His sweet and smooth voice touched my soul. "I love you too, Gerard.' "Oceana." "Then, why didn't you say anything to me, love.' His eyes shot up because I called him "Love" I don't care. He is like love to me. "All this time I have been searching for my mate, going from one ceremony to another, I once began to have these certain thoughts that maybe I am woofless." I softly asked with concern. "You were just a child, it was hard keeping it away from you, yet I tried and I'm sorry for taking this long to say it." He took his hand away from me, the instant he touched me. "What do you want me to do now? You've made me suffer so much.' I said through tears, my voice choked at my words. "I'm sorry about what you went through, let's do the needful since I'm here now.' "And what is that?" I asked with curiosity. "Reject me." His words took me by surprise, several minutes to get a sense of what he just said. "Let's cut it off, the bond.' "What? I should reject you?" I asked in disbe
"Will you shut up, Oceana, my masturbation or anything I did has nothing to do with you. Will you shut the fuck up.' "No, I'm not shutting up if you don't listen to me. I'm sick and tired of everyone hiding things and pushing me aside like an outcast. I am not a child, you hear me.' "Oceana, let's forget this ever happened. You are getting married soon, let's go back to how we were, don't spit out nonsense." "Gerard.' I shouted. "I'm spitting out nonsense now?" "Yes, you have no idea what the consequences could be, that's why you are babbling. You are young and I want you to fucking understand that.' "The kiss. You almost had me right there. Do you think I am stupid? Just say the truth that you are afraid of accepting me because you are nothing but a coward.' "OCEANA.' His blue eyes glowed the instant he yelled. "GERARD.' The door opened and Carmine came in with my father as they both looked bewildered. "What's going on here?' My father's dark tone rushed through my veins, I c
"He's a good Alpha, from a good family. His reputation, and his image both with his family are clean, pure blood from the Mackenzie Clan. They are the fastest wolf alive in history and hardly any wolf outran them. Can't you see we want the best for you." "Mom, you are not giving me the best. I don't care where he comes from. How good his reputation is. You don't even know what he likes, what he dislikes, if he has anger issues, difficulties in understanding someone, you don't know that and you are gifting him to me." "Your father and I can never give you what will harm you. Listen, young lady, I know what is best for you." "Mom, you are giving me to someone that will harm me, that's what you are doing and it's not fair. I don't like him. This is not the best thing for me, this is a disaster." "Stop acting so childish, do you know how many women want to be his wife and his Luna? Do you also know how important he is in his clan? To this clan. We take the best and everyone wants him.
A thousand years ago, the Red Lycan Pack was also known for having white hair. A wolf without its white hair was condemned and thrown out of the clan, seeing them as phoney. They didn't spare their lives either and they can do anything to protect their clan. "Whatever.' I rolled my eyes. "They both are amazing. Powerful and filled with impressive auras and pheromones. Everyone is thrilled to see them. The pack wouldn't stop talking about them.' He pointed out and I knew who he was referring to. "You must have also heard that my brothers are back. The clan's news spread like wildfire across the realms." I sneezed and hugged my chest avoiding his expression. He took a seat beside me, where my mother sat and sighed. "Aren't you happy that your brothers are back? Haven't you always wanted to see them all these years?" Adolph is two years older than me. He is also my best friend. Jessie and I both grew up together with him. He is highly from a respected clan, so he knows me so well
"Back then it was wild. Incests, lesbians and gays were burned to the stick back then. Anyone who the moon goddess had chosen was killed. Back then, they said, they slaughtered them because they believed the moon goddess was testing their faith. And famine and drought came up on the clan back then. So, with all this happening with werewolves committing Sodom. Mother's to sons and all that, they had to be destroyed. A lot of books were sold back then because of it and they made a lot of money from it. So, the clans gathered up as an army and killed all of them. Wiped them out and burnt anything relating to them.' "That's horrible.' I muttered. "Yes it is horrible but it brought a new era for everyone and there's peace and harmony within everyone. Which is quite the best.' "Do you think some of them will still be alive today?!' No wonder, Gerard doesn't want to have anything to do with me. "I have my suspicions though. If they are a few or some of them still alive, they would probab
My knees were shaking, my skin, and my hands were beginning to morph into my wolf form and my wolf was overwhelmed with rage. What's going on with me? I felt hot all of a sudden, wanting to pull off all my clothes, as I collapsed to the floor. "Miss Oceana." Those voices echoed in my head. It was so damn hot that I cried out in pain and unconsciously brought my gun out of my pockets, sniffing danger. Three wolves emerged from the tree, roaring. I managed to pull the trigger but the wolves were growling, gritting their teeth and moving towards me. The young lady and the others were screaming panickingly for help. I was too weak to stand up when I felt someone pull me away from their path and Carmine ambushed them and dealt harshly with them attacking with his claws. "I'm with you." I heard an Alpha's voice and looked up at him. It was Adolph, oh, so, it wasn't Gérard. Adolph carried me up in his arms. "Drop me down,' I whispered. "You are embarrassing me." "You look pale."
I thought the moon goddess cursed me to be woofless for the rest of my life, because everyone I encountered got mated or married at such a young age, making me the abnormal one. Everyone meets their mate in each ceremony. Mine was different and lonely. I wondered why I never had an encounter with my mate and every night, it always bothered me. I felt different and people began gossiping about me and that was why when I accepted that bastard as my mate, even though he wasn’t my mate. I did it just to shut the people of the realms up. My life was a lonely one. I needed someone to open up my heart to. I needed someone I could laugh with, love, and cherish all my life. All these feelings started when he left with Carmine. I missed them so much and I never understood it until now. My life had been so lonely ever since he left and I tried my best to be what my parents wanted me to be. I worked so hard to be where I am now. It’s not like I can’t live without my brothers or like I’
“Why are you being so stupid? You think my words are just empty words, I mean, does everything I say here sounds like trash to you. Stop trying to make me sound stupid and make me look like the bad guy. Is it a crime to claim you and want you as my mate? What is wrong with that?’ I yelled. This was getting on my nerves. For a minute there, he seemed stressed and frustrated. There were black spots under his eyes. Why didn’t I notice it earlier? Was he sleeping properly? “I should ask you the same question, Oceana. Get your head straight, think about this family and the pack. Don’t step on me. And you said I make you look like the bad guy?!" He scoffed. "I don’t think so. Think about the consequences you are getting into. You are not a child, Oceana.” “What will you do if I don’t do so, Gérard, I loved you with all my heart? Why are you doing this to me? I don’t give a fuck about anyone?” I couldn’t help it, my heart was about to burst. Why wouldn’t he just understand me? “Are yo