I thought the moon goddess cursed me to be woofless for the rest of my life, because everyone I encountered got mated or married at such a young age, making me the abnormal one. Everyone meets their mate in each ceremony. Mine was different and lonely. I wondered why I never had an encounter with my mate and every night, it always bothered me. I felt different and people began gossiping about me and that was why when I accepted that bastard as my mate, even though he wasn’t my mate. I did it just to shut the people of the realms up. My life was a lonely one. I needed someone to open up my heart to. I needed someone I could laugh with, love, and cherish all my life. All these feelings started when he left with Carmine. I missed them so much and I never understood it until now. My life had been so lonely ever since he left and I tried my best to be what my parents wanted me to be. I worked so hard to be where I am now. It’s not like I can’t live without my brothers or like I’
“Why are you being so stupid? You think my words are just empty words, I mean, does everything I say here sounds like trash to you. Stop trying to make me sound stupid and make me look like the bad guy. Is it a crime to claim you and want you as my mate? What is wrong with that?’ I yelled. This was getting on my nerves. For a minute there, he seemed stressed and frustrated. There were black spots under his eyes. Why didn’t I notice it earlier? Was he sleeping properly? “I should ask you the same question, Oceana. Get your head straight, think about this family and the pack. Don’t step on me. And you said I make you look like the bad guy?!" He scoffed. "I don’t think so. Think about the consequences you are getting into. You are not a child, Oceana.” “What will you do if I don’t do so, Gérard, I loved you with all my heart? Why are you doing this to me? I don’t give a fuck about anyone?” I couldn’t help it, my heart was about to burst. Why wouldn’t he just understand me? “Are yo
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Don’t you ever understand what I say to you?” He said and began walking away from me. “Geez.’ He murmured. “I’m not backing down without a fight, Gérard, I love you and that’s all that matters.” I quickly stated. He laughed. “I wish that were the case. Tell me those exact words in ten years to come. Leave me the fuck alone.” I blocked his path. “I know you love me. Don’t torture me anymore. Please, I know you are doing this for me. I don’t care even if you act indifferent to me, act all rude, but don’t leave me. Can’t you remember the good times we spent together, what we shared?” I didn’t want to bother about that anymore. Suddenly, he slightly grabbed my neck with his hand and whispered. “Oceana, don’t let me hate you for who you are.” I was terrified. Why would Gérard grab my neck like that? Does he really hate me? “Behave yourself, don’t draw unnecessary attention. You are an alpha, an heir to the throne. You will rule someday, get married,
I said a few words, letting them know I was behind her and she seemed so happy to see me, and began saying all kinds of things to me. I knew she loved me. I knew she was head over heels in love with me. I could see it in her eyes. I began asking myself, if I made a terrible mistake in coming to the realm, wasn’t I the cause of all these issues? What am I doing for this problem to be solved? If I had known, I would have waited till she got married before coming back to the realms. I knew all that, but I didn’t want to stop myself. I wanted to claim her right there on the spot; I wanted to tell her. I also loved her and wished I could go against the pack, but I was afraid of what my words were going to cost me, what my words were going to create. How many lives and blood will be lost? I was so down and I had to stand strong and hold my cool. We argued for what felt like an hour. I had to walk out on her because my wolf nearly popped out of me, intending to mark her, and I wasn’t l
I bit my lower lip to stop myself from speaking out of shape and getting myself in deep trouble and causing more questions, which I despise. I am a grown-ass fucking Alpha, but that doesn’t stop me from doing what I love to do, for the fact I’m not fierce doesn’t mean that I have to be. If I had known she was going to speak of Oceana, I would have walked out the instant I saw her. I wanted to get out of here. “Nothing is going on between me and Oceana, Mother. Why do you ask and what the shit is going on for you to ask me such a question?” She sounded relieved at my statement. What had she heard and what was she thinking? “Are you sure, Gérard?’ Her intense look was bothering me. “What are you trying to say, Mother?’ “Oceana demands to meet her mate at the werewolves’ ceremony.” I was stunned. Could this day get any worse for me? What the hell is going on? Shit!! She went on. “She was so excited when she heard you were coming back. I don’t know what’s occurring in her head t
“You are such a beautiful girl.” My mother beamed and stretched her hands for a hug from Emily and she went to her and they both hugged themselves like they’ve known each other for a long time, and have been best of friends ever since. “Thank you so much, Mother.” She grinned happily and left my mother, who told her to sit opposite her in the same chair aside. “You are welcome,’ she laughed. “I hope the moment you get married to my son, you are giving him a child as soon as possible.” Emily laughed shyly. “I want a son.” My mother requested. A son. “I could also give you a daughter, mother.” Emily joked. “That will be nice, but I don’t want another Oceana. I’m having a tough time controlling her and her strong headed behaviour, so I don’t want a daughter. I want an Alpha this time. I could take him hunting, teach him how to fight, be a vigorous wolf and a lot of other things.” “Oh, wow, that’s so great, Mother. I hope your wishes come true.” “Thank you, my daughter.” She asked
Most of them would have gone insane, trying to protect and claim what the moon goddess had matched for them and you know what’s worse, they wouldn’t think about the consequences. My case is different. Because of my mate, I became a whore who slept and fucked various kinds of women every day. A man whore. People will say, those were the golden old days, but for me, it was just a thing of pleasure to escape reality. As soon as Oceana was growing in the mansion, understanding what the world was about. What the realm was all about. I stopped going to the Pleasure House to have sex. I needed to set a good example for my mate to not go out and hear shameful stuff about me. I couldn’t bear to see it. “Are you sure? Because this isn’t like you, you and I both know Emily wouldn’t be able to do anything. Stop your tactics and get to the point?” “Carmine, let me do this my way. I can’t stop this alone. It’s so hard to contain, but I’ve waited this long and I can still wait.” “Our parent
“Are you speaking about brotherly love, Carmine?” “No.” He shook his head. “This is Gérard we are talking about, he doesn’t have such feelings for you, we both know for sure that you are his first love and he’s deeply in love with you.’ His words melted my heart. I smiled, and then it hit me. ‘What am I going to do, Carmine? Does this mean I can never be with him?’ He dropped his hands and put them at their sides. “I don’t know how to answer that. I know it’s hard, but the only thing I can tell you is that you should forget about him for the rest of your life and move on.” My frightened eyes widened. “Move on.’ I whispered. It was as if a bucket of iced water was poured on me. Wasn’t he the one encouraging me a while ago? Carmine gazed at me sadly? “Life is such a cruel place, isn’t it, Oceana?” He left. That’s it. I ran after him and Carmine ignored me and said no word. It devastated me. I should move on. That’s what Carmine said to me. He wants me to move on. How dare he p