was back at the clan years ago, Oceana had once caught me smoking heavily at the backyard of the mansion, complaining that she dislikes seeing me smoke and she would like me to stop. She was quite cute back then. Her expression softened my heart, so I quit doing it. However, recently I picked up the habit again. I tried to stop smoking, but I still can’t get rid of it. “Carmine,” I spoke. “Just stop. Can you just pretend that you know nothing? Leave me alone,” I warned. I don’t want to think of Oceana right now. “Are you scared of the truth?" “Carmine,” I shouted. The people at the restaurant all started in our direction. “You’ve always been scared. Till now you haven’t called for the past eight fucking years. I know you fucking miss her so much you wanna scream. Cut me the bullshit, man.” “How am I like now?’ He shrugg
I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her? What the fuck should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago? How should I speak? Fuck, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be? I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California. We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards. We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her. There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working. Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to fall in love with. The heart wants what it wants and I can’t control it. This is the damn truth. Whatever woman I slept with to forget about Oceana, it wasn’t helping. I don’t know why, but it wasn
This is madness and I think it’s a bad idea to go to the clan. No, I should stay here and not go anymore. I grabbed my phone and called Carmine, who opened the door behind me as soon as I started calling him. “You are not ready yet?!’ He closed the door and walked closer to me. “I don’t want to go anymore.’ “Why? Did something happen?’ “I don’t think I should see Oceana. We are fated mates. It would be a bad idea to come across each other again. How am I going to react once I set my eyes on her?!’ I sighed and sat down on the large white furry couch beside the bed as I folded my legs on the other. “You are nervous.” He uttered and sat down on the bed. “What happened to Emily?!’ “She is angry with me. She hates the fact I don’t care about her, which is not true.” “Is that why she walked out of the hotel like a raging animal?!” “Hey, stop that, Carmine.’ “Listen, we have to go home. You can’t avoid it this time.’ “I can.’ I cut in. “Just tell our father something came up and
Oceana's Pov. I burst into my father's chambers ready to speak my mind and give a blast about how I loathe that Alpha he betrothed me to, without my consent. However, my feelings crumbled before me, my body went stiff and everything that happened earlier, felt like it never existed in the first place. Time went still. I was stunned. Everything, the time stopped before me and I took one step closer to make sure I was seeing clearly with my own eyes and I wasn't dreaming. This was reality. I am alive and kicking. I freaking can't believe my eyes. Was I dreaming at this point? "Gérard," I whispered with my throat stuck. Everyone gazes pierced deep into my sights. Gerard got up from his chair with a grin, he was much more handsome than the last time I saw him. His white hair was longer now. His face was younger too like he never aged for once in these eight years. "Man, you've grown so well, my adorable little sister." I looked over at Carmine who also caught my attention and he
His sweet and smooth voice touched my soul. "I love you too, Gerard.' "Oceana." "Then, why didn't you say anything to me, love.' His eyes shot up because I called him "Love" I don't care. He is like love to me. "All this time I have been searching for my mate, going from one ceremony to another, I once began to have these certain thoughts that maybe I am woofless." I softly asked with concern. "You were just a child, it was hard keeping it away from you, yet I tried and I'm sorry for taking this long to say it." He took his hand away from me, the instant he touched me. "What do you want me to do now? You've made me suffer so much.' I said through tears, my voice choked at my words. "I'm sorry about what you went through, let's do the needful since I'm here now.' "And what is that?" I asked with curiosity. "Reject me." His words took me by surprise, several minutes to get a sense of what he just said. "Let's cut it off, the bond.' "What? I should reject you?" I asked in disbe
"Will you shut up, Oceana, my masturbation or anything I did has nothing to do with you. Will you shut the fuck up.' "No, I'm not shutting up if you don't listen to me. I'm sick and tired of everyone hiding things and pushing me aside like an outcast. I am not a child, you hear me.' "Oceana, let's forget this ever happened. You are getting married soon, let's go back to how we were, don't spit out nonsense." "Gerard.' I shouted. "I'm spitting out nonsense now?" "Yes, you have no idea what the consequences could be, that's why you are babbling. You are young and I want you to fucking understand that.' "The kiss. You almost had me right there. Do you think I am stupid? Just say the truth that you are afraid of accepting me because you are nothing but a coward.' "OCEANA.' His blue eyes glowed the instant he yelled. "GERARD.' The door opened and Carmine came in with my father as they both looked bewildered. "What's going on here?' My father's dark tone rushed through my veins, I c
"He's a good Alpha, from a good family. His reputation, and his image both with his family are clean, pure blood from the Mackenzie Clan. They are the fastest wolf alive in history and hardly any wolf outran them. Can't you see we want the best for you." "Mom, you are not giving me the best. I don't care where he comes from. How good his reputation is. You don't even know what he likes, what he dislikes, if he has anger issues, difficulties in understanding someone, you don't know that and you are gifting him to me." "Your father and I can never give you what will harm you. Listen, young lady, I know what is best for you." "Mom, you are giving me to someone that will harm me, that's what you are doing and it's not fair. I don't like him. This is not the best thing for me, this is a disaster." "Stop acting so childish, do you know how many women want to be his wife and his Luna? Do you also know how important he is in his clan? To this clan. We take the best and everyone wants him.