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REGRETS.

Author: Elena Titania
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-14 22:49:20
“Are you speaking about brotherly love, Carmine?”

“No.” He shook his head. “This is Gérard we are talking about, he doesn’t have such feelings for you, we both know for sure that you are his first love and he’s deeply in love with you.’

His words melted my heart.

I smiled, and then it hit me. ‘What am I going to do, Carmine? Does this mean I can never be with him?’ He dropped his hands and put them at their sides.

“I don’t know how to answer that. I know it’s hard, but the only thing I can tell you is that you should forget about him for the rest of your life and move on.”

My frightened eyes widened. “Move on.’ I whispered.

It was as if a bucket of iced water was poured on me.

Wasn’t he the one encouraging me a while ago? Carmine gazed at me sadly? “Life is such a cruel place, isn’t it, Oceana?”

He left.

That’s it. I ran after him and Carmine ignored me and said no word.

It devastated me.

I should move on. That’s what Carmine said to me. He wants me to move on. How dare he p
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    “I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th

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